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Am I weird,

Honey, we are going to need a definition of "weird" from your point of view......or alot more information on your weirdness?

So far you seem pretty normal to me.

Good I am glad I'm fooling you!

Really I mean other seem to love for instance the Slaverun mod. But I found it overwhelming, I really did, the sudden and complete loss of freedom for my PC... and it wasnt just her but lots of people.

20 hours ago, windlepoons said:

the sudden and complete loss of freedom

That is a fear that many have, yet if you look very close at society today, you will see that we are all slaves with the illusion of freedom.

12 minutes ago, dharvinia said:

if you look very close at society today, you will see that we are all slaves with the illusion of freedom.

I agree - which is why Captured Dreams doesnt screw with my head as badly - you are basically a wage slave. I could theoretically get in a car and go anywhere - but in reality 

I cannot. Chains of responsibility and duty.

Agree with darvinia. There is nothing abnormal being attached to your game character. I have one (wood elf) what my wife is playing with and when she doesn't treat him well, i don't like it. people in RL identifying themselves with many movie, music and other stars. There is nothing bad in it as far their models aren't psychos, drug users, molesters and similar. So identifying with your game character is pretty normal to me.

11 minutes ago, Elf Prince said:

Agree with darvinia. There is nothing abnormal being attached to your game character. I have one (wood elf) what my wife is playing with and when she doesn't treat him well, i don't like it. people in RL identifying themselves with many movie, music and other stars. There is nothing bad in it as far their models aren't psychos, drug users, molesters and similar. So identifying with your game character is pretty normal to me.

Thank you Elf Prince and dharvinia. I am REALLY trying with Slaverun but just can't - I guess it's a testament to the mod authors. But it kind of worries me that so many like it - and from what I have read it gets a lot worse! But as you say, others don't identify so much.

I may try Sanguine's Debauchery - from what I have read that is more consensual.

As far as I'm concerned, it simply shows that you have an caring personality, and have some sort of inbound dislike towards cruelty, nothing wrong with that.

1 hour ago, Tex said:

As far as I'm concerned, it simply shows that you have an caring personality, and have some sort of inbound dislike towards cruelty, nothing wrong with that.

Yes that is right, I have a bit of a history with bullying and maybe its pressing that button, I just want to help the perceived victim. Some mods have a very bullying vibe.

We are all "weird" to others that cannot comprehend the way another thinks, Some cultures eat dogs and some think its "weird" because they have never done it of cannot comprehend doing it.

Attaching feelings to something, or having emotions about something that others will not is not weird, its just who you are. I have seen many many people become emotionally attached to thier cell phones, lose thier mind when they can find it.