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I want to cry


Reitanna

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"Devious Desires" is disgusting. rape is not a fetish. do you think it's funny? it's sexy to be forced to have sex with someone? the millions of rape victims, who suffer from PTSD, and sometimes KILL themselves is SEXY to you? and sex with animals? yeah, that's rape too. they don't enjoy it, no matter how much you convince yourself they do. and no, it's not "healthy" to only fantasize about this with the use of fictional media like the sims. it doesn't matter that you're not actually attacking people. you are sick, and you need help. anyone who downloads it, anyone who enjoys it, and the damn creator should be ashamed and disgusted with themselves. it's NOT a fetish, it's a fucking illness. it literally makes me want to vomit. i wish i could somehow hide these kinds of downloads so i didn't have to see them. the description, "A collection of various fetishes, from forced and rough sex, to sex with pets!" like it's a good thing?! rough sex, to me, is incredibly hot as long as all partners are 100% consenting to everything being done. it's kinky. rape is cool? it's hot? who are you, Paul Bernardo and Karla Homolka? do you know what they did?! do you understand how WRONG it is? it should not be allowed on this site, but all i can do is complain, i can't make a difference because people are evil. i just want this world to be good, is that so much to ask? i feel like crying. that's why i love and hate this site at the same time; it does have good content! but then there THESE kinds of things. i can't do anything to fix these people, but god, if i could just hide these downloads from sight, at least i wouldn't have to be reminded of this shit. if you disagree with me, you're just one of them. there is no reasoning. there is no logic. and all i can do is harmlessly rant about it. being raped is my biggest fear. it's happened to me in my nightmares, and just those are enough to scar me, but to be an actual victim... i hate this entire world, i hate the human race. i'm sorry if this "hurts" anyone's feelings, but i'm allowed to say how i feel, and i shouldn't be afraid to say how i feel. a long time ago, when i voiced my concerns, i was laughed at. LAUGHED AT. accused of being a fucking TROLL. a troll. and people wonder why i hate humanity, people wonder why i'm a pessimist, and people wonder why i want to die. i could handle torture and murder in the world if sex crimes against ANY species did not exist. pets. pets are your CHILDREN. then again, people rape their children too. people rape babies... i hope corona wipes out humans. maybe this is mother nature finally taking a stand. she's had enough of our shit. we need to go extinct. this is not open to discussion with me, no one will change my mind, no matter how civil they are to me, and harassing me will just prove my point even further. you don't have to reply. i needed to get this out. i'm venting. i have the freedom to do so. if you are even the tiniest bit of okay with this shit, leave me alone. i actually wish i could disable comments.

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Ultimately, it is just pixels on a screen.

I've played strategy war games where my armies have essentially committed genocide many times over yet in real life, I try to avoid accidentally smashing bugs or tiny lizards running around on hot summertime sidewalks.

Kenny has been killed hundreds of times in South Park yet he keeps coming back for more. Daffy Duck has been fed a load of buckshot even more times than Kenny died yet he is still around almost a whole century later asking for more. They will keep doing so as long as someone keeps rendering the characters do so.

 

Sometimes, people like to face the horror of life head-on in absolute safety or to walk on the wild side without actually harming anyone. 

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The most horrible with this mod is that it breaks my animation limit.

 

 

"i actually wish i could disable comments."

Good you can't, because otherwise this would be you shouting at people without getting a proper response.

 

Rape is a fetish like impregnation can be one.

The analytics on Pornhub and other sides like show that quite a large group of women consumers like it "rough".

Important about a fetish is that it only works under certain conditions. 

 

But I understand there is stuff I also find disgusting.

Stuff like "Guro" or amputation,... because there is not even a biological advantage to find there.

 

 

 

The more I read your text I get the impression your have some kind of meltdown and might wanna get some help.

"i hate the human race"

"i hate this entire world"

"i hope corona wipes out humans. " that would mean you want babies and children to die."

It is like you only write in absolutes, black and white and oversimplify complex systems.

Also depression is nothing that a blog can fix. You need help.

 

I hope you calmed down and get better soon.

 

 

 

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i actually wish i could disable comments.

 

 

So basically you want to be able to shout at people and put duct tape on their mouth so that they can't reply. Yeah ... to me you sound a lot like one of those millenial crybabies who can only survive in their safespace.

 

World is harsh and you often see things that you don't like. Deal with it and survive.

 

Not that I like those rape fetish either but it's bound to happen/exist when you open the gates wide like Loverslab. Still in 6 years here I have seen less degenerate and vile people here than in 5 minutes watching the Democrat convention.

 

 

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The funniest part is that you actually can disable comments. Just like you can not look at things that you don't want to see.

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"i hope corona wipes out humans."

"IF A COMMENT ISN'T OBVIOUSLY HOSTILE, ASK FOR CLARIFICATION BEFORE BLOWING UP. Simple as that. "

"I have a lot of common sense, but I also seem to have a lot of naïveté"

"Trust me, if I wanted to offend you, you'd know it. I don't beat around the bush, I say what's on my mind, and I lack empathy for a majority of people, so when I feel someone needs to be insulted, I don't feel bad about doing so. Because when I want someone to hurt, I WANT THEM TO HURT."

 

Some of the things you wrote. Get help, stop reading the books you are reading, obviously they make you confused.

 

I think it is better that people can have their own fantasies and play them in a computer game then doing it in real life don't you think? And a fantasy is a fantasy, and it is private. If you want to kill the human race in your fantasy, fine. If you want to rape someone in your fantasy that's fine too. If you want to be raped in your fantasy then that is fine too. If you want to fly in your fantasy, nobody is going to object. If you want to be a dwarf in your fantasy, then please let me be an elf. Who cares. There is a lot of stuff here I don't like. I ignore it. There are probably idiots here, but they are everywhere. I try to ignore them and I don't feel compelled to reply to the things they say because I have better things to do. In real life I try vote for sensible people - it becomes harder each day.

