Did I decide to read a nice blog with my afternoon coffee? Yes I did.
Did I choose one that looked nice and promised an adventure with some humour? Yes I did.
Did I choose badly? Yes I did.
Might have some Skyrim time this evening - will my delivery get stolen so I get a punishment from Master and that c**t Herran? Fucking probably lol. This time I will reload though because bugger it.
If B****t costs me my job I swear I will look at writing a mod, I have the shape of
Trying to get the Special Tasks so I can finish this mod, so doing deliveries. Got Bandits - (they cannot be turned off, just made very unlikely.) Did OK against them but not sure they are defeatable - I was alone and there were 4 I think - in the dark i couldn't tell. So I went back to the shop, and there is no 'are you OK after being beaten by bandits', just punishment. She got whipped despite saying I didn't like it. Then was locked into more restraints. Just more submissives have no rights
Replayed Manor House Slave, using a cheat from the Forum, and this time sweeping worked better - there were quest markers! Much easier. The 'Spend time with...' missions never happened though and still the 'Just a Property Slave' quest remains on my character, I never get 'Relationship Slave' quest officially.
But i note that I still start at zero with regard to my relationship with Master. Which kind of sucks?
Overall, the mod has the usual punish women/use sex against them vib
Well - that was a thing.
So Manor Slave is a little bit fragile, I fetched water and firewood then swept twice, I couldnt find any dust as all after 2 piles, found lots of people in forum had same issues. Saw a fix from Mod Author, and I thought it would bring me to next day, instead it completed the questline! I am glad as the 'free me' option was a tad underwhelming - 'I hope you won't think too badly of your time here...' Bitch Really?
So I reverted to a save and will see what's in
So the nicest person i have met so far in this mod is the ghost of a child i reunited with her murdered mother. No-one living sees me as anything but a slave.
But after i brought Alessia back, the funniest thing happened, master apologised! To me! Not for making me mine barefoot, using me as a slave, getting me raped by an orc and her favourite (it's the rape, isn't it? Thats why she likes Rayani), or never using my name; no, for losing her temper with someone who hurt people she cared abou
Lunch time thoughts, lol.
I found this site too late, and that sucks. In its heyday it must have been so busy here... I could have done with a project and maybe I would have had a go. I mean Papyrus can't be that much different to Pascal, right? ?
A properly consensual BDSM mod, working up from a place where you can just drop in and do 'jobs' all the way up to consensual non-consent type stuff, been given to a dominant who forces you to work through the main quest... But
So I spent my free time over the weekend in Captured Dreams, such a good mod. I progressed in 'Just a Property Slave' to the mission where I escort Alessia.
I really love the way that as the slave progresses, her life gets a little easier but the player's gets harder. Mining in bare feet for 14 hours a day and sleeping in a cage is awful but for the player it's relatively simple. But the smithy - wow, very well done - so boring and repetitive, which is what the author aimed for of course!
So I am really struggling for time. It sucks that I found this site so late.
Captured Dreams: very good at making you feel like a worthless thing. So of course I hate it, I want to be made to feel valuable! There is a relationship slave quest part at the end but I think I have to get through more unpleasantness to get there and I am unsure how much freedom I will be given - and I cannot ask as the forum is closed. (You can still read it but it is huge). Maybe pause for now, especially sinc
I just read a review of Sex Slaves which explained some things to me; that for some/many/most players, PC slavery content:
Which seems to say most people want the non-consensual style. Which does explain why it's so prevalent and why lots of the mods I thought I would love I actually don't. I want my PC to have a nice life, to feel safe, to be respected for what she does, not humiliated. I want her to feel like she can trust people, not put her through horrors.
Still thinking about
I didn't really realise when I found this site. I hadn't played Skyrim for a while, I had it on Xbox. I'd fiddled with mods but that was it. Then I found it about this site through somewhere and it was a revelation, so I dusted off my PC and got stuck in. Initially I was loving it but over time I realised that actual BDSM stuff is fairly rare here, its more non consensual slavery stories, there's only really Submissive Lola where there is consent.
Frankly all the tying up and raping
More BDSM mods:
Deviously Cursed Loot: A very well done mod, but I am not a fan of the basic raison d'etre as I do like to play through, and DCL is very disruptive, I have never been able to set it right for me other than basically turning all cursed items off. High security armbinders are a pain in the damn neck! It has quests; Leon/Leah: they use the trick-you-into-slavery trope and you do not get to kill them. The Bound Queen is good, lots of sex though you do get a little paybac
Am I weird, identifying so much with the PC and other characters? I have just played a mod where I was left in an open cage outside for 5 days naked except for a collar and chastity belt and I felt really bad for her. After it finished she was freed, though now bound in an armbinder as well as other items - blacksmith couldn't help her. I will stop that playthrough and return to trying to be a good slave.
Bad end of 'Just A Property Slave' - I had to use console to get there but after the post/offered to passersby thing I was eventually put in a cage. After being in there a looong time Master and others visited, after which I was frozen in place - not sure whether that was an error? After a lot of waiting there was another Master visit - then Herran came and sent me to Simple Slavery - they said they could not sell me so I was allowed to leave - it's in Riften! Herran told me that master was upse
I love the site, currently playing through various mods on various profiles. Some thoughts, for myself mostly:
Laura's Bondage Shop - Awesome, BDSM themed but consensual.
Slaverun - BDSM, player slavery, non-cons, very brutal. As I end to let this sort of thing get into my head I will probably never get far into this especially as the 'good' end is apparently underwhelming.
Captured Dreams - I played from CCAS Slave start. The option on the ship to earn enough to pay o
