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A blog about my character Ego

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Part 7 - A new beginning (Rudra Reborn Project) -UPDATED-

I finally have enough material to release my mod. I have to say the truth, it was ready months ago but I corrupted the esp I was working on and had only a really old backup. It was supposed to be a dungeon mod and it now is just a little house mod. I have to thank Leadpipejustice for supporting me creating my first mod ever for Skyrim and helping me taking some of the screenshots.   Description This mod is in early pre-alpha, it should be glitch free but it may contain little
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Part 6 - The soul of the desert and Goetia (mod announcement)

I missed writing in this blog to show my progress with Ego, to be fair I missed writing. After a year I think it's a good idea to explain what happened to my character and to me.   I left my projects for a desert and a desert I got but it wasn't how I expected it to be, it was inhospitable and hostile. The people living in it were pretty similar to the people I left behind, harsh as the desert during summer and as cold as its nights. Enough to make me question myself why I was there.
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Part 5 - Undying obsession

Still working on Ego, a lot happened but I'm not in the mood to write. I will when needed, just wanted to share my improvements      
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Part 4 - Feeling lost, back to the roots

I imagine that a blog about a character called Ego should also have to be about its own creator and even if this wasn't my initial intention I kinda need to talk about this. My art is me, I am my art. We simply cannot stop coexisting.   Lately I am feeling kinda lost, I know very well this sensation... it happens that during a journey you start feeling lost even when following the main road. To people like me it happens a lot, I am stubborn and sometimes I can't accept to do things "the right
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Part 3 - The Ego within

So much happened in these days. I have finished modding my Skyrim and I tried to make a follower out of my character but I am sorry to say I lost all hopes to make it work. Maybe in the future, I don't know. What's important is that I saved her textures and savegame and now I'm ready to show the work of these last months  
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Part 2 - Then were created the gods in the midst of Heaven

I didn't post last week and I apologize. Guess what I was doing?   You guessed wrong   First off... Ego is back! Well, almost back. Textures and face are still a work in progress but I finished downloading everything just a couple of days ago so I still have to begin. I have mentioned that I spent a couple of years to make my old game perfect, it took me months to have the perfect face and a lot of tries. Then everything blow up and we are here talking about how great the old days were. I ad
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Part 1.7 - The meaning of being the hero

Guess what? Still no Skyrim character, Dragon Age Inquisition is the culprit. I really want to finish this game and in truth today I'm writing because of this. I didn't even finish the main storyline and BAM! right in the favourite game spot. This game is not perfect but it has a strange charm to it, it becomes inevitable to like it. My computer can't even handle it and I spent 10 hours in creating my character and choosing the class (I ended up "cheating" and creating my own class) but the feel
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Part 1.5 - The path of the warrior: Different worlds, same old Ego

While I am working (well, sort of) on my Skyrim character I wanted to show you all the counterparts of Ego, or at least the screenshots I managed to save. I also decided to update this blog weekly   This is Ego in Black Desert Online: (I remember it took me one week to get the perfect face, that character creator is a godsend for people like me)         Ego in Mass Effect 2: (The lack of a serious short haircut really crippled me but I managed to get close to what I was trying to make)
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Part 1 - The voice of Skyrim, the call of the gray eyed monster

Skyrim is calling me back, I can hear its voice, the drums of the intro music slowly playing for me. I promised to let this game go, when my old computer broke and I lost all of my data it was too sad for me to go back and make everything again. I spent years on it after all. It's not about the game though, it's about its protagonist. I have this idea cursing my mind with its many applications since I was younger. Isn't our ego not just part of ourselves but a son we create, grow and manipulate?
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