She is seriously a bitch which I guess is the point. And she is surrounded by scumbags that do love the chance to make others feel awful. But it's a fucking challenge now, I will finish this mod's quests then stop it. See if there is any sense of an ending after the 4 quests. I don't think you have to do all 4 quests as one is for dominant players.

I really wish there were more mods as good as this but with more consent. This one is seriously bad for my head but i can't stop.

But i note that I still start at zero with regard to my relationship with Master. Which kind of sucks?

Overall, the mod has the usual punish women/use sex against them vibe, and I really hate the ending but then it was never actually finished so i guess i hate the way it was left. My poor traumatised character, I would have loved if Master or someone at least acknowledged the fact that she'd been abused and plugged without consent and worked like a packmule. Maybe a quest to 're-learn to be a person not a thing.' 

Again Master confuses me, mostly because she is wonderfully dominant yet totally uncaring (apart from Alessia, wonder who she hurt?), and I really do worry about the soulgem plug soul trap thing. What was her long game? Soul trap lots of Nord women, enslave them for eternity?

I never got punished, even though I tried to see what would happen.

I hope there is no special content if you follow on, as on another save I have done quite a few deliveries for Master. Unfortunately I have an issue at the moment with a delivery to 'Laura's Safehouse' which seems to be bugged, it sends me to DCL's Leon's house but the marker is circular, through a door then back through. I hope this doesn't ruin all the hard work I have done building her trust in me as I went to try the 'Special Tasks'.

So Manor Slave is a little bit fragile, I fetched water and firewood then swept twice, I couldnt find any dust as all after 2 piles, found lots of people in forum had same issues. Saw a fix from Mod Author, and I thought it would bring me to next day, instead it completed the questline! I am glad as the 'free me' option was a tad underwhelming - 'I hope you won't think too badly of your time here...' Bitch Really?

So I reverted to a save and will see what's in Relationship Slave. 

Apparently I missed a chance to spend time with Rayani the rapist or Ariasha, might see if I can play and trigger that.

Meanwhile to go and deal with the fact that she's quite a high level with no combat skill at all!

But after i brought Alessia back, the funniest thing happened, master apologised! To me! Not for making me mine barefoot, using me as a slave, getting me raped by an orc and her favourite (it's the rape, isn't it? Thats why she likes Rayani), or never using my name; no, for losing her temper with someone who hurt people she cared about. Wow what a crime! 

She dangled my freedom in front of me but made it clear she will have me used for sex first, because of course she will.

I found this site too late, and that sucks. In its heyday it must have been so busy here... I could have done with a project and maybe I would have had a go. I mean Papyrus can't be that much different to Pascal, right? ?

A properly consensual BDSM mod, working up from a place where you can just drop in and do 'jobs' all the way up to consensual non-consent type stuff, been given to a dominant who forces you to work through the main quest... But consensual! Like an auction where some unassuming older woman wins you for the evening and tortures you - but afterwards lets you dress and sits you down and talks about it with you. Aftercare matters! Basically a nicer Captured Dreams, I guess. I love/hate that mod so much.

I really love the way that as the slave progresses, her life gets a little easier but the player's gets harder. Mining in bare feet for 14 hours a day and sleeping in a cage is awful but for the player it's relatively simple. But the smithy - wow, very well done - so boring and repetitive, which is what the author aimed for of course! Controlling the amount of ore makes what would have been fairly simple into a grind. The Mansion Slave part must be very hard.

The mission with Rayani had some story. But I am currently confused about the Master, Rayani loves her - though in the tale she told it was not clear whether she was given the chance of freedom? I wasn't of course, and the rape and abuse I have undergone so far tends to lead me to see her as an abuser. And then, Rayani gave her the ability to trap souls through plugs. So now they are mass producing them (And I am helping.) I doubt people choose to wear such things, they are used to control women (and men I guess) - and if I remember correctly trapped souls never get to Sovngarde? So they are trapping the souls of hundreds of slaves. Ownership for eternity. That is some dark stuff, I hope the author put this in to show how evil Master truly is. Other antagonists just want to kill you, even vampires - I think their victims get to go to Sovngarde?

I worry that the mod was not finished - I believe that the last part, 'Relationship Slave' has little content. So maybe the story does not end. I may find out, Mansion Slave next after finishing this escort (note that there seems to be content that can be missed as I am nearly back to the shop but if she goes over Dragonbridge you get captured and get an escape mission so may go back and do that.

In short, great mod full of very unpleasant people who I fear will not get their just desserts. 

