t.ara Posted May 22, 2018 Author Posted May 22, 2018 On 20.5.2018 at 1:44 AM, donkeywho said: @t.ara Thank you VERY much! That is very very helpful It's been a good day! Have fun, and look forward to seeing what you do next! On 19.5.2018 at 10:48 PM, t.ara said: Don´t be sad because KIMY can overtake any devices from zap , that she wants to have inside of her mod (DD). Sorry, but this of my opinion has changed again, as I had some p.m. with KIMY. The wrist-chain is okay, but any other stuff, the DD team has to create independently.
VERsingthegamez Posted May 22, 2018 Posted May 22, 2018 The testing room crashes everytime i open my inventory or press ESC. Did I miss something?
worik Posted May 22, 2018 Posted May 22, 2018 2 hours ago, t.ara said: IKEA of BDSM - lol:-) Maybe you should follow up on that principle for future developments. ... and start to include a nice no-text-installation-guide with pictures to your mod package 9 minutes ago, t.ara said: Sorry, but this of my opinion has changed again, as I had some p.m. with KIMY. That's unfortunate! But understandable if I try to jump into your position.
Psalam Posted May 22, 2018 Posted May 22, 2018 33 minutes ago, t.ara said: Sorry, but this of my opinion has changed again, as I had some p.m. with KIMY. The wrist-chain is okay, but any other stuff, the DD team has to create independently. What Worik said. For me, and I suspect others, this is like getting together with a bunch of your friends. You decide you want to go out and eat but your two closest friends can't agree on cuisine. One wants to try the new Thai restaurant that everyone is raving about and the other wants to stick with your old favorite neighborhood Italian dive. This leaves you, and the rest of your friends, depressed because they both sound like good ideas, all of you would go for either if there were an agreement, but it looks like you're just going to have to wind up splitting up and going different places to eat. I will say, since I am older, and therefore change adverse, my sympathies tend to lie with you. I don't understand WHY it is necessary to change everything around, but, I also admit, I am unable to do what either you or KIMY do so I know I don't make the best of judges. Since it appears that there is no reconciliation or even rapprochement to be found in the near future, the rest of us are going to have to hope that someone with talent will be able to create a mod that will bridge that gap. Hey, LazyBoot, what are you doing for the next few months? 2
t.ara Posted May 22, 2018 Author Posted May 22, 2018 34 minutes ago, worik said: Maybe you should follow up on that principle for future developments. ... and start to include a nice no-text-installation-guide with pictures to your mod package That's unfortunate! But understandable if I try to jump into your position. That´s all well so far. Don´t worry and let´s finally go back to work, instead to talk about things, that are not interesting for others, and don´t lead into something. I personally was never interested in DD accessoires too much-this may variate from time to time, but as KIMY teached me: I will keep on doing "lore friendly" stuff with a touch of of creativity, instead to make skyrim-copies of existing real material. If I find something interesting in real life, I can also try to adopt it with nice skyrim textures into the game-no problem:-)
t.ara Posted May 22, 2018 Author Posted May 22, 2018 44 minutes ago, VERsingthegamez said: The testing room crashes everytime i open my inventory or press ESC. Did I miss something? Maybe again the DD4 mod, please change the both mod´s load-order.
