"Forge yourself until you are harder than steel, then keep forging."
Titus: For the Empire.
Titus: Give me your head!
Stormcloak: He's too strong!
Titus: No, you guys are too weak!
Titus: Fucking seriously.
Titus: Did they really need me for this.
Emily: "I ended up staying at his house for the next year and a half as well."
Emily: "This house actually."
Satsuki: "This was his house."
Emily: "He let me stay in the spare bedroom."
Emily: "Of course i had to do some chores here like cooking, some cleaning, and gathering fire wood."
Emily: "but they were shared chores as well."
Emily: "He preferred my cooking to his own by the way, i teased him about it a little too."
Emily: "Even though i was a nudist."
Emily: "He made sure to give me privacy when it came to baths and knocking on my door, even though i told him i didn't mind."
Emily: "Now in terms of training well."
Emily: "Targoth was in no way a bad teacher."
Targoth: Very nice, but too slow.
Emily: "In fact, he was a very good teacher, he's the reason i can fight so well today"
Targoth: Keep your shoulders straight.
(3 months since training started)
Emily: "But sometimes his methods were a little"
Targoth: Alright see that bear.
Targoth: You're gonna kill it with this.
Emily: With a knife?
Emily: Why am i doing this?
Targoth: To see how you are doing.
Targoth: A test to see if you can fight something that is ready to kill you, so heres the knife.
Emily: Wait a sec!
Targoth: Just go.
Targoth: I'll be over here if you get in trouble.
Emily: Okay, just gotta be really quiet
Emily: Almost ther-.
Emily: Oh No!
Emily: Got you!
*Bear growling loudly*
Emily: Shit not hard enough
*Sound of bears paws hitting ground*
*Bear lets out final growl*
*Sound of Emily dropping on ground*
Emily: *panting* I did it.
Targoth: Good, now we have some bear meat.
Emily: I see.
Emily: So how did i do?
Targoth: You're still a little too slow, but so was the bear, we need to find a quicker enemy for you.
Emily: You're not gonna make me fight a Werebear next are you.
Targoth: Hmmm, maybe.
Emily: N-No we're not doing that!
Targoth: I'm joking, I'm not gonna throw you against something i'm not at least 65% sure you can take on.
Emily: 65% isn't that high, wait, why do you want me to fight something faster than a bear?
Targoth: Because it would help out your reflexes.
Targoth: You're built differently than me, light, a little frail, but very agile. You could easily use that speed to kill bandits or something you are hunting. The fact you won't wear armor gives you an advantage and disadvantage as well. You already know you won't be able to take a hit too well without armor. But I'll make you fast enough so that you won't need to worry about being hit.
Targoth: and make it so that you won't be heard by anyone no matter day or not.
Emily: That'll be easy, i'm great at sneaking.
Targoth: We'll see.
Targoth: Now help me get the meat off this guy.
Emily: "That really was easier said than done."
Emily: "In order to help increase my stealth skills, Targoth instructed me to attempt to sneak up on him anytime i could and hit him on the head, if i hit him on the head once i passed that part of stealth training. I was admittedly good at stealth even at that age."
Emily: "But what i did not know"
Emily: "Was how good Targoth's hearing was,"
*Very quiet creaking sound*
Emily: "and when i failed to sneak up on him."
Emily: H-Hey Targoth, ho-.
Emily: "I got hit instead"
Targoth: Too loud, try again.
Emily: "This went on for a long while, about 6 months."
Satsuki: "Six months!"
Emily: "Yep, he had great ears."
Emily: I'll get you next time.
Targoth: Sure sure.
Emily: "During this time i trained to get faster by fighting strong enemies bears were the first ones, but i later fought others"
Emily: "Like Frost Trolls"
Emily: "Like burnt Springgans"
Emily: "and even Springgan Earth Mothers"
Emily: "and learning some sword fighting techniques"
Targoth: Come on, Hit harder!
Emily: "mainly including daggers"
Targoth: Much better!
Emily: "we also still went to the orgies"
Emily: "i still tried to sneak up on him there due to all the moaning"
Emily: "but i Failed there too and several other places too, he could somehow detect me even in loud crowded areas."
Emily: "and After failure."
Emily: "After failure."
Emily: "After failure."
