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  • 4 weeks later...
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I can't believe no one did this...

 

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Generally because of PTSD and depression, I don't have a very good outlook on life.  I try to hide it, but today I am not feeling as down...so that's good...I guess.  

  • 2 weeks later...
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Many people from this forum and very few ones in real life were kind, good, helpful, merciful, and friendly to me. After my cousin's sacrificial gesture yesterday who offered to buy a computer for me on credit (her financial situation is almost the same as mine), I was thinking: what have I done to deserve such a good treatment: I'm not a good person, I'm not smart, I'm not good looking, I have done nothing good to those people and yet they been good to me. I don't deserve such goodness and yet it is happening to me. Although my philosophy about life is this: "life is a garbage can in general but one can find a good things from time to time", sometimes my theses falls to abyss.

 

More I'm being present on this forum, more I'm convinced - virtual friendship IS and CAN BE a real thing; sometimes even stronger and better then in real life. Many of you proved to me that LL is the best forum on the net (and I was a member of many forums).

 

I just want to thank you all for being my friend and being good to me regardless of who I am, my cultural differences, language barrier and occasional disagreement.

LL deserves the Oscar price for quality community relationship and the (unique) content.... :)

  • 4 weeks later...
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Well, my positive point's for awhile have been. I haven't been putting off doing things like I normally do. I've been getting down with actually writing my novel I've been putting off for a few years now. Even losing weight (yay). I have also been learning a language and am nearing to take the Japanese N5 test. 

 

I think so far my biggest accomplishment is the fact that I have come to terms with my long term goal and dream of moving abroad. Though it'll be a long running thing. I hope to achieve it soon. I've been working on saving up money for it (which is hard to do since 90% of my check ends up going on my mother and such.) But, I'm still holding out. 

 

Hopefully by the time I hit a certain age I'll be living my dream. :)

Posted

Was earlier sitting in a comfy chair with a big screen, good surround sound and good copy of Once Upon A Time In The West - none of it mine. Outside was cool with occasional drizzle, which didn't seem to affect the tall, (i.e. 1970's flake girl tall), meadow grass in the field outside. So slumped back, turned the phone off, broke out a bottle of gifted JD, and watched it in total comfort without interruption. Sometimes, just sometimes, unlikely looking days turn out right.

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After 3 years of fighting with the government I am finally getting my refund on Monday which I will use to buy my new PC which has been long overdue. Never owned a PC with God like specs so this will be a treat for sure.

Guest endgameaddiction
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Been pushing myself really hard this summer doing cardio a month and a half ago. Started off doing it every other day to doing it everyday. Tired of being out of shape. I want to get out and get away from the internet. Live and embrace the outside world like I once did.

 

I"m just happy and  so full of commitment. I'm determined to look good as I once did.

Posted

I found Redmenace's Jill Valentine model for sfm (it's rare)- now all I need is some tutorials

  • 2 weeks later...
Posted

Many people from this forum and very few ones in real life were kind, good, helpful, merciful, and friendly to me. After my cousin's sacrificial gesture yesterday who offered to buy a computer for me on credit (her financial situation is almost the same as mine), I was thinking: what have I done to deserve such a good treatment: I'm not a good person, I'm not smart, I'm not good looking, I have done nothing good to those people and yet they been good to me. I don't deserve such goodness and yet it is happening to me. Although my philosophy about life is this: "life is a garbage can in general but one can find a good things from time to time", sometimes my theses falls to abyss.

 

More I'm being present on this forum, more I'm convinced - virtual friendship IS and CAN BE a real thing; sometimes even stronger and better then in real life. Many of you proved to me that LL is the best forum on the net (and I was a member of many forums).

 

I just want to thank you all for being my friend and being good to me regardless of who I am, my cultural differences, language barrier and occasional disagreement.

LL deserves the Oscar price for quality community relationship and the (unique) content.... :)

I see someone who's smart and kind from your posts :)  And you do deserve those things, love and good friendship.

 

My positive thought for today (well I have to write five every day), is a saying I've learnt... can't remember where from.  That those who mind, don't matter, and those who don't mind, matter.

 

And my hypnotherapist is awesome, I'm going from strength to strength each day, it's amazing the changes Im experiencing!

Posted

 

Many people from this forum and very few ones in real life were kind, good, helpful, merciful, and friendly to me. After my cousin's sacrificial gesture yesterday who offered to buy a computer for me on credit (her financial situation is almost the same as mine), I was thinking: what have I done to deserve such a good treatment: I'm not a good person, I'm not smart, I'm not good looking, I have done nothing good to those people and yet they been good to me. I don't deserve such goodness and yet it is happening to me. Although my philosophy about life is this: "life is a garbage can in general but one can find a good things from time to time", sometimes my theses falls to abyss.

