Ash is a recent arrival in the area. She's 18 years old, and I guess you could say she is running from her past self, which is the reason she moved to an area where she knows no one except the local trans support group, i.e. the gang from the last post. I stuck them all in a single household to edit them a bit and as a consequense they all know eachother. Makes sense that she would reach out to a local support group if she's new and doesn't know anyone else in either case.

 

Ash lives in a small cabin in Granite Falls, and dreams of being a writer. For now, she is however working as a book-keeper at a local accounting firm. She has an lack of excitment and romance in her life. Yeah... this story is a lot less out there than the last one.

 

 

So, lets tackle the obvious here. Ash is trans. She passes very well, but wherever she came from everyone knew her before her transition, and that bothered her. Her main objective is to be seen as a woman, no buts, ifs or whys. While the gang in the last post reveled in it, for Ash her own body is the constant reminder of where she has been, and where she hasn't managed to get yet.

 

 

I haven't really considered why exactly she felt so pressed to leave her own life. Bad parents, local community, or just her own insecurity, doesn't matter why, she felt she needed a fresh start, so she could live the life she wanted, to be seen as the person she wanted to be seen as.

 

 

Gee, look at me playing armchair psycologist. Just trying to get into her head so that I can make my playthrough as thematically consistent as I possibly can. Worth mentioning is that I play with 5 traits per sim. I gave her "Insecure", and one other which will play a pivotal role later... I figure whatever it was that made her leave, in combination with her struggles with her own identity, she would have developed some insecurities.

 

Anyway... My main goals here is twofold. Just like in the last post, I want her to save up for gender re-assignment surgery and I'll charge her 10 000 for top and 15 000 for bottom surgery. That is the main goal. But I also want her to fall in love. And I want there to be drama around that... I'll fabricate it if need be, but the more organically it can come up the more pleased I'll be.

 

So I sent her on a date.

 

Didn't really work out, they weren't compatible. For once I am not playing a sim that is a crazy sex-fiend. Ash is a virgin. She won't do the whole "save it for marriage", but she will be in love with the person who takes it.

 

 

So after her date left she met this other guy...

 

 

She found him attractive, he didn't have any horrible traits... this might work. I know of him, but I, as in me the player don't know him. He belongs to a mrrakkon household of 8. They have a house, but every time I think about actually playing it I shudder at the thought of managing 8 sims, so I've never opened up the household.

 

Well, she got his number atleast...

 

 

I play with mods that make it SIGNIFICANTLY harder to advance friendship and romance. We are talking sims 2-levels of hard. Of course in many cases, for example a sim with unique appearance trying to bang a shallow sim, that doesn't matter, but when you are trying to play an actual relationship you need to put some effort into it. This is a significant step forward.

 

So New years eve comes up, and Ash spends it at the Trans-sensual club, hanging out.

 

 

I do wish there was an interaction or moodlet for boob-envy... I had to resort to "talk about boobies", which technically is a romance interaction.

 

 

Anyway. Sanjiv, the guy from yesterday called. He asked her out on a date. So she ditched the party at Trans-sensual and went with him instead.

 

 

Things went well.

 

 

Then they went even better...

 

 

...and the new year arrived.

 

 

At this point Ash had the intense lust modifier. She found Sanjiv Extremely Attractive, and they had been flirting all night. She was also fairly drunk. Her insecurities set aside, she invited him home with her.

 

 

And she invited him to spend the night...

 

 

So, the thing that we all would expect when two horny 19-year olds have a house for themselves happen, because, obviously it does. Flirting turns to kissing turns to touching.

 

 

So at this point I should explain how I manage story-progression. I have thousends of animations installed. Sometimes, at a crucial moment I pick one, not entirely at random, but sight unseen, and then I let whatever the animator happen to have made with the movements and facial expressions decide how the sim feels about it. I take it out of my own hands, to a limited extent, because otherwise I might as well just write a book instead of playing a game, if I'm in total control of story developments.

 

So, Sanjiv isn't experienced either. In fact he was a virgin as well. But he knows enough to tell something feels... off... about the crotch-area as Ash's excitment has grown...

 

 

This is one of those times where I pick an animation I've never used before, and let his facial expression decide story-progression. 

 

 

Well, the secret is out...

 

 

He doesn't seem that miffed though...