*Sound of door opening and closing*
Targoth: I th-
Emily: "I snuck up on him"
Emily: I did it.
Emily: "and what did he do"
Emily: "He smiled"
Emily: "and laughed"
Targoth: You actually managed to do it, Haha! No one has done that in years. Well done Emily, i knew you had it in you.
Targoth: Keep this up and you'll become a great hunter and adventure sooner than you think.
Emily: "When he smiled at me like that"
Emily: "It was the first time in my life"
*sound of Emily's heart beating rapidly*
Emily: "that my heart started beating so fast i thought it'd explode."
Emily: O-Oh um....right, t-thanks.
Emily: "It was probably from there, that i had started to fall in love with him."
Emily: "It was a nice feeling, when you're a teenager"
Targoth: Hmmm, maybe i shouldn't keep this in a display case.
Emily: "having a crush tends to be a bit annoying if you haven't actually told said person your feelings"
Targoth: Its a pain to keep unlocking the damn thing.
Emily: "I started to get overly conscious of everything he did."
Emily: "Touching each other during sparing"
Emily: S-Say, would we do some other training.
Targoth: Again? Fine, you're fighting a earth mother today.
Emily: "or even being near each other during orgies"
Targoth: Why are you so far?
Targoth: Stay close to me would you?
Emily: I'm good here thanks.
Emily: "Finally after about a and a half month of this i had enough"
Emily: "i asked some friends for advice"
Noir: Oh that's easy, all you gotta say is-
Emily: "I went up to him and said"
Emily: Please go out with me.
*Sound of Horker roaring in the distance*
Emily: W-well, say something at least.
Targoth: No, i will not go out with you.
Emily: But why?
Targoth: Why, are you serious?
Targoth: I am a old man. You are a 17 year old girl, you shouldn't be trying to date someone who's much older than you.
Targoth: No buts, and no more talk of this, you can try to find a guy your age instead, you're pretty attractive so that shouldn't be hard for you to find. Now help me bring some more wood in.
Emily: "I may have said yes."
Emily: "but there was no way i was gonna back down from from that easily."
Emily: "The next day i got advice from multiple people on how get a man to become interested in you, some were helpful"
Tarlie: Well you see, you've just gotta-*whispering*
Emily: o-okay, i think i got it.
Emily: "some questionable, and after talking to them"
Glover: Trust me, with a body like that, it'll work.
Emily: "The information came back to one common thing, sex, so I immediately started plan "Get Targoth to fuck me" "
Emily: "Hey, i was 17, what do you want from me?"
Emily: "Obviously later i would realize trying to get a man to fuck you before going out with you is a terrible idea, but anyways i tried the main tactic i was told that would work, Touch"
Emily: Hey Targoth.
Emily: "The first thing i did when i got home that day was tried was touching him"
*Touches Targoths back gently*
Targoth: What are you doing.
Emily: Nothing, just giving you a nice friendly hug.
Emily: Very friendly.
Emily: "I ended up on the floor"
Targoth: I told you no.
Emily: *groaning* okay.
Emily: "Next i tried his bed"
Emily: Hey Targoth.
Emily: Wanna sleep with me.
Emily: "Same result"
Targoth: Good night.
Emily: *groaning* .....nite.
Emily: "But i didn't give up."
Emily: "kept trying many new things over the next 4 days"
Emily: "But nothing worked."
Emily: "Finally i tried walking in on him in the bath."
Emily: "it was the one thing i had no tried, i figured if he was naked he might be a little bit more susceptible."
Emily: "i was nervous but still walked in"
Emily: Targoth let me bat-Ah!
Targoth: What are you doing.
Emily: "all my confidence flew out the window once i saw him naked"
Emily: "I'd seen many kinds of dicks at those orgy, but none that big"
Emily: "I started to rethink after thinking about something that size entering me, he was big"
Emily: O-oh um. I wanted to bathe t-together b-but um.
Emily: I-I'll just be going.
Targoth: Hold it.
Targoth: You've been acting up lately, its time we talk.
Emily: "and i mean really big, even by Orc standards"
Emily: I-I've been doing fine.
Targoth: My eyes are up here.
Targoth: That's it, We're gonna have a little chat, go sit down.
Targoth: No buts.
*Sound of water running*
Emily: I'm so-
Targoth: Why the sudden interest in me?
