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Do you also finds the advantages of living in a tower block / high-rise building?? 
I'm so sick and tired because of snow shoveling the sidewalk and a piece of road in front of my house.?
Winter! Please, have a mercy on Poland and get out to Egypt or back where you came from!?
 

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 > That nasty habit of Smartfon to whine about.?
 

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10 minutes ago, smartfon said:

Do you also finds the advantages of living in a tower block / high-rise building?? 
I'm so sick and tired because of snow shoveling the sidewalk and a piece of road in front of my house.?
Winter! Please, have a mercy on Poland and get out to Egypt or back where you came from!?
 

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 > That nasty habit of Smartfon to whine about.?
 

> The area my Prince comes from is also very snowy during the winter. He doesn't mind cold and snow, but he hated two seasonal jobs: lawn mourning during the summer and snow shoveling during the winter. Moving to the Adriatic coast set him free from both jobs.   He would sympathize with you if he would stay in LL.

 

> As for me, I wish the summer will last all 12 months so I can

with my Ivy

Edited December 16, 2022 by Evaloves4

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47 minutes ago, Evaloves4 said:

> The area my Prince comes from is also very snowy during the winter. He doesn't mind cold and snow, but he hated two seasonal jobs: lawn mourning during the summer and snow shoveling during the winter. Moving to the Adriatic coast set him free from both jobs.   He would sympathize with you if he would stay in LL.

 

> As for me, I wish the summer will last all 12 months so I can

with my Ivy

> Thank you for your invaluable support, Eva.?  Life by this sea must be beautiful and full of breathtaking views!?

That one is quite warming up.???
 

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[Guest]

6 hours ago, LosMP said:

Funny. I live in such a place (Europe, Mediterranean coast) but what I miss —since I was 15 or so— is something I never got or saw but in movies and the like: a green landscape with the four seasons. Perhaps this wish comes from a mixture of two things:

1. Sometimes we feel attracted to what's different from the ordinary.

2. Having an idyllic concept of it that doesn't involve fighting against snow-covered sidewalks and ever-growing gardens.

 

Or maybe I do love it and it is just a matter of taste and personality.

> I am simply the child of the sun, the sea and warmth which is completely opposite from my Prince who is allergic to the sun(rays).

[Guest]

> Today is last soccer match for Croats. They will play against Morocco (again) for the third place of WSC. Thank heavens, there will be one more game, the finals and we'll finally have a quiet and peace, at lease for two years when there will be ESC. (We love being visited by our family members every day, but this WSC was too much for us.)

[Z0mBieP00Nani]

I Almost started dating a woman I work with, which would have ended a 14 or 15 year drought. There were some things about her that made me conflicted though, and I hesitated, and she lost interest and actually went for another more social assho.. I mean, guy I work with. I had poor social skills, an emotional wound, and just a generally low sense of self-worth working against me, due in large part to an exploitative and abusive friendship I had with another girl years before, who basically used gaslighting and my feelings for her to belittle and manipulate me for years, before the corn kernel on top of the shit sundae of her fucking some guy she met about an hour earlier in the main living area of the apartment we (and several acquaintances) had been staying in. That kind of fucked me up for a while, and really just colored my view of not so much women, but specifically the feelings of attachment (also known as love) I could get for them. I responded by avoiding not just the memory, but women as well, so never really gained any social experience or confidence there, and never really healed. This all factored into my hesitation and her losing interest. What's really dumb to me though is even though I have remained more or less emotionally detached, it still bothers me, it's like "oh yeah, here's one more failure to add to the pile".. stupid lizard brain...

 

On the flip side though, I guess now I know who she would've presumably been cheating on me with, given how little patience she seems to have had for me from the start, having at least 2 years to observe my behaviors and know that I'm the shy and fairly quiet type, and that she just might have to "meet me half way", so to speak. However, I have noticed another woman there who I might be able to do stuff with anyway, I know she had an interest in me in the past, and I'm not so sure she ever lost that interest, based on some of the subtle behaviors I've observed her doing. She's not as young or as cute as the other chick, but I might be able to get my dick wet at least, before that falls apart anyway.. unless that's all she wants too, which would be even better, in my opinion. Given my luck though, nothing will pan out.