t.ara Posted May 22, 2018 Author Posted May 22, 2018 18 minutes ago, Psalam said: What Worik said. For me, and I suspect others, this is like getting together with a bunch of your friends. You decide you want to go out and eat but your two closest friends can't agree on cuisine. One wants to try the new Thai restaurant that everyone is raving about and the other wants to stick with your old favorite neighborhood Italian dive. This leaves you, and the rest of your friends, depressed because they both sound like good ideas, all of you would go for either if there were an agreement, but it looks like you're just going to have to wind up splitting up and going different places to eat. I will say, since I am older, and therefore change adverse, my sympathies tend to lie with you. I don't understand WHY it is necessary to change everything around, but, I also admit, I am unable to do what either you or KIMY do so I know I don't make the best of judges. Since it appears that there is no reconciliation or even rapprochement to be found in the near future, the rest of us are going to have to hope that someone with talent will be able to create a mod that will bridge that gap. Hey, LazyBoot, what are you doing for the next few months? KIMY in main line, did support DCL. At least she forgot about, that there are also furnitures to play with. As zap now got much more interesting again, she suddenly wants also to take this stuff over into DD - lot of items of the OLD v 7/6 she will add to DD, maybe also the same old 26 furnitures - I´m NOT guilty, if there will be some double-furnitures in future, but depending, what you prefer, you can decide yourself what you want to play. I must honestly tell you here , THAT I WILL KEEP THE BASE OF ZAP IN MEMORIAL TO THE FOUNDERS AND DEVELOPPERS XaZ AND ZaZ ALWAYS UNTOUCHED. I`LL NOT CHANGE IT. THOSE ANIMATIONS ARE THE EPITOME, WHAT MAKE SKYRIM BDSM GAMEPLAY TO BE SPECIAL. THIS IS THE HARD BASE OF THIS MOD THAT IS SO MUCH MAGIC AND LEGENDARY. ZAP IS A HUGE PART OF THIS PAGE THAT INPRINTS INTO EVERY GAMER´S MIND. Some people maybe don´t feel the pack this way, but I do. In future I will add some new functions, that no other mod has yet!!!
VERsingthegamez Posted May 22, 2018 Posted May 22, 2018 28 minutes ago, t.ara said: Maybe again the DD4 mod, please change the both mod´s load-order. Changed the load order to where its below the DD. Still crashes or if I put it above them theres a void.
zaira Posted May 22, 2018 Posted May 22, 2018 47 minutes ago, Psalam said: someone with talent will be able to create a mod that will bridge that gap I have no talents - but tried to fill the gap in tufp - somehow the predecessor of this mod. I stopped it not because it is not possible - I stopped it because taras mods contains too much content, so maintenance becomes too expensive for a one-man-army.
DonQuiWho Posted May 22, 2018 Posted May 22, 2018 1 hour ago, t.ara said: Sorry, but this of my opinion has changed again, as I had some p.m. with KIMY. The wrist-chain is okay, but any other stuff, the DD team has to create independently. I had noticed. I wondered about that. It was disappointing I still wish you well with your efforts It's your toy, and I like a lot of what you do But this seems to be a bit of a step backwards My career was all about strategic management Watching other people being unable to compromise, or reach some agreement, is very painful. Especially as I now don't have the authority to sort it! I hope that translates properly I'm trying to take no side I still wish you well EDIT: And thank you for being as good, and honest, as tell me that you had changed your mind!
DonQuiWho Posted May 22, 2018 Posted May 22, 2018 13 minutes ago, VERsingthegamez said: Changed the load order to where its below the DD. Still crashes or if I put it above them theres a void. That's odd. I can only suggest doing a search on the DDi/DDe threads, as that's where this problem got a lot of airing
DonQuiWho Posted May 22, 2018 Posted May 22, 2018 6 hours ago, Psalam said: You probably want to ask Musje but I believe that some of those are included (at least the garrote). Most of what I have used in HSH have been items that display my slaves. I do feel comfortable saying the executioner's block is not there. But if you're building a HF home get a house cell token (legitimately or via console), drop it in the home (preferably after you're done building out what you want to build out) and you will have the add torture device spell. When you use the spell there are two pages of CATEGORIES of devices and multiple choices within each category (certainly not all of ZAP but a very good cross section). BTW-this means that there are REAL advantages to NOT building out all the areas within a HF home. The more empty space you leave the more places for toys. I personally feel that this ESPECIALLY applies to the dining room table in the main hall. Thanks for that
t.ara Posted May 22, 2018 Author Posted May 22, 2018 4 minutes ago, zaira said: I have no talents - but tried to fill the gap in tufp - somehow the predecessor of this mod. I stopped it not because it is not possible - I stopped it because taras mods contains too much content, so maintenance becomes too expensive for a one-man-army. As I mentioned, it´s quite logical for maria eden, as this mod is very specially. I am willed again, to make zap attractive again for maria eden and try to help, if it suddenly gets back focussed. If not, Zaira is obtaining all my furniture support and can take every part of newer stuff, what he and nameless want inside their both work. MARIA EDEN is something very difficult and unique.
