[OLD] RSE (Realistic Salacious Encounters)

[Thndrwlkr]

53 minutes ago, cossayos said:

 

It has a perk magazine on top of the workshop. So, as long as you don't move the bench, it shouldn't matter. Scrap everthing doesn't change Sanctuary by itself.

Scrap Everything DOES interfere with RSE, and it is related to the mag being added in Sanctuary (might work better as a spawned item (doubtful) or if placed just outside of Sanctuary's build area thus dodging any crossing of SEU...dunno...that is a Flashy type question) as this is the only time the two mods cross each other (though we can't figure out why this causes a conflict).  Take it from someone who has tested just about every conceivable scenario.   Scrap Zapper can also break RSE (though technically not a bug since it is user induced), Don't Call Me Settler will as well, and Sharing Caring Companions (still not sure why on the last one there...might be a bad installation on my part).  The mod Perversions was also squirrely, but that one I am calling a duplicate function rather than a bug.  I have tried (literally) fifteen different configurations where the addition of these mods alone breaks or buggers up RSE (though to be fair, only Scrap Everything Ultimate was tested, not the basic core setup).

[Adviser69]

23 minutes ago, Thndrwlkr said:

Scrap Everything DOES interfere with RSE, and it is related to the mag being added in Sanctuary (might work better as a spawned item (doubtful) or if placed just outside of Sanctuary's build area thus dodging any crossing of SEU...dunno...that is a Flashy type question) as this is the only time the two mods cross each other (though we can't figure out why this causes a conflict).  Take it from someone who has tested just about every conceivable scenario.   Scrap Zapper can also break RSE (though technically not a bug since it is user induced), Don't Call Me Settler will as well, and Sharing Caring Companions (still not sure why on the last one there...might be a bad installation on my part).  The mod Perversions was also squirrely, but that one I am calling a duplicate function rather than a bug.  I have tried (literally) fifteen different configurations where the addition of these mods alone breaks or buggers up RSE (though to be fair, only Scrap Everything Ultimate was tested, not the basic core setup).

I guess since I use Scrap Everything Ultimate, it's a good thing I also use "Do Your Damn Job Cogsworth!" as well. SEU can't touch the houses or much of anything in Sanctuary with that mod, making the RSE placed mag safe.

[Bluegunk]

Can anyone please recall if there is a way AAF-RSE can work with Sleep Together Anywhere [ https://www.nexusmods.com/fallout4/mods/32839?tab=posts ]?

 

The mods do not conflict or interact, but Sleep Together Anywhere does not use the vanilla sleep system, which means RSE does not collect the well rested perk.

The result is if you use the STA mod in the wilds, you don't get rested and RSE kind of kills you off. STA does give the Vault Boy rested animation.

 

It would be cool if RSE could pick up the STA sleep.  I could try and do it, but I have absolutely no idea where to start!

 

Thanks

 

[mashup47]

7 hours ago, cossayos said:

My problem persists. I followed the video mashup posted to the T and get no errors, but still, player animations aren't triggered

 

Then, I decided to use AAF alone and to use the FP proxy. Again, no errors, but player animations don't trigger while NPC animations run fine. I haven't even tried it with RSE as of yet, since what's the point, if I can't trigger animations for my character. So here's my current load order. Maybe something's wrong there.

 

*Unofficial Fallout 4 Patch.esp
*Homemaker.esm
*HUDFramework.esm
*SimSettlements.esm
*AAF.esm
*AzarPonytailHairstyles.esp
*Eli_Armour_Compendium.esp
*UniqueMalePlayerAndFollowersDLC.esp
*UniqueFemalePlayerAndFollowersDLC.esp
*UniqueMalePlayerAndFollowersDLCNoHancock.esp
*UniqueFemalePlayerAndFollowersDLCNoHancock.esp
*UniqueMalePlayerAndFollowers.esp
*UniqueFemalePlayerAndFollowers.esp
*UniqueFemalePlayerAndFollowersNoHancock.esp
*UniqueMalePlayerAndFollowersNoHancock.esp
*UniqueMalePlayer.esp
*UniqueFemalePlayer.esp
*UniqueMaleFollowersDLC.esp
*UniqueMaleFollowersDLCNoHancock.esp
*UniqueMaleFollowers.esp
*UniqueMaleFollowersNoHancock.esp
*UniqueFemaleFollowers.esp

