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Delias Dance of Pain (2/3)


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Same as before torture/rape ...view at own discretion. Wont finish this for one more day to not o0vercrowd blog entries

 

 

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PART 3 "THE RAPE"

 

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PART 4 "THE DEATH MARCH"

 

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> Thanks for the warning about the content of this entry. I wonder, thou, why nobody makes a story in which women do the same torturing and beating of the men? I do not see any of them as sexual stimulation at all, but just being curious.

D3vilizeR

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18 minutes ago, Evaloves4 said:

> Thanks for the warning about the content of this entry. I wonder, thou, why nobody makes a story in which women do the same torturing and beating of the men? I do not see any of them as sexual stimulation at all, but just being curious.

 

In my blog, several of my female characters were dominant over men, but I agree, I don't understand why any kind of torture or humiliation towards people is good (at least when depicted so openly).

hana120

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Poor Princess ...

I can't wait for Ludi to put an end to all this by eliminating the Empress.

dryuya

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5 hours ago, Evaloves4 said:

> Thanks for the warning about the content of this entry. I wonder, thou, why nobody makes a story in which women do the same torturing and beating of the men? I do not see any of them as sexual stimulation at all, but just being curious.

 

4 hours ago, D3vilizeR said:

 

In my blog, several of my female characters were dominant over men, but I agree, I don't understand why any kind of torture or humiliation towards people is good (at least when depicted so openly).

 

I couldn't speak for why nobody does this as I haven't polled everyone.

 

Anyone could feel free to make one? I wouldn't go into such detail with a man because it would take much time doing something I'm not so into. 

 

If I'm being honest... There's a lot of different kinds of content on this site (beastialty for a start which is way more distasteful from my pov) but I don't get when I do entries with peril (WITH warnings mind you) it's the thing to inspire comments about dislike/distaste? I'm not even the only user that does it but my blog seems to be only one so far catching stray comments? Which at first I just wrote off. 

 

It's not a minor... Or anything breaking site rules but I've caught comments for it now what like three or four times? Should I be showing girls doing it with trolls instead to be more "tasteful" ? Sorry, not saying to be rude but I don't get where or why intolerance is a thing in a site like this? 

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Just now, dryuya said:

 

I couldn't speak for why nobody does this as I haven't polled everyone.

 

Anyone (yourself included) could feel free to make one? I wouldn't go into such detail with a man because it would take much time doing something I'm not so into. 

 

If I'm being honest... There's a lot of different kinds of content on this site (beastialty for a start which is way more distasteful from my pov) but I don't get when I do entries with peril (WITH warnings mind you) it's the thing to inspire comments about dislike/distaste? I'm not even the only user that does it but my blog seems to be only one so far catching stray comments? Which at first I just wrote off. 

 

It's not a minor... Or anything breaking site rules but I've caught comments for it now what like three or four times? Should I be showing girls doing it with trolls instead to be more "tasteful" ? Sorry, not saying to be rude but I don't get where or why intolerance is a thing in a site like this? 

> Thanks for the explanation. I am not telling you what you should or shouldn't do. I was simply curious about this subject since I followed your blog. I apologize if I sounded like attacking you. That wasn't my intention.

dryuya

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3 hours ago, hana120 said:

Poor Princess ...

I can't wait for Ludi to put an end to all this by eliminating the Empress.

 

 

A different tale this was some "alternate verse" thing I did on another site (and started awhile ago) but Empress is still bad... But this is unrelated to anything done before. 

dryuya

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2 minutes ago, Evaloves4 said:

> Thanks for the explanation. I am not telling you what you should or shouldn't do. I was simply curious about this subject since I followed your blog. I apologize if I sounded like attacking you. That wasn't my intention.

 

No problem. And sorry for probably over defensive response. I know it's not standard fare for LL so that inspires such responses sometimes (and if I did something lik beastiality it'd probably be nobody would bat an eye to that) 

 

So I guess when it's a different fetish approached it can be a little unnerving especially this kind and if unexpected on a blog that's followed. I should have been more chill in responding. 