Psalam Posted May 22, 2018 Posted May 22, 2018 25 minutes ago, t.ara said: KIMY in main line, did support DCL. At least she forgot about, that there are also furnitures to play with. As zap now got much more interesting again, she suddenly wants also to take this stuff over into DD - lot of items of the OLD v 7/6 she will add to DD, maybe also the same old 26 furnitures - I´m NOT guilty, if there will be some double-furnitures in future, but depending, what you prefer, you can decide yourself what you want to play. I must honestly tell you here , THAT I WILL KEEP THE BASE OF ZAP IN MEMORIAL TO THE FOUNDERS AND DEVELOPPERS XaZ AND ZaZ ALWAYS UNTOUCHED. I`LL NOT CHANGE IT. THOSE ANIMATIONS ARE THE EPITOME, WHAT MAKE SKYRIM BDSM GAMEPLAY TO BE SPECIAL. THIS IS THE HARD BASE OF THIS MOD THAT IS SO MUCH MAGIC AND LEGENDARY. ZAP IS A HUGE PART OF THIS PAGE THAT INPRINTS INTO EVERY GAMER´S MIND. Some people maybe don´t feel the pack this way, but I do. In future I will add some new functions, that no other mod has yet!!! Please don't misunderstand me T.ara. I believe you to be fully within your rights to give and refuse anything in ZAP. As I said before, as an older person I dislike change and believe that leaving things as they are is usually the best way to go. In addition, I think it right and honorable that you want to preserve the legacy of Xaz and Zaz. Frankly, I hope that you will now simply put this painful episode behind you and get back to doing what no one else can, building ZAP 9. I brag about your work on other threads whenever the issue comes up and I would like to see some of that creativity put to its best use. So forget DD. Don't worry that others want you to do something else. Just do what you do best and, at least so you've said, that you truly enjoy. The rest of us are big boys and girla and we can take care of ourselves.
snarfies Posted May 22, 2018 Posted May 22, 2018 4 hours ago, t.ara said: today I make two mirror-copies of my whole datafile - 2x 700GB data. It´s not ready yet, but one safe is complete. Takes about more than one hour with CLONEZILLA. I strongly recommend this safe for modders, who have sensitive data on their machines as a backup. Clonezilla is good stuff. I take a regular backup every few months onto a RAID1 NAS array.
Psalam Posted May 22, 2018 Posted May 22, 2018 16 minutes ago, zaira said: I have no talents - but tried to fill the gap in tufp - somehow the predecessor of this mod. I stopped it not because it is not possible - I stopped it because taras mods contains too much content, so maintenance becomes too expensive for a one-man-army. I wish I had as much "no talent" as you do. Your work is all over the site and deserves props too. But I think that you are right. It will take a tremendous amount of tenacity, doing seemingly endless repetitions, to achieve this goal. It might have to become a community project. Perhaps Donkeywho, who mentioned his background in strategic management, would spearhead it. I for one can spend an hour a day going through long lists and adjusting tags if someone wants to show me how it's done. You are also correct that the process is likely to be endless. Both T.ara and the DD team are creative people who are constantly presenting us with things that we likely couldn't have even imagined without them. So anything that would work would have to accept that it would be ongoing and thankless (just like the work of so many mod authors). 1
DonQuiWho Posted May 22, 2018 Posted May 22, 2018 13 minutes ago, t.ara said: As I mentioned, it´s quite logical for maria eden, as this mod is very specially. I am willed again, to make zap attractive again for maria eden and try to help, if it suddenly gets back focussed. If not, Zaira is obtaining all my furniture support and can take every part of newer stuff, what he and nameless want inside their both work. MARIA EDEN is something very difficult and unique. I'm even more puzzled now Are you saying that you will let one mod creator use your assets, from what was always supposed to be a 'community' framework mod, but not another? Come on, t.ara, please tell me that's not what you mean.... EDIT: I should have added: 'You're better than that!' But, if it is, why? I really really hope that I'm not understanding what you have said, or that the translation is wrong!
