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ADRENALINE AUTHOR'S NOTE
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My Followers Pack 8 - Standalone Followers - SE View File Eighth follower pack released! I hope you enjoy this one too. This pack contains my Kyo, Leonora, Ugath, Vadori and Ygna followers. I'll be waiting for your feedback! ? Read Kyo's story here. Read Ygna's story here. >> Check the outfits list here << Followers: Kyo, Leonora, Ugath, Vadori and Ygna. Level: 10 and will level up with the player. Marriageable: Yes. They wear the following clothes/armor: Kyo → Solitude Guard Armor Leonora → Vampire Armor Ugath → Orcish Armor Vadori → Leather Armor Ygna → Farmer Outfit I've personally tested this mod in both LE and SE versions. Both work fine on my end. If you find any problem/bug, please report it to me (screenshots may be of help). Kyo → Inside Solitude City, outside of the Winking Skeever Inn. Leonora → Outside Frostfruit Inn, Rorikstead. Ugath → Wandering around Narzulbur Stronghold. Vadori → Wandering around Jarl's Chambers, Understone Keep (Markarth). Ygna → Inside the Temple of Talos, Windhelm. A skeleton that supports the body physics. CBPC & SMP Physics. Body - Nyr UUNP/BHUNP Preset Skin - Bijin Skin Brows - Hvergelmir's Brows Eyes - The Eyes of Beauty / CN Eyes Hair - KS Hairdo's / HG Hairdo's Submitter Anuketh Submitted 12/21/2021 Category Adult Mods Requires Read description Regular Edition Compatible No -
My Followers Pack 7 - Standalone Followers - LE View File Seventh follower pack released! I hope you enjoy this one too. I'll be waiting for your feedback! Thank you for all the support! I hope you're all staying safe ❤️ Read Emma's story here. Read Lizzy's story here. Read Rhidia's story here. Read Sahora's story here. >> Check the outfits list here << Followers: Emma, Lizzy, Rhidia, Sahora and Shera. Level: 10 and will level up with the player. Marriageable: Yes. They wear the following clothes/armor: Emma → Penitus Oculatus armor. Lizzy → College Restoration Robes. Rhidia → Alik'r armor. Sahora → Jarl clothes. Shera → None. I've personally tested this mod in both LE and SE versions. Both work fine on my end. If you find any problem/bug, please report it to me (screenshots may be of help). Emma - Inside Jorrvaskr, Whiterun. Lizzy - Stendarr's Beacon, The Rift. Rhidia - Outside White River Watch, Whiterun. Sahora - Inside Jarl Elisif The Fair's Bedroom, Blue Palace (Solitude). Shera - North-East Lake of Darkwater Crossing, Eastmarch. A skeleton that supports the body physics (SE or LE). HDT-SMP (SE) / HDT (LE). Body - UNPK (Bodyslide Studio) Skin - Fair Skin Complexion Brows - Hvergelmir's Brows Eyes - The Eyes of Beauty Hair - KS Hairdo's ENB - Picturesque ENB Submitter Anuketh Submitted 03/24/2021 Category Companions Requires Read description Special Edition Compatible Yes
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Amarith the Futanari Crusader View File NOTICE - I had a hell of a time getting this mod to work. First mod I ever made for special edition, and holy shit why is it so much harder making a follower with a custom face in SE than in LE??? So, I made, deleted, and changed a lot of stuff in the making of this mod. So I can't guarantee everything will work correctly, especially considering the CK really liked to tell me there was an error producing the BSA but produce it anyway, so idfk. I'd appreciate it if anyone that tries the mod let me know if it works and if you found any oddities. Description: Also known across Morrowind as Amarith the Immortal, a holy crusader of the Gynopian Order in allegiance of the Goddess Kathrodite (Kath-thro-die-tee), Amarith has traveled far to Skyrim in search of heathen undead to slay and tight new holes to squeeze into. Her Futanium steel armor, forged in the molten jizz of her benevolent hermaphroditic Goddess Kathrodite, stands tall and imposing on sturdy high heel boots. Futanium vambraces, gauntlets, and pauldrons protect her flesh, while the fine fabric on her palms remains gentle enough to caress a partner without removing her armor. Her upper torso is padded by thick fabric woven with futanium maille, leaving the bottom half exposed so as not to disgrace herself by shutting away the blessing that swings proudly between her legs. No armor is needed