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  1. No, there's no MCM menu for WB. I guess we should ensure you're trying to wear the right items. It's only the items with the names Wrist-Binder, Arm-binder and Crossed-wrist-binder that are supposed to bind the arms, the various cuff and restraint meshes you can also craft are just for show essentially (to be used in conjunction with one of the binders). Else, since WB uses the code-base from ZAZ-animpack, i guess that's the next place you should look, that ZAZ is working and setup correctly. If it isen't then it would make sense the wrist binders aren't working either. Finally, the only thing that comes to mind as a possible breaking point would be overwrite-patches, IE, if you're using mod-organizer or similar. I've seen people report strange bugs before that nobody else were seeing that turned out to be caused by their overwrite patches not beeing setup correctly, so that is a posibillity.
  2. I'd think that's either a FNIS or SkyUI issue. If you haven't already you should make sure your FNIS and SkyUI installs are the latest versions (and of course run the FNIS-for-users.exe thingie). Many Zaz functions work in tandem with Sexlab, and the latest version of SL requires up to date SkyUI and FNIS versions (i had similar problems with Zaz gags not opening the mouth after i updated SL. Then i noticed it now requies SkyUI 5.0, and i had 4.5 installed. Updating SkyUI is what solved it for me).
  3. I was sadly expecting such a confirmation, and yet, it has still hit me like a ton of bricks. Thanks for letting us know SleepyJim. To her family and all her other friends, i am so sorry for your loss, and i feel it too. I really wish i could say something better than that, but words completely fail me right now.
  4. I was cleaning out old files on my HDD today, and came across an .mp3 file i had completely forgotten that i had recorded. CoopPlays-FeelsForSiffy.mp3 I recorded it on a day Sif was feeling sad, i can't quite remember what about, but it was so unusual to see her sad that i didn't feel i had the words to express how i felt, and so instead i plugged in my Bass and improvised a short little tune to express it instead. I didn't play very well as my left hand was cramping up horribly that day, but fortunately the gesture did cheer her up regardless. Somehow, it seems very appropriate right now.. *sniffs and wipes away tear*. Mord Sif was a very good friend of mine, but last i heard from her was back in October 2015. The last PM i got from her stated that she was waiting for an ambulance as her headaches had gotten much worse, but that i shoulden't worry, and she'd speak to me again as soon as she could. Days turned into weeks, and weeks into months. I don't know what happened, but clearly it wasen't good news, and after all this time, i fear that we will not get to see her again Should that fear come to pass, i do not want her to be forgotten about, because let me tell you guys, Mord Sif was an incredible person, and she deserves to be remembered. I've never met a person who was more kindhearted and caring than Siffy, and she had this amazing inner streangth, nomatter how bad things got, she'd always be able to see the silver lining. I admired her greatly for that. She was always helpful, she always treated people with respect, and she always sought to make people smile. I don't know how she did it, her chronic fatigue syndrome ment that she often had days on end where she coulden't leave the bed, and yet, she always found the time to think of others. Damnit Siffy.. there best be some sort of afterlife, and you'd better be there waiting for me with a riding crop in one hand and a pair of cuffs dangling from a finger in the other. You owe me a good spanking, and you know it! I need a good stiff drink right now.. Here's to you Siffy.