 

But yeah, because a few people make a mod like Devious Devices, the whole human race should die. In this case, I think the cure is worse then the disease, don't you think?

 

Take a pepsi.

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I'm sorry for the negative / destructive feedback you had to endure when you opened your heart to people you thought you could trust. I know the feeling. But I no longer blame the others for their behaviour, but myself for trusting them in the first place. There are trustworthy people around, and you shoulld hone your skill of "reading people", in order to find them.

 

Fight together, die alone. Not the other way round. It is up to you to not only survive till death, but to live your life. Don't waste your time on improving anyone but yourself. Get worthy of being born. Be the master of your destiny. Fight only where there is a chance of winning - don't waste time on people that don't want to be safed, or that destroy themselves out of incompetence, boredom or other despicable reasons.

 

What you see now, everyday - that is not the entirety of mankind. Don't expect the powerful to be forgiving. And also don't bother talking to the defeated... find people that are not part of the system. If there is any human value to be found that might improve your point of view on mankind, look where it is not corrupted. It can be found - otherwise it wouldn't inspire people.

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5 hours ago, Swiftstep said:

I'm sorry for the negative / destructive feedback you had to endure when you opened your heart to people you thought you could trust. I know the feeling. But I no longer blame the others for their behaviour, but myself for trusting them in the first place. There are trustworthy people around, and you shoulld hone your skill of "reading people", in order to find them.

 

Fight together, die alone. Not the other way round. It is up to you to not only survive till death, but to live your life. Don't waste your time on improving anyone but yourself. Get worthy of being born. Be the master of your destiny. Fight only where there is a chance of winning - don't waste time on people that don't want to be safed, or that destroy themselves out of incompetence, boredom or other despicable reasons.

 

What you see now, everyday - that is not the entirety of mankind. Don't expect the powerful to be forgiving. And also don't bother talking to the defeated... find people that are not part of the system. If there is any human value to be found that might improve your point of view on mankind, look where it is not corrupted. It can be found - otherwise it wouldn't inspire people.

Dude they threw a giant hissy fit tantrum over extreme adult content on a website known for extreme adult content, stop being a shitty enabler

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There are two sides to everything.

I'm not gonna say you're wrong.

In real life the things you bring up ARE horrible. 

One of the downsides of being SLIGHTLY evolved from animals is that we have 4.5 billion years of horrible behavior to overcome.

If some folks turn to their darker side, I, for one, would so much rather they do it in a fantasy video game, with fantasy mods, than in real life.

It's total bullshit to assume that people act out content that they see in video games.

How many copies has GTA sold? And is everyone who plays it beating people up and stealing their cars?

And don't get me started on COD.

The point is, we live in an amazing time, where we can be totally normal, and productive members of society, and still indulge in some rather "salty" content. With NO effect.

Rather, (I would say) Positive effect!

Case in point, My wife of 24 years (Bliss) makes me watch Outlander with her. Without spoiling content, I will say that I've witnessed every horrible, cringing, unthinkable deed that

show has to offer, And it very seldom gives the satisfaction of "The bad guy getting theirs"

Yet this show is huge! Soooo many people (including women) watch it!!

And while I couldn't stand to watch it, I understand GOT was just as bad.

And look at the following for that show!

I'm sure there are many more examples of how people indulge their darker side, yet remain normal, and HUMAN.

You have to understand, evil was born evil. Nothing they see or don't see, will EVER change their EVIL behavior.

There were all the horrible things you speak of, long before Lover's Lab, and will be long after.

If anything, this content provides a release for such tortured souls, and hopefully keeps them from committing said acts in real life..

If not, you can't blame Lover's Lab or anything else for their twisted reality.

Society is not perfect.. (Corona Virus) but we are constantly working toward it.

Honestly some of the thoughts that come to my mind, appall me!

But I have never, nor will ever, act on them.

I'd like to think, most folks are like me. 

Don't be ashamed of your humanity.

Strive to be better, and let others be what they are.

(within the confines of the law)

 

 

 

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7 hours ago, shoopdawhoop said:

Dude they threw a giant hissy fit tantrum over extreme adult content on a website known for extreme adult content, stop being a shitty enabler

I'm afraid you didn't get the point - or I didn't when reading the blog entry.

For me, the rant on sex mods is only superficial, and I paid it no heed. I was aiming on the ulterior motive of the author; maybe I missed to make that clear.

I didn't intend to fuel the trolling of a bunch of angry kittens.

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I'm gonna touch upon a subject that nobody has brought up so far. 

A lot of people who enjoy rape/noncon fetishes are victims of sexual assault themselves. Indulging in this fetish is a way to take control over a traumatic situation/a scary possibility, and to make it a fantasy for yourself, that hurts nobody, and that you can stop whenever you want. That's the whole point of fantasies ; They are not real, and they do not bring harm on actual, living people. Enjoying noncon stuff is actually a self-therapy method that several professionals agree isn't unhealthy.

People enjoy the taboo, people enjoy imagining extreme scenarios in their heads while knowing that once they think about something else, the entire thing just ceases to exist. Not everyone who enjoys this kind of porn has the desire to commit these acts IRL, or to see them happen to them. As I said, a surprising amount of people who enjoy these fetishes are AFAB and victims/survivors themselves, yours truly included. 

It's about control and a lack of consequences. Ultimately, the only important thing is that people creating this content make sure to properly warn people about what their content is about, so that the people who want to avoid it, can avoid it. I understand that this is an upsetting subject for you, so I can only invite you to distance yourself as much as you can from this specific content, and to let others handle their kinks. 

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