there but the divine protection of Kathrodite. Installation: Download all requirements listed below and their prerequisites. Read all mod descriptions carefully if you're new to modding. This ain't no picnic. You have to work before you play, and if you half ass that work by blindly downloading stuff and not checking requirements it's your own fault if something doesn't work (Unless my mod is broke). The armor is a tad more complicated than the average mod, and the OG mod doesn't make that very clear. You need the texture files from the original Kardia mod, found here: https://www.nexusmods.com/skyrimspecialedition/mods/41822 After that you can install the 3BBB (3BA) converted version here on loverslab. You will find the link below in the requirements. After that it's a pretty standard install process. Just drop it in your data folder (After installing all requirements of course). Optional Options: Includes 3 options for your perusal: -Non Futanari ESP -Custom BodySlide Presets (For both the body and the schlong) -3BBB Vagina Texture Fix (Use if your char's pussy is too bright. Might be caused by ENB, idk. This is not made for my mod, I made this months ago. You can even use it without my mod.) Compatibility: The body should be compatible with all CBBE body texture mods, but the schlong is not. I recommend using Fair Skin. Fair Skin Complexion - https://www.nexusmods.com/skyrimspecialedition/mods/798 If you have to use another mod, you may need to deal with texture seams or make your own patch using the guide provided on the SOS addon page. Troubleshooting: Only issue I know about is that she won't have a penis when you first meet her. Though she does actually have a dick, it just takes some fiddling with to get it to show because the revealing tag on armor can be finicky. You can fix this by targeting her (Default hotkey is N) and then open the Schlongs of Skyrim MCM menu. Her settings will be on the right. Adjust the size value of her dick to your preference (I recommend something between 4 - 7). This'll reset her dick and make it visible. Requirements: Apachii Hair - https://www.nexusmods.com/skyrimspecialedition/mods/2014 CBBE 3BBB (3BA) - https://www.nexusmods.com/skyrimspecialedition/mods/30174 RaceMenu High Heels - https://www.nexusmods.com/skyrimspecialedition/mods/18045 Submitter Subject2Host Submitted 03/28/2021 Category Companions Requires Special Edition Compatible Yes
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My Followers Pack 5 - Standalone Followers - LE View File This mod has been officially released. I hope you enjoy this fifth merged pack. Thank you for all the support! I hope you're all staying safe ❤️ Read Helia's story here. Read Isabella's story here. Read Leah's story here. Read Oasis' story here. >> Check the outfits list here << Followers: Helia, Isabella, Leah, Linn and Oasis. Level: 10 and will level up with the player. Marriageable: Yes. They wear the following clothes/armor: Helia → Companion's armor / Dawnbreaker Isabella → Fine clothes / Steel sword Leah → Archmage robes / 2x Ebony daggers Linn → Elven armor / 2x Elven daggers Oasis → Tavern clothes / 2x Scimitars I've personally tested this mod in both LE and SE versions. Both work fine on my end. If you find any problem/bug, please report it to me (screenshots may be of help). Helia - Outside Kilkreath's Temple, Solitude. Isabella - East Empire Company Docks, Solitude. Leah - Wandering around Shor's Stone. Linn - Sky Haven Temple. Oasis - Sleeping Giant Inn, Riverwood. A skeleton that supports the body physics (SE or LE). HDT-SMP (SE) / HDT (LE). Body - Bodyslide Studio/3BA - SE / LE Skin - Leyenda Skin - SE / LE Brows - Enhanced Brows - SE / LE Eyes - The Eyes of Beauty - SE / LE Hair - KS Hairdo's - SE / LE ENB - Rudy ENB - SE / LE Submitter Anuketh Submitted 09/19/2020 Category Companions Requires Read description Special Edition Compatible Yes
