Skyrim SE - Love Slaves mod Erotic adventure story

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Hi all!

 

I dont know if this is the right forum for this post. But I wanted to share my dragonborn girls "Adventure diary" using "Take Notes" mod in skyrim SE adventuring together with Andrew from the mod "Love Slaves" by fishburger67. The mod was really fun to play and it is really well made. Thank you for a great mod fishburger67. 

 

The story itself is an erotic adventure and it contains spoliers for the mod and a bit from the main skyrim side stories. The roleplay is still ongoing and is not finished yet. I am still playing it.

 

My main language is not english so I am sorry if the text is not perfect

Dragonborn name: Rose

Race: Breton

Image of Rose: See attached image

 

Story starts directly after meeting Andrew at Mias Castle

 

Here it goes. Enjoy!

 

Journal

---Frostfall, 10th, 4E 201---
I have been travelling with Andrew for some time now...and for some reason I feel more and more drawn to him...something is pulling me towards him....
When I met Andrew for the frist time when exploring Mias dungeon and helping the lost kidnapped girls I saw Andrew as a lost person who had lost his family and his partner who forcefully became a sex slave for Mia....
I felt pity so I took him in as my adventuring friend which made my day more exciting I was not alone anymore.
Leaving my companion Ashe made my life feel empty but it was something I had to do for the time being.....because
Ashes mind was clear and open and I didn't want her to experience the dark side of Skyrim by following me.

Each day together with Andrew is making me feel weak....I dont know how to describe the feeling but I feel that I am becoming addicted to him...his every....seducing words are making me feel.......wanted.....
It is almost as Andrew is brainwashing me......without me knowing it.....
 

---Frostfall, 10th, 4E 201---
Today...Andrew made me kiss him and I lost my will and Andrew seductively made me long for him and do things I couldnt imagine.....I was naked infront of him and he grabbed me with his big hands and enjoyed my body as his property....and it made me feel actually so goooood.....Feeling him inside me made me explode in extascy...Andrew whipping my body felt so good.....oh...what is happening to me......
 

---Frostfall, 10th, 4E 201---
Yesterday Andrew and I went to the inn in Solitude and there I met a man dressed in a dark robe calling himself Sam. He was drunk and first I thought that he was flirting with me when he reached out to me and asked me to drink with him. Andrew didnt like what he saw and I could see him staring at me with punishing eyes....I just wanted to ignore Andrew because he is just my fellow companion but as always his eyes was seducing me into submission in my mind and I could not resist it....and I started to see images in my head there Andrew is toying with my naked body.... me chained and bound and hanging down from the ceiling totally exposing myself to him....whipping me into submission......then suddenly I came back to reality...Sam was just handing me over a drink and we drank until I was suddenly knocked out...it must have been a strong ale.
 

---Frostfall, 10th, 4E 201---
When I woke up I was in Markath? I was in the house of Diebella? How did I end up here? I could feel a bit of headache as I woke up from my disorientation....Priest of Dibella stood infront of me and told me that I came in yesterday drunk and made a big scene in the temple. I dont remember anything of this and Andrew is silence....I think he is probably mad because of my conversation with Sam the other day....I cleaned the whole temple from the mess I had made yesterday and asked for forgiveness which the priest accepted. She told me that I should visit Rorikstead next and look for Sam. 
 

---Frostfall, 10th, 4E 201---
Just before leaving the temple of Dibella Andrew finally broke his silence and looked straight into my eyes and ordered me to strip and pleasure myself on the floor!!!??......I tried to ignored it. But as usual I could not resist his powerful commanding words....His words made me feel instantly weak again and I felt like Andrews.....property.....my body didnt listen to my will anymore....Instantly I was on the floor and pleasuring myself using my fingers both infront and back...mmmmm....it felt so GOOD......I was so wet....wanting Andrew inside me....using me...mmmm..what am I becoming....help me.....am I becoming his sex slave?
 

---Frostfall, 10th, 4E 201---
I arrived at Rorikstead and there I met a farmer named Ennis. I dont know who he is but he seems to know me? I am told that I have stolen his goat? Apparently I have to find his goat if I want to know where Sam is......what a strange day!

I have finally managed to return the goat to Ennis. I have no clue how and why I stole the goat in the beginning but in return I am told to visit Whiterun and seek up Ysolda? She might be able to direct me to Sam. What is all this leading to??

I arrived in Whiterun and walked up to the market place. Ysolda who was loved by all men in Whiterun was standing in the middle of the market with her beauty seducing all of the men around her....
Just when I approached the market Ysolda came up to me before I could say hello.
 