[Guest]

Bah-Humbug!!

I hate Christmas!!!

[Guest]

Personal rreminder my gaming pc is "broken" in case my relatives need to check their mail around here on christmas. 

 

 

On 12/12/2022 at 8:38 AM, Darkpig said:

While surfing Nexus an ad took up the whole screen a few times. Was it ever that bad before?

 

And there's mad people here that are on the internet without adblock. It's necessity, less of a choice option.

[Alessia Wellington]

4 minutes ago, Doctor Cadaver said:

the religious undertones as an excuse for excessive consumerism

 

Isn't that the case with all holidays anyways?

[Guest]

Invisible once again, Why even bother posting here

[Guest]

 on the internet without adblock

#1- I see you, so therefore you are not invisible, or maybe you are and I am only seeing a projection of the force you are imbued with!  

1 hour ago, Doctor Cadaver said:

The sickening music, the tacky decorations, and the religious undertones as an excuse for excessive consumerism

It's an excuse by big business to Sell, Sell, Sell, while the many walk around with big false smiles, trying to influence others opinion of them, I am charitable, I am a Giver, I care for my fellow human beings.  

If we just look at Satan Claus, all year long the children hear "don't go here" Don't look at that person" Watch that person" "lets go the other way" "If someone comes in the house hide and call the Police" , but during Christmas it's "Lets leave milk and Cookies for the strange man coming into our house while you are asleep" "He will leave you a Present". Fuck it creeps me out the fucking hypocrites.

Also isn't a "Rant" composed of way more words, letters. paragraphs, pages, punctuation, etc. than the short verbiage listed here, it is "on my mind"!  

To all of you who like Christmas, have a nice one, actually try to love, or be loved in the truest form, and 

 

 

Edited December 17, 2022 by caveman74

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Dunno sorry. Guess I caught the usual winter depression. Or the regular no good interacting with people, for various reasons. Semi never recovering from an illness and all so called friends leaving the moment they got the news is one of them. I'm just not good with social activities.

[Guest]

33 minutes ago, KittcatJ said:

Dunno sorry. Guess I caught the usual winter depression. Or the regular no good interacting with people, for various reasons. Semi never recovering from an illness and all so called friends leaving the moment they got the news is one of them. I'm just not good with social activities.

Well; I wish you Well!!!

[lPalpatinel]

On 12/15/2022 at 6:16 AM, worik said:

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is this the new version? I don't know how you're managing to play, this new version came out extremely buggy, it seems that once again cd project rushed with their projects and they screwed everything up again.

[Darkpig]

6 hours ago, KittcatJ said:

And there's mad people here that are on the internet without adblock. It's necessity, less of a choice option.

While I agree websites take their ads too far at the same time websites "need" ads to keep the site up and running. Downloading an adblock means I become part of some ad war and I am sick an tired of it. Websites have bypassed my adblock a few times and even downright denied service to their website because of it.

6 hours ago, Alessia Wellington said:

Isn't that the case with all holidays anyways?

Which is why I hide under a rock during these times.

[Guest]

9 hours ago, KittcatJ said:

on the internet without adblock.

I had a Microsoft Update which afterwards flooded me with ads to the point of downloading a new browser that blocked ads. I did not have ads before the update and I found a bunch of posts during a search that read, bunches of users were not happy because they got jammed with ads like I did and were trying to find out if Microsoft put in adware.

[worik]

13 hours ago, MidNightQuiet said:

is this the new version? I don't know how you're managing to play, this new version came out extremely buggy, it seems that once again cd project rushed with their projects and they screwed everything up again

No bugs, no crash, nothing to complain, yet.

But so far, I am still enjoying the scenery with one of my older games, testing the new mods. And I started a new 4.00 game only yesterday, I'm just arriving in White Orchard.

 

OK, one thing bothers me: Did they finally get rid of that idiotic hard-coded mod-limit ?

 

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Edited December 18, 2022 by worik

[Captain Cobra]

Oldrim and Skyrim SE have swapped places on the nexus and it's throwing me for a loop when I do my daily mod checks for those games.

