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I will be using this blog to post about anything that is on my mind if I happen to remember my login for this site and come back.

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life, anxiety, heartache, drama, depression, casper

Regarding Anti-Harry Potter Sentiments

I was unfortunately outnumbered yesterday on a Facebook group where someone had posted an anti-JK Rowling meme. I don't remember the meme, I only remember that I found it kinda funny. I went into the comments and said, "All jokes aside, I still love Harry Potter but do not agree with JK's views. I am probably a Ravenclaw for life but I am also an Ally.". I should have held my typing fingers. Before I could blink, there were at least three people on my comment, telling me how I can't be an Ally A
IT and Pennywise Stuff

Obsessed With IT Again

"PENNYWISE IS BAE"   I have been obsessing over this clown for the last week. Both versions. Skarsgard AND Curry. It's gotten so bad now that my sleep schedule is back to being messed up again and my mother already got upset at me over it. At this point, I have watched all four IT movies, the fourth one twice in a row because I missed it the first time due to a very distracting fanfic. I couldn't help it. It's about a woman that loves to read, works at a library, listens
life, anxiety, heartache, drama, depression, casper

General Life Update

Still hoping for life to take a turn for the better at this moment. Everyone staying at this condo came down with sickness and we've all got different symptoms.  I've got a swollen sore throat and a lot of mucous. But it's not all bad. I finally have some food I enjoy eating, I got new books to enjoy reading and at this moment, I'm watching Ghostbusters.   Banner image on this blog post created by Red-Flare.
life, anxiety, heartache, drama, depression, casper

Mixed Messages

I don't know how to gauge what mom thinks about me anymore. One minute, she's getting after me for not sleeping or not doing dishes, which means she does still care but the next minute, she's telling me that I have to sleep on the floor just because I haven't yet finished working on some Sims 4 CC. I'm still recovering from the damage my father did and 95% of the time, mom is not here to be just us and talk. I've tried telling her how I feel and what we need to do but... the draw toward dating a
life, anxiety, heartache, drama, depression, casper

Update: I'm Not Dead

Just letting everyone know that even though I'm quiet right now, I'm mostly fine. Although I am having a bit too much life frustration to have the patience or energy to work on any mods at the moment. I don't know when I will return to it. I am hoping for some time soon though. Just dealing with lawyers, court hearings, the holidays, mom having a boyfriend, not being used to feeling like a third wheel around my own mom... all of that plus a dad who will not stop being an asshole by texting me li
Texas Chainsaw Massacre

Sexy Chainsaw-Fucking Bubba Won't Leave My Brain

The more time passes that I am not at least decent at modding my Sims 4 game, the more pent up tension I'm gonna feel from this, I just know it... and I can't do a thing about it outside of Sims because I'm living with my mom and having to share a bed with her until we can get me moved into my own place. Sucks.   What also seems kind of sucky was that the other night, someone told me that my Texas Chainsaw Massacre main OC was probably in vain. I have only seen the original film plus a
Sims 4 Works In Progress

I've Been Up All Night Again...

I am having some issues now with creating my own CC for Sims 4 from the bottom up... I tried using a tutorial to create furniture and got this monstrosity that won't obey anything I want it to do in Blender. This is difficult. If anyone knows how to fix my issues with the shading not being able to be change/adjusted or with the wrapping, here is the file. chair base2.blend   If someone would take a look and tell me exactly what I need to do, that would be great.
Sims 4 Creations

Bringing the Beetlejuice Cartoon Up To Sims 4 Slowly But Surely

Unfortunately, I will have to add the link later after it has been processed but I managed to make some framed prints today for Sims to hang up on their walls in Buy Mode that feature Beetlejuice, Lydia, Jacques Lalean and a few of SuztheSnooze's adorable OCs. I'm a fan of her art and really wanted it in my Sims' houses. Her slight redesigns of the Beetlejuice cartoon's character models make me smile. ^^ I have included a photo of the finished prints available to be placed.   Edit:
Sims 4 Mod Inspirations- Horror

I haven't slept in nearly 48 hours again

It isn't for lack of being happy though. I keep not wanting to sleep because things I am doing or seeing while awake are making me way too excited and happy. Whether it's the idea for a great, new but much simpler mod on Sims 4 or something that is happening to me on Sims 4 or something I ran into on YouTube. At this very moment in time, I am not wanting to sleep because I'm excited that for once, I have sushi AND sashimi AND snow crab in the fridge and because I ran into a new video on YouTube
life, anxiety, heartache, drama, depression, casper

Yesterday was... something.

Before I start detailing what occurred yesterday, I need to catch the reader up on a few things so that this all makes more sense.   1. I was diagnosed with Asperger's Syndrome when I was 8 and it has led me to have some different quirks that most people don't expect from others.   2. My parents, who were my foundational support while together even when they fought, divorced toward the end of 2019 but due to COVID, the finalization was postponed until August 2020.  
Sims 4 Mod Development

All Nighter For Nothing

I started modding my Sims 4 game early yesterday morning. It began innocently enough. I am currently trying to raise Lydia from the Beetlejuice animated series from a small child to an adult and figured that if I was to have a Beetlejuice cartoon themed file, I needed a few extra fun little frills (like monster doughnut edibles and man eating plants). So I hopped on the internet to see what I could find. After ten straight hours of browsing and still not getting through even a fraction of a sing
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