---Frostfall, 11th, 4E 201---
I was surprised to hear that I borrowed a wedding ring from her? to my fiancee? What was going on? Sam must be toying with me? If Andrew hears about this he would be mad....but at the same time my mind is winding up inside my head having me fantasize about Andrew punishing me with his whip..I cannot control it but I feel so aroused having the thought...I dont want to feel like this...but at the same time it feels so excited.

Have to go to Witchmist Grove. According to Ysolda I took the wedding ring there. Hope that I can get some more clues and answers when I get there. I am not telling Andrew about this but I feel that he may know already.

I need to focus as dragonborn. I have to try to not be seduced by Andrew...otherwise I will loose my self control.
 

---Frostfall, 12th, 4E 201---
After riding up to the snowy Windhelm I finally reached Witchmist Grove. The weather was cold and my whole body was turning into ice feeling the cold wind press against my body....Andrew was silence and didnt say a word during our ride up to Windhelm and to Witchmist Grove. But I could though feel that Andrew was holding my hips tight with his strong hands riding the horse together and pressed his body tight against mine so I could feel his warm body giving me warmth during the horse whole ride. I could almost feel Andrew becoming hard pressing his crouch against my hip.
 

---Frostfall, 12th, 4E 201---
As we approached Withmist Grove a dragon attacked us and Andrew took his sword and protected me from the jaws of the dragon. I took out my sword and slayed the dragon but watching Andrew so protective about be made me feel so special.

We approched a shack there I met a old hagraven Moira? Telling me that I was going to marry her? What is happening? Me marrying a hagraven!!!
Absolutely not!!!Denying the marriage Moira tried to kill me!

Just before I drew my sword at her Andrew grabbed me by my hips with his two strong hands and forcefully kissed me....I couldnt resist as ususal but as soon as he grabbed my body pulling it in into his muscular body I couldnt once again not control my will and body....it was following Andrews command and I was totally seduced letting Andrew do as he pleases with my body and mind.....I was....kissing him strongly with my tongue inside Andrew and Andrews tongue inside my mouth rolling back and forth.....I felt so weak and powerless....and as a pet..as....a sex slave wanting to burst out from inside of me......I am slowly changing....but is this a good or bad? 
 

---Frostfall, 13th, 4E 201---
Arriving at Morvunskar we met heavy resistance from dark mages and daedras. We managed to supress the mages and was finally infront of a portal? I was reluctant at first and didnt know if I wanted to step inside the portal but Andrew jumped in and I couldnt just stay behind so I took a deep breath and followed Andrew into the portal.

After a short time with a bright light in front of me I was transported to a place called the Witchmister Grove a place where Daedric Lord Sanguine was residing. It was a beautiful place where you can hear the birds singing and water is flowing with full of green fields allround you.

After walking to the direction of a beautiful faint music coming from somewhere deep inside over the green fields. I met Sanguine standing by a table with people sharing wine and ale.

I was greeted by Sanguine. I was told that I was expected and that Lord Sanguine was impressed with me regarding my journey from the first meeting with Sam and to our meeting here in Lord Sanguines domain. I was given a golden staff as a appreciation and as a gift.'
  

---Frostfall, 13th, 4E 201---
Meeting with Lord Sanguine gave me a tingling sensation in my stomach a feeling that Lord Sanguine wanted me as his own. His eyes was seducing me as almost if he was telling me that I was going to meet him again someday forward and that I would become his prize and possession and suddenly I was back in Solitude Inn.
 

---Frostfall, 15th, 4E 201---
After the incident with Sam the road took us to Whiterun. After a long journey my legs were tired so I had to rest for a bit. I was relaxing my both legs and was slumbering in the inn when suddenly Andrew told med to find some apple pie? Just middle of nowhere Andrew wanted me to fetch him some apple pie. I was irritated at first because I really needed to sleep after a long journey but again Andrews words took control of my will and body again....it seems that everytime Andrew is asking me to do things...I cannot resist him....my mind is going into trance and it seems that Andrew is trigging some kind of triggers that he has implemented deep inside my mind without me knowing it.....As a robot I cannot take control of my body that goes into automation to serve and do the things Andrews is commanding me to do....at the same time if I am honest...it feels so aroused and make my pussy wet...longing for Andrew......what have I become?! I must try to resist this....I am dragonborn NOT a sex slave.....!
 

---Frostfall, 15th, 4E 201---
We are in Dragon bridge, not knowing where I am I am standing in Dragon bridge fetching Andrew his apple pie.....do I still have my own will left?