D3vilizeR

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Personally, I condemn all torture and rape. I don't use such mods. I understand if bestiality is more disgusting for some, but I think it fits in a fantasy sex game. In reality, I also condemn bestiality sex, but on the blog it's "fun", and since many people like it based on the feedback, that's why I make bestiality sex episodes. Unfortunately, torture of women happens in real life too, while no one has sex with a troll (if you know what I mean).
Don't take what I wrote as an attack, but it's strange to me too, why there is so much BDSM and torture content on LL. Most of the sex mods are of this nature. Maybe I only commented to you because I was hoping for a sensible answer from you, and I got it. By the way, I don't like such content on other blogs either.

dryuya

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1 hour ago, D3vilizeR said:

Personally, I condemn all torture and rape. I don't use such mods. I understand if bestiality is more disgusting for some, but I think it fits in a fantasy sex game. In reality, I also condemn bestiality sex, but on the blog it's "fun", and since many people like it based on the feedback, that's why I make bestiality sex episodes. Unfortunately, torture of women happens in real life too, while no one has sex with a troll (if you know what I mean).
Don't take what I wrote as an attack, but it's strange to me too, why there is so much BDSM and torture content on LL. Most of the sex mods are of this nature. Maybe I only commented to you because I was hoping for a sensible answer from you, and I got it. By the way, I don't like such content on other blogs either.

 

All things are rooted in some kind of base nature. Like it or not bdsm and torture (human on human) stem from domination ect and it's a part of sexual fantasies and has been as long as humans have done thier thing. 

 

And I don't like troll sex or stuff with any beasts but I guess I can also see there's some aspect of it that comes from something people got buried deep down. 

 

Maybe one's more fantastical than the other but pixels and fake females are hurt equally either way. 

 

Now as for which one is more liked on this site it's probably beasties. Which one polls better here and is more "fantasy"... as well it's probably beast stuff. But to be honest all of this line of reasoning is so far removed from things I think about when publishing a blog entry (what will be most liked, what is lore friendly or more fitting with Skyrim fantasy stuff)... That I don't really consider it. I think I'd make something I couldn't enjoy myself if I did that (like my old Potema Chronicles videos). Haven't actually played skyrim in so long to remember it's lore very well... or really tried to match the "pulse"  of the whole LL community and what they like... I do what I like mostly and that's sort of it. That's how it should be, I think? And...doing the thing that is more popular (on just this one site) doesn't have any bearing on the concept of tasteful vs distasteful anyway.

 

And I'd say all the content that does the beast stuff definitely outnumbers stuff like this. I've seen a lot more of that than I have of this. But the main thing is no matter how often I've seen it I've never went and told creators of it all my distate for it (at least not in thier own entries... I only do it here in my own blog which I feel is a big distinction). Ultimately, I think that if I did that it'd go against the free nature of this site. It'd definitely be bad since I hope for the same tolerance in return. 

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SirDoge

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This is pretty cool,don't understand people who complain about it,it's not that brutal.Good work 

dryuya

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3 hours ago, SirDoge said:

This is pretty cool,don't understand people who complain about it,it's not that brutal.Good work 

 

Yeah IDK. I did know it wasn't for everyone especially on this site (as I stated it was made initially on another site). But not like this site is more or less wholesome than the one it came from.

 

But its a different KIND of unwholesomeness here vs there...so really sounds like its came down to that just not the usual kind of "bad".

 

It seems when I post up the warnings on some entries they often get powered through then this happens...maybe the warnings then are pointless.

Gukahn

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48 minutes ago, dryuya said:

Yeah IDK. I did know it wasn't for everyone especially on this site (as I stated it was made initially on another site). But not like this site is more or less wholesome than the one it came from.

