"Forge yourself until you are harder than steel, then keep forging."
Titus: Alright guys, lets greet these Stormcloaks kindly.
Titus: Hello Good Sir.
Stormcloak Soldier: Gods No!
Titus: Divines smile upon you my friend.
Stormcloak Soldier: Fuck you!
Titus: You have some too.
Titus: Divines smile upon you my friend.
Titus: Meh, i'll try something different next time.
Imperial Soldier: Oh! What happened here?
Satsuki: "Targoth was an Orc!"
Emily: "Biggest one i'd ever seen too, scariest too to be perfectly honest, anyways"
Targoth: Well! What are you two doing with such a young girl.
Dark Elf R: W-We were just trying to get this girl to have some fun with us, so we thought we'd give her a push.
Dark Elf L: Yeah, she's just a little shy, saying she came in her by accident, she's not that young, she's probably 20.
Targoth: Well....how old are you and is what they true?
Emily: "It was hard to answer him, he just had this scowl on his face, but even so"
Emily: N-no, i-it's not, i-i'm actually 16, i-i just wanted to see the temple, i-i don't really want to join in.
Dark Elf L: W-Wait so she did come in by accident.?
Dark Elf R: W-wait she's 16?
Dark Elf L: W-well, i mean, it doesn't seem that bad.
Dark Elf R: Yeah she could still join us.
Dark Elf R: It wouldn't be too bad.
Targoth: Sure, and i'll then beat the you two so hard that you'll look like something a Lurker Spit out.
Targoth: Or would you rather take me on instead.
Dark Elf R: Welp you heard him, lets head downstairs.
Dark Elf L: Hey don't leave me here.
Targoth: As for you.
Emily: *gulps* y-yes?
Targoth: How do you get in here?
Emily: W-Well i uh.
Emily: "Now that i think about it he was really fucking scary when i first saw him"
Emily: I-i was just let in by the guard.
Targoth: Why would he let you in?
Emily: I-It might be because i was naked already?
Targoth: Why we-Oh Malacath, so you're the one i've heard that's been walking around town.
Targoth: That idiot, letting people in just because they are naked.
Emily: U-Um, is it alright if i stay for a little bit longer.
Targoth: ..........I'm sorry, What?
Emily: its just....i've never seen people have sex before, so...
Emily: Watching it is rather....interesting.
Targoth: I'm over here Little one.
Targoth: Look, there is an Iron-Clad rule here not to let anyone underage here, you're gonna have to leave.
Emily: I'll be quiet i swear.
[Emily used Puppy Dog Eyes]
Targoth: Get out.
[but it Failed]
Emily: "So i was booted out"
Redoran Guard: Booted out eh?
Redoran Guard: Tough, a little too crazy.
Emily: Something like that, but i'll be back tomorrow.
Redoran Guard: There's no Orgy tomorrow.
Redoran Guard: It really is your first time here huh Redguard.
Redoran Guard: This little even happens every 2 weeks on Loredas, from 11 to 4 at night, I won't be here so make sure you actually wear clothes before coming here.
Emily: I see, thank you for that info.
Emily: That'll be really useful.
Emily: Really Useful.
Emily: "So i waited 2 weeks"
Emily: "and made my return"
Redoran Guard: Jeez, too ready for this huh? Whatever head in.
Emily: Thank you.
Emily: "and of course just like last time, i was greeted to the same scene."
Emily: "Except this time, i was blocked off immediately."
Targoth: You again?
Emily: O-Oh hey there big guy.
Targoth: When i told you to leave, i meant don't come back next time, grow a little then come back.
Emily: Hmph! Fine, but this isn't over.
Emily: I will get here here, whether you like it or not.
Targoth: Sure sure.
Emily: "another two weeks passed and it was Loredas again"
Emily: "I was talking to Milore, one of the Merchants about what ingredients i could gather for her"
Emily: I could grab some Ninroot, though thats a little hard to find.
Milore: No, that's fine.
Milore: I do need some deer antlers though.
Emily: Oh i could get those.
Emily: Maybe some brunt spriggo-
Emily: Oh, Big guy.
Targoth: Targoth, my name is Targoth.
Emily: H-Hey Targoth.
Emily: What do you need?
Targoth: Just coming to tell you don't try to enter the temple tonight, it's getting annoying.
Emily: No, i want to see everything.
Targoth: Fine, but i've warned all the guards not to let in a certain curly haired redguard into the temple.
Targoth: So good luck getting in.
Emily: You....whatever! i'll still find a way in.
Targoth: Yeah yeah, see you tomorrow.
Emily: Just you wait, i'll get in.
Targoth: I'm sure you won't little one.
Emily: That's Emily Heavy-Iron to you!
Emily: Rrr, I'll show him.
Emily: Just wait and see Targoth.
Emily: "I waited till it was about 7, an hour before they close the temple for the night".
Emily: "I walked up to the temple to get in".
