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Molevalence

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Im going to put this in spoilers as it may be a little long.

 

 

 

Had a very close near death experience this past 2 weeks. 2 months ago went to the emergency room due to severe stomach pain making me unable to sleep. Was given pain medication and after 8 hours went home. Researched some and decided to change my eating habits completely. Now my diet consists of mostly fruits, vegetables, little bit of cheese and some chicken as well as fish. I limited my "treats" to once or twice a week and a snack for me now is a kiwi or green apple.

 

Over the course of 2 months I had 8 of these pain episodes 4 in which I had to go to the hospital. It turns out that my gallbladder had swollen to twice its size and partially ruptured causing a infection in my blood (Sepsis or Septicemia) Just this Friday I was taken in for emergency surgery and had it removed and given a large amount of antibiotics to deal with the blood poisoning. All I know is from what doctors/nurses have told me since I was sedated shortly after admitted into the hospital. I'm not afraid of death but this whole experience left me uncomfortable because I was unconscious about 85% of the time and unable to act or even think. It was definitely a frustrating experience.

 

I am now home recovering from that surgery on top of my physical therapy for my right knee. :s Sleeping is quite difficult as I sleep on my side and now am forced to sleep flat on my back. I cannot really do much on my own now even walking short distances (a mile) can be exhausting so I have become quite restless. It has been difficult trying to keep myself occupied but gaming can keep me distracted for a little while.

 

 

Apologies if this sounds like a rant but after the last couple weeks I needed to say something. I think I might start keeping a journal.

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KoolHndLuke

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Im going to put this in spoilers as it may be a little long.

 

 

 

Had a very close near death experience this past 2 weeks. 2 months ago went to the emergency room due to severe stomach pain making me unable to sleep. Was given pain medication and after 8 hours went home. Researched some and decided to change my eating habits completely. Now my diet consists of mostly fruits, vegetables, little bit of cheese and some chicken as well as fish. I limited my "treats" to once or twice a week and a snack for me now is a kiwi or green apple.

 

Over the course of 2 months I had 8 of these pain episodes 4 in which I had to go to the hospital. It turns out that my gallbladder had swollen to twice its size and partially ruptured causing a infection in my blood (Sepsis or Septicemia) Just this Friday I was taken in for emergency surgery and had it removed and given a large amount of antibiotics to deal with the blood poisoning. All I know is from what doctors/nurses have told me since I was sedated shortly after admitted into the hospital. I'm not afraid of death but this whole experience left me uncomfortable because I was unconscious about 85% of the time and unable to act or even think. It was definitely a frustrating experience.

 

I am now home recovering from that surgery on top of my physical therapy for my right knee. :s Sleeping is quite difficult as I sleep on my side and now am forced to sleep flat on my back. I cannot really do much on my own now even walking short distances (a mile) can be exhausting so I have become quite restless. It has been difficult trying to keep myself occupied but gaming can keep me distracted for a little while.

 

 

Apologies if this sounds like a rant but after the last couple weeks I needed to say something. I think I might start keeping a journal.

Hang in there friend! Hope you start feeling better! tenor.gif

Shine on you Crazy Diamond! 

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KoolHndLuke

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I was watching a porn video which had an awesome song in it. Told my boy friend about the song. He liked it and were i had heard it... Didn't have the heart to him where i learned about it. He's a pretty strict Mormon.

A Catholic and a Mormon? Does that even work? Sorry, I just never met a Mormon I liked...I mean besides their beliefs.

 

No piensan bien en la cabeza. :(

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Molevalence

Molevalence

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Small story ahead. I'll place it in spoilers

 

 

 

Went to Burger King yesterday and noticed a 15-16 year old girl working the cash. Just by looking at her body language I knew she was shy and very uncomfortable in the environment she was working in. Even when she took my order she barely looked at me. She got my order wrong but I ate it anyways. Most people would go back and get it replaced I have even seen people flip out or something so menial (I had someone throw a tray of food at me back when I worked customer service) so I took the high road. Tipped her 10 bucks and told her she's doing a good job and to keep at it.