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View File What is this ? A play home in Riften that comes with three Redguard and one Nord follower. The followers were put in the home to give it life. A decked out player home with manikins and weapon racks "IT IS NOT". Meant more ta be a play home with 4 followers and room to sleep 3 +1 more, with large pool and two baths, custom artwork, nothing great but it adds life. The artwork makes this an adult mod only. Lowe Down is underneath the Keep on the canal level, look at pics. fully navmeshed. Their is no map marker, why bother its inside the city, however their is a teleport spell in the master bedroom. To keep the house simple only Skyrim resources were used with the exception of the paintings. I may try to do more with it at a later date it really depends on the community. Credits & Resources Buyable Paintings and Pictures - Place Anywhere by Iceburg Buyable Porn Paintings and Pictures True Eyes by JimtownIrish The Eyes Of Beauty by Gabriel Mailhot as LogRaam RANs HeadMesh Variants by RAN46 BodySlide and Outfit Studio by Ousnius and Caliente Demoniac- High Quality Glossy Female Body Texture 8K 4K 2K by Regenbot03 Leyenda Skin Brows by Hvergelmir KS Hairdos - Renewal by Kalilies Stealthic Khaos and Shocky SG Hair pack AIO Teeth Plus - Redone by urgarulga The Super Booty Body Special Edition (Bodyslide Preset) by The Real Carlton Banks NPC Nif Merge by Turulo NifSkope GIMP is 2.8.1 BnS Renzuneiyi Dress UUNP HDT Printed Tights UUNP HDT Mini Apron UUNP HDT UNP Minidresses Collection by Tiwa44 Thanks to Gimp tutor; FlopZnuts Darkfox127 Productions Followers Sugar Baby: Custom Redguard Honorhall Orphanage Keshia; Custom Redguard Bunkhouse Katty Cakes; Custom Redguard Bee & Bard Olga; Custom Nord Temple of Mara or you can find all of them in Lowe Down All are uunp custom preset body Submitter dwcool62 Submitted 01/04/2017 Category Other Requires skyrim,hdt,XP32 Maximum Skeleton Extended Special Edition Compatible
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View File This is a racemenu preset for the female nord that is based on the likeness of Bounty Suicide of the goth/tattoo modeling organization "suicide girls." It does not include all of her many complex tattoos because I haven't the faintest clue on how to draw all of her tats on a female body texture, and I am also not a skilled artist. But if you would be willing to do that, be my guest! There are three files, the first one (Michaeline.jslot) which is the modern general version of her, and the 2nd file (Michaeline SG.jslot) was made to make her appearance look like she did in a very specific photoshoot of hers for suicide girls, and the third file is a set of custom eyebrows that were cut out of an actual photograph of Bounty and carefully crafted into eyebrow textures. One of the femalebrow_## files in the following directory computer/local disk/programfilesx86/steam/steamapps/common/skyrim/data/textures/actors/character/femalebrows. ===INSTALLATION=== Step 1. After downloading this file, go into the directory my computer/local disk/program files x86/steam/steamapps/common/skyrim/data/skse/plugins/chargen/presets and copy and paste the file Michaeline.jslot into there. NOTE: before the "chargen" directory is created, you have to save a preset in racemenu, so just go into the racemenu screen and then go into presets, then press F5 to save any preset and create the directory. Step 2. Boot the game up, go into racemenu by typing "showracemenu" in the console, then click "presets" on the bar in the top right of the screen, and press F9 to load presets and load "Michaeline.jslot" (it should be in there) and voila, there you are! Step 3. To install her eyebrows, go into the following directory computer/local disk/programfilesx86/steam/steamapps/common/skyrim/data/textures/actors/character/femalebrows and drag the femalebrow_02.dds file contained in the download into the open directory screen for skyrim's female eyebrow textures, click "move and replace" to replace the existing texture. Be sure to back up the original beforehand unless you want to lose them. ===REQUIREMENTS=== *SKSE 1.7.3 or above *Racemenu (latest version) *Xenius Character Enhancement Compilation Pack <---- XCE Compilation Pack is not 100% necessary but is strongly recommended! *Caliente's Beautiful Bodies Edition (CBBE) OR Dimonized UNP Skinny (UNP) whichever you prefer *The Eyes Of Beauty *True Brows *Apachii SkyHair Females 1.5 Make 100% sure that you have the above mods installed before playing this or else this will not work properly! Follow the instructions very carefully! ===Optional/Recommended=== Sexy Vanilla Female Armor for UNP and SevenBase with BBP Red Dress UNP HN66s Golden Earrings Ashara Dimonized Dragon Dress And Jewelry Dovabling Jewelry Replacer Immersive Jewelry Bracelets By Ezuka Sexy Swimsuit and bikinis for CBBE Wedding Rings By Ezuka FNIS Sexy Walk/FNIS 5.2 Submitter Kernel39 Submitted 10/01/2015 Category Models & Textures Requires SKSE 1.7.3, Racemenu, Xenius Character Enhancement Compilation Pack, Caliente's Beautiful Bodies Edition, The Eyes Of Beauty, True Brwos, Apachii Skyhair Females 1.5 Special Edition Compatible