Emily: "But i was immediately stopped by the guard"
Redoran Guard: Sorry Missy, but i can't let you in.
Emily: Aw, why not.
Redoran Guard: Because of tonight's events that are going on.
Emily: But that doesn't start for another 4 hours, i'm just praying to Asura.
Redoran Guard: Sorry, can't do that.
Emily: "It was also around this time that i had started to learn how to manipulate men".
Emily: "Strike a simple pose, push your boobs out, and use a cute voice".
Emily: I promise i'll be good.
Emily: "and they're all yours".
Redoran Guard: I guess its fine.
Emily: Thank you sir.
Satsuki: "Wow Emily".
Emily: "Don't be mad that you haven't tried it yourself".
Emily: I really helping me out.
Emily: "Of course the temple was empty except for a few priests like i expected".
Emily: "So i went over to the temple shrines."
Emily: "and disappeared."
Emily: "Eventually the Priests went to make sure no one was there."
Emily: "But they couldn't find me."
Emily: "my size and the big shrines made it easy for me to hide."
Emily: "Eventually they found no one and went back to doing whatever."
Emily: "I waited for a long time, even took a short nap."
Emily: "I waited and waited, thankfully no one ever found me."
Emily: "Finally, at around midnight."
Emily: "The orgy began."
Dark Elf F: Ahhh!!!
Emily: "They were fucking each other hard."
Emily: "Hugging and kissing too."
Emily: "It was loud but so arousing to watch."
Emily: "Really arousing."
*Emily panting a little bit*
Emily: "Targoth was standing at the entrance again, probably making sure i couldn't enter, so i didn't need to worry about him coming over."
Emily: "Because of this, i started to let my guard down."
Emily: "and began to masturbate again."
Emily: "The sounds of men and women moaning and groaning as well as their smooth skin slapping together as made love echoed through my head, i began to finger myself thinking of being in their position."
Emily: "What was it like to have something that thick inside of me, to be touched like that, i fingered myself deeper while thinking this."
Emily: "I was basically in a trance at this point, i could barely here anything around me."
Emily: "I started to get close when."
Targoth: Really, again?
Emily: AHHH!!! T-Targoth! How!?
Targoth: Shhh, too loud!
Targoth: Since you're back here, i'm assuming you were here before we got here.
Emily: W-Whatever, look i'm already here so let me stay.
Emily: I just want to enjoy this feeling that i get when i w-
Emily: Wait what!?
Targoth: I said its fine.
Targoth: Because its taking more effort to keep you out than monitoring this orgy, so i'm allowing you to come in under some condtions.
Emily: Wh....what conditions?
Targoth: As you can tell, these guys love to fuck each other, and basically being in that group means you're getting fucked, hard.
Targoth: and you're rather well built for someone your age.
Targoth: So i'll allow you to stay, so long as you. 1. Stay back here with me, 2. don't talk to any of the other people, 3. don't mess around.
Emily: S...Sounds fair.
Emily: You sure this isn't some plan to just watch me masturbate.
Targoth: .....maybe it might be best to kick you o-
Emily: Nonono, i'll be good, i swear, it was just a little joke.
Targoth: I'm not into those kinds of jokes.
Targoth: In any case i'll be over here, you just go back to masturbating.
Emily: "Targoth went back to watching the orgy, and i watched with him."
Emily: "It didn't take long before i felt my fingers move back down to my crotch."
Emily: "and i started fingering myself again."
Emily: "I slowly slid down to the floor as i fingered myself intensely to the sounds echoing throughout the chamber."
Emily: "I thrusted my fingers in and out of myself faster and faster until finally."
Emily: Ah, Mmmm, yes, yes.
Emily: "I came."
Emily: "It was actually the first time i had really brought myself to orgasm, i had tried before, but i couldn't really get off without seeing or hearing it."
Targoth: You were too loud.
Emily: *panting* Sorry, but thanks.
Emily: For looking out for me Targoth.
Targoth: Sure thing....Emily.
Emily: "and that's how my weird friendship began with Targoth."
Emily: "Whenever i would see him it was normally when me or him were coming back from the Ashlands"
Emily: "I would say hello."
Emily: Hey Targoth.
Targoth: How are you not cold.
Emily: "He always had a scowl, and greeted me kind've rudely"
Emily: Hey Targoth.
Emily: Mind if i join you.
Targoth: You'll do it anyways.
Emily: "I learned that's basically how he'd talk to people in general, but even thought he was like that, he'd always chat with me."
Emily: "He kept his promise about me coming in too."
EmilyL: Ahhh, mmmm.
Targoth: Lower your voice, they're looking.
Emily: Okay, sorry.
Targoth: Much better, thank you.
Emily: "Eventually we saw each other enough to the point where sometimes he'd go shopping with me"
Emily: What do you think?
Targoth: This is pretty bitter actually, you might prefer something sweeter.
Emily: "We walked around a little bit, i learned that he often went out to the ash lands to kill any bandits and reavers who were harassing the Skaal village, Raven Rock, or anyone passing between."