 

---Frostfall, 16th, 4E 201---
Another day in Skyrim...After a good night sleep and letting my mind rest after a strange and odd encounter with Sam, Ennis and his goat and my marriage to a hagraven! It has been too much.

Waking up in the morning at the inn at Solitude felt really comfy and nice. Seeing Andrew already awake and standing at the window makes me wonder what he is thinking? He is so mysterious, I dont know what he is thinking about me? Am I just a companion? or am I something else to him? Each day I feel that Andrew is coming closer into my mind I can feel that my mind is being pushed away by his dominance! I must try to not loose control, but at the same time his dominance over me feels....good.... 
 

---Frostfall, 16th, 4E 201---
Leaving the inn and admiring the wind and the birds took me all the way to the Bards College and there I met Viarmo the head of the college. Apprently he needs help to locate the Verse of King Olaf, so it is dungeon exploration again. Andrew is silence as usual he is watching me and telling me things like how he admires my body. I wonder if this is the way he is maybe implementing triggers in my head?
 

---Frostfall, 16th, 4E 201---
Back from the dungeon! I have retrieved king Olafs verse and got it back to Viarmo. But the verse was not complete so I had to help Viarmo to fill in the missing verses. Not optimal but Viarmo was satisfied. Viarmo is going to the Blue palace where he is going to present King Olafs verse for Elisif. It was a fun dungeon exploration.
 

---Frostfall, 17th, 4E 201---
Now I am a Bard. I was granted the title of Bard after successfully helping Viarmo with King Olafs verse. I wonder how a Bards life will be? Not that I dont like my current life but it will be fun to try out the life of a Bard.

After leaving the college I met a imperial captain named Aldis at in front of the imperial legion office. He had heard about me and need my help to locate missing girls around Solitude. As dragonborn I cannot just pass by people in need especially not when girls have been kidnapped!

As I followed the captain in to the office I could hear Andrew whisper in my ear with a seductive voice that he enjoyed my body pressing against his crouch. Is he implementing triggers again?
 

---Frostfall, 17th, 4E 201---
At that moment my whole body tingled and started to shiver with weakness. I couldnt control my feelings and it was like something came over me and a trigger in my head started to suppress my will and I started to feel....aroused......I wanted to fight it as dragonborn but Andrews seductive dark deep voice made me surrender to his will.

We were suddenly deep down in the imperial dungeons and without me knowing it I was stripped naked and I was kneeling infront of Andrew begging him to let me ride his huge manhood.

I was so aroused couldnt escape from this slutty feeling......please help me.....what am I turning into......
 

---Frostfall, 17th, 4E 201---
Soon I was riding Andrews manhood up and down and I couldnt move as Andrew grabbed my both arms with his strong hands...and as I listened to his dirty words about me I enjoyed every feeling Andrew gave me with his huge manhood inside me...making me feel so wanted and as a property to be used.............mmmmm...

I felt how Andrew exploded inside me, injecting me with his seed.....I hope that I dont get pregnant...but this feels so wonderful.......Can I still be the dragonborn I am destined to be?
 

---Frostfall, 17th, 4E 201---
Just when we where finished Andrew ordered me to strip once more and masturbate in front of him. I didnt hesitate in a blink of an eye I was naked again sitting on a chair in front of Andrew spreading my legs apart and fingering myself with both of my hands thinking about Andrew until I became wet and exploaded in extascy....mmmm..ohhh...My mind is breaking apart........
 

---Frostfall, 19th, 4E 201---
I decided to visit Winterhold again. I need to meet Tolfdir and let him know that I found a book that could help him in his research about the strange sphere. When we got to the college of magick Andrew whispered again in my ear telling me to dance for him naked in the great hall!! He wanted me to get naked in a public place just to pleasure him. As always I wanted to resist this....but the triggers in my head Andrew have implemented in me were too strong to resist....my body once again did as Andrew wanted and there I stood completely naked and started to dance exotic for Andrew. The hall was so cold....My skin became a bit blueish due to the cold air pressing against my naked body. Andrew enjoyed every minute of it....and.....just by looking at Andrew admiring my naked body made me so wet.
 

---Frostfall, 19th, 4E 201---
Am I becoming addicted to Andrew?

New day in Skyrim. I have been resting my thoughts trying to calm myself and regain my own will and strength as dragonborn.

