(Apocrypha)

Emily: I next felt myself on the stone ground different from the ground I fell on.

Emily: I slowly woke up from the warm sticky air I felt. With no pains in my body anymore.
Emily: agh.

Emily: w-what?

Emily: Then he spoke.
Emily: Where am-
Miraak: Apocrypha. Glad to see the blood worked.

Emily: Blood, wait who are you? What’s going on. H-
Miraak: I am Miraak, the First Dragonborn. I brought you back from the dead.

Miraak: Though I didn’t expect this small side effect.
Emily: Dragonborn…that, that does, wait no, there hasn’t been a Dragonborn in ages.

Emily: and what do you mean d-
Miraak: Shut up, Take a look.
Emily: What do y-

Emily: W-What happened to my eyes.
Miraak: I’m surprised only this little blood even did this.

Miraak: The possibilities of this Daedra, if i-
Emily: Hold on Miraak.-

Emily: Don’t ignore me, tell me what you did t-

Miraak: YOL!!!
Emily: Gah!

Miraak: You are so ungrateful for someone who just brought you back to life. How annoying.

Miraak: I’m only going to tell you this once. Interrupt me again and I will use the full strength of that shout. So shut up and listen.

Miraak: and refer to me as Master, understood.

Emily: Y-Yes Mi-Master.
Miraak: Good.

Miraak: Now that you are awake, get up, grab that book and follow me. Feel free to read it.
Emily: Y-Yes Master.

Emily: Um w-which one.
Miraak: The one that isn’t burnt obviously.

Emily: O-okay.
Emily: I grabbed the book.

Emily: We went through the portal, in apocrypha books can lead you to various parts of apocrypha, however only if someone who has access to these books lets you, so I had to follow him closely.

Emily: but when I tried to read it, I encountered a problem.
Emily: U-Um Master.
Miraak: What is it?

Emily: I can’t read this.
Miraak: you can’t read.
Emily: No um…I just.

Emily: can’t understand this language.
Miraak: ah yes, the Snow Elves are…..crippled, so that does not surprise me.

Miraak: *Sigh* Well then what do you want to know?
Emily: H-How did you bring me back to lfie.

Miraak: I gave you the blood of an ancient daedra known as Mazken, a sub-species of one to be exact. They are extinct now, but Hermaeus Mora likes to not just keep books in his collection, bloods too apparently.
Emily: Hermaeus Mora?

Emily: The Daedric prince of Knowledge.
Miraak: Yes, I am his champion.

Miraak: Here we are.
Emily: Whoa.

Miraak: Welcome to your new home.
Emily: w-wait home?

Miraak: You didn’t think I’d bring you back to life and let you go did you.
Emily: Well….no, its just…not sure what I’d be useful for.

Emily: Why did you bring me back to life…and using that blood.

Miraak: Well you see, I’ve been trapped here for 4 centuries, I wish to be free of Mora’s grasp, but I need more power. I’ve slowly been gaining power since the dragons returned, but I still need more. The appearance of another Dragonborn also annoys me. So I need back up.
Emily: O-Okay….so

Emily: How can I help?
Miraak: You are a sub-species of Mazken, or part Mazken, also known as a Succubus.

Miraak: As a succbus you can take the life force and energy from any being and convert it into magicka by draining them.

Miraak: Though being barely half you probably won’t be able to do the kiss.
Emily: Kiss.
Miraak: Not important.

Miraak: What is important is that we need to now need to start charging your Magicka to give you more power.
Emily: How do I do that, do I gotta drain something?
Miraak: Yes.
*Disgusting stomping sounds*

Emily: *gasp* Oh Gods…w-what is that?
*drops book*
Miraak: a Lurker. And you are going to fuck that, and everything else I send for the next month.

Emily: Wait what! Why!?
Miraak: Succubus drain creatures by kissing, and sex, being only part, you can only drain by sex most likely, you’ll be fine.

Miraak: See you in a month. Your room is on the left with the girl in it.
Emily: Wait no! Don’t leave, there’s no way that can fit, wait what gi-

*Sound of Lurker stomping closer*
*Emily stiffing up*

Emily: H-Hey big guy…um.

Emily: W-wow your big.

Emily: Um…would it be too much to ask…

Emily: For you to be gentle?
*Lurker roaring*
Emily: easily the stupidest question I’ve asked a demon monster.

Emily: AHH!!

Emily: No stop!
Emily: I was really expecting it to hurt as he shoved that giant dick inside of me.

Emily: No-Ahh!
Emily: But instead.

Emily: Ahhh!!
Emily: it felt really fucking good.

Emily: Mmmm!!
Emily: I had never really felt That good when being forced, so it was the first time I actually enjoyed that.

Emily: Ah ah ah!
Emily: after quite a few thrusts, I stopped resisting and let him just fuck me.

Emily: It felt really fucking good.

Emily: Especially when he came.
*Lurker groaning*
Emily: AHH!!!

Emily: He let me go a few hours later, my body felt so good that I could barely walk right. I clumsily walked towards the area Miraak told me to go to.