Captured Dreams: very good at making you feel like a worthless thing. So of course I hate it, I want to be made to feel valuable! There is a relationship slave quest part at the end but I think I have to get through more unpleasantness to get there and I am unsure how much freedom I will be given - and I cannot ask as the forum is closed. (You can still read it but it is huge). Maybe pause for now, especially since one of the missions sounds like it's very unpleasant, and one sounds very long given my character is level 1 with no fast travel points to help.

Devious Followers is still alive - maybe try it again though it's still focused on slowly manipulating PC into slavery.

Shout Like a Virgin: lots of fun, but a lot of sex - with Standing Stones, Word Walls... and non-consensual, of course.

Playing through Laura's Bondage Shop again, ah, consent! Sweet consensual content. Such a shame it is only bondage but much much better than nothing.

Slaverun - it's like those nasty photos and videos that occasionally circulate - you know its awful and will gross you out but still you sort of want to look, to know. Fortunately it's apparently a long mod, and the enslavement part tipped me off - really not my thing.

Currently using Bwitch, Devious Training and Devious Lore to play a bondage loving mage. Hopefully I have stopped all rape triggers, but we will see!

Pet Collar is what I am going to try with regard to being owned, I looked at XDFF but I am using EFF and they don't mix apparently. (XDFF - part of Deviously Cursed Loot, extended by another mod to add rules. Not sure how consensual the dialogue is but the idea and the rules look good.

Maybe I could finish CD, try relationship slave, then leave - but she's got the taste for it so use XDFF? Look at how extendable it is - can I add punishment where owner disappears and leaves me in non-removable plain clothes with a magic draining effect? Maybe as a punishment for being careless and getting defeated?

People here sure like rape, lol.

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 it's about the journey, not the destination; about failed resistance, not willing capitulation; and more than anything, the slippery slope of a trap that you can struggle to escape, where winning or losing are both a kind of victory

Which seems to say most people want the non-consensual style. Which does explain why it's so prevalent and why lots of the mods I thought I would love I actually don't. I want my PC to have a nice life, to feel safe, to be respected for what she does, not humiliated. I want her to feel like she can trust people, not put her through horrors. 

Still thinking about trying to write a mod. But I am not a writer and I haven't been around here enough to know all the history of modding.

Frankly all the tying up and raping and grinding into the dirt is disturbing.

I wish I had more free time. I've had a look at the CK; it uses OOP - its been quite a while but I have learned it. I have an idea for a mod - don't we all - but I know even if I could program it I probably couldn't actually write it.

I'm thinking about a mod where you can be a sub or slave through genuine choice, and treated as a valuable treasure owned by your dominant, (albeit one they occasionally send to make money by clearing out a cave/bandit camp etc). Where they control your inventory and maybe even dictate how you fight - by banning use of all magic bar illusion for example, and telling you always to use a shield and never steal.

To expand the idea of mod: Three statuses: humiliation ,pain and control, you visit holds to show people about BDSM, each hold has a mission to introduce BDSM, either painful- suspension, beating, allowing passersby to whip PC; Humiliating: blinded and bound and group used, not knowing who; Control: ordered to stand naked in front of people for a day ,or perhaps cut wood/collect things for people or bound in an x overlooking Markarth (near Temple of Dibella?).

Quest could start with you hearing about a woman being seen used as a slave and investigating only to find its entirely consensual, PC shows interest, is told about where Dominant is, talk to them learn about BDSM, and lives as a slave for say 48 game hours - work, naked, caged, bound, blind-folded and used, left outside in stocks or cages overnight, (funny guard comments) – all with consent. Use initial conversation to set preferences for P,H,C.

PC decides she likes it and finds her own owner. Normal play, with maybe some owner quests that involve people showing interest in the lifestyle, so PC and owner decide to spread the word. Could involve say someone with submissive needs getting in trouble, to allow some kind of conflict. Maybe unscrupulous elements infiltrating the lifestyle.

Owner could for instance dictate what style of weapons you may use, ban your use of magic, hold all your gold and give you an allowance, etc.

The player (as a consensual slave) could decide during her initial approach to the prospective owner how much pain, humiliation, and control she wants, but after that must do as she is told, though owner may give choices. As she gets more into it, all the real nasty things that people seem to like could happen but all played consensually - even bestiality, with the owner being reluctant - is PC sure she wants to do this?