Nothing is for everyone, nor should it be. Some people, especially the ones who do like your whole story and usual entrys, feel the need to voice their thoughts. Nothing bad being meant by it I believe. I know one of the commenters from back then and they're just a curiose sort and meant nothing by it 🤔 

 

Just keep doing what you like to do and what you're into. Heck I had people leaving because I did one beastscene too many xD

 

I myself just see this entry from a technical point of view and am blown away by the movement edits and visiual effects are super neat and well done and the expressions you're using are well chosen 😮 

D3vilizeR

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23 hours ago, dryuya said:

 

All things are rooted in some kind of base nature. Like it or not bdsm and torture (human on human) stem from domination ect and it's a part of sexual fantasies and has been as long as humans have done thier thing. 

 

And I don't like troll sex or stuff with any beasts but I guess I can also see there's some aspect of it that comes from something people got buried deep down. 

 

Maybe one's more fantastical than the other but pixels and fake females are hurt equally either way. 

 

Now as for which one is more liked on this site it's probably beasties. Which one polls better here and is more "fantasy"... as well it's probably beast stuff. But to be honest all of this line of reasoning is so far removed from things I think about when publishing a blog entry (what will be most liked, what is lore friendly or more fitting with Skyrim fantasy stuff)... That I don't really consider it. I think I'd make something I couldn't enjoy myself if I did that (like my old Potema Chronicles videos). Haven't actually played skyrim in so long to remember it's lore very well... or really tried to match the "pulse"  of the whole LL community and what they like... I do what I like mostly and that's sort of it. That's how it should be, I think? And...doing the thing that is more popular (on just this one site) doesn't have any bearing on the concept of tasteful vs distasteful anyway.

 

And I'd say all the content that does the beast stuff definitely outnumbers stuff like this. I've seen a lot more of that than I have of this. But the main thing is no matter how often I've seen it I've never went and told creators of it all my distate for it (at least not in thier own entries... I only do it here in my own blog which I feel is a big distinction). Ultimately, I think that if I did that it'd go against the free nature of this site. It'd definitely be bad since I hope for the same tolerance in return. 

 

I understand you, but as I already wrote, I didn't write what I wrote with offensive intent. I have also been criticized for the bestial content (as I read, you also criticized me covertly), but I accept this, because many people don't like this either. You gave a sensible answer, you like this kind of BDSM stuff, you have the right to. At least I didn't get an idiotic incel answer like those who live out their misogyny and chauvinism in their blogs. Peace. 👊

dryuya

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8 hours ago, Gukahn said:

Nothing is for everyone, nor should it be. Some people, especially the ones who do like your whole story and usual entrys, feel the need to voice their thoughts. Nothing bad being meant by it I believe. I know one of the commenters from back then and they're just a curiose sort and meant nothing by it 🤔 

 

Just keep doing what you like to do and what you're into. Heck I had people leaving because I did one beastscene too many xD

 

I myself just see this entry from a technical point of view and am blown away by the movement edits and visiual effects are super neat and well done and the expressions you're using are well chosen 😮 

 

 

Oh wow not a commentor I ever thought I'd see here lol. But taking in everything you said...yes I have been too defensive and need to stop. Drama in the blog space is never good. Would not have dreamed of starting it but it kind of came to my own blog.

 

Buuuut...it really didn't especially if I read what Eva actually said... she just wants content or wondered why content like this didnt exist in reverse (a man taking such abuse). I do not have an answer to that of course other than probably it takes time to set up screens for all this and most users like me probably aren't into such a thing to dedicate time to it.

 

TLDR I guess I got over defensive...and didnt read what she actually said.

 

Technical stuff I'd imagine you are still well ahead of me on that...I'm learning more and more. This comic really had a lot of old techniques I'd used and over half of it is pre SAM tool (SAM started about when the 2 guys and 1 girl part started...before that it was inferior NIOPA poses. Slavetats I didn't start using until the "march" scene (and I still struggle to make anything in that mod look decent))...I had done it intermittently on another site over a long stretch. So TLDR...its sort of inferior in that way to more current entries because I didn't know all the techniques through all of it.  

dryuya

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1 hour ago, D3vilizeR said:

 