The day is rainy and I was in Falkreath trying to find an inn to warm my hands and eat a good meal. There I met a girl an orphan a child sitting lonely by the road. A guard was ignoring the childs need of food so I gave the guard some septims for some bread and gave it to the girl. She was there all by herself with her dog named Skoll.

She told me that she couldnt get back home due to a monster blocking her way and was scared. I decided to follow her back and help her. On the way there she dropped her key, so I had to run back and find it.
 

---Frostfall, 21st, 4E 201---
Just when I found the key just by the road Andrew told me that he wanted to kill off some bandits nearby? He didnt say a thing the whole day and suddenly he just asks me to follow him and kill some bandits. Sometimes I really dont know what Andrew is thinking.
I decided anyway to help him out but this time I was doing it with my own will and mind and not forced by Andrews triggers in my head.

We arrived to a cavern called Broken Helm. Sneaked in and killed 3 bandits inside. Andrew told me to help him kill the leader, so with my bow I killed the boss.
 

---Frostfall, 21st, 4E 201---
First I thought that Andrew wanted to kill of the bandits as part of a revenge from earlier times but it was completely not a revenge.
Andrew was after a bunny tail something he lost years ago...it sounded a bit cute when he told me that he was looking for a bunny tail, but when he told me to open the big chest and loot the items I noticed that the bunny tail was actually a BUTT PLUG!!!

When I first saw it I was surprised and didnt know what to say.....but when Andrew suddenly whispered with his deep seductive voice in ny ear with the words "strip and and put the butt plug in your beautiful ass"......
 

---Frostfall, 21st, 4E 201---
My mind and will took over my whole body again and the triggers in my head made me loose control...and within seconds the bunny tail was in my ass and I was naked...feeling incredibly aroused...and my body longed for Andrews....manhood.....mmmm...want to have it inside me....riding it once again....

The butt plug made me more submissive and weak and I think this was Andrews plan from the beginning to make me wear it and become submissive for him.
I heard myself just cry out to Andrew...."please let me ride you Andrew.....please....Andrew...I wanna fell you inside me.....please...mmmm"
 

---Frostfall, 21st, 4E 201---
And the ride began....I was riding Andrews manhood slowly up and down and at the same time my fingers started to rub my vagina.....ohhhh....mmmm...dragonborn in me is being erased..more and more....is this Andrew plan for me? transforming me slowly gradually to a submissive lover, pet, sex slave just for Andrew? Is he going to take me back to Mias castle and make me a special slave for Andrew...ohhhh....please help me someone I dont want to.....I must be strong I am dragonborn....but this feeling is so intense...Addicition is growing strong.....
 

---Frostfall, 23rd, 4E 201---
We arrived at Morthal to investigate a vampire incident where one girl has been killed by a vampire. We located the girls grave and found Lalette lurking around the girls grave. I quickly grabbed my bow and managed to kill Lalette before she could attack me and Andrew killed the other two thralls that were hiding near behind a house.

Suddenly Andrew orders me to strip naked and put the bunny tail butt plug in my ass and without a hesitation my body did exactly what Andrew ordered. I couldnt control my arms, legs or my body...the triggers got activated in my mind by Andrew and I was helpless and like a puppet following every word from Andrew.....The triggers have maximum effect now....and Andrew has finally full control over my body. 
 

---Frostfall, 23rd, 4E 201---
I was totally naked with the butt plug attached in front of Andrew and I could feel the cold air pressing against my naked body. I was shivering and felt ashamed and disgusted to what I was doing......but the triggers were so strong and made me feel so horny.....and aroused....I wanted to escape this feeling but it was so strong and I was starting to enjoy being naked and the butt plug made me so aroused...I was forced to go around naked around the city and meet with the Jarl......but it felt so good.....When Andrew was satisfied and told me to put my clothes back on....I said to Andrew that I enjoyed to stay naked......have I finally become a sex slave? 
 

---Frostfall, 23rd, 4E 201---
Andrew kissed me and it was really a warm kiss that made me feel needed.... craving for Andrew....as my master......oh..god!!....what has happened to me?

Andrew ordered me to put my clothes back again. It was too cold to go around naked...Andrew cared about me.

Now my body is fully in control by Andrew....I am doing everything he is asking me to do without any questions....Triggers in my head are now permanently locked in.
 

---Frostfall, 28th, 4E 201---
Few days have passed and we are back to Winterhold. I have tried to find my inner self to try to regain my own will and control of my body. Feeling that I am becoming like a puppet without any self control makes me scared and worried. Trying to push back all of the triggers in my head. I have met with a mage from the Psijic order at the college of magic that warned me about the future. Consulting the headmaster about my meeting with the psijic order directed me to Mirabelle a mage. I am supposed to locate a staff that only Mirabelle know about an instrument that can maybe save the future.  The Staff of Magnus. Mirabelle told about a place called Mzulft where the Staff maybe is located.
 