 

More I'm being present on this forum, more I'm convinced - virtual friendship IS and CAN BE a real thing; sometimes even stronger and better then in real life. Many of you proved to me that LL is the best forum on the net (and I was a member of many forums).

 

I just want to thank you all for being my friend and being good to me regardless of who I am, my cultural differences, language barrier and occasional disagreement.

LL deserves the Oscar price for quality community relationship and the (unique) content.... :)

I see someone who's smart and kind from your posts :)  And you do deserve those things, love and good friendship.

 

My positive thought for today (well I have to write five every day), is a saying I've learnt... can't remember where from.  That those who mind, don't matter, and those who don't mind, matter.

 

And my hypnotherapist is awesome, I'm going from strength to strength each day, it's amazing the changes Im experiencing!

 

 

You bet. I'm just enjoying a great conversation with him. :) 

 

As for the positive thought: A smile doubles its value if you share it with others. ^_~

  • 2 weeks later...
Posted

Just spent a week in hospital.

 

I had some kind of weird colics, several a day -- painful, stabbing, cramp-like pain in my back around the right kidney.

Two docs said the kidney's good, gall bladder's fine, but WTF are those inflammation markers in the blood sample?

 

... so I went to a Computer Tomography clinic. The doc who analyzed the images was like "OK take this piece of paper, walk to the hospital 200 meters from there, and show them."

I was like "OK I'll have to go fetch my mobile phone and some t-shirts and stuff", he was like "I said take this paper, walk to the hospital. Now. Walk, don't run."

 

... Pulmonary embolisms are no fun.
Seems I'd spent so much time playing and so little time doing anything else that I got a thrombosis in my leg, and part of the blood clot travelled into my lung and blocked a small artery there. The pain came from that part of the lung starting an inflammation ~ pneumonia.

Not sure whether to blame Stellaris, Lord of the Rings Online or Sims 3 with Kinky Mod, but overall, my lifestyle just showed me the middle finger. 

 

Positive thought: Nothing's permanently damaged, the lung function test people were like "You smoke? Wouldn't have thought that", and some scintillography test where I got to breathe radioactive gases showed all of my lung still gets blood and air. 

I'll be on blood thinnners for three months now. 

 

... and I get to wear thigh-high hold-up stockings, though unfortunately I'm still a guy so they don't look all that sexy. (Compression stockings)

Posted

Yotix - glad for you that things are beter...

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In my case, I'm glad I was finally forgiven by the girl I recently hurt. We accidentally met before the elevator and when she saw me she wanted to go away. I begged her to stop and listened to me. And she did. I asked for forgiveness numerous times and I called myself with various bad names and attributes saying that I will never forgive myself for what I did to her. I promised to her that I will nt do that again to anybody, ever more. She accepted my apology and at the end she smiled and she said that she is still in love with me and that maybe she'll give me another chance with her. I'm so glad we solved this out and that great burden fall off my chest.

Posted

I'm so thrilled. I had to visit my doctor today and did many health checking. Since my father had diabetes and some illnesses that couldn't be cured, my doctor sent me to various specialists to do a check up on me. ( I have to do this every three months). All test were good and I'm not in danger to get same or similar illnesses as my father. :)

I'm sooo happy.

Posted

Concentration!!! - powerful " brain tool". lol ...

 

Several years ago I had my first IQ test for adults. The result was IQ=97. Little bit disappointing. When I took it the second time two days ago, my IQ was 124. lol...

Although I do no care for results of such and similar tests because they aren't 100% objective and accurate, I was glad that I "became smarter" .. lol ...

Posted

I broke my Skyrim Save, and the lovely succubus in my avatar has had her universe ripped out from under her.

Luckily, I've removed a lot of really bad mods, and my next playthrough will be much more stable. Turns out that she's gonna re-appear in Enderal, and losing my MO setup was just what I needed to get motivated to leave Skyrim.

Posted

I finally got a new computer! Now I can actually run skyrim at a stable framerate normally.

 

Bad news is though, I have no idea how to transfer all my presets over to it... Rip my traps, I suppose.

Guest MonsterFish
Posted

I finally got a new computer! Now I can actually run skyrim at a stable framerate normally.

 

Bad news is though, I have no idea how to transfer all my presets over to it... Rip my traps, I suppose.

 

If you're using the same HDD/SSD you can by using software to recover it.

Posted

After 3 years of fighting with the government I am finally getting my refund on Monday which I will use to buy my new PC which has been long overdue. Never owned a PC with God like specs so this will be a treat for sure.

 

And you will love it!!

Posted

 

After 3 years of fighting with the government I am finally getting my refund on Monday which I will use to buy my new PC which has been long overdue. Never owned a PC with God like specs so this will be a treat for sure.

 

And you will love it!!

 

Sure does feel good to have a future proof computer. Especially with the rate games are coming out these days, and new hardware improvements. 

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