If you are using a unique body for player you will need to copy the TRI file from

Fallout 4\Data\Meshes\Actors\character\characterassets to the location of your unique character folded, If you have a custom Race mod installed you can walk close up to them and press the N key and FourPlay will add that race to it's allowed for sex list. hope this helps

[cossayos]

6 minutes ago, mashup47 said:

If you are using a unique body for player you will need to copy the TRI file from

Fallout 4\Data\Meshes\Actors\character\characterassets to the location of your unique character folded, If you have a custom Race mod installed you can walk close up to them and press the N key and FourPlay will add that race to it's allowed for sex list. hope this helps

 

Slow down for a moment. I think you're on to something, but I don't quite understand. What's the TRI file? I haven't got these. Mabe because the NPCs also use a custom body model.

 

It's all based on:

 

https://www.nexusmods.com/fallout4/mods/26108?tab=description

 

and

 

https://www.nexusmods.com/fallout4/mods/31965?tab=files

 

Plus my personal editing in Body Slide.

[mashup47]

16 minutes ago, cossayos said:

 

Slow down for a moment. I think you're on to something, but I don't quite understand. What's the TRI file? I haven't got these. Mabe because the NPCs also use a custom body model.

 

It's all based on:

 

https://www.nexusmods.com/fallout4/mods/26108?tab=description

 

and

 

https://www.nexusmods.com/fallout4/mods/31965?tab=files

 

Plus my personal editing in Body Slide.

Ok  I need to get home first. sorry for the delay

[NismoMan]

43 minutes ago, cossayos said:

 

Slow down for a moment. I think you're on to something, but I don't quite understand. What's the TRI file? I haven't got these. Mabe because the NPCs also use a custom body model.

 

It's all based on:

 

https://www.nexusmods.com/fallout4/mods/26108?tab=description

 

and

 

https://www.nexusmods.com/fallout4/mods/31965?tab=files

 

Plus my personal editing in Body Slide.

When you export the body/clothes files in BodySlide, make sure you tick the "Build Morph" box before hitting the Build button, and you'll generate the tri files needed to morph your body/shapes in game

 

[cossayos]

18 minutes ago, NismoMan said:

When you export the body/clothes files in BodySlide, make sure you tick the "Build Morph" box before hitting the Build button, and you'll generate the tri files needed to morph your body/shapes in game

 

 

Ah, thanks.

 

I never did this obviously.

 

Now the standard characterassets have a tri.file also. If I understood the instructions correctly, I now have to copy that file from there all over the unique character's folders. Cait. Piper, Curie and my player?

[mashup47]

1 hour ago, cossayos said:

 

Slow down for a moment. I think you're on to something, but I don't quite understand. What's the TRI file? I haven't got these. Mabe because the NPCs also use a custom body model.

 

It's all based on:

 

https://www.nexusmods.com/fallout4/mods/26108?tab=description

 

and

 

https://www.nexusmods.com/fallout4/mods/31965?tab=files

 

Plus my personal editing in Body Slide.

I just spent the last hour looking for the post that would explain this better but no luck. But I am 99.99% sure VonHelton will know since he's one of the reasons why we have FourPlay on fallout 4. I don't mean to waste your time

[cossayos]

5 minutes ago, mashup47 said:

I just spent the last hour looking for the post that would explain this better but no luck. But I am 99.99% sure VonHelton will know since he's one of the reasons why we have FourPlay on fallout 4. I don't mean to waste your time

 

NismoMan already has solved the issue with the Tri.file. I didn't chek the build morph option in BodySlide. But just to clarify again: I have to take the trifile from the regular characterassets folder and to copy it into the folders of the unique characters. In my case the player, Cait, Piper and Curie.

 

 

[mywigissnatched]

I've used this site for sims/skyrim mods and was just about to get into fallout 4 as well but I guess I picked a bad time lol. Hopefully it will be re-uploaded soon.

[NismoMan]

43 minutes ago, cossayos said:

 

NismoMan already has solved the issue with the Tri.file. I didn't chek the build morph option in BodySlide. But just to clarify again: I have to take the trifile from the regular characterassets folder and to copy it into the folders of the unique characters. In my case the player, Cait, Piper and Curie.

 

 

Hey, sorry I was away for a bit, yeah for Unique Player, just copy the generated files to "data\meshes\actors\character\playercharacterassets" and you should be fine.