---Frostfall, 28th, 4E 201---
Feeling for an adventure just to refresh my mind I decided to head out to Mzulft. Just when I went out from the college Andrew suddenly told me that he wanted to visit Dragon Bridge and locate a Khajit that sold special skooma.

Dragon bridge was on the way to Mzulft so I said yes to Andrews wishes and we visited Dragon Bridge. When we arrived at the inn the Khajit was nowhere to be seen? But Andrew was calm and with his deep voice he whispered again in my ear and ordered me to go and find the Khajit over the bridge on the other side. My triggers were activated again and I could feel that I couldnt resist his deep seductive voice.
 

---Frostfall, 28th, 4E 201---
I left Andrew and went over the bridge all by myself and found the Khajit standing just beside the bride with his cart.
I asked for the special skooma and the Khajit was first willing to sell it to me with a decent prize but suddenly changed his mind and asked me a favour instead? His voice and eyes felt a bit disgusted and sleezy....He seemed to be wanting something....more....from me.....?

He could give me the skooma for free if I could pull his cart up to Solitude or sell me the skooma for a huge prize 100000 septim!!! I dont have that kind of money so I told that I could pull his cart.

---Frostfall, 28th, 4E 201---
But the thing was that I was supposed to pull the cart NAKED!!! Like a pony! what?!!! I said NO! But the sleezy Khajit threatened me that he would sell the skooma to another if I didnt do as I was told....that was the only way for me to get the Skooma for Andrew.
I did as the Khajit wanted....I was stripped naked with a pony tail plug in my ass and I was Khajits little pony. I pulled the cart naked up to Solitude moving like a pony with my hands and legs on the ground. I felt so humiliated....and I could feel the whip on my ass and thighs.....it hurting...a....lot.....but after awhile....my body enjoyed the pain from the whip and I started to become aroused and excited to be a human pony. Was this Andrews plan? To make me feel pleasure from pain?
 

---Frostfall, 28th, 4E 201---
My triggers...and Andrews....work on me made me enjoy the act......I was so horny....and I was so wet....mmmm....what I am really becoming?

Finally I arrived and I got the Skooma.....Khajit tried to seduce me to mate with him...but NO! I refused and went straight back to Andrew. No way that I am mating with a Khajit!

When I came back I was a bit irritated to have been used by the Khajit and was angry at Andrew but when Andrew asked me if I liked to be a pony and that I have to be honest....I realized that I really liked to be whipped and used as a human pony and it made me so wet......Andrew made me feel so slutty and dirty......and to be honest with myself....
 

---Frostfall, 28th, 4E 201---
After a short chat Andrew asked me about the Skooma and wanted to share it with me privately in a room. It was late so we hired a room  and shared the Skooma together.

It was really strong and I felt slowly warm and excited...every sip made my whole body tingle and I started to feel dizzy and relaxed....I was so relaxed so that I couldnt move but at the same time my whole body became sensitive and craved for Andrews touch....and I wanted him to get inside me.....ummm..I was so aroused..wanted to explode...My body and mind wanted Andrew to hold me hard with his strong hands and fuck me.......ahhh...
 

---Frostfall, 28th, 4E 201---
Andrew became hard and his manhood was throbbing....He stripped of my clothes and I was totally naked and exposed in front of Andrew and Andrew was naked and I could se his huge muscles and body over me.....He made me suck hard his manhood...working my mouth in and out slowly and working with my tongue licking the hard shaft....ohhhh.....so gooooood.....mmmm....I became so wet....Andrew came inside my mouth and I was forced to swallow all his warm cum.....mmmm...then Andrew fucked me from the behind I was bent over and he fingered me in the ass hard in and out....feeling is tongue inside my ass made me feel so slutty and dirty.....I was not dragonborn anymore...I was his slave.....sex......slave.....oh....

---Frostfall, 28th, 4E 201---

I came several time.....moaning like crazy.....Andrew the turned me over and he fucked me hard.....until I cried.....Then Andrew wanted me to work on him so I started to sit on his manhood worked my body up and down...until..Andrew came inside me.....and impregmented me with his seed......ohhhh......so wet.....I am so becoming addicted to sex.......plesase someone help me......sex is taking over me.....

Then Andrew chained me using the roof and whipped me to pain...that became pleasure after awhile.....mmm...I like it....like it so much......