  5. Thanks but no thanks. If i didn't make it clear enough in my huge post, i've no desire to converse with Kimy on any level or for any reason, and she's been on my ignore list for a very long time now. I just wanted to tell my side of the story after the linked-below post got pointed out to me. Well that, and also i've not eaten for days, and i was just starting on my second bottle of cheap vodka for the day, so i kinda felt like venting some pent up frustration (call me what you want, but atleast i'm beeing honest about it). Not interested? Well, there's no gun in my hand, and i'm not forcing you to read anything that you don't care to read, so why even care about it? There you go: http://www.loverslab.com/topic/33986-deviously-cursed-loot-v52-2015-12-30/?p=1458721
  6. I don't use it Zhash61, but neither will i directly contribute to it any longer. If you've missed it, i'm not a random "demanding" poster, i'm was one of the Developers of the DD framework (i ran both the DDx mod, and also the maintenance of the DDa mod after Zadil left, alongside running maintenance on the DDi mod and contributions to the CD mod among many others), i was working on DD before Kimy even joined this community. I have made textures that are included in this very mod. Go look at the "Credits" section of this mod and you will find my name. There is history here, personal history, a whole lot of history and conversations, Skype chats, development planning and discussions, that you haven't been privy to, but that Kimy and myself have. And no, i'm not saying this to make myself sound important (i'm really not that kind of person, i've never really cared about titles or "prestige"). I'm saying: Shit went down that you don't know about, and it's personal between Kimy and myself. I woulden't have said a thing, i didn't for over six months and i have stayed out of this thread for a very long time, but then i got an email telling me that i just got named and shamed here, and so here i am to tell my side of it.
  7. When did i ever say that i was? Do you really think i don't understand that horrible things happen all around the world? That i've never heard of the Rwandan genocide? Josef Fritzel? 9/11? The "dancing boys" of Afghanistan? The holocaust? Do you really think i belive that i am the only person in the world who has ever lived through something bad? Do give me atleast a modicum of credit.. All i've done is share my own view and story on this matter, because i was named and called out on it, so i pretty much had to defend my reasoning. Plain and simple. And no, i am not "claiming PTSD", i've got the diagnosis to proove it. Just because teenagers on Tumblr love to self-diagnose themselves with all manner of crap, does not mean that everyone's a faker. And if you have trouble understanding how a "cartooon body" can trigger a flashback, well, try telling that to the war vets who have experianced flashbacks watching children play with toy guns. It doesen't work that way, triggers do not always make conveniant sense. Sometimes, it's really odd and unexpected stuff that ends up triggering repressed or traumatic memories. Look into it if you wish. And for the record, i am sorry for the pain that you've had to go through aswell.
  8. You have got to be kidding me.. You haven't hurt me enough Kimy? I need another kick in the ribs whilst i'm down? Funny how easy it is to make others look bad when you get to spin the narrative your way, isen't it. I really wasen't interested in airing dirty laundry, i kept my mouth shut about the details all this time regardless of how betrayed i feel, but i guess now i have to interject just to defend what little legacy i get to leave behind here after i'm gone. Well done. You know that reason i hate the CBBE body, the one you'd rather not mention? The fulcrum on which the entire issue pivots? Yeah, that one. Let's bring that into the light shall we? Those of you who have paid attention to the last few pages of the DDx thread already know this, but for those of you who haven't, here's the deal: I'm a childhood rape victim, a fat hairy old man raped me and subjected me to non-stop psychological abuse for almost an entire year when i was 8 years old. This kinda screwed me up inside, as such things are want to do. For the last 15 years i've been trying to get help to deal with the severe psychological trauma this left behind (Chronic major Depression, Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, General Anxiety Disorder, Gender Dysphoria, Social Anxiety Disorder, Trust Issues, all of which i have been officially diagnosed with), and for just as long i've been denied any help at all, outside of the Doc giving me some Anti-Depressants to eat. We live in a society that see's rape as purely a "womans issue", even though we know that it isen't, and thus, male victims are an inconveniant truth. There is little to no help avalible to us. Why do i hate CBBE? Well let me tell you what happened the first time i downloaded that body and installed it for Skyrim: I launched