 

What I do to save me time and headaches is that I duplicate the sliderset I want to use as my unique player template and edit the output path to my unique body directory, let's assume for instance that I want the player only to have physics, I go to "data\Tools\BodySlide\SliderSets" find "CherrysCBBEPhysics.osp" and open it using a text editor (notepad or notepad++)

and change the output path from

<OutputPath>Meshes\Actors\Character\CharacterAssets</OutputPath>

to

<OutputPath>Meshes\Actors\Character\PlayerCharacterAssets</OutputPath>

Now every time you export a body using the CherrysCBBEPhysics body as a base it will go directly into my unique player meshes folder.

 

If you want to use the same body data for both player and NPCs, simply duplicate the "CherrysCBBEPhysics.osp" before you edit it and rename the copy to something like "UniqueCherrysCBBEPhysics.osp" and edit this one instead, now you can export the body to both your unique body folder AND the default bodies folders without leaving BodySlide.

 

Hope this helps.

 

 

[LyreAB]

7 hours ago, Thndrwlkr said:

Scrap Everything DOES interfere with RSE, and it is related to the mag being added in Sanctuary (might work better as a spawned item (doubtful) or if placed just outside of Sanctuary's build area thus dodging any crossing of SEU...dunno...that is a Flashy type question) as this is the only time the two mods cross each other (though we can't figure out why this causes a conflict).  Take it from someone who has tested just about every conceivable scenario.   Scrap Zapper can also break RSE (though technically not a bug since it is user induced), Don't Call Me Settler will as well, and Sharing Caring Companions (still not sure why on the last one there...might be a bad installation on my part).  The mod Perversions was also squirrely, but that one I am calling a duplicate function rather than a bug.  I have tried (literally) fifteen different configurations where the addition of these mods alone breaks or buggers up RSE (though to be fair, only Scrap Everything Ultimate was tested, not the basic core setup).

Being a long time user of Scrap Everything in conjunction with RSE, I can say that I have never had an issue with SE and the mag that RSE adds to Sanctuary.  I have SE dead last in my load order.  In fact, I have other mods that add mags to Sanctuary, and have never had any problems with those mags either.  That being said, if you have any mods that scrap anything in Sanctuary via a script, that's probably where your conflicts come in.  Manually scrapping Sanctuary doesn't affect the mags (providing you pick up the mag before scrapping anything beneath it). 

[cossayos]

20 minutes ago, NismoMan said:

Hey, sorry I was away for a bit, yeah for Unique Player, just copy the generated files to "data\meshes\actors\character\playercharacterassets" and you should be fine.

 

What I do to save me time and headaches is that I duplicate the sliderset I want to use as my unique player template and edit the output path to my unique body directory, let's assume for instance that I want the player only to have physics, I go to "data\Tools\BodySlide\SliderSets" find "CherrysCBBEPhysics.osp" and open it using a text editor (notepad or notepad++)

and change the output path from

<OutputPath>Meshes\Actors\Character\CharacterAssets</OutputPath>

to

<OutputPath>Meshes\Actors\Character\PlayerCharacterAssets</OutputPath>

Now every time you export a body using the CherrysCBBEPhysics body as a base it will go directly into my unique player meshes folder.

 

If you want to use the same body data for both player and NPCs, simply duplicate the "CherrysCBBEPhysics.osp" before you edit it and rename the copy to something like "UniqueCherrysCBBEPhysics.osp" and edit this one instead, now you can export the body to both your unique body folder AND the default bodies folders without leaving BodySlide.

 

Hope this helps.

 

 

 

What I meant, I already created unique bodies for the main actors. The player, Cait, Curie and Piper, ticked the morph option and now I got a FemaleBody.tri in each of their folders. Is there another step necessary? BodySlide already created these when building the set.

 

 

[Sulphur.999]

3 minutes ago, LyreAB said:

Being a long time user of Scrap Everything in conjunction with RSE, I can say that I have never had an issue with SE and the mag that RSE adds to Sanctuary.  I have SE dead last in my load order.  In fact, I have other mods that add mags to Sanctuary, and have never had any problems with those mags either.  That being said, if you have any mods that scrap anything in Sanctuary via a script, that's probably where your conflicts come in.  Manually scrapping Sanctuary doesn't affect the mags (providing you pick up the mag before scrapping anything beneath it). 