I understand you, but as I already wrote, I didn't write what I wrote with offensive intent. I have also been criticized for the bestial content (as I read, you also criticized me covertly), but I accept this, because many people don't like this either. You gave a sensible answer, you like this kind of BDSM stuff, you have the right to. At least I didn't get an idiotic incel answer like those who live out their misogyny and chauvinism in their blogs. Peace. 👊

 

Well I do hope nobody ever really lives out their darker kinks...or if had an opportunity to do so free of consequence would. But you never know. Some people like thier thing BECAUSE its fantasy and can play out whatever knowing no real person gets hurt (that's my thing...hell even the bdsm stuff I like with real actors is only the kind that is clearly all staged/acted like Japanese heroine peril movies ect)

 

...some, unfortunately, maybe really do want to do all that stuff (and know they are only stopped by the law)

 

Having been "into" this sort of stuff for some time, only thing I really got tired of over the years was being accused of being one of the latter types. As a 40 year old dad...I barely have the energy to leave my house let alone capture and stage some crazy real life sadistic ritual on someone lol.

 

Anyway...my defensiveness came out too hard as I mentioned due to this and in doing led to me saying unnecessary things about other kinks or content types...so sorry for that (but it wasnt directed at your blog just LL on the whole). I wasn't sure about uploading this alt chapter to LL to begin with because I was nervous about negative response. But with my Skyrim setup still in limbo was just trying to output some kind of content... didn't need to just felt like it.

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TwiceSwords

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I liked this episode. Your girls are a hype too. I don't like daedric stuff or overpowered characters in general that is tied to something but I am always happy to see another beauty you introduce and wait to see what kind of atmosphere they bring in. The busty inn lady is awesome. Likewise how Stromblessed angrily chugging her drink waiting for her brother to finish his excuses, that is atmosphere. Not a single word yet portrays herself. In nice looking poses too thank you. You would make something beautiful with a daily power level too and I would love to see it. For this story I hope you don't mind me following for the wrong reasons. I feel bad when I just disregard your efforts to story and go for the goodies but I hope you can excuse me beacuse LL has a lot of daedra invloved blogs. I like my every day, daily skyrim. Go adventure come back to inn spend money on basic necessities to even spend a night a chore and adventure of tomorrow meaningful. I mod my skyrim around that. I followed your story to some extend but the fight with power awakening scene from alduin was where I shifted away. If you don't like me reading through it without caring about the story I can stop the unintended follow along. Even behind a screen I don't want to disrespect your work.

 

I don't usually comment at all. I am trying to break the habit of this. Too many negative people against effort and too little interest in other people's interest like your blog here. I want to contribute to visibility of "hey, I am here, I read this and I think this of it" hopefully in a positive manner. I don't know if managed that here. A feedback of me being a comment would be welcome.

Gukahn

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1 hour ago, dryuya said:

Oh wow not a commentor I ever thought I'd see here lol.

I'm a shiny pokemon 🥴 (srly I read blogs less than I want to, x,X)

 

1 hour ago, dryuya said:

..yes I have been too defensive and need to stop. Drama in the blog space is never good. Would not have dreamed of starting it but it kind of came to my own blog.

agreed^^ All we want is some peace and do what we like to do. But I understand the reason behind it and why it's impossible to not being defensive and sometimes we're acting faster than we can process things.

We're human after all. 

 

1 hour ago, dryuya said:

Technical stuff I'd imagine you are still well ahead of me on that...I'm learning more and more. This comic really had a lot of old techniques I'd used and over half of it is pre SAM tool (SAM started

Hmm.. Naah I don't think I am. For example I always wanted to integrate these comicbook like effects for moevements and I believe you're better at chosing camera angles for dramatic effects than I am. I'm also new to SAM. I think I only really used it once apart from pose making. Need to change that, Niopa is still the main tool for me.