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View File ===DESCRIPTION=== This mod is a racemenu preset that includes the very close likeness of the lovely and gorgeous Kris Williams from the hit SyFy channel reality shows "ghost hunters" and "ghost hunters international." She is probably the most famous and desirable female cast member of the "ghost hunters" reality television franchise and has been featured in several notable "sexiest 100 women in the world" lists throughout the years and was even once interviewed on playboy radio. Most people (especially men) would agree that Kris was one of the most stunningly beautiful women on all of reality television, unfortunately she decided to leave the show after ghost hunters international was cancelled in 2012. Which means that millions of heterosexual men will miss seeing her. ===INSTALLATION=== Step 1. After downloading this file, go into the directory my computer/local disk/program files x86/steam/steamapps/common/skyrim/data/skse/plugins/chargen/presets and copy and paste the file Kris Williams.jslot into there. Step 2. Boot the game up, go into racemenu by typing "showracemenu" in the console, then click "presets" on the bar in the top right of the screen, and press F9 to load presets and load "Kris Williams.jslot" (it should be in there) and voila, there you are! ===REQUIREMENTS=== *SKSE 1.7.2 or above *Racemenu (latest version) *Xenius Character Enhancement Compilation Pack <---- XCE Compilation Pack is not 100% necessary but is strongly recommended! *TrueEyes - (for the dark brown eyes) *TrueBrows - For The EyeBrows *ApachiiSkyhair (for the hair) Make 100% sure that you have the above mods installed before playing this or else this will not work properly! ===Optional/Recommended=== Sexy Vanilla Female Armor for UNP and SevenBase with BBP Bracelets By Ezuka Sexy Swimsuit and bikinis for CBBE Wedding Rings By Ezuka FNIS Sexy Walk/FNIS 5.2 Submitter Kernel39 Submitted 03/07/2015 Category Models & Textures Requires skse 1.7.2, racemenu, xenius character enhancement compilation pack, trueeyes, truebrows, apachiiskyhair Special Edition Compatible
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View File This mod is a racemenu preset that includes the likeness of a woman named Michelle Tate, who was on the SyFy channel paranormal-themed reality shows ghost hunters and ghost hunters academy for some time. ===INSTALLATION=== Step 1. After downloading this file, go into the directory my computer/local disk/program files x86/steam/steamapps/common/skyrim/data/skse/plugins/chargen/presets and copy and paste the file Michelle Tate.jslot into there. Step 2. Boot the game up, go into racemenu by typing "showracemenu" in the console, then click "presets" on the bar in the top right of the screen, and press F9 to load presets and load "Michelle Tate.jslot" (it should be in there) and voila, there you are! ===REQUIREMENTS=== *SKSE 1.7.2 or above *Racemenu (latest version) *SG Eyebrows *True Eyes *Dimonized UNP Skinny body *SG Hair Pack 268 Edition (google this mod to find it's download location, it is not anywhere on nexus or loverslab) Make 100% sure that you have the above mods installed before playing this or else this will not work properly! ===Optional/Recommended=== Sexy Vanilla Female Armor for UNP and SevenBase with BBP Bracelets By Ezuka Sexy Swimsuit and bikinis for CBBE Wedding Rings By Ezuka FNIS Sexy Walk/FNIS 5.2 Submitter Kernel39 Submitted 06/11/2015 Category Models & Textures Requires SKSE 1.7.2 or above, Racemenu, Dimonized UNP Skinny Body, True Eyes, SG Eyebrows, SG Hair Pack 268 Edition Special Edition Compatible
