germanicus Posted July 23, 2015 Posted July 23, 2015 Thank you E.T. - yea, he loved his work. I guess he helped those kids because he was abounded when being a child. He respected everyone. Never looked anybody from "above". He used to bring drug addicts to our home for dinner or supper and hang out with them. My mum was freaking out but he just love those kids. He rather saw them as unforunate souls that needs love and friendship. I must stop speaking about him now because it makes me cry. I'm missing him sooooooo much.
Guest Comrade DR. MAHUJ DIK Posted July 24, 2015 Posted July 24, 2015 Im sory to hear it, I was studing and couldnt log for some weeks, its really a great loss for the community, he was a great men.
Jexsam Posted July 26, 2015 Posted July 26, 2015 Call me an asshole all you want, because if I'm wrong I deserve it, but I am increasingly unconvinced. Leaves at exactly 7000 posts with a big farewell. "Dies" very soon afterwards Replaced by "son", using same avatar and sig Almost identical posting style and sexual tastes <- red fucking flag If this is a joke, it's in really poor taste, firstly because a lot of people really like germanicus and would be genuinely sad at this news, and second because I lost my father when I was young myself. You don't fuck with peoples' sympathy and emotions like that. If my suspicions are wrong, by God, I'll heat up the tar and pluck the feathers myself, because I know full well I deserve whatever shit I incur. But this whole thing just feels wrong.
RitualClarity Posted July 26, 2015 Posted July 26, 2015 Call me an asshole all you want, because if I'm wrong I deserve it, but I am increasingly unconvinced. Leaves at exactly 7000 posts with a big farewell. "Dies" very soon afterwards Replaced by "son", using same avatar and sig Almost identical posting style and sexual tastes <- red fucking flag If this is a joke, it's in really poor taste, firstly because a lot of people really like germanicus and would be genuinely sad at this news, and second because I lost my father when I was young myself. You don't fuck with peoples' sympathy and emotions like that. If my suspicions are wrong, by God, I'll heat up the tar and pluck the feathers myself, because I know full well I deserve whatever shit I incur. But this whole thing just feels wrong. What is in really poor taste is someone posting negative comments on a thread intended to respect someone passing. It doesn't matter what is "thought". It is how one acts.. This is what is important. I am sure there are many here that think as you do however they aren't rude enough to post it on a thread on someone's passing. If the thoughts that this isn't true bother you or others.. let it go and if necessary ignore future post but don't show tastelessness by posting comments like this.
germanicus Posted July 26, 2015 Posted July 26, 2015 Call me an asshole all you want, because if I'm wrong I deserve it, but I am increasingly unconvinced. Leaves at exactly 7000 posts with a big farewell. "Dies" very soon afterwards Replaced by "son", using same avatar and sig Almost identical posting style and sexual tastes <- red fucking flag If this is a joke, it's in really poor taste, firstly because a lot of people really like germanicus and would be genuinely sad at this news, and second because I lost my father when I was young myself. You don't fuck with peoples' sympathy and emotions like that. If my suspicions are wrong, by God, I'll heat up the tar and pluck the feathers myself, because I know full well I deserve whatever shit I incur. But this whole thing just feels wrong. You have right to think whatever you want. I'm sorry you feel this way about me and my father. I would never do such a thing to my father or anyone else as I will not proving anything about my father's death to anyone. I respect everybody's sympathy as I can understand that some people didn't liked him. That's OK. Nobody can be loved by everybody. I just want to say one thing: My father had great influence in me. He tough me English, we like same stuff and he was my best friend. So, my friend, you can either accept this or not. It's up to you, but please, do not hurt my heart and my memory on my father. It's not nice.
germanicus Posted July 26, 2015 Posted July 26, 2015 Dear LL community, I've noticed that some people having a problem for seeing "resurrected" germanicus on this forum. First of all, my father did died and I'm sorry if some people can't believe it and accept it. For some there are too many similarities in his postings and mine as well they can't believe that the things they never experienced and understood are possible. I don't see it strange since he was the one whose genes I carry and who had strongest influence in forming my character. Before he died, he asked me if I want to continue to be present on this forum under his avatar because he loved this forum a lot. Well, since taking his place is causing a problem to some people, (which really hurts me a lot) I'm willing to back off and leave the forum. So, please, just say a word - If you want me to leave, I will leave. No problem. But if you want me to stay, please don't hurt me any more. Those who doesn't like me or my father, pleas, block me and put in your ignore list if majority of this community wants me to stay. Thank you very much.