t.ara Posted May 22, 2018 Author Posted May 22, 2018 32 minutes ago, donkeywho said: I'm even more puzzled now Are you saying that you will let one mod creator use your assets, from what was always supposed to be a 'community' framework mod, but not another? Come on, t.ara, please tell me that's not what you mean.... EDIT: I should have added: 'You're better than that!' But, if it is, why? I really really hope that I'm not understanding what you have said, or that the translation is wrong! ZAP 7.0 is the community mod-free for everybody to be used...and it is, and has been- sadly a well wish from zazChris but a sad one for the mod: it will make zap 7.0 to die completely. The problem is now, that I added some of the communities and my items into it. As DD stuff has it´s restrict rules against a BURN OUT, I want also ZAP to be healthy again. SO I have to form also a protection only concerning my own stuff, nothing else. If a modder wants a device for his mod specially, I am helpful. Maria Eden is a special mod and very complicated. The some furnitures, that Zaira really wants, he will get for integration, that is a lasting long fact. I also will help Veladarius , as he has a comeback with Captured Dreams, what made me very happy. Why? In one fact-sentence: Kimy is only interested into her own advantage (probably also profit-dependent) and without compromises to everybody.
t.ara Posted May 22, 2018 Author Posted May 22, 2018 44 minutes ago, snarfies said: Clonezilla is good stuff. I take a regular backup every few months onto a RAID1 NAS array. Yes, and at once bootable...thanks to TAIWAN again:-)
DonQuiWho Posted May 22, 2018 Posted May 22, 2018 6 minutes ago, t.ara said: ZAP 7.0 is the community mod-free for everybody to be used...and it is, and has been- sadly a well wish from zazChris but a sad one for the mod: it will make zap 7.0 to die completely. The problem is now, that I added some of the communities and my items into it. As DD stuff has it´s restrict rules against a BURN OUT, I want also ZAP to be healthy again. SO I have to form also a protection only concerning my own stuff, nothing else. If a modder wants a device for his mod specially, I am helpful. Maria Eden is a special mod and very complicated. The some furnitures, that Zaira really wants, he will get for integration, that is a lasting long fact. I also will help Veladarius , as he has a comeback with Captured Dreams, what made me very happy. Why? In one fact-sentence: Kimy is only interested into her own advantage (probably also profit-dependent) and without compromises to everybody. @t.ara I have backed Kimy financially, for a limited period, because I appreciated the amount of effort she puts in. I expect no favours for doing so If you had a Patreon a/cm part of my contribution would probably have gone to you Kimy is not a one woman pop show. She's part of a team, and leads it. Its aims have been well set out for more than a year You really should withdraw that comment. Better still, delete it. Honestly, it's not good As I said, I still think you are better than that. It's now time that you proved it Still wish you well 3
t.ara Posted May 22, 2018 Author Posted May 22, 2018 51 minutes ago, Psalam said: Please don't misunderstand me T.ara. I believe you to be fully within your rights to give and refuse anything in ZAP. As I said before, as an older person I dislike change and believe that leaving things as they are is usually the best way to go. In addition, I think it right and honorable that you want to preserve the legacy of Xaz and Zaz. Frankly, I hope that you will now simply put this painful episode behind you and get back to doing what no one else can, building ZAP 9. I brag about your work on other threads whenever the issue comes up and I would like to see some of that creativity put to its best use. So forget DD. Don't worry that others want you to do something else. Just do what you do best and, at least so you've said, that you truly enjoy. The rest of us are big boys and girla and we can take care of ourselves. It´s all okay, I personally always had the correct feeling about that, what was happening. Kimy is a friend of mine but with distance. I´mnot not anymore respecting her like I did in the past, some impressions can simply change after a while. There are also different users, who do not like me. That´s the opposite of the coin. Anyway, Thank you!