It won't interfere with RSE if it's last. You see the issue if you move SE ahead of RSE in the load order. (There will be areas you can't scrap anything but junk, hammers, coffee cups, etc.) If you load a sanctuary cleaning mod, say Sanctuary Roundup and put RSE behind it you'll see what he's talking about. Then when you move it behind RSE the mod will clean Sanctuary the way it is intended too. I, personally, haven't found one issue with SE as long as it is last in the load order.

[NismoMan]

1 minute ago, cossayos said:

 

What I meant, I already created unique bodies for the main actors. The player, Cait, Curie and Piper, ticked the morph option and now I got a FemaleBody.tri in each of their folders. Is there another step necessary? BodySlide already created these when building the set.

 

 

Ah, My apologies, I completely misread your post ?

 

Nope, afaik you're good to go. ?

[cossayos]

5 minutes ago, NismoMan said:

Ah, My apologies, I completely misread your post ?

 

Nope, afaik you're good to go. ?

 

Thanks, still a way to go though. Player animations still don't trigger in FP.seu. I'm not sure if I have a script conflict, since it stops at the undressing stage or a UI conflict, since when I'm trying to run AAF with the compatibility patch, I can't call up the AAF menu. I get no errors, but when AAF starts, it points out that there could be a UI conflict if one is unable to call up the menu.

[NismoMan]

37 minutes ago, cossayos said:

 

Thanks, still a way to go though. Player animations still don't trigger in FP.seu. I'm not sure if I have a script conflict, since it stops at the undressing stage or a UI conflict, since when I'm trying to run AAF with the compatibility patch, I can't call up the AAF menu. I get no errors, but when AAF starts, it points out that there could be a UI conflict if one is unable to call up the menu.

I remember having the same issue a while back, no AAF ui menu, no animations kicking in, the reason was that the LL_fourplay_1_10_106.dll was missing from the F4SE plugins folder, check if it's there, it should come within the AAF archive. if not that, then I'm all out of ideas at the moment ?

[Guest]

Friends and supporters,

 

A little gift for you all. Something that should never have been taken away from you. I cannot apologize enough for minimizing and devaluing your contributions over the last 10 months of RSE's constant development by my extremely thoughtless act. And though this in no way makes up for it because it simply cannot ever do so, know that I am profoundly sorry for allowing my pain to inflict the same unto you, then and for the future.

 

Sometimes, when you are at the top of a tree and all you can see is the endless horizon, you don't think straight, you cannot think straight. And I am still atop that tree, looking, searching for something, anything and finding naught but more empty space and silence, deafening silence. Too loud to hear Her anymore, though I imagine She is screaming at me or possibly She's saying nothing, only waiting for me to join Her. I cannot say. Nothing remains where once there stood a pristine palace of alabaster. White feathers and arrows no longer have meaning and the Universe has turned it's back on me and stopped listening to my wishes. All that remains is silence and the unending horizon. And even this is getting harder to see now, as everything around me darkens.

 

At the least, I kept my word to her and built it before the consequences were enacted.

 

Taj Mahal

 

Standing there full of radiance,
In all of your glory.
I see you, all of you,
Taken in, with but a single glance.
Such grace, effortless perchance,
Alluring, mysterious,
Yet welcoming and familiar.
Fixated I am, staring as if in a trance.
I walk to you, getting nearer,
I can feel your gravity,
Feel the heart of you.
Fell the love within, it's power.
I needed not an ounce of motivation,
That magical moment moved me,
When my heart beat uniquely for you,
I gave myself to you without an ounce of hesitation.
I knew in that single moment,
That our souls were forever bound.
I knew in that single instant.
The truest expression of love, I had found.
The walls drew nearer,
And pressed up against me.
As if to hold me up,
It couldn't have been any clearer.
Here is where my heart would dwell.
Where the rose-tinted rays,
Of the early morning sun,
Color your alabaster shell.
And here is where my love would remain.
Kept safe in the vault,
Of your guarded heart,
Forever to be contained.
But now the time has finally arrived.
As the last goodbye's were said.
Amid a wash of uncontrollable tears,
I'm comforted something of me will survive.

Deep within the heart of my Taj Mahal.
Deep within the heart of you.

                                            - J.Riddle, 2018

 

Goodbye my friends.

