Sorry for the general downtrodden tone of this.

I think it might be a good idea to do one of these every fortnight. Something to vent my feelings into and explain a few things. I hope it offers some insight into a few issues I have.

Issues with my game:

-Some pose mods won't register in FNIS. No problem observed in the log either. (Halo's Poser, Callygon's Poser)

-Still low fps (around 30, so playable, but not preferable)

-No blood splatters

No idea how to fix any of these issues

Personal issues:

-Emotional depression (Relationship issues) I've ended up writing some pretty depressing things. Its affected everything, also why the chapters won't come out as often

-Suffering from...something. I can barely speak and move out of bed, never mind make any decent chapters. (Hence why they've slowed down)

I know this is a bit different, but I think it's important to share issues, so you can understand why I'm not posting anything as often as usual. But I was a pretty bad kid so maybe this is everything coming back around to bite me in the ass.

"A day will come when you think you are safe and happy, and your joy will turn to ashes in your mouth and you will know the debt is paid."