Then suddenly Andrew made me beg to become his property and slave permanently and he made me sign a sex slav contract...I was aroused and I couldnt say no....I accepted to become his sex slave forever.....and to be his only property and have him as my Master from now on....I cannot have sex with anyone else from now on and can only have sex with Andrew...becasue.....I am his now....
 

---Frostfall, 28th, 4E 201---
Andrew gave me a sex slave collar to wear from now on...I took the collar and put it on around my neck...and as the collar locked behind me....The contract was now signed and sealed....

I AM NOW A PROPERTY OF MY MASTER ANDREW......A Sextoy, pet, sex slave......

This was Andrews plan all along to make me his sex slave and make me a sissy...a toy....and to remove me of my dragonborn powers and erase it....to take the power to himself and have my body as his property to be used as it fits......

I am now offically Andrews slave.....mmmm....I have to pleasure him 2 time a day....and....I am so addicted to sex now it has taken over my thoughts.......please....can I ever be saved?....
 

---Sun's Dusk, 1st, 4E 201---
Master Andrew gave me new clothes to wear exposing my body so he can enjoy watching me whenever my master wants.....My legs, back and my ass are bare open...and the it feels cold walking around in thin clothes....but beautiful....Even if it feels too open and too dare....my body is liking it...and....I cannot control myself anymore...I feel so aroused and excited.....

Doing dungeon raid today at Valthume Crypt...made me so horny running around killing draugrs with my almost naked body.....seeing my master Andrews watch me all the time....made me want him so badly.....

In the end I begged my master to let me ride him....but I got punished instead and got whipped on my ass me bending down for my master...
 

---Sun's Dusk, 1st, 4E 201---
I forgot to please my master 2 times per day so I got punished..but the pain from the whip was so pleasuring...I got so wet even if it did hurt a lot....master Andrew wanted me to beg for his manhood.....I got down on my knees and begged to take masters manhood in my mouth....moving my tongue slowly up and down the big shaft made me feel incredibly wet.....I wanted to explode...but master Andrew explode inside my mouth before me and the warm salty cum was dripping all over my mouth....mmmmm.....I am dragonborn?!!!...what am I doing?!!!!! I need to get free!!!! Help....
 

---Sun's Dusk, 9th, 4E 201---
Days have passed....and wearing the ownership collar around my neck reminded me everyday that I now belonged to master Andrew.....wearing the skimpy armor that master Andrew has forced me to wear.....is exposing my body to people...I can feel and see that all the the men in skyrim is looking at my body as I travel with my master.....Feeling watched and to feel that I am a property of my master.....that no other men or women can have makes me feel......so...wanted and actually so good.....the armor feels more and more like a natural part of my body now...
 

---Sun's Dusk, 9th, 4E 201---
Meeting with the greybeards on High Rothgard have led me to Riverwood where I met a former blade named Delphine. She is worried about the dragons coming back form the dead and wants my help as dragonborn. According to Delphine dragonborn is a dragon slayer a champion that saved skyrim from dragons many thousands years ago. 
Delphine wanted to make sure that I was the right person so she took me to Kynesgrove where I killed a dragon and absorbed its soul. I just hope that I can hold on to my dragonborn power as I feel that master Andrew is slowly stripping my powers off me....and turning me to his...fucktoy.....sexlave......his brainwashing and hypnosis is too strong to resist.....I need to try though to resist as best as I can.....
 

---Sun's Dusk, 9th, 4E 201---
Master Andrews goal is to make me his toy permanently and take my dragonborn power as his own as I feel that my powers are becoming more and more weak as I service my master and explode in pleasure......master is turning me into a permanently perfect....love slave....

Arrivng in Solitude to prepare to infiltrate the thalmor embassy and help Delphine to get intel about dragons....master Andrew whispers in my ear and taking control of me once more.....

Master Andrews wants me to find a treasure....A pony tail for me wear as the one the sleeky khajit made me to wear before and humiliated me.....

Master wants me to go to Dimhollow crypt and slay a monster and locate the pony tail for me to wear....my normal mind is trying to resist this...but my body is saying yes....and I cannot control the arousement taking over me and making me feel wet again.......mmmm...yes master Andrews pet will go and find this pony tail to wear....for you my master..... 
 

---Sun's Dusk, 10th, 4E 201---
Finally located the pony tail at Dimhollow crypt...I dont know how the Khajit managed to put the pony tail inside the dungeon with full of draugrs and skeletons.

