Part 6 - The soul of the desert and Goetia (mod announcement)
I missed writing in this blog to show my progress with Ego, to be fair I missed writing. After a year I think it's a good idea to explain what happened to my character and to me.
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I left my projects for a desert and a desert I got but it wasn't how I expected it to be, it was inhospitable and hostile. The people living in it were pretty similar to the people I left behind, harsh as the desert during summer and as cold as its nights. Enough to make me question myself why I was there.
I tried to find joy in loneliness and I think I managed to do it but I felt it still wasn't the right path to take so I left the "desert" and created Goetia. Originally a little guild that had to suffer quite some drama at the beginning but managed to keep together a bunch of friends despite their different interests. It lasted 1 year and then it died when I decided to kill it, it was time to go back looking for another desert, alone this time.
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During this period Ego collected quite a few names. Sersen, Norwenko, Cloen. The name didn't matter but I swear I got someone confused.Â
I loved that people could grasp the concept of the character without me explaining it, the anonymity of the internet helped me giving her life for a while. It lasted till it had to last but now I feel I have to look another way to keep working.
Luckily technology is a beautiful thing and I used it for a greater good. Ego's body and face are finally closer to what I had in mind and I think I'll settle on this one for a while.
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I remember one year ago I promised to release Ego as a follower for Skyrim and I admit I didn't work on it, it was still a work in progress and I'm happy I didn't release her ahead of time. Now that I'm back to Skyrim I'm actually working on a "big" mod with the help of another modder.Â
We decided to take a not so popular mod - World of Rudra - and release new works in that land, he's actually working on an entire piece of land with castles and big wonders. I instead took the opportunity to make a little house in the middle of the desert filled with some background here and there. Before creating a body for Ego in Skyrim I am working on her story, her soul.Â
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The name of the house is Goetia, it means "home" to me but it has a totally different meaning in reality, maybe related. Goetia is a dwemer dungeon built on a natural spring but the entrance served for years as home to a traveling Ego. I don't want to spoiler much and I will post better screenshots when I'm actually done with the mod.
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