Why does player.kill allows me to save?

[Masterpandabear]

I am not sure if this post belongs here, sorry if its not the case;

 

So recently i decided to play Skyrim again, i updated my mods and installed Falskar and SexLab. I started getting  crashes when saving....i goggled a lil bit and found somewhere that the command player.kill may do the trick. I loaded my last save and issue the command player.kill, and i did not die...i believe it has something to do with the SD (Sanguine debauchery) mod. This did allow me to save with no problem. After a while i tried saving again and the game crashed again, doing player.kill fixes the problem...Should i be worried about this? is my file getting corrupt? why does player.kill allows me to save? I remember a similar fix to save in Fallout New Vegas, killing yourself..

 

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[D_ManXX2]

Skyrim is like oblivion, this bug has been there in every single Bethesda game, they are terrible at memory management, the reason why you can save again after using player.kill is everything previously is cleared in the memory, ad this frees it up again now you can save till it happens again.

 

They may not admit it, but skyrim like all the other games they made has a memory leak. That fills up after some time. player.kill will force to free it up and it will load the last save game game correctly.