 

(Files removed as RSE is back online to download in it's own thread)

[AngelPhoenix69]

11 minutes ago, Flashy (JoeR) said:

A little gift for you all. Something that should never have been taken away from you. I cannot apologize enough for minimizing and devaluing your contributions over the last 10 months of RSE's constant development by my extremely thoughtless act. And though this in no way makes up for it because it simply cannot ever do so, know that I am profoundly sorry for allowing my pain to inflict the same unto you.

 

Sometimes, when you are at the top of a tree and all your can see is the endless horizon, you don't think straight, you cannot think straight. And I am still atop that tree, looking, searching for something, anything and finding naught but more empty space and silence, deafening silence. Too loud to hear Her anymore, though I imagine She is screaming at me or possibly She's saying nothing, only waiting for me. I cannot say. Nothing remains where once there stood a pristine palace of alabaster. White feathers and arrows no longer have meaning and the Universe has turned it's back on me and stopped listening to my wishes. All that remains is silence and the unending horizon...

 

Taj Mahal

 

Standing there full of radiance,
In all of your glory.
I see you, all of you,
Taken in, with but a single glance.
Such grace, effortless perchance,
Alluring, mysterious,
Yet welcoming and familiar.
Fixated I am, staring as if in a trance.
I walk to you, getting nearer,
I can feel your gravity,
Feel the heart of you.
Fell the love within, it's power.
I needed not an ounce of motivation,
That magical moment moved me,
When my heart beat uniquely for you,
I gave myself to you without an ounce of hesitation.
I knew in that single moment,
That our souls were forever bound.
I knew in that single instant.
The truest expression of love, I had found.
The walls drew nearer,
And pressed up against me.
As if to hold me up,
It couldn't have been any clearer.
Here is where my heart would dwell.
Where the rose-tinted rays,
Of the early morning sun,
Color your alabaster shell.
And here is where my love would remain.
Kept safe in the vault,
Of your guarded heart,
Forever to be contained.
But now the time has finally arrived.
As the last goodbye's were said.
Amid a wash of uncontrollable tears,
I'm comforted something will survive.

Deep within the heart of my Taj Mahal.
Deep within the heart of you.

 

Goodbye my friends. It is time for me to truly leave for I can bare no more...

 

RSE_USER_GUIDE.zip

AAF_RSE v3.9.9.8.zip

RSE_HUMANS_ONLY_CSA.zip

FP_RSE_DLCPatch.zip

RSE v3.7.8.zip

Wishing you the best :). And hope one day you will be back. This place wont be the same without you. And thank you for putting up the zip files for those that have not downloaded these awesome mods.

[Clegane]

1 minute ago, darkshade87 said:

Since I can't check the support page, is there a way within RSE to cure radiation sickness? I haven't found anything in the MCM or at the chem workbench to help me out.

Ghoulification one or womiting one? Woniting - use Rad-Away and go to any doctor, they also can cure ghoulfication.

[NismoMan]

35 minutes ago, Flashy (JoeR) said:

Friends and supporters,

 

A little gift for you all. Something that should never have been taken away from you. I cannot apologize enough for minimizing and devaluing your contributions over the last 10 months of RSE's constant development by my extremely thoughtless act. And though this in no way makes up for it because it simply cannot ever do so, know that I am profoundly sorry for allowing my pain to inflict the same unto you.

 

Sometimes, when you are at the top of a tree and all your can see is the endless horizon, you don't think straight, you cannot think straight. And I am still atop that tree, looking, searching for something, anything and finding naught but more empty space and silence, deafening silence. Too loud to hear Her anymore, though I imagine She is screaming at me or possibly She's saying nothing, only waiting for me. I cannot say. Nothing remains where once there stood a pristine palace of alabaster. White feathers and arrows no longer have meaning and the Universe has turned it's back on me and stopped listening to my wishes. All that remains is silence and the unending horizon...

 

At the least, I keep to my word before the consequences were enacted...

