Mewwt Posted April 22, 2015 Posted April 22, 2015 I tend to drown these feelings in extensive 12 hours long game sessions of mass effect, skyrim and besiege. If you keep your mind busy, you won't think about it and end up so tired you'll just jump on your bed and fall asleep almost instantly. Yep, life sucks, fuck people with happy lives and fuck happiness in general. At least I have good health, so I've got that going for me, which is nice.
Atreyu Posted April 22, 2015 Author Posted April 22, 2015 Oh, and I never talked about this before because I was hoping things would work out in the end and it wouldn't even be an issue. But the next month after the year long break from this thread started, my father died of cancer just a week after father's day. So I had all that drama I've been talking about plus the pain I felt from watching him slowly decline in spite of his best efforts to be cured. I hoped to show him Guardians of the Galaxy on DVD. He would've liked Groot because his favorite Addams Family character was Lurch. I was hoping to tell him about the last season of Archer that just ended. So I have the pain of slowly losing him as well as never even getting a second glance from women. Plus the anger of half siblings and extended family from his previous marriages not calling him on father's day, because of some grudge they had against him. You now see just a little more of a hell that my life really is. Sorry for MY loss? Excuse me, [sister]!? These may have been more contributions to my problem than I thought, but I don't know how to deal with all this.
Chaos63 Posted April 22, 2015 Posted April 22, 2015 I don't mind people, if that's what you mean. Then just hang out with the ones you like, everything else will take care of itself, always does. People like to sweat the small stuff and ask 153981263956 micro questions that sidetrack the whole damned thing. Life's really not all that complicated.
FetishSergal Posted April 22, 2015 Posted April 22, 2015 I've got something for you guys it's a SAD mind trip to the worst HATE, HUMAN BITTERNESS, DARKNESS and CAUSTIC FEELINGS OF SUFFOCATING DEPRESSION ever evoked musically: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0U-1u818LsI Leave a note saying your soul belongs to me upon leaving your body.
FetishSergal Posted April 22, 2015 Posted April 22, 2015 Damn you hate life i guess Wrong, I love my life.
Buddy Christ Posted April 22, 2015 Posted April 22, 2015 Damn you hate life i guess Wrong, I love my life. And you love trolling others. If that is why you love your life, it is pathetic. But well, if it gives you a hard-on, lucky for you, I guess. Edit about the "alpha male" shit: I have known my share of women, who fell for the "alpha males". Fact is, that they fall for them and afterwards use the "nice" guys as an emotional dump site for the shite the experience in their relationships. "Oooh, he is so inconsiderater!" "Ohhhh, he looks at other women and I am sure he will fuck them if he has the chance....." "Ohhhh, I am so misunderstood in the relationship." If women prefer "Alpha males" or "Douchbags", guess what? Don't come to the ones that care to whine!
FetishSergal Posted April 22, 2015 Posted April 22, 2015 Snip Hakuna Matata, I love it when niggarly black magic works Also you're right about the whole alpha male thing, pretty stupid those who fall for them, I think certain girls are pathologically inclined to alpha males so there's no help, they should leave everybody else alone then, I used to have many stupid bitches whine to me in the times of MSN messenger, also depressed guys and ocassional bored people saying "i'm bored" it usually took me a second for me to realize their lives didn't matter to me in any way and I automatically told them to shut up and deleted them, i'm glad I have no more friends.
Buddy Christ Posted April 22, 2015 Posted April 22, 2015 Snip , i'm glad I have no more friends. You probably had none from the beginning, only people you used for your satisfaction. "Friends" is something that goes both ways, but it probably goes far beyond your comprehension, so I won't try to explain....
FetishSergal Posted April 23, 2015 Posted April 23, 2015 You probably had none from the beginning, only people you used for your satisfaction. "Friends" is something that goes both ways, but it probably goes far beyond your comprehension, so I won't try to explain.... I think you're right, for a long time I had only unreliant and uninteresting fucks at my side, calling them friends was a naive thing to do, i'm glad they all continue to be the same tools they used to be and I changed. Anyways I don't need friends to share things in common with people, friend has become a strong word for me, I only had one person I could call a friend in the time I knew him, a friend of mine that was killed a couple of years ago, maybe if he was still alive time would have told if he was such a good friend at all, but in the time we knew eachother we never failed our word or a deal... Everyone else I knew were simply nice people that when I got to know them better I realized were crocks of shit. Anyways, I'm out of here too before it escalates into another one, no point for me being here, i'm not alone, I simply don't keep friends...
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