"PENNYWISE IS BAE"

I have been obsessing over this clown for the last week. Both versions. Skarsgard AND Curry.

It's gotten so bad now that my sleep schedule is back to being messed up again and my mother already got upset at me over it.

At this point, I have watched all four IT movies, the fourth one twice in a row because I missed it the first time due to a very distracting fanfic.

I couldn't help it. It's about a woman that loves to read, works at a library, listens to hard rock, has a cat and falls in love with Pennywise. It literally sounds like

me. I'll link it here since it needs more reads but be warned- it has rated R chapters.

https://archiveofourown.org/works/24301468/chapters/58580593?view_adult=true

I discovered it after joining a Pennywise fans Discord server this weekend when I got talking to one of the fan artists

who shares my same kinks. They were just as surprised as I was about it I think and they said they'd written a fanfic featuring them with Pennywise.

So I said "gimme" and this is the first time I've really enjoyed someone else's fanfic in years. Seriously, the author needs more readers. They told me their descriptions were

inspired by Stephen King but I'd argue they do it better than him. Anyway, so that's been a high for me. I've also spent the last week writing fanfiction myself,

doing fanart/fanskits and playing out my own stupid little self-indulgent AU on Sims 4 using Sims of my OCs and Sims of Tim Curry and Bill Skarsgard... and now, I'm thinking of

writing a fanfic on here under its own category on my LoversLab blog. Maybe I will. All I know right now is that the IT fandom is experiencing some completely dead hours with no one

online, so I'm beyond bored because there's no one to talk to about Pennywise. I'd start a conversation about It with my irl friends who like horror but I can't do that.

Mainly because one of my BFFs is terrified of clowns because she saw IT 1990 when we were kids. I'm afraid she would block me or something if I went on and on about the clown.

I would be so happy right now if I knew I could count on the other Pennywise fans being online in about four or five more hours but I can't. This last weekend

was one giant circus of fun on the Discord with everyone on and I'm severely missing the feeling. I need to crack stupid IT related jokes with someone right now. I need to be swapping

fanfics about Pennywise with someone right now. It's all I can think about and Sims 4 just isn't cutting it because I wanna share my Sims shenanigans but there's no one to share them with.

On another note? I need to learn how to make Discord bots because the Pennywise bot we have in the Dead Lights Discord doesn't have enough commands and responses.

I'd especially like to make one that responds to an "(insert name here)" command like "Christopher likes you"/"Amy likes you"/"Abri likes you" and have It be able to respond like

"Sucks to be (insert name here)."/"(Insert name here) likes me? That's weird."/"I like (insert name here), too.". I'm also interested in making custom food and drinks for Sims 4, as I'd like to make

IT themed food right now in my game as well as food with a general horror theme (i.e. mainly cannibalism dishes, that way I can also use them for my Texas Chainsaw AU). I'm gonna go look up a tutorial for making custom Sims 4 recipes now.

But before I do... Let me show you my new iPhone wallpaper because of all of this tom fuckery of the past week.