Emily: I fell on the ground unmoving for a moment.

Emily: Still trying to get over the state of ecstasy when.
*muffled sniffing*

Emily: Hm?
*low sobbing*

Emily: who?
Emily: There was a girl, sitting in the front corner of the room….chamber…area…whatever the fuck that was. She was just crying.

Emily: So I tried to comfort her.
Emily: excuse me.
*crying continues*
Emily: hey?

*girl looks up*
???: H-Hm?

Emily: You oka-
???: AAAH!

Emily: She screamed really fucking loud.
???: D-D-don’t hurt me, I’m sorry, I’m sorry.

Emily: Backing away from me, like she was looking at a monster.
???: I’m still not sure how to get out, just tell Miraak yet, please don’t hurt me again, please.

???: Please*sniff* don’t rape me again*sniff*I’ll be good

???: *sniff* I swear, pleaseplease don’t p-
Emily: I had never seen anyone react that way to me, or react like that in general.

Emily: I then remembered how my eyes looked.
???: Please*sniff*don’t I’m begging you.

Emily: and realized I had to do calmer approach.
*??? crying in background*

*sound of Emily plopping herself on the ground*
Emily: Hey come on, relax there girl. I’m not gonna hurt you, Miraak didn’t even send me to you directly, just to this room. Please, just look at me for a moment.

*??? peeking at Emily*
Emily: Now look, aside from my eyes.

Emily: Do I really seem scary to you?
???: ….w-well

???: N-No….
Emily: There you go. Not scary at all.

Emily: My name is Emily, what’s your name?

???: u-um….it’-
Emily: I told her I would not say mention her name to anyone the last time I saw her if I told this story, so I won’t, sorry Satsuki.
Satsuki: Its fine.

Emily: Oh, that’s a pretty name.

Emily: So how did you get her?
???: Well….i was working for Master Neloth…when.
Emily: and for the next month I spent time in Apocrypha.

Emily: The next morning showed how my daily schedule would be.

Emily: in the um….morning….there’s no sun in apocrypha I think it was morning. Me and Fiona would be woken up by a Seeker sent my Miraak, gross creatures made of tentacles and covered in cloth.

Emily: it would think get Fiona to follow it to one of those teleporting books.

Emily: Where they would head off. Apparently Fiona was helping Miraak with a project, she just isn’t allowed to talk about it.

Emily: Meanwhile I had to fuck more things
Emily: so?

Emily: gonna go easy on me?
Emily: more Lurkers that day.

*Lurkers growling*
Emily: Didn’t think so.

Emily: Ah!
Emily: The lurkers were ready to fuck right away.

Emily: Ah!
Emily: They liked to play with me a bit.

Emily: before fucking me like crazy.
Emily: Ah!

Emily: They would do this for hours.
Emily: mmm!

Emily: constantly sucking and fucking.
*slurping sounds*

Emily: non-stop.
Emily: you like this huh?
*Lurker moaning*

Emily: But no matter how much I fucked.
Emily: Ah!

Emily: I always wanted more.
Emily: Fuck yes!

Emily: In many ways.
Emily: Ah my ass!

Emily: Without tiring.
Emily: Fuck my ass!!!

Emily: AHHH!!

Emily: to the point where it was ridiculous.
Emily: Aw come on guys.

Emily: I’m still horny.

Emily: just 10 more rounds, pleeease?

Emily: as days went buy Miraak also started using other creatures like Dremora.
*slurping sounds*

Emily: They were a lot better than I thought they’d be.
Emily: Ahh!!!

Emily: A lot better.
Emily: Fuck yes!

Emily: Seekers too.
Emily: Mmm!

Emily: Though they felt really gross.
Emily: Mmm!!

Emily: I mostly preferred the big dick lurkers.
Emily: Mmmm, yes!

Emily: and the pretty handsome Dremora.
Emily: Ahh!!!

Emily: and just like before I’d still outlast many of them.
*Emily’s moans echoing*

Emily: about a week later I decided to test to see if what Miraak was true.

Emily: I walked to the edge of one of the areas over that disgusting dark green slimy sea.

Emily: Charged up my magicka.

Emily: and fired off fireball spell
Emily: HA!

Emily: and flames as much as I could.

Emily: and I realized.
Emily: yes.

Emily: I now had a new power to fight bandits with.
Emily: When I see those fuckers again I’m gonna burn them to cinders.

Emily: so I kept fucking more and more to get more power.
Emily: Mmm!!

Emily: still fucking the Dremora, seekers, and lurkers like crazy day in and day out.

Emily: I enjoyed it just like the rieklings.
Emily: Yes, yes!

Emily: and very few times did I get tired.
Emily: Ahhh!

Emily: As for the girl, well after I would spend the day fucking I would go back to the room to rest, she would come back about an hour or two later, depending on how many Dremora and lurkers I tired out.

Emily: She was always tried when she returned.

Emily: and quite depressed.

Emily: so I would do my best to cheer her up.

Emily: and we would talk for awhile.

Emily: very night she returned we would speak for a long while before going to sleep.