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View File This is a preset for the racemenu mod that includes the likeness of Amy Bruni, who was on the long-running SyFy channel reality show "ghost hunters" for many years. ===>REQUIREMENTS<=== SKSE 1.7.2 or above Latest version of Racemenu Dimonized UNP Skinny Body The Eyes Of Beauty SG Hair Pack 268 Edition (google this mod to find the download location) Mature skin texture and body for UNP CBBE ADEC THE ABOVE MODS ARE REQUIRED FOR THIS TO WORK PROPERLY! MAKE 100% SURE THAT YOU HAVE THE LATEST VERSIONS OF THEM INSTALLED BEFOREHAND! ===INSTALLATION=== Step 1. Go into the directory my computer/local disk/program files x86/steam/steamapps/common/skyrim/data/skse/plugins/chargen/presets and copy and paste the file preset Amy Bruni.jslot into there. Step 2. Boot the game up, go into racemenu by typing "showracemenu" in the console, then click "presets" on the bar in the top right of the screen, and press F9 to load presets (it should be in there) and voila, there you are! ===Optional/Recommended=== Sexy Vanilla Female Armor for UNP and SevenBase with BBP Bracelets By Ezuka Sexy Swimsuit and bikinis for CBBE Wedding Rings By Ezuka FNIS Sexy Walk/FNIS 5.2 Better Vanilla Hairs - Mesh Replacements Submitter Kernel39 Submitted 06/11/2015 Category Models & Textures Requires SKSE 1.7.2 or above, Dimonized UNP Skinny Body, The Eyes Of Beauty, SG Hair Pack 268 Edition, Mature skin texture and body for UNP CBBE ADEC, Special Edition Compatible
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Cindy Lennox Racemenu Preset High Poly Head View File Flufy Fox Cindy Lennox This is my Cindy Lennox based preset :3 shes character from Resident evil Outbreak series, i will let an basic list for the mods needed, you can check my discord too. Oh i Forgot to mention the Race is Nord. If you want the body look exactly same as my, she have medium to small breats, use uunp or bhunp, so i will list bhunp since is pretty nice for le too. I can add reference sliders pics or i try to make on the cbbe body too. ---Main mods i use on all my Characters--- BHUNP Next Generation High Poly Head Vector Plexus KS Hairdos SG Female Eyebrows Better Females Eyebrows freckles for female The Eyes of beauty Linds Humans Eyes - Player Standalone Eyes of Aber Mikans Eyes The Witcher Eyes Female Makeup Suite 2K Freckle Mania 2 Combo 4K Female Expressive Facial Animation Skin Texture was Fair skin, but i am using Diamond now. This list is all mods i have now that i was using on my chars, i will let 2 presets, one with no make up and a normal blue skyrim eye, and another one full modded, and 2 files with mod managers path and one with just the files. Discord: https://discord.gg/JHzHgeZHyM -----Credits----- For the all the others authors of the mods i used to create her, theres too many so i put the for the main mods needed. Vector Plexus Kalilies r1goodwin LogRaam Submitter FlufyFox Submitted 06/28/2021 Category Other Requires Special Edition Compatible Yes -
The following will explain lots of the actions Leandra will do or already did in the past. I hope that everything is clearer now.
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My Followers Pack 9 - Standalone Followers - LE View File Nineth follower pack released! As always, your feedback is welcome! Just download the LE/SE file and unzip the contents inside your Skyrim/Data folder. If you find any problem/bug, please report it to me (screenshots may be of help). Followers: Amber, Ellia, Karma, Phoebe & Renja. Level: 10 and will level up with the player. Marriageable: Yes. They wear the following clothes/armor: Amber → Steel Plate Armor. Ellia → Elven Gilded Armor. Karma → Nothing. Phoebe → Steel Armor. Renja → Companions Wolf Armor. Amber - Inside The Temple of Kynareth, Whiterun. Ellia - Outside Riften's North Gate. Karma - Outside Dawnstar's Dark Brotherhood Sanctuary. Phoebe - Wandering around The Skyforge, Whiterun. Renja - Over the bridge at the entrance of Dragonsreach, Whiterun. A skeleton that supports the body physics. HDT Physics. Body - Bodyslide Studio, CBBE Skin - Bijin Skin Brows - Hvergelmir Brows Eyes - The Eyes of Beauty Hair - KS Hairdo's & HG Hairdo's Submitter Anuketh Submitted 07/24/2023 Category Companions Requires Read description Special Edition Compatible No
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Meet Rufus Rufus Likes Men Rufus Likes men ALOT He likes taking it. From Anything or anyone. Sometimes He just likes to show off. Then again Who doesnt?