But apart from all that I know how long everything takes to do. Setting up all these actors, putting Items into the world that are not there, knowing what you want to showcase and posin itg, writing, the afteredits like bloods, sperm and others and you're doing a very good job in doing all of those ^^

 

The trick with slavetats is to not get an angle where they vanish and to find textures that look good in one's ENB <_< Niopa Trick #13. Move the body node, not the root node. I think Sam does that on it's own but using that one seem to make the tats more consistent (I dunno why.)

 

1 hour ago, dryuya said:

I had done it intermittently on another site over a long stretch. So TLDR...its sort of inferior in that way to more current entries because I didn't know all the techniques through all of it.  

Well we learn while we're doing it. Still cringe a lot when I read some of my early stuff. That's true for all of us who are doing this hobby I believe xD

D3vilizeR

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1 hour ago, dryuya said:

 

Well I do hope nobody ever really lives out their darker kinks...or if had an opportunity to do so free of consequence would. But you never know. Some people like thier thing BECAUSE its fantasy and can play out whatever knowing no real person gets hurt (that's my thing...hell even the bdsm stuff I like with real actors is only the kind that is clearly all staged/acted like Japanese heroine peril movies ect)

 

...some, unfortunately, maybe really do want to do all that stuff (and know they are only stopped by the law)

 

Having been "into" this sort of stuff for some time, only thing I really got tired of over the years was being accused of being one of the latter types. As a 40 year old dad...I barely have the energy to leave my house let alone capture and stage some crazy real life sadistic ritual on someone lol.

 

Anyway...my defensiveness came out too hard as I mentioned due to this and in doing led to me saying unnecessary things about other kinks or content types...so sorry for that (but it wasnt directed at your blog just LL on the whole). I wasn't sure about uploading this alt chapter to LL to begin with because I was nervous about negative response. But with my Skyrim setup still in limbo was just trying to output some kind of content... didn't need to just felt like it.

 

I'm glad that such a normal exchange of ideas emerged from this.
To be honest, I was curious about your motivation for producing the kind of content you produce. I have to stress again that I'm glad you're not in the group you mentioned, because there are a lot of people here on LL and Reddit with sick desires.
I also don't understand why a torture scene is "grosser" to me than a bestial one, maybe because I've gotten so used to it over the years here on LL that it's almost indifferent to me (really, every second blog has bestiality). When I wanted to depict more effective rape on my blog, that was already "too much" for me, but when I made bestial content, it wasn't so repulsive to me. I think it also depends on the person's stimulus threshold.

dryuya

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2 hours ago, TwiceSwords said:

I liked this episode. Your girls are a hype too. I don't like daedric stuff or overpowered characters in general that is tied to something but I am always happy to see another beauty you introduce and wait to see what kind of atmosphere they bring in. The busty inn lady is awesome. Likewise how Stromblessed angrily chugging her drink waiting for her brother to finish his excuses, that is atmosphere. Not a single word yet portrays herself. In nice looking poses too thank you. You would make something beautiful with a daily power level too and I would love to see it. For this story I hope you don't mind me following for the wrong reasons. I feel bad when I just disregard your efforts to story and go for the goodies but I hope you can excuse me beacuse LL has a lot of daedra invloved blogs. I like my every day, daily skyrim. Go adventure come back to inn spend money on basic necessities to even spend a night a chore and adventure of tomorrow meaningful. I mod my skyrim around that. I followed your story to some extend but the fight with power awakening scene from alduin was where I shifted away. If you don't like me reading through it without caring about the story I can stop the unintended follow along. Even behind a screen I don't want to disrespect your work.

 

I don't usually comment at all. I am trying to break the habit of this. Too many negative people against effort and too little interest in other people's interest like your blog here. I want to contribute to visibility of "hey, I am here, I read this and I think this of it" hopefully in a positive manner. I don't know if managed that here. A feedback of me being a comment would be welcome.

