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Roadblocks in Life -Real Life-

GimmeBACON

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Okay, so I wanted to have the next part of my character story out by the first, but my mind has been stretched so thin that the story writing had to be put on hold. I just wanted to talk to somebody about what's going on in my life, and with letters on a screen, I don't have to look people in the eye or feel judgement.

 

If you read my previous life story, you know I cheated on my gf, I was hoping that would be the end of it, but it wasn't. Two days ago I get introduced to one of her friends (to many to keep track) and I end up hanging out at her friends house when who do you think walks in? The very same one night stand. It turns out she's the friends 18 year old sister. I thought that shit was going to hit the fan, but instead she plays the part of a stranger perfectly, but being quite flirtatious even in front of my gf. Gf doesn't seem to enjoy it, and my knuckles are white as a sheet. We end up being alone and she starts trying to touch me and stuff, so I tell her it was a mistake and we should drop it. She hints to me how disappointed my gf would be if she found out, but we could keep it a secret (all the while trying to kiss on my neck which was pretty hard to resist I admit) At this point I don't know if it's blackmail to keep a romantic relationship, extort money out of me, or revenge for kicking dirt while she was asleep like a coward.

 

Making things all the worse, my gf's been feeling a bit ill, so she's going in to the doctor tomorrow because she thinks she's pregnant. (pregnancy test said no, but she wants to be sure) I'm praying to gods that I've never spoken to in my life that she isn't; because, while in theory I like the idea of us starting a family, right now would be a terrible time to do so. What with this psycho, work, school, and my health in general, my life has been extremely stressful, and I think this baby might be to much for me.

 

So yeah, that's what I've been going through, I just needed to vent, and the anonymity this site affords is refreshing.

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Novki

Novki

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I remember you said you don't care what we think in a previous post but I do honestly hope things get better for you. Especially concerning the over attached psycho; they can really set your life back.

GimmeBACON

GimmeBACON

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I remember you said you don't care what we think in a previous post but I do honestly hope things get better for you. Especially concerning the over attached psycho; they can really set your life back.

It's nothing personal, but I can't make any real connections over the internet. I'm the kind of person who needs to be face-to-face with somebody. Everybody on this site is just letters on my screen. I don't intend to offend anybody by my lack of connection, so if you took that personal, don't. It's just that I have enough trouble being empathetic toward the thoughts and feelings of people I meet in real life.

 

Regarding the psycho, she texted me while I was at work earlier, sending me a pic of her... yeah, that; telling me she's thinking about me. Back when I was single, this may have been fun, but, in my current situation, not so much. In case anybody is wondering, I deleted the video, and the pic she sent me.

Novki

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I remember you said you don't care what we think in a previous post but I do honestly hope things get better for you. Especially concerning the over attached psycho; they can really set your life back.

It's nothing personal, but I can't make any real connections over the internet. I'm the kind of person who needs to be face-to-face with somebody. Everybody on this site is just letters on my screen. I don't intend to offend anybody by my lack of connection, so if you took that personal, don't. It's just that I have enough trouble being empathetic toward the thoughts and feelings of people I meet in real life.

 

Regarding the psycho, she texted me while I was at work earlier, sending me a pic of her... yeah, that; telling me she's thinking about me. Back when I was single, this may have been fun, but, in my current situation, not so much. In case anybody is wondering, I deleted the video, and the pic she sent me.

 

No worries, I wasn't offended and I think your opinion is perfectly valid. Take it or leave it; I did feel an honest message was appropriate to send and I try not to bullshit something genuine, unless I'm stuck in a beyond PC place where I can't say anything genuine at the risk of hearing the damnable question, "what do you mean by that?" You said it; the anonymity of the site is refreshing.

 

In regards to your psycho, it's good you're taking a stand, but that's a sign that somehow the knowledge of that night will get out, probably sooner than preferred. Incidents like that just can't stay in the dark. I can only hope when it does emerge that your gf can both forgive and put it behind you two.

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