Emily: I told her of my time in Falkreath and Solstheim.

Emily: and she told me about some her past.

Emily: apparently she used to be a slave before the Dovakiin came and saved her.

Emily: was then studying in Winterhold collage and seeked out Neloth for more training before going back, but she got captured by Miraak.

Emily: I myself would also start reading books.

Emily: I never considered myself a reader before but there were many, many! Books in Apocrypha, I mean 75% of it looked like it was made of books and pages.

Emily: I found myself reading several stories day after day. Not just stories but studies and documents too.

Emily: I found quite a few stories based on revenge, I noticed a good chunk of them didn’t end well though.

Emily: quite a large amount to be honest.

Emily: but I still wanted revenge so I just put the thought of it away, and kept reading more on more things like Daedra.

Emily: I even learned some new sneaking techniques.

Emily: and the girl helped me learn how to read Falmer a little, enough to translate the succubus book abet slowly.

Emily: then the day before I was to see Miraak. The girl brought it up the bandit thing again.

Emily: and I was forced to confront it.
*Emily giggling*

Emily: this book is great.
???: H-Hey Emily?

Emily: *giggling*Yes

???: Y-you are okay with…..d-doing all….this just to get revenge on the bandits right?
Emily: of course.

???: B-But if t-the one who killed….targoth is gone….w-what’s the point….sh-shouldn’t you stop…at least going as far as you do.

???: I-I mean th-they are dead, s-
*Emily sits up*
Emily: ???

Emily: what are you trying to say?
???: Ah.

Emily: you saying I should just, fccive them.
*??? turning away*
???: N-N-N-No, i-i-I’m not.

???: I-I just think i-it’s a waste of your time i-is all.
Emily: E-excuse me!?

Emily: They killed Targoth. He killed Targoth, a bandit king. The bandits hired the brotherhood to kill my parents. Why should I stop huh?
???: B-Because…t-the killers are dead.

???: Y-You aren’t t-the only one who h-has l-lost someone b-before. I-I-I know…i-it hurts b-but we h-have to m-move on. Y-You dr-drove yourself t-to exhaustion a-and ended up i-in a situation th-that g-got you killed. Y-You avenged your boyfriend….y-your parents a-avenged themselves. Y-You don’t need to keep going w-with this. You’ve co-completed your goal…s-so you should…s-stop the bandit h-hunt f-frenzy l-like you we-were doing…a-and trying to move on.

???: Y-You might n-not get a t-third chance…..I think th-they would be s-sad if you died driving yourself s-so hard f-for something l-like this a-again.

???: I’m sorry….please….stop staring….d-*sniff*don’t hurt me….please.
Emily: ??? why w-would i-!

Emily: then I thought about it, and I realized.

Emily: No matter how much I wanted her to be wrong, She was right. Because of my actions a month earlier I basically tired myself to the point where I got myself captured, raped, and killed by letting my rage control my actions. I let my rage continue to control me even after I had avenged my lover. I’d be going down the road Agnar went, seeking pointless revenge even after my enemy is gone until I get myself killed. I then….felt ashamed for how far I went.

Emily: It is one thing to simply kill bandits for attacking you, but its another to actively hunt them down then proceed to kill them in agonizing ways.
Bandit: please*cough*.

Emily: in the end…I realized I was becoming no better Agnar, I didn’t want that.

Emily: so I made my choice.
???: please d-
Emily: you’re right.

*??? Eyes shoot open*

???: W-What?
Emily: I’m sorry for glaring at you….you’re right.

???: I-I’m right.
Emily: …..Yes.

Emily: I’ve been wasting the last 2 months trying to avenge someone that had been avenged on the day Targoth died.

Emily: I-I just….i don’t know.

Emily: i-I really don’t know.

Emily: I just wanted him back so bad, to get back at them, i-i

Emily: I wa-
*??? Hopping down*

Emily: Ah!

Emily: w-what are y-

*??? lets go*
???: Sorry.

Emily: i-its fine, I just wasn’t expecting that from you.
???: I-I j-just thought y-you w-were really u-upset,

???: S-So I d-did what my D-Dad and the D-Dovakiin d-did t-

*Emily hugging ???*
???: Ah!

???: W-What are yo-
Emily: Thank you ???.

Emily: you’re too sweet to be here.

???: T-Thank you E-Emily.
Emily: no problem.

Emily: If I ever act crazy again like that, just let me know, don’t let me just do what I want because I’m older than you okay.
???: O-Okay.

Fiona: i-I must say y-you look p-pretty yo-young for your age then? I-I tho-though you were 18 or 19?
Emily: I’m Eighteen.

Emily: w-wait, ???….aren’t you like….sixteen?
???: N-No.

???: I-I’m actually twenty one…
Emily: Twenty o-Wait really?

Emily: I swear I thought you were younger.
???: W-Why?
Emily: Well, to put it politely.

Emily: you’re adorably short.
???: W-What?

Emily: make me want to eat you up.
???: P-please d-don’t.
Emily: *giggles* I’m kidding.
Emily: the next day was hard on us though.