 

 

So yeah, obviously I didn't pick a totally random animation. It was clearly labeled M/M HO. I knew it would be a gay animation. But had the animator gone another way, given him an aggressive face at that crucial moment, the story would have taken another turn. Honestly, probably would have turned violent. It's not unusual in real life after all.

 

He does admonish her for springing this, eh, 'suprise' at him either way. But as it turns out, he was bisexual all along. Only I didn't know that until now.

 

 

I did mention she had one additional new trait. She is a submissive. She knows it, although she have never explored that side of herself, but when he starts pointing his finger and raising his voice... it does something to her. She doesn't mind. In fact, she likes it.

 

 

And, well, since as it turns out... he didn't mind the D... they get on with it.

 

 

She does like how he takes charge...

 

 

After he cums they take a bit of a breather. But, although she is having a good time, she can't shake the feeling that something is just... wrong.

 

 

Sanjiv wants her to try his ass... Yeah... They are virgins, they haven't prepped, and Ash is pretty well endowed. It wont work.

 

 

Hands and mouth will have to do.

 

 

It's not bad, she does cum in the end, but it's not a roaring success either. Inexperience, and well, something about the whole thing is just wrong.

 

When she tries to kiss him afterwards he shies back and pushes her, recoiling, presumably because she still has his cum around her mouth. (I'll fess up. I was to wrapped up in the scene to let them go have a piss. He was just upset because he REALLY needed to go, but that doesn't make a good story, so we'll ignore that).

 

 

Ash is hurt by this rejection. Remember, they are both equally young, inexperienced, and excitable. And also pretty drunk.

 

 

That's when she snaps. She realises what the problem was all along. Sanjiv had had sex with her... as if she was a man... (ooohhh... my inner armchair psychologist is giggling that I thought of that as a twist. Sorry, I'll try to keep meta-commentary to a minimum)

 

An argument ensues.

 

 

And Sanjiv leaves her.

 

 

Now my assumption was that this would end here. I figured she'd go out dating again with this newfound understanding of what she actually want out of a sexual relationship and then I'd see where we'd go from there.

But that night she had a dream. About Sanjiv. The WW attraction system and it's hot dreams to the rescue. And she woke up inspired due to that dream.

 

 

She wrote a book of poetry, dedicated to Sanjiv, called "The first time you saw me". She was nominated for a prize for it. This was a sign from the stars, surely.

 

She called him to come over an declaimed poetry from her book.

 

 

Alright bitches... the game is back on track...

 

 

They are now, officially, a couple.

 

 

Be here when I come home and we'll do better this time.

 

 

Oh yeah... The award cermony.

 

 

The host and half of the attending celebrities are pornstars. My world is a degenerate place.

 

 

Well, she didn't win, but more importantly, he was still there when she came home afterwards...

 

 

Now she knows what she want. She want him to make love to her as if she was a woman. You know, just as a woman who happens to also have a dick.

 

 

Ironically I manage to get the feeling I was looking for through playing an explicitly gay animation.

 

Again, this is sight unseen, and decides how I will proceed. As it turns out, Sanjiv takes charge. Yeah, she plays the part of the bottom, so it's not unexpected per se, but it could have gone another way.

 

 

How does that old Shania Twain song go... Man, I feel like a woman!

 

 

Do you need an invite sent by mail or are you going to get to ravaging me any time soon?

 

 

Yeah... she's totally topping from the bottom. But they are still inexperienced.

 

 

Like I said. These are all explicitly gay animations, but I got precisly the effect I wanted from them anyway. He is screwing her as if she is a woman. That is what she wants, to feel feminine.

 

 

Bliss.

 

 

So this is where I decide to have her go for it, and be open with her submissive desires. They agree to try out power-exchange, i.e. BDSM. He is self-assured, gregarious and ambitious. He fits a D-type. If it works I'll officially add the trait to him.

 

 

Remember, Sir, it's you who are in charge. You can do whatever you want with me, whenever you want.

 

 

Yeah, it's a fairly well repeated truism in the BDSM community that it's actually the sub who is in charge most of the time. After all, to give up power, one must first have power,

 

Next morning...

 

 

Bye, Sir, I have to go to work now, you can stay in bed.

 

 

Well, Sanjiv is a quick learner... so she is not going to work yet... not until he says so.

 

 

Shouldn't have given him that look. That, "So are you actually going to fuck me hard or just stand there"-look.