Psalam Posted May 23, 2018 Posted May 23, 2018 12 hours ago, donkeywho said: @t.ara? I have backed Kimy financially, for a limited period, because I appreciated the amount of effort she puts in. I expect no favours for doing so If you had a Patreon a/cm part of my contribution would probably have gone to you Kimy is not a one woman pop show. She's part of a team, and leads it. Its aims have been well set out for more than a year You really should withdraw that comment. Better still, delete it. Honestly, it's not good As I said, I still think you are better than that. It's now time that you proved it Still wish you well As I previously said, I get where you are coming from. I also freely admit that I don't follow the DD threads like I do this one. So, let me ask, is Kimy getting this kind of grief on HER (or,as you say, her team's) thread(s). Why do you believe that the problem is all one-sided. I have seen nothing but graciousness on the part of T.ara. He has publicly tried to "make nice" with the DD several times publicly. What I have seen on the DD threads are posts by T.ara that have been completely ignored (at least publicly). If there is any bad behavior here (and I am not the one who suggested that there is) I think a great deal of thought should go into where that really lies. I think blaming and guilt-tripping mod authors is not the way to behave. As you pointed out, you have not given T.ara any money (because he hasn't asked for it). He is free to pursue what interests him and deserves no blame for that. He has turned out requests that I have made of him and I do not think any the less of him for doing so - on the contrary, I am grateful for his work and that he makes it available to me for free. Like you I hope for an eventual rapprochement. However, that requires TWO parties to be interested and willing to compromise. (Sorry my emoticons aren't workling so how about this ;-)). 1
t.ara Posted May 23, 2018 Author Posted May 23, 2018 1 hour ago, Psalam said: As I previously said, I get where you are coming from. I also freely admit that I don't follow the DD threads like I do this one. So, let me ask, is Kimy getting this kind of grief on HER (or,as you say, her team's) thread(s). Why do you believe that the problem is all one-sided. I have seen nothing but graciousness on the part of T.ara. He has publicly tried to "make nice" with the DD several times publicly. What I have seen on the DD threads are posts by T.ara that have been completely ignored (at least publicly). If there is any bad behavior here (and I am not the one who suggested that there is) I think a great deal of thought should go into where that really lies. I think blaming and guilt-tripping mod authors is not the way to behave. As you pointed out, you have not given T.ara any money (because he hasn't asked for it). He is free to pursue what interests him and deserves no blame for that. He has turned out requests that I have made of him and I do not think any the less of him for doing so - on the contrary, I am grateful for his work and that he makes it available to me for free. Like you I hope for an eventual rapprochement. However, that requires TWO parties to be interested and willing to compromise. (Sorry my emoticons aren't workling so how about this ;-)). Stuff like this seems to be interesting, but it isn´t so much as it seems to be. In conclusion will be everything like before. The lonly thing is, that zap lost the fabulous "wrist-cuff-ragdoll" to DD. Interesting for me, as there´s nobody in the crew able to create such a stuff - this I did surely not await. (She has to credit me for that!) I decided finally to overtake the heretical resources into ZAP, because nobody (else) can take care of it! There are some mistakes and gaps and bone errors, that can be fixed with ease. At least inside of ZAP is that stuff far more suiting and it will get all perfect textures and I can beside create NEW VERSIONS of it, there has been a request in the past. ZAP will stay downward-compatible and it will get also new functions that never before have been seen. Kimy is a "friend" of mine-with a lot of distance and that´s okay. As zazChris told in the past to let everybody use the contence, the zap7.0 based furnitures (26) may become also part of DD in future. This also shows, that I ´m again not accepted as the supporter of this pack - it´s little crazy, can´t you feel that? And this also shows me how unflexiable the DD team is for real. I could be very very ugly now, but I spare this of my opinion for a healthy atmosphere. If people want to know what happened, no problem: I´m so much: about that! I´ve been so much a fool to contanct with her, - idiot-me! ??? - nice new icon-series, very useful;-)) I´m not hounding against DD, but it is my RIGHT to tell, that I don´t play it. My opinion I´ll hide. In conclusion: I DON´T PLAY DD - woohoo! I told KIMY later (after the "deal") about working into DD and use it for my feeds and new editions. You know what she made? She ignored me. I told KIMY later about the arefacts, that appear if DD is installed: Same thing: Ignore. "Item-Deal"-and : bye-bye !!! That´s Kimy. Okay - I am really bye-bye for her. I personally do in no way depend on money ! I had some offers, but I need no money, thank you very much, it´s very kind to do so. As I told I´m moding for fun, since one and a half year, and such a nonsence I will spare out in future and use my time better. That´s it!-I have lot of things for new mods to do:-))