 

I have done customer service work for 10 years before I switched to labor and got injured and let me tell you anyone who has worked this field or is currently working a customer service job in any category I commend you. The amount of crap we all had to deal with just to make ends meet is absurd. Sure it's a job that does not require much in training or is flashy in any way but it sure as hell is not for everyone. The most vexing thing about this job is when a specific type of person comes in/speaks to you over the phone and they think they're better than you. (If you worked customer service you know exactly what I am talking about.)

 

I don't go out to eat much anymore but when I do I always tip because I know what hell they're going through. The way I see it customer service jobs are a small but very important piece of this crazy world of life we call today and I think the people who work these jobs need to be acknowledged and appreciated more. They are on the front lines dealing with many sorts of bullshit from society.

 

 

 

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Molevalence

Molevalence

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Just played some Rounds of League of Legends ( ye how dumb ikr )

 

I wish I could do this : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vuBWbpTJRqk

 

Something tells me if I had money like that I would probably do the same. XD

 

 

these god damn kids ( grown up and not ) deserve a damn beating :>

 

Pretty much this whole generation needs a good kick in the head.

 

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arpaschad

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Another overhyped manga to anime to Hollywood bastardization, I mean adaptation...forgive me If I am less than ecstatic about this...at least they put in the anime eyes...at least they have  something that was taken from the manga or anime after they fuck this up or change it so much that the only thing discernible is the title and those aforementioned anime eyes...

 

Death Note
Ghost in the Shell
Battle Angel Alita (?)

 

let's see...

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Otsuyu

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I am a bit pissed off with the way some people wanted me to end my crush on someone just because he is gay.  "He's very handsome but too bad he is gay. Forget about him and find another crush!", they would say. For one, I do not think my crush is a waste of a man because he is simply a man who likes men. As long as I leave him blissfully unaware, my feelings don't have to affect him. 
I would have to forget about him if I was interested to pursue an actual relationship with him. But I am already content with admiring and fantasising him from a far. Heterosexual or gay irl, it's still as fun to fuck him in my fantasies. 

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arpaschad

arpaschad

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- Game makes you want something
- Game hides it in randomized real money boxes instead of selling it upfront
- Game sucks
 
It's really that simple... The player sets his own priorities and goals within a game...Those can be related to game mechanics or aesthetic things.... As soon as the transparent exchange of money and goods is clouded by indirect, randomized, lootboxes it's a shady, anti-consumer way of doing business...

 

It's not "Just Cosmetic" anymore when it's part of the damn game...

 
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Molevalence

Molevalence

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As you are aware for the past 2 years I have been dealing with a leg injury from work. After 2 surgeries and about 15 months of therapy I now fly out to Saskatchewan for an assessment. 3 possibilities can happen. They either intensify my therapy, I will require another surgery, or I will require a leg brace for support for the rest of my life. I also found out a muscle around me knee got shredded in the accident and was removed so the brace is more of a real thing in my situation. It's been on my mind for weeks since if I do get the brace it will be a life altering result. All my life I known mostly labor work and now I doubt I will ever be able to do it again. :S

 

6 days untill Christmas!

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Lyman the Lunatic

Lyman the Lunatic

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What's on my mind right now...

I have been starved from a good RTS game for so many years & I can feel this sort of depression rising inside me. I am losing the will to live & lost my appetite. I got back from work just to boot up my PC & stare blankly at my desktop until I fall asleep because I don't know what game to play that will satisfy me like an RTS would. For the past 3 years, new games don't interest me at all. I don't know if I'm getting too old for video games or I am looking for a good RTS out in the market but they just don't exist which is the reason why I feel the way I am right now. Now I just play the old RTS games I have, I bought some of the old classics, but I felt like I just retread the same old gardens I've walked through for so many times it doesn't excite me as much as a new RTS game would.

Now I just lurk in forums, making posts, or participate in some philosophical forum debates or criticize the SJW culture just to sate this thirst for a new RTS game but I feel this practice is just a fool's errand. I still didn't get to play an RTS, and the arguments I've had doesn't change anything, it only made me feel better for a brief moment before the thirst comes back again...

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