After finding the pony tail master Andrew ordered me to strip and wear the tail as a pony. Sliding the pony tail slowly in into my tight anus gave me pleasure with pain and I could feel how the contraption pressed against my tiny hole and filled me with arousement I couldnt resist.

Master Andrew demanded me to show him the ponytail attached to my body....He was indeed pleased and ordered me to ride his manhood once again like a baby pony being trained.
 

---Sun's Dusk, 10th, 4E 201---
Inside the dark dungeon by the fire I was forced to have sex and used by my master......even if my mind wanted to escape that moment.....my body was totally in masters Andrews control...I was his doll...his little sex toy.....

I started to cry at the same time I was riding masters manhood but I dont know if my tears were tears of pain and humiliation or........of happiness......?
 

---Sun's Dusk, 12th, 4E 201---
Arrived in Riften after a long journey. Came to Riften to seek out the prisoner I helped escape....Night closing in we went to the Bee and Barb for some rest.....There I met Brynjof from the thiefs guild  who wants my help to steal a ring from the market and put it on someone named Brand Shei? 

Just when the conversation was over my master Andrew tirggered me again with his deep commanding voice and forced me to strip naked on the floor and masturbate for my master....
Instantly I was on the floor ramming my anus in and out with a mammot horn and fingering my self to extascy until I became wet and exploded  in pleasure!!!! ohhhmmmmm....
 

---Sun's Dusk, 12th, 4E 201---
People watching me pleasuring myself made me so excited!!!! Made me feel so dirty and so submissive...This was master Andrews goal....to make me feel like a pet, doll, a submissvie slut in front of everyone to show all that I was nothing more than a sex toy.....why am I feeling so good?!!....Please.....please......what is happening to me........ 
 

---Sun's Dusk, 18th, 4E 201---
Finally we arrived at Old Haldoran, the place master Andrew wanted to visit. Inside we met masters old friend Eidys....I felt a bit jealous when my master greeted Eidys...I dont know where that feeling came from but I felt angry knowing that master Andrew knew this bar girl.....

We went into a room and master Andrew gave me something to drink and I started too feel warm and excited.....The drink made me aroused and I couldnt control my feelings.....one part of my mind wanted to just lay down on the floor and start to finger myself......

Suddenly I was totally naked and I was riding  master Andrews cock up and down......and it felt so wonderful.......mmmmm...
 

---Sun's Dusk, 18th, 4E 201---
Master Andrews hard grip on my body made me feel so submissive and I could feel his warm cum explode inside me several times.....The thought of being inseminated with masters cum made me so wet......

Master Andrew gave me a drink againg and it made me more weak and more aroused...I wanted to fuck so badly....soon I had the butt plug of lust inside my anus and I was pretending to be a kitty ready to serve Master Andrew....meaow.....

I was riding Master Andrews hard manhood once again in extascy....I felt drugged and so horny...I was losing my mind and just wanted to ride Masters twitching cock all night long...
 

---Sun's Dusk, 18th, 4E 201---
For the third time master Andrew made me drink the special ale again....and this time I had the manhood in my mouth and I was sucking masters cock slowly in and out and my tongue was working up and down the hard twitching shaft.....I was moaning.....and soon my mouth was full with masters cum....mmmm...so salty and.....so good.....

Soon I was blacked out....master Andrew took me to his bed and I felt asleep.....

Eydis the bar girl woke me up in the morning and told me to get up fast and look for master Andrew...he was gone and the forsworns were here and was after master Andrew.
 

---Sun's Dusk, 18th, 4E 201---
I quickly changed into my armor and went outside and could here forsworn talking to master Andrew just outside the inn.

Master Andrew was overpowered by 4 forsworn and he was about to be killed by the forsworn chief ....just when I saw him draw his sword against master Andrew I became furious...I could not control my feelings I just wanted to kill all and save my master...and in a instant I went on a rampage and killed of all of the forsworn and saved master Andrew.

I was surprised at how I had reacted.....Master Andrew was pleased.
 

---Sun's Dusk, 18th, 4E 201---
Master Andrew told me that I finally have become his love slave.....
Becoming a love slave makes the slave addicted to her master and making her to care and be protective and fell in love with her master.....and I have finally become one....according to master Andrew....

Am I still dragonborn????
 

---Evening Star, 14th, 4E 201---
Many days have passed since I became Master Andrews Sex slave or Love slave.....The urges to be used as Masters erotic toy.....has become musch stronger each day and now I miss my Masters strong grip on my body every day.