the game, left Breezehome and walked about Whiterun for a bit to have a look at it, and suddenly this cold feeling of dread starts to creep down from my neck, into my shoulders and down my back.. something about it just didn't seem right to me, part of the body was hyper feminized, but others, like the wide feet and shoulders, seemed strangely masculine to me, something just didn't.. and then it clicked. In that moment i was hit by a post traumatic flashback in which i remembered a.. scene.. from my childhood. I've had many flashbacks to the rapes themselves, but this was almost worse.. in that moment i remembered what happened after the first time he raped me. I remberrd comming out of the room, and i felt like i needed to take a dump because i just had this guy's cock up my arse. I went to the bathroom, i sat and waited for something to happen, but all that trickled out was blood. I rembered how i sat there for 3 houers, alone, afraid, silent, trying to process the horrible feelings inside of me, trying not to break down and cry. I have been unable to look at the CBBE body ever since without feeling like i need to vomit, or that i'm about to have another horrific flashback. Oh, is this unpleasant to read? Well tough, i have to deal with it every moment of every day. You want to portray me as some petty child, quitting the mod because i didn't get things my way. Well i'd ask you all, having just read the above, does my dislike of CBBE still seem petty? Would any of you be able to play with that thing, if it made you feel that way? If it made you conjure up such memories? No Kimy, despite my disdain for that body mod, i none the less gave it equal and full support in all the time i worked on the DD mod. I had another mod on the side for my own personal use, it contained several UNP only DD items (the meshes only had a UNP version), but i never released it, and i never put those items into DDx. Why? Because i didn't want to screw over part of the mod's userbase. Because i never wanted to split the DD community into two caste's of the "Have's" and the "Have-not's". I put aside my own feelings and played equal and fair. Infact, i have actually released hot-fix patches for two of the DD Bodyslide conversions in the past. Certainly not because i had any interest in them, but because the authors were AWOL and people really needed a patch to play and enjoy DD, and i didn't want them left out in the cold. I have also helped the guy who maintain(ed) the "for him" conversion on several occations, i have no interest in males, and given my past i think you can all guess why, but again, whilst i had no interest in it, i knew that others would and wanted them to have fun aswell. I know that the problems i have with CBBE are uniquely mine, and i have never asked for anyone else to share them, or for it's removal. Hell, i rember that Min at one point seriously asked if we should can CBBE support, and i said no, people use it, so we should be supporting it. All i asked was equal support for a viable alternative, and for the people i called "team-mates" to have my back and show me the same considderation in kind. Clearly i asked too much. You want petty? Well lets examine how DCL lost UNP support: Ever since you found that CBBE catsuit mod, you started talking about how you were tempted to include it in DCL. I asked to please reconsidder as it would cause a lot of problems for the UNP side of the mod's userbase, aswell myself and other UNP based members of the team. For a while you agreed, only to bring it up again later. I begged you to reconsidder, saying that i would be a huge problem for me, but also help split the community, and asked you very politely that, if you were going to do it anyway, if you would atleast give me some advanced warning so i could prepare for it. You assured me that you would, and that you were not planning to include it, just tempted to. Not long after, Koffii was done with the restrictive set, and as he waited for the set to get released, he was working on a catsuit alongside other items, because it stood clear that people did want a catsuit. But then the fight happened over Skype.. You were really annoyed at the way the corset/belt combo was scripted to work, and got into a huge furball over this with Min and Aelie over Skype chat. I was there aswell, but seeing how heated that got, i decided to stay the hell out of that debate. I rember saying "Wow this is getting ugly. I think i'll listen to something more pleasant, like.. Slayer." and keeping out of it for as long as i could. In the end though, people got insistant that i weigh in on the issue, and i had to answer honestly, saying "i rather like the way it's been coded, i think it's a fairly elegant solution.". You stormed off after that, we didn't see you for a few days, only for you to return and say. "So, i released a new version of DCL". "Oh, and i included that catsuit mod". I knew i would probably have to quit the team the moment you said it, as i predicted that as soon as DCL did it, more would follow