Emily: Aren't ever afraid of getting hurt.
Targoth: I would if anyone actually posed a challenge.
Emily: "Sometimes Targoth and I would be out in the Ashlands at the same time."
Emily: "and i'd sometimes see him."
Emily: Hey Targoth!
Emily: "During orgies he'd also never lose focus as well."
Emily: "I sometimes wondered if he was watching me."
Emily: "But he wasn't, he just kept focus on the people making sure everyone was following the rules."
Emily: "and it stayed like this, then 2 days later after the 10th week there, something happened which really stirred my interest in him."
Emily: "It was late one day when i was returning home, really late."
Emily: "I had finally finished collecting some Ninroots to sell, as you know, they are easiest to find at night."
Emily: "i am always careful when i walk around at night too, at that point in time the most dangerous creature i had met at the time was a Netch."
Emily: "there are three dangerous creatures on Solsthiem, a Lurker first, Netch second."
Emily: "but the third was the scariest looking."
Emily: What was that?
Emily: Mmm, probably just a boar or fox.
Emily: "Unfortunately i got really deep in through at that moment."
Emily: Wait, do foxes growl....hmm
*Sound of quick stomping*
Emily: "So deep that i didn't hear the loud stomping."
Emily: Then it'd have to be something else.
Emily: "Until it was too late."
Emily: Maybe i-Wait wha-
Emily: Okay what in Oblivi-!
Emily: Oh Gods!!!
Emily: "The Werebear was upon me."
Emily: What in Oblivion is tha-
Emily: "I didn't know what to do, back then i wasn't really much of a fighter at all."
Emily: Oh gods!
Emily: "So I tried to run."
*Sound of claw swiping empty air*
Emily: "I figured if i could get to town, then the guards could protect me."
Emily: "I didn't think i or anyone could take on such a beast alone at the time, so fighting it didn't even occur to me, only running."
Emily: "Unfortunately i didn't make it."
*Sound of her body hitting the ground*
Emily: What the, is this we-
*Sound of armor clanking*
Emily: W-wait a sec.
Emily: Please don't!
Emily: "But then, just like at the Orgy"
Emily: "Targoth Showed up."
Targoth: COME ON!! LETS SEE WHAT YOU GOT!
Targoth: You call that an Attack!
Targoth: Pathetic, i've killed Horkers that move faster than you
Emily: "I couldn't believe it."
Emily: "He was actually trying to take on the Werebear."
Emily: "Is what i thought, it then changed to"
Targoth: is that all you got!
Targoth: My turn!
Emily: "He IS taking on the Werebear."
*Angry Werebear roar*
Targoth: Your pathetic, get up!
Targoth: Let me show you how to to attack properly.
Targoth: That's better!
Targoth: Now watch closely!
Targoth: THIS IS HOW YOU ATTACK!!!
*Sound of flesh ripping*
*Sound of blood pattering on the ground*
*Sound of body hitting the ground*
Emily: "He was incredible, I would not have believed someone could do such a thing if i had not seen it then."
Emily: "I had heard my mom say she's taken out a Werewolf, but she took it down by wearing it down then killing it with arrows. I had even heard that my dad and mom worked together to fight one, with my dad ending up in a lot of scars."
Emily: "But to see someone actually fell it in one serious strike was incredible. He was really cool and for the first time, i took an interest in being more than a simple hunter."
Targoth: Emily are you alright.
Emily: Y-Yeah, i'm fine.
Targoth: its best if you don't go out at night alone, Solstheim is pretty dangerous at night.
Emily: Okay, i'll try to avoid it.
Emily: "I decided to try to follow my parents Footsteps"
Targoth: You're lucky that it was only 1, normally they are in packs of 3, w-
Emily: Teach me.
Emily: "and become an Adventurer."
Emily: Teach me how to Fight!
Emily: "Targoth Agreed to teach me."
Targoth: Get up, i didn't even put my back into that one.
Emily: "and so for the next year on 7 months."
Targoth: You need to try to block better.
Emily: *panting* Yes Targoth.
Emily: "We trained"
Titus: Gotta do this stealthy.
Titus: I'M HERE TO KILL YOU AND STEAL YOUR SHIT!!!
Part 1: http://www.loverslab.com/blog/407/entry-4142-the-sorrow-tanto-18/
Part 2: http://www.loverslab.com/blog/407/entry-4156-the-sorrow-tanto-28/
Part 4: http://www.loverslab.com/blog/407/entry-4159-the-sorrow-tanto-48/
Part 5: http://www.loverslab.com/blog/407/entry-4158-the-sorrow-tanto-58/
Part 6: http://www.loverslab.com/blog/407/entry-4160-the-sorrow-tanto-68/
Part 7: http://www.loverslab.com/blog/407/entry-4161-the-sorrow-tanto-78/
Part 8: http://www.loverslab.com/blog/407/entry-4361-the-sorrow-tanto-88/