Thulas Posted July 26, 2015 Posted July 26, 2015 Please, for the love of god (or anything similar that may or may not exist), just stop putting up drama like this. It doesn't matter what some (including myself) think, just stay here, do what ever you please and be part of the community. No matter if all of this is just a show and display of attentionwhoring drama or utter truth, just go if you want to go, stay if you want to stay. Though it is fairly obvious that you prefere the latter option.
bahamut2119 Posted July 26, 2015 Posted July 26, 2015 I wouldn't leave if you like it here but if folks are getting confused maybe do something to make it clear its you not him either though your sig (i know you've altered it slightly but folks may not notice), your forum title, or your display name ofc keeping a good hint that he was your dad.
Mord Sif Posted July 26, 2015 Posted July 26, 2015 germanicus, the decision to stay or leave should be entirely yours to make. No one should - or has the right to - decide that for you. Unfortunately, in all likelihood making this topic is only going to strengthen the belief of those who think this isn't genuine. Regardless of what anyone else thinks or says, if you've been honest about everything you have absolutely nothing to feel ashamed about. EDIT: posted in one of the topics that was merged into here.
GimmeBACON Posted July 26, 2015 Posted July 26, 2015 I may have harassed you a bit (I apologize, at the time I was drunk and angry at my own real life problems, I shouldn't have projected) but, no I wouldn't say you have to leave. If you enjoy this place then other peoples opinion shouldn't matter, but I do agree with above posts, you need to not be quite so dramatic over an internet forum.
Jexsam Posted July 26, 2015 Posted July 26, 2015 I absolutely don't want you to leave unless you want to. I'm not trying to run you off, I don't mean it to sound that way at all. The germanicus account, and whoever is or was behind it, continues to be one of the friendliest and most pleasant posters on LL. If you like it here, then by all means, stay. I went about this in a very poor way. You won't hear another word about it from me.
TnTTnT Posted July 26, 2015 Posted July 26, 2015 If you want to stay, stay. Don't care anyone who say differ.
DJSphinx Posted July 26, 2015 Posted July 26, 2015 Imho, if you agreed to carry on using your fathers avatar. Stay and use your fathers avatar. To me it doesnt bother me at all, since the writting style is different ( And as i see it that doesnt change overnight, some may agree on that some dont )
Blackness blackness is... Posted July 26, 2015 Posted July 26, 2015 no don't leave please. just maybe change the picture and name to reduce confusion. outside of that you're more than welcome here
Epyon# Posted July 26, 2015 Posted July 26, 2015 My condolences.I know what that is like, My mom had passed away quite similar. She did not mention that she had heart problems. Eventually she died in her sleep.I never had the chance to talk to germanicus. But believe me he is still around you when you are able to take time and feel him around you. Even when you use his mods or play music he likes. You will feel him around you then. Thank you for letting everyone here know.He will be missed. Cynder
Epyon# Posted July 26, 2015 Posted July 26, 2015 When I read the beginning of your dad's story. I knew then that he was going to learn a valuable lesson. many souls go astray in that situation. I have had a few friends that were in the boys home. Although I don't think it was as strict as the orphanage your dad was in. They still had a rough time. Many of them got into trouble. Learning the value of hard work. In that type of condition. Is hard. But your dad was more then capable of getting through it. You can get a lot more out of living a hard life. Makes me wonder how the other kids he went to school with did. I am glad things turned out better later on in his life. It is sad he had to leave the way he did. This almost makes me wanna cry. Hope I can do half as much as he did. Your father was a good man and projected this in everything he did and accomplished. Cynder-G
Kaz Aanh Posted July 26, 2015 Posted July 26, 2015 Yeah it gets annoying to me too. One topic was enough and you should leave that account and stop living in your father's fame or even breaking his reputation by your actions. Make a new account stay with the community or just leave.
the_mess Posted July 26, 2015 Posted July 26, 2015 Yeah man, you should have used your own acc. I mean your father's acc is his story you know, you should write your own. And speaking of that, imo, it was a mistake for deleting his avatar and signature. They still were part of him somehow. Don't get me wrong! I don't mind you and you don't annoy me. I don't mind all the threads. That's just my opinion.
Chaos63 Posted July 26, 2015 Posted July 26, 2015 So much drama here, it's starting to feel like tumblr. Who cares who says what? Either keep posting or don't, just make a choice.
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