 

Taj Mahal

 

Standing there full of radiance,
In all of your glory.
I see you, all of you,
Taken in, with but a single glance.
Such grace, effortless perchance,
Alluring, mysterious,
Yet welcoming and familiar.
Fixated I am, staring as if in a trance.
I walk to you, getting nearer,
I can feel your gravity,
Feel the heart of you.
Fell the love within, it's power.
I needed not an ounce of motivation,
That magical moment moved me,
When my heart beat uniquely for you,
I gave myself to you without an ounce of hesitation.
I knew in that single moment,
That our souls were forever bound.
I knew in that single instant.
The truest expression of love, I had found.
The walls drew nearer,
And pressed up against me.
As if to hold me up,
It couldn't have been any clearer.
Here is where my heart would dwell.
Where the rose-tinted rays,
Of the early morning sun,
Color your alabaster shell.
And here is where my love would remain.
Kept safe in the vault,
Of your guarded heart,
Forever to be contained.
But now the time has finally arrived.
As the last goodbye's were said.
Amid a wash of uncontrollable tears,
I'm comforted something will survive.

Deep within the heart of my Taj Mahal.
Deep within the heart of you.

                                            - J.Riddle, 2018

 

Goodbye my friends. It is time for me to truly leave for I can bare no more...

 

RSE_USER_GUIDE.zip

AAF_RSE v3.9.9.8.zip

RSE_HUMANS_ONLY_CSA.zip

FP_RSE_DLCPatch.zip

RSE v3.7.8.zip

This sounds ominous... God Joe, please tell us you'll be alright and you aren't going to do something with deeper consequences??! Dude...

[Bluegunk]

Farewell, Flashy. Thanks for everything. I hope you will be back to join in the fun with us all in the near future.

You will always have my respect.

[Modder 4567]

Hang in there Joe.  Sounds like you are going through a dark place.  Have seen them.  Have seen the pain ease over time.   They suck man but there is something on the other side.  Somewhere on the horizon that seems endless now it is waiting for you.  Don't stop looking.

[cypher47]

1 hour ago, Flashy (JoeR) said:

Friends and supporters,

 

A little gift for you all. Something that should never have been taken away from you. I cannot apologize enough for minimizing and devaluing your contributions over the last 10 months of RSE's constant development by my extremely thoughtless act. And though this in no way makes up for it because it simply cannot ever do so, know that I am profoundly sorry for allowing my pain to inflict the same unto you.

 

Sometimes, when you are at the top of a tree and all you can see is the endless horizon, you don't think straight, you cannot think straight. And I am still atop that tree, looking, searching for something, anything and finding naught but more empty space and silence, deafening silence. Too loud to hear Her anymore, though I imagine She is screaming at me or possibly She's saying nothing, only waiting for me. I cannot say. Nothing remains where once there stood a pristine palace of alabaster. White feathers and arrows no longer have meaning and the Universe has turned it's back on me and stopped listening to my wishes. All that remains is silence and the unending horizon.

 

At the least, I keep to my word and built it before the consequences were enacted...

 

Taj Mahal

 

Standing there full of radiance,
In all of your glory.
I see you, all of you,
Taken in, with but a single glance.
Such grace, effortless perchance,
Alluring, mysterious,
Yet welcoming and familiar.
Fixated I am, staring as if in a trance.
I walk to you, getting nearer,
I can feel your gravity,
Feel the heart of you.
Fell the love within, it's power.
I needed not an ounce of motivation,
That magical moment moved me,
When my heart beat uniquely for you,
I gave myself to you without an ounce of hesitation.
I knew in that single moment,
That our souls were forever bound.
I knew in that single instant.
The truest expression of love, I had found.
The walls drew nearer,
And pressed up against me.
As if to hold me up,
It couldn't have been any clearer.
Here is where my heart would dwell.
Where the rose-tinted rays,
Of the early morning sun,
Color your alabaster shell.
And here is where my love would remain.
Kept safe in the vault,
Of your guarded heart,
Forever to be contained.
But now the time has finally arrived.
As the last goodbye's were said.
Amid a wash of uncontrollable tears,
I'm comforted something will survive.

Deep within the heart of my Taj Mahal.
Deep within the heart of you.

                                            - J.Riddle, 2018

 

Goodbye my friends.

 

RSE_USER_GUIDE.zip

AAF_RSE v3.9.9.8.zip

RSE_HUMANS_ONLY_CSA.zip

FP_RSE_DLCPatch.zip

RSE v3.7.8.zip

the future now is what you make it. the Universe respects effort given. if you wish to change something change it. all you need is the will to do so Flashy. pain can stay your feet from walking the path but it can never chain them. i hope you walk your path, if that is to come back to us, or go away from this place, i wish you well.