Targoth: Why are you so interested in me sudden?
Emily: Oh that....um....well, to be honest..its not sudden.
Emily: It may have started when you saved me?
Targoth: Which time?
Emily: Probably the first or the second.
Targoth: Why would either make you interested in me.
Emily: It wasn't just that, i more of saw you as someone to admire at first.
Emily: You've been helping me out for a year now, made me feel very at home. You not only protected me from those guys and that werebear but you also taught me to protect myself. You stand against any man, mer, or beast without fear, its incredible. Your training is tough but you never put me against any kind of unreasonable danger. Stepped in when something went wrong. You let me teach you a few things about alchemy, taught me to be an adventurer as well too. What got me really to this point was your kindness, you may not express happiness much, but your still kind in your own way. No matter how grumpy you act, you still let me hang around you, even if you are a little blunt with your words. What really won me over was your smile, you have a really nice smile, one that makes my heart feel like it would explode. So i figured if i was gonna get you smiling again, what better way than to be with you. May sound odd to you, but i would not mind in the slightest being with a man like you.
Targoth: you know i'm 38 right.
Emily: I'm aware.
Targoth: So I'm an old man.
Emily: I don't care.
Targoth: I prefer not to socialize.
Emily: That's fine.
Targoth: I'm a former mercenary.
Emily: I'm okay with that.
Targoth: I won't make an effort to smile more.
Emily: Then i'll try harder.
Targoth: I'm an orc.
Emily: That doesn't matter to me.
Targoth: I'm also prefer rougher sex.
Emily: Um....mmmm ....i-i've never had sex, so i don't know if i like it but.
Emily: I could give it a shot.
Targoth: Don't regret this.
Emily: I won't.
*Sound of the two gently kissing each other*
*sound of water*
Targoth: You sure about this?
Targoth: You only lose your virginity once.
Emily: If i was going to trust anyone with my first time, i'd be you. That being said, this is still making me nervous, you're pretty big so-.
Targoth: You'll be alright.
Targoth: Just relax and let me take care of everything.
*faint sound of Targoth Entering Emily*
Emily: Ahh, it hurts.
Targoth: It should lighten up in a bit, so just relax, i'm in no rush.
Emily: Y-you can keep going then, i should be fine.
Targoth: Very well.
Emily: "My first time was kind've painful"
Emily: Ahh, ahh.
Emily: "took me a bit to get used to it"
Emily: "But Targoth still kept the slow and gentle pace"
Emily: "He was a pretty experienced guy though, he knew where to rub himself inside me, because of that, it didn't take long for the pain to"
Emily: "to be replaced by pleasure"
Emily: *Heavy panting* Mmm, ah.
Targoth: There we go, feeling better?
Emily: Yes, ahh.
Emily: A lot better.
Targoth: Then mind it i really get into you.
Emily: Y-Yeah, it should be find-Ahh!!
*sound of skin hitting against each other quickly starts*
Targoth: Like that.
Emily: Gods yes, I love this! Julianos yes.
Emily: Targoth I'm *panting* getting close.
Targoth: Then you don't mind if i help you finish.
Emily: Do it, cum Targoth.
Emily: Yes, YES, AAAAHHH!!!
*Sound of the two kissing*
Emily: "and that"
Emily: I love you Targoth.
Emily: "Was how i got my first boyfriend and lost my virginity"
Targoth: I love you too Emily.
Titus: Well that was pathetically easy.
Hadvar: Oh, what happened.
Titus: .....just....just show me the next quest.
Part 1: http://www.loverslab.com/blog/407/entry-4142-the-sorrow-tanto-18/
Part 2: http://www.loverslab.com/blog/407/entry-4156-the-sorrow-tanto-28/
Part 3: http://www.loverslab.com/blog/407/entry-4157-the-sorrow-tanto-38/
Part 5: http://www.loverslab.com/blog/407/entry-4158-the-sorrow-tanto-58/
Part 6: http://www.loverslab.com/blog/407/entry-4160-the-sorrow-tanto-68/
Part 7: http://www.loverslab.com/blog/407/entry-4161-the-sorrow-tanto-78/
Part 8: http://www.loverslab.com/blog/407/entry-4361-the-sorrow-tanto-88/