 

 

Its all good. Not a problem. And as I just make all these to scratch my own itch...if someone decides to read or not read...just view the sex scenes alone and skip everything else (or maybe even the opposite) its all good...a view, thumb or positive comment even for just a portion of an entry is still more than nothing, right? And most blog entrys on this site as a whole sadly go unviewed/noticed so I'd be crazy to say "nah you cant view it this way" or that there's a "right" reason to view. TBh the plot of the real blog chapters is a mess...and a small part of me wants to go with these one shots anyway (easier to write and finish...and easier to have a good reason for sex content when its not stringing it along with some main plot thread). 

dryuya

Posted

1 hour ago, Gukahn said:

 

The trick with slavetats is to not get an angle where they vanish and to find textures that look good in one's ENB <_< Niopa Trick #13. Move the body node, not the root node. I think Sam does that on it's own but using that one seem to make the tats more consistent (I dunno why.)

 

Well we learn while we're doing it. Still cringe a lot when I read some of my early stuff. That's true for all of us who are doing this hobby I believe xD

 

 

I seem to try everything...and most slavetats I view out of the box from authors are just bad looking. Ones I make myself...probably equally as bad looking. Occasionally yes I manage one that I like...somewhat. Guess that's where the "it has to work with my ENB" part comes in... and patience. TBH that mod has given me way more trouble than SAM did. 

 

And yeah...I try to never look at any entries I did before I learned SAM. Especially those where I used actual sexlab animations in scenes. They hurt my soul to look at now.

Gukahn

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7 minutes ago, dryuya said:

I seem to try everything...and most slavetats I view out of the box from authors are just bad looking. Ones I make myself...probably equally as bad looking. Occasionally yes I manage one that I like...somewhat. Guess that's where the "it has to work with my ENB" part comes in... and patience. TBH that mod has given me way more trouble than SAM did. 

Yeah, know that feeling. I still hope to find better tear textures. The one I am using are very comical looking but the alternative is just bad. >_>

And I probably tried every shade slavetat there is for bruises and slapped bodyparts. they're hit and miss

 

8 minutes ago, dryuya said:

And yeah...I try to never look at any entries I did before I learned SAM. Especially those where I used actual sexlab animations in scenes. They hurt my soul to look at now.

I like to do a mix of poses and sexlab 🤔 since niopa gave me the ability to get rid of clipping and floating hands and stuff. with same I was able to actually make my own pseudo sexanimations like this one:

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But the actual power and potential I see in SAM are in creatures. Being able to pose Trols, Dragons and so on is a freaky powerful ability 👀 

I still find fightscenes a pain in the butt to make but at least now I can, in theory, make a Dragon talk to one of my characters without looking dead inside

lPalpatinel

Posted

Excellent episode and screenshots. Dryuya, I don't think you should care that some white knights/redditors are talking about your episode. This site has a little bit of everything, if they didn't like your episode they can just block it and move on with their lives. Personally, I really liked the villain, she managed to be quite seductive and convincing as a villain.

dryuya

Posted

2 hours ago, MidNightQuiet said:

Excellent episode and screenshots. Dryuya, I don't think you should care that some white knights/redditors are talking about your episode. This site has a little bit of everything, if they didn't like your episode they can just block it and move on with their lives. Personally, I really liked the villain, she managed to be quite seductive and convincing as a villain.

 

 

I wouldn't say "white knights" so much. I don't know whats happneed on reddit though?

 

And especially now I think there's more of an understanding reached so I dont want to revisit the debate. Just different people expecting different things. This was not for everyone... and all agree now that's okay.

Jay-Omms

Posted

You sure know how to make the villains...  villains. So this is her back story and we will get to see how she becomes a vessel for Vaermina? :sweat_smile::heart:;):thumbsup:

dryuya

Posted

1 hour ago, Jay-Omms said:

You sure know how to make the villains...  villains. So this is her back story and we will get to see how she becomes a vessel for Vaermina? :sweat_smile::heart:;):thumbsup:

 

 

Nah, as mentioned (in the note in part 1/3) this is just a standalone alternate tale (a sort of "one shot" but it's too many images for one entry so got divided in 3). And I had it all done awhile ago on a different site.

 

To be honest though... Kind of like standalone one shots more now. Easier to tell whole story and be done. 


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