It isn't for lack of being happy though. I keep not wanting to sleep because things I am doing or seeing while awake are making me way too excited and happy. Whether it's the idea for a great, new but much simpler mod on Sims 4 or something that is happening to me on Sims 4 or something I ran into on YouTube. At this very moment in time, I am not wanting to sleep because I'm excited that for once, I have sushi AND sashimi AND snow crab in the fridge and because I ran into a new video on YouTube that was recently posted by The Merkins. For being someone so afraid of every little thing, I somehow grew up to really love a lot of horror films. I even developed a few crushes on some of the "monsters"... So anyway, The Merkins just uploaded a new video featuring my favorite out of their Slasherstreet Boys, Leatherface. If you look up The Merkins Leatherface I Think My Chainsaw Is Sexy then you'll see exactly what I just saw. It may disturb those who don't feel attracted to Jedediah so be warned. But as for me... I was grinning like an idiot the entire time and for an hour afterward.

I'm currently very hungry and need to eat my sushi/sashimi tray before it goes bad but I am also way too mentally fixated on that video to let myself eat. Oh, the problems.

I am internally screaming right now. I have an OC Sim that direly needs this video to exist in her world and I'm at too low of an experience level right now with modding to tackle the issue.