• Deviously Cursed Loot: A very well done mod, but I am not a fan of the basic raison d'etre as I do like to play through, and DCL is very disruptive, I have never been able to set it right for me other than basically turning all cursed items off. High security armbinders are a pain in the damn neck! It has quests; Leon/Leah: they use the trick-you-into-slavery trope and you do not get to kill them. The Bound Queen is good, lots of sex though you do get a little payback. There is a 'Cursed Collar' and a 'Slave Collar' quest, I haven't tried them yet. Sasha is weird, but works OK, there is a quest line about Chloe that seems hidden away - I only found out about it by accident, it is very fun, with a twist at near the end, but the ending uses the trope of 'I have been horribly mistreated but luckily I sort of liked it' which I suppose was the best way to allow you to either have her as a slave (I think you can) or free her. I just wanted to hug her, lol.
• Sexlab Sex Slaves: Another awesome mod, some non-consensual stuff but you get payback fairly quickly and decisively. A shame you can't help more of the victims but kudos for creating a situation where you can put two NPCs through sex slave training hell, one of which deserves it.

Solved (hopefully) my Sexlab camera issue; in Sexlab's MCM, under Player Hotkeys there's a box to assign the free camera (console: tfc) to a button, this seems to work. I think that it may still have to go around walls, though.

• Laura's Bondage Shop - Awesome, BDSM themed but consensual.
• Slaverun - BDSM, player slavery, non-cons, very brutal. As I end to let this sort of thing get into my head I will probably never get far into this especially as the 'good' end is apparently underwhelming.
• Captured Dreams - I played from CCAS Slave start. The option on the ship to earn enough to pay off debt leads to getting a collar and belt, some very basic equipment and a debt of over 20,000 septims. I paid it off, was not real scene though. The lowly slave option puts you in a mine, doing nothing leads you to have to take ores to a smelter, then doing nothing or failing to meet quota puts you outside with Raccan offering you to passers-by. There seems to be an end - a 'bad end' but my playthrough seems to be broken - investigate console commands to progress? Otherwise excellent though progress is slow and boring, befitting the life of a lowly slave. Unfortunately the mod author has retired.
• Shout Like a Virgin - fun, unlike CD above you can continue to play normally albeit with some differences - having sex with Standing Stones, Word Walls and encountering Nocturnal who uses me as her torture bitch - very well done, seems to be a lot of content playable alongside main game.  Nocturnal is appropriately unpleasant though I fear the mod will not allow me to have any sort of payback.
• Submissive Lola - great fun but buggy perhaps as it is old - mod author has moved onto SSE. Was entirely consensual.
• Lich Evillyn - mostly a mod you suffer through rather than play, very unpleasant and triggering, though that is in the description. Also unfinished as mod has gone to SSE. 
• Maria Eden - not yet tried - consensus seems to be that it is old and no longer works very well but I may try it.
• Paradise Halls - not yet tried - a series of mods from what I have seen, focusing on PC as Domme/slaveowner.
• Devious Followers - played it a bit but there's now a new version, still a few bugs.
• Deviously Enslaved - installed but it conflicted so I removed it, there's now a new version. Allows people to 'know' PC is bound and react accordingly.
• Simply Slavery Plus - PC can be auctioned off to various other mods, very clever and well done. More of an interface than a quest mod.

May add to this, especially if I find a more consensual BDSM mod, if I had more time I would attempt to create a mod where you were bought by people who are basically decent but live in a world where slavery is rife.

  For instance an old alchemist lady who has spent her whole life researching and learning, and realises all her knowledge will be lost when she dies, so buys the PC to fetch ingredients, make deliveries maybe, and learn alchemy - have her tell PC how to make 'good' ie high value potions. Quests could perhaps incorporate the 'White Phial' quest from the main game.

  Also that weird idea I had about being bought by a spoiled rich young brat and her older wiser guardian - she treats PC badly, she wants adventure and buys PC as basically a tank for her and her guardian. Over time/quests she grows as a person eventually freeing PC.

  Also again (after playing Slaverun a little bit!) I had an idea about the PC herself ending up owning a slave who is completely traumatised - PC can keep her (slave would probably have to be female) as effectively a mindless thing or help her pass through the trauma - quest stages would be that she starts out rarely speaking at all, referring to herself as it. After a period of being treated well she starts to use 'I', then begins to show fear at being in dangerous situations, allowing you to tell her to stay with a housecarl, eventually remembering her life before being enslaved - maybe a revenge quest? She could re-learn skills she had before by the PC bringing her skill books, allowing PC to mold her into the follower they want.

  Feels good to have all that out of my head!