 

 

 

A quick learner indeed.

 

 

 

Did I do good today, Sir?

 

 

She was one hour late to the first day at her new job, but she did arrive there with a shit-eating grin.

 

 

On her way home from work she does what every newbie in BDSM does... she goes shopping. At the start it is a sort of frenzy. She turns off the lights, and calls him to come over.

 

 

He knocks. No answer.

 

 

He enters... it's dark.

 

 

There is only a single source of light.

 

 

Bliss.

 

 

She also bought chains...

 

 

I guess, that if you aren't into it, it makes no sense that something as simple as a handjob is just... better... if she is wearing cuffs while doing it...

 

 

Same goes for everything else... You couldn't explain why you like tits, or dicks, or feet, or whatever you happen to like. But just the fact that she is cuffed while doing it, even when it affects nothing of the mechanics of the act, makes a difference.

 

 

He then left her there. She was exhausted and hungry. I let google random number generator decide for how long, between 1-5 hours. She got 2.

 

 

Then I summoned him again. It was time to add him to the household and take control of him.

 

 

He'd let her out. If she willingly accepted 30 spankings, thanked him for every one, called him Master, and sucked his cock. How could she refuse?

 

 

Thank you Master.

 

 

 

Don't let her expression fool you... she is having the time of her life.

 

 

Next morning.

 

 

Time to get up.

 

 

You really should wash yourself off before going to bed, Toy.

 

 

Yes, Master. I will do better next time.

 

 

Good girl.

 

 

Only one thing left to do... the collar.

 

A discreet day-collar for most outfits.

 

 

And something a little racier for when they are alone...

 

 

Ash's and Sanjiv's story isn't over, My goal is for her to fully transition. That will take 25 000 simoleons. Her writing is really the only hope.

 

 

Days pass. They work, and in the evenings they play.

 

 

Their power-exchange relationship deepening with every act.

 

 

Anytime Sanjiv sucks her off it does trigger her dysphoria, but in general they are having a good time.

 

 

And, well... in the end, their sexlife is pretty awesome.

 

 

They establish a new ritual. Ash makes breakfast, but she isn't allowed to eat until after Sanjiv morning blowjob.

 

 

The one cloud in their sunny sky is Ash's dysphoria. Any time Sanjiv focuses on her penis, which he have a hard time ignoring as it's a mayor turn-on for him, it triggers her.

 

 

And arguments ensues.

 

 

He isn't a bad guy. As he sees it he is bringing her pleasure. He just doesn't understand how it triggers her insecurities.

 

Ash wrote a screenplay, that brought in a lot of money as a lump sum. She is finally able to afford a boobjob, another stage in her transition.

 

 

And it's a lovely pair if I do say so myself...

 

 

Sanjiv don't seem to mind either. He wouldn't have minded if she was fully woman when they met either. Remember, he isn't actually gay, he have no problem with her transition. He is bi, and have since the start enjoyed both Ash's feminine as well as her masculine attributes. A part of him will probably always wonder how it would feel to have Ash taking him anally, but you know, once it's all said and done and she is fully transitioned and have worked over her insecurities... toys will always be an option.

 

Of course she does what everyone would do with a brand new pair of tits. A tit-job.

 

 

She's really happy about them...

 

 

Next up she went with him to visit his family.

 

 

So, at this point, by my timescale they have lived togheter for 2 years. Things are getting serious, real serious. She is constantly having the whim to get engaged, and normally I would let her. But she is the sub. She is not the one I need to take that initiative.

 

Another morning, another breakfast-and-service.

 

 

This time Sanjiv demands anal. Their agreement never explicitly said it was a hard no from her, and she agrees.

 

 

Worst dyphoria ever afterwards though...

 

 

Well, the day finally came. After putting down 10 000 for the chest, she has now saved up another 15 000 for bottom surgery. She is about to lose her vaginal virginity. No chains, no costumes, nothing like that this time. Just a woman, and a man.

 

 

She is fairly experienced at this point, but this is still new.

 

 

He enters her, for the first time.

 

 

Bliss...

 

 

Ash is now, all woman. Since I'm a stickler for realism wherever applicable, the only thing differing her from any other female sim in my world now is that she can't have children.

 

 

But atleast, she can now look in the mirror and see only herself, as she wants to be seen.