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Recent Shots Double Feature ft. Victoria Tetrachromatic ENB
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SOLO ROUGH
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Juliet was Elisif The Fair's cousin. At an early age she was sent along with her cousin to be married to a nobleman and help strengthen relations between Elisif's family and the court of Solitude. As a noble, Juliet had certain advantages. She could order the servants to do anything and she could also ask the cook for all kinds of delicacies just for her. One morning, Juliet was called to the court of Solitude. Her cousin Elisif wanted to talk to her about her marriage to a noble. Specifically, the nobleman was Erikur, the Thane of Elisif. Their marriage was going to be an arrangement to keep the noble controlled, since they had long suspected him. Juliet protested. She did not want to marry a nobleman with such a bad reputation as Erikur. In court he was famous for frequenting bad companies in elven brothels and getting drunk late at night. Her protest was useless and the wedding took place weeks later. In front of the eight divines, Juliet and Erikur took their vows and finally joined before the eyes of gods and men. The honeymoon was horrible. Juliet was touched in places she didn't want by a man she didn't love. She was tired of doing what she was told, all in a world ruled by men and absurd laws. That night something woke up inside Juliet. Months passed. While Erikur was in court during the day rubbing shoulders with other nobles, Juliet was reading reports about the war and studying strategies. She was becoming powerful through knowledge. During the night, while her husband was surrounded by elven prostitutes, Juliet was writing letters to her new contacts, receiving and sending information that would make empires fall. Everything to become what Juliet longed for with all her strength: to be the empress of the most powerful empire in the world. She will not fail. No matter what. NAME: Marriage Agreements STATUS: Finished. RATING: NSFW. PLOT: The story of Juliet, the cousin of Elisif The Fair.
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There are beautiful views in Helgen, I guess.
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First and foremost, sorry about the lighting difference making the Orc seem like she sometimes appear as a Dunmer. However, the Orcs in Skyrim are more realistically depicted than the bright greenskins depicted in every other game. Anyways, hope you enjoy this quick short story! ^^ As always I hope you enjoyed this very short story of my Nordic character!! Thank you all for sticking around and if there are any suggestions or characters you'd like me to use, just lmk :))
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Hey guys, I know it has been a very long time since the last "The Paladin's Daughter" update on that novel but life happens and I needed to not focus on it. I finally got the time to come back to my writing and to be honest, I completely lost where I was going with the whole story. So instead while I try to scrounge up what I can to make it up to you guys, I instead made a short story about a voluntarily abducted Nord protagonist 🤣 I also went with a different approach on how I design the panels! lmk if I should go back to the normal design or if you guys like the new design more! :3 As always I hope you enjoyed this very short story of my Nordic character!! Thank you all for sticking around and if there are any suggestions or characters you'd like me to use, just lmk :))
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HAVEN AUTHOR'S NOTE
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Welcome back to Wild Love. The long wait is over Had this chapter stuck in drafts for a while, published it and it wouldn't allow me to change its date of publish so created a new blog entry, but it's finally done. Give it a thumbs up if you enjoy and feel free to give feedback. P.s. if anyone has any idea why I kept getting broken images 50-60% of the time I loaded up my images. Please let me know.