[KoolHndLuke]

14 hours ago, worik said:

that idiotic hard-coded mod-limit ?

I didn't know that existed in this game. Was thinking about going wild with mods this time 'round.

Edited December 18, 2022 by KoolHndLuke

[worik]

10 hours ago, KoolHndLuke said:

I didn't know that existed in this game

192 in the older versions. Though I think it was file-handles, meaning the actual number of mods was bound to be lower.

Unless you patched the witcher3.exe 

[KoolHndLuke]

On 12/17/2022 at 2:44 AM, Z0mBieP00Nani said:

On the flip side though, I guess now I know who she would've presumably been cheating on me with, given how little patience she seems to have had for me from the start, having at least 2 years to observe my behaviors and know that I'm the shy and fairly quiet type, and that she just might have to "meet me half way", so to speak. However, I have noticed another woman there who I might be able to do stuff with anyway, I know she had an interest in me in the past, and I'm not so sure she ever lost that interest, based on some of the subtle behaviors I've observed her doing. She's not as young or as cute as the other chick, but I might be able to get my dick wet at least, before that falls apart anyway.. unless that's all she wants too, which would be even better, in my opinion. Given my luck though, nothing will pan out.

Stop telling yourself that shit. You didn't get the first because you don't exude any confidence. None will take you seriously until you do. 

 

 

Edited December 20, 2022 by KoolHndLuke

[KoolHndLuke]

Got some good dope this weekend by chance for free and it made my gaming so much more enjoyable. Hope she gives me some more! 

[27X]

On 12/17/2022 at 10:37 AM, Alessia Wellington said:

 

Isn't that the case with all holidays anyways?

 

Xmas through commercialization, particularly Coke in the 30s for the US, 50s for the west and 70s for the rest of the world is literally fucking everywhere. Because Coke. True Story.

 

Merry KissMyAss is the greatest capitalist scheme of all time, and was 100% successful.

 

 

[Z0mBieP00Nani]

5 hours ago, KoolHndLuke said:

Stop telling yourself that shit. You didn't get the first because you don't exude any confidence. None will take you seriously until you do. 

 

 

It turns out she was playing toxic mind games with me, which was another thing I had considered. Due to some of the bull shit that I've had to put up with over the years, I have actually gotten into the habit of being "interested" while muting all feelings of attachment as much as possible, and it's kind of amazing what you notice like that, it's like that scene from the very first live action Spider-Man film, where the bully is trying to beat up Peter Parker, you can see the punches coming in super slow motion and easily dodge them. When you are angry, your I.Q. drops by about 30 points, did you know that? Emotions are actually pretty stupid sometimes, at least they certainly make you stupid sometimes. The perfect sucker.

 

She's actually been kind of miffed at me for the last two weeks, but trying hard to hide it, while also seeming interested. Of course, being a spectrum brained basement dweller with a 15-year gap in attempted dating or trying to socialize with women, I have no fucking clue where to go from there from a social standpoint, so I become even less interested in her and her petty games (honestly believing to some degree that she was not interested any more anyway). So I hang back, and observe occasionally, but don't approach her at all, or really look in her direction anymore the way that I used to, though I do mirror smiles and stuff to be less of an asshole, and I do this mostly because I'm at work and I have shit to do, and because I don't really know what to do (socially speaking) anyway. Until today when we end up together in the break room for lunch, and she's pissed (obviously at me) though lies and blames it on PMS, and I've had about enough of her crap by this point, so I decide "fuck it, I'm going to run a little shit test of my own and see how she responds", so I play my entire hand, which involves being 100% honest about everything, including shit I have been dealing with until recently, and what does she do? Stays angry and eventually storms out. All she had to do was calm down and be nice, you know, show a little compassion, but of course not, selfish and angry is what I got. From my perspective, now I know she is like a lot of other women I have observed or encountered, lacking in patience, lacking in self-control, and lacking in compassion, another woman who would prefer to lie, and play toxic mind games, and probably, eventually, take advantage of me and treat me like another place to shit.

 

What have I lost?

[Vi-Heart]

If I was a carrot what colour would my seashells be?