Psalam Posted May 23, 2018 Posted May 23, 2018 18 minutes ago, t.ara said: Stuff like this seems to be interesting, but it isn´t so much as it seems to be. In conclusion will be everything like before. The lonly thing is, that zap lost the fabulous "wrist-cuff-ragdoll" to DD. Interesting for me, as there´s nobody in the crew able to create such a stuff - this I did surely not await. (She has to credit me for that!) I decided finally to overtake the heretical resources into ZAP, because nobody (else) can take care of it! There are some mistakes and gaps and bone errors, that can be fixed with ease. At least inside of ZAP is that stuff far more suiting and it will get all perfect textures and I can beside create NEW VERSIONS of it, there has been a request in the past. ZAP will stay downward-compatible and it will get also new functions that never before have been seen. Kimy is a "friend" of mine-with a lot of distance and that´s okay. As zazChris told in the past to let everybody use the contence, the zap7.0 based furnitures (26) may become also part of DD in future. This also shows, that I ´m again not accepted as the supporter of this pack - it´s little crazy, can´t you feel that? And this also shows me how unflexiable the DD team is for real. I could be very very ugly now, but I spare this of my opinion for a healthy atmosphere. If people want to know what happened, no problem: I´m so much: about that! I´ve been so much a fool to contanct with her, - idiot-me! ??? - nice new icon-series, very useful;-)) I´m not hounding against DD, but it is my RIGHT to tell, that I don´t play it. My opinion I´ll hide. In conclusion: I DON´T PLAY DD - woohoo! I told KIMY later (after the "deal") about working into DD and use it for my feeds and new editions. You know what she made? She ignored me. I told KIMY later about the arefacts, that appear if DD is installed: Same thing: Ignore. "Item-Deal"-and : bye-bye !!! That´s Kimy. Okay - I am really bye-bye for her. I personally do in no way depend on money ! I had some offers, but I need no money, thank you very much, it´s very kind to do so. As I told I´m moding for fun, since one and a half year, and such a nonsence I will spare out in future and use my time better. That´s it!-I have lot of things for new mods to do:-)) I'm glad to hear it. I think Einarr and Valcon have some requests for you if you get the chance to check Einarr's club page. If you ever feel that you want to talk about it let me know. I'm a good listener.
DonQuiWho Posted May 23, 2018 Posted May 23, 2018 9 hours ago, Psalam said: As I previously said, I get where you are coming from. I also freely admit that I don't follow the DD threads like I do this one. So, let me ask, is Kimy getting this kind of grief on HER (or,as you say, her team's) thread(s). Why do you believe that the problem is all one-sided. I have seen nothing but graciousness on the part of T.ara. He has publicly tried to "make nice" with the DD several times publicly. What I have seen on the DD threads are posts by T.ara that have been completely ignored (at least publicly). If there is any bad behavior here (and I am not the one who suggested that there is) I think a great deal of thought should go into where that really lies. I think blaming and guilt-tripping mod authors is not the way to behave. As you pointed out, you have not given T.ara any money (because he hasn't asked for it). He is free to pursue what interests him and deserves no blame for that. He has turned out requests that I have made of him and I do not think any the less of him for doing so - on the contrary, I am grateful for his work and that he makes it available to me for free. Like you I hope for an eventual rapprochement. However, that requires TWO parties to be interested and willing to compromise. (Sorry my emoticons aren't workling so how about this ;-)). I have no problem with any of that, and he can decide to do whatever he likes. So be it And If you look back at my posts here, and on other threads, I've supported t.ara in many respects, I have admired and encouraged his efforts, whilst also trying to help BOTH sides see some way to work together My problem is specifically with this para: 'Why? In one fact-sentence: Kimy is only interested into her own advantage (probably also profit-dependent) and without compromises to everybody.' If it's a translation error, fine, he can say so. But otherwise, I'm old school, and that's an unconscionable accusation at worst, slight at best, and it would be good mannered to wiithdraw it But this is the Internet, we play Skyrim, and we're on LL. We're probably all a bit bonkers ? Have fun EDIT: I also meant to say that if t.ara is as kind as delete that comment, either by editing it out, or completely, all my comments relating to it, as would only be right and proper, shall also be disappeared 2
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