suit. And sure enough they have. Thus i finished up the textures i had promised people and quit the team. No ill will Kimy? Seems to me that you wanted to lash out, and since you coulden't find a way to hit Min or Aelie (whom you probably wanted to lash out at the most), you settled for doing the one thing you knew would hurt me instead. And for what? We had a catsuit in development, all you needed was a bit of patience. But it was never about that, was it. You didn't get your way, and you are so damned sure that your way is the only right way, so of course it diden't matter if someone else had to pay the price. You violated my trust Kimy, and after i was nothing but helpful to you. Aswell you did it for the most petty and selfish reasons imaginable. After 15 years of battling alcoholism, suicidal thoughts, and fighting to get even a chance at getting some help from the medical system, working on the DD mod was the only real respite that i had left, my ray of sunshine in the storm. You took that, and you did the one thing to it that would twist it into a constant reminder for me of the rape and psychological abuse that i lived through as a child, all that i was trying to escape from. You not only hurt me Kimy, you removed the last bit of trust or faith that i had left in the empathy of people. This was the straw that broke my back. That is why i added you to my ignore list, and have not wished to speak to you since. Not bloody likely. UUNP is no better for me than CBBE is. Why? Because they have the exact same base-shape (to facilitate conversions), which means i'd be triggered by it every single time i open Bodyslide to do anything with it, or do any kind of development for it. So it's a no go, i coulden't work with UUNP any more than i could CBBE (and for the same reason). Aswell, not a single person on the DD team has bothered to speak to me since i quit the team. Not even after i made it public that i'm not doing well and actually made a serious attempt on my life a while back. With friends like that, i've no need of enemies. Well go ahead Moderators, you have deleted all the rest of my resent posts, no doubt you are just itching to delete this one too, and will very shortly. Have at it.
  9. That indicates that you're using incompatible head meshes. Hmmm, I think I'm just using the Vanilla head meshes. Does UNP have different head meshes, as well? Alternatively, it does say that the race and body may cause devices not to fit properly, but I'd always assumed that primarily meant beast races. What he should be saying is that Elven races aren't supported, because they aren't. All the Mer races in Skyrim have a different face shape than humans, which is both thinner and longer, with emaciated cheeks and sloped forheads. None of the items in DD were made with Elves in mind, and thus will never fit them right. The best you can do is reduce the chin-length slider to it's absolute minimum so the chin does not clip through the chin-strap on gags and the restrictive-collar, and then learn to use the Sculpt/VertexEdit tools in RM/ECE to put some more meat on the cheeks and forhead areas of your Elven char. You will not be able to make things fit absolutely right, the straps will always float a good distance from the face, but you can atleast make it work a little better. Oh, and don't use mods like EEO with DD, it does not work. The EEO face-mesh causes massive clipping with the mouth and gags, and certainly does not resolve the floating straps either, and is even harder to improve with sculpting.
  10. I'll explain it in a spoiler tag, because it's not pleasant reading. Fair warning. Keep yourself safe, it's a mean world out there. - Coops.
  11. *shrugs* Having never used MO myself, i honestly haven't a clue.
  12. Error: Insufficient data for analysis. Presumed fix: Update Sexlab to version 6.0.2 (aka "hotfix-2"), as it contains the scripty stuff that opens the mouth. The two common causes: 1) Install error: Something was not installed or ended up in the wrong place. Do a manual re-install and make sure to copy over the meshes and textures from both the 00_core folder, and one of the 01_ body choice folders, making sure to merge the folders according to their file paths. 2) Mod Organizer error: If using it, check that your overwrite file is setup correctly and includes all needed assets.
  13. Plainly you did. Since nobody else is apparently kind enough to say it, i guess i'll have to do it for them: DDa is dead. Zadil had to leave the mod a long time ago, and when he did Koffii and myself basically adopted it in his place. Kof added some new stuff to it, i did most of the dull maintenance work, thats how it went. Kof quit the team a good while back however, and i quit the team not too long ago aswell, so i guess that leaves DDa dead in the water. The current tally is thus: DDa is dead. DDx is dead. DDi is essentially dead (new development has completely halted, only maintenance from now on). I think that about covers it.
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