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just back... and he is stroking... OMG
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Hurra, he is back... feeling good in magics. met followers whatever the weather fuck - he's stroking -LOL ((I've to adjust the "Scent of Sex"-Mod)) resting at an inn ?♂️ -
Some nude pics of my character~
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You want to know my story? That is interesting, coming from someone like you. But I guess such an indulgence is even something that I can admire, given the excess that I usually crave. But the truth is likely to be exactly what you might think. The common phrase, coupled with enough rage, anger, and hated, that bring about something that may resemble what once was, but differs greatly. What do I mean? Something simple. Yet, filled with enough emotions to cause bloat, and they would not care at all. For what is the simple life of a farm girl, one that is no stranger to work, and in spite of that physicality, the strength of battle hardened soldiers barely measures against that? Who was I to challenge them? Who was I to suggest their advances were unwanted? For they had both the strength, and in a sense, the culture to believe that an application of force, is true strength, even when weighed against something much less. So the obvious ensues. The degradation, the filith, and worst of them all, being taken in the sight of others who are as equally as powerless as you are. But I'll not mince words, for they did not. Beaten, raped, insulted several times over. For what better than to realize that something you have physical power over, has something you want, and yet, something about them, you don't like? Many things, actually. As I said, the fact that I struggled. THE FACT THAT I WAS WEAK, AND THEY FOUND THAT OFFENSIVE. The praise of strength, to the point of absurdity. So when it is all 'over', what is left? What is there to remain? Nothing but emotions. Want for something to be different. Not to change the past, but to seek revenge for the future. To an extent, you can easily imagine that I sought and achieved just that. What did I see? Some kind of deity promising revenge? A Divine? A Daedra? Not at all. Why would they help me? Even so, why be specifically bound to their service, when I could not choose? No, it was perhaps only emotion that meant a broken soul stood hours later, a fire in my eyes that you see now. A want for satisfaction, something that ebbs and flows in everyone. But mine was deeper, since it was not one single feeling that I wanted. This lead to days of searching, wandering. No thought for anything that meant I was still mortal. Just revenge. Just a want to fill a void that was left behind in the wake. When I found them, it was poetic. In the night, the scene set perfectly so that I could do exactly what I wanted. MAKE THEM THINK THEY STILL HAVE CONTROL. POWER. When they did not, but I did. The caresses. The touching. The feeling like I was there for their pleasure, their amusement. They saw nothing of the truth of course. only what I wanted them to see. So when I TOOK THEM, they only saw something they wanted. Until I let them realize exactly what was going on, and then, in a moment of WEAKNESS, they find they LIKE IT. Pity that, in the end, I cared nothing for them. The next point of interest, would be obvious. This place. How did I get it? How do you think? A name and title, easily given - and easily taken. The bitch enjoyed it. But she could not be left somewhere, and I perhaps felt that killing her was too much. Perhaps I did kill her though, but you might know the other phrase. I kept part of her though, what do you think? Though I'm sure you've appreciated my appearance thus far, hmm? But if you are looking for the rest, well, I have some more stories to tell. "These men believe they know control? That is amusing. Everyone is driven by something, and those desires can change. Men of this sort desire to fight, for good or for ill, and other times they desire to..." "Of them all, the easiest. For it seems so easy for him to believe that, in this position, he is in control, he is desirable. The later is true, but he does not know why..." "More difficult to see. Yet, what they feel is different to what I do. As I said, they believe in a lie. That they steer the direction of this scene. WRONG. They are MY TOYS!" "And my satisfaction, if course." "Then they get creative. Not that I mind, since it always goes the same anyway. My point, still stands. Or perhaps, sits, in this case." "And then, you truly find it. Take a man who has been in charge for his entire life, or in what MADE his life what it is - and show him just how POWERLESS HE IS. Between the fear and the anger, is the desire. Knowing that something he WANTS is there." "What? You honestly think I care?" Ah, this one was interesting. "Oh look, another one. Risk your life for love, to travel so far to find her. Pity you found ME first." "Too many cry WHORE at the slightest thing. Yet, they will give in themselves, to something. Is that not the same thing? Life is Give and TAKE. I tend to do both, in equal measure. Or not. It depends on what I want." "Yes, forget. All too easy to do, isn't it? Soon enough, it is meaningless. To you, and even more so to me. Why? Because it NEVER mattered to me, at all." "Don't make me laugh. Even if I have not heard it, I think I know the story. You want something different, and when you get that, a knock from your old life makes you soft. Normally, I'd intervene. But I'd rather not deal with your stupidity." "Was it worth it? The life of banditry, an ATTEMPT at something different. No? Well, the most you got out of it was a reward to one like me, you never intended to give. Sadly not purity, or the energy I crave. But this armor. " "I'd offer thanks, though I'm sure you would be nothing but cold to my overtures." "Desire is my motivation. As it is, in the end, for all. But I have another wish. A collection, of sorts. To see at my whims, all this land has to offer. I shall fill this hall with those who lack direction, and give them exactly that. " "They will serve me, in life, and if I desire it? IN DEATH AS WELL!" About the...ah, I see. Yes, there is more to it. After all, would you believe me narrowminded? Clearly, I have a vested interest in character. In value. Give and take, as I said. But more to the point... "There are toys that you keep in a box, ones you certainly enjoy..." "...then, there are the toys you take to bed with you..." "And you keep them out of the box, because you enjoy them much more than the others." "....mmmmm, definitely one to keep." I am sure by now, you would agree, right?