It has truly become an addiction.....an addiction I cannot push away anymore.....my body needs to be used lustfully otherwise I cannot control myself anymore......ah...is this my life now?

Master finally showed me his hidden playroom at Bulkward.....and thanked me for helping him to locate his kidnapped sister. Master Andrew was so thankful and asked me not as a slave but as a person if there was anything I wanted for helping his sister.
 

---Evening Star, 14th, 4E 201---
In that moment I thought I would ask Master Andrew to free me from this sexual slavery......but my mind made me favour my Master and without any hesitation... I asked to become Master Andrews property permanenty. As I said those words....I becacme incredibly aroused and excited and my body and my mind was dancing in extascy.....!!!!

Master Andrew became surprised as he thought first that I wanted to escape this humiliation.....but as he heard my begging to become his property he stripped of my armor and fucked me hard until I cried out with tears and squitred with happiness all over his muscular body and his huge manhood which I will forever crave.
 

---Evening Star, 14th, 4E 201---
Master Andrew then kissed me sensually and told me to bend over so he could pierce my labia and mark me as his property. It felt so goooood.....I am not dragonborn anymore....I am Master Andrews.....Love.....Slave.....Forever.....
 

---Evening Star, 14th, 4E 201---
Days have passed and I have not continued my dragonborn quest to locate the voice to defeat Alduin. 

Master Andrew took me back to Mias Castle and he wanted to me meet someone....? He told me that it was something really good and that it would benefit my training as a sex slave.

I followed Master Andrew deep into to the dungeon underneath the castle. There I was introduced to a Demora prince!! He was fully naked with a huge manhood hard as a rock.......my body felt a tingle when I saw that huge thing.....mmm...and also a bit worried....
 

---Evening Star, 14th, 4E 201---
Master Andrew introduce me to Volkar the Demora prince and Volkar greeted me with a smile and kissed my hand.....His eyes watching me made me feel uncomfortable...I wonder what Master Andrew is planning? for me?

After a short discussion between Master Andrew and Volkar, Master Andrew came up to me and told me to stay with Volkar for a few days!! No! What is happening?!

Master Andrew saw my worried eyes and calmed me down as he wanted me to give myself to Volkar and let him train me to be a better sex slave....Volkar was Master in slave training and have trained many slaves to become a perfect Love Slave.
 

---Evening Star, 14th, 4E 201---
I hesitated first...but I must do as my Master Andrew wants because I was his and he owns me.....I said yes and Andrew gave me a kiss on the mouth and left me in the dungeon with Volkar.

Several days have now passed and Master Volkar used my body and inflicted a lots of pain with his whip....my body is full with whip marks.....a lot of crying days for me......Master Volkar fucked me everyday in all possible positions and I was in bondage and couldnt escape the torture.

All of my holes were in pain....and Master Volkar impregmented me several times with his semen....I was so worried to become pregnant....no......!
 

---Evening Star, 14th, 4E 201---
Master Volkar made me fuck 3 demoras at the same time and told me that it was to train me to be the best slut...cock slut......I was inflicted with pain at the same time and I was used as human garbage.

After several days of torment......my body started to enjoy Master Volkars hard grip and touch....as he told med everyday that with pain comes pleasure....my mind started to enjoy the pain more and more....and the pain started to give my body enjoyment and pleasure....What is happening with me?!!!

 

 

---Evening Star, 14th, 4E 201---

One day Master Volkar gave me a potion and told me that it was gift from him because I have been a good student. He told me that the potion was an excitement booster and told me to enjoy it just to feel the rush whenever I wanted.

My training was over and Master Volkar told med to wait for my Master Andrew to come back.

---Evening Star, 14th, 4E 201---
Waiting for my Master Andrew to come back I started to feel a bit aroused sitting in a dark dungeon. I took out the potion Master Volkar gave me and of curiosity I drank the potion!
My whole body started to feel warm....and I started to get sweaty....and an arousement started to fill up my body and my mind and I just blacked out...

When I slowly opened up my eyes regaining my consciousness....I was lying on the dungeon floor totally naked aching all over my body and holes....and Master Volkar stood in front of me with a smile on his face.
 

---Evening Star, 14th, 4E 201---
I asked..... what....has happened?

Master Volkar told me that he and I had a great time where he used and enjoyed my body exploring all of my holes and violated my body for several days.

And....that he made me sign a bondage slave contract between me and him?!!! 

I was now a property of Master Volkar and my body was his to own. I now belonged to Master Volkar of my free will?!!! I have fully given up my soul and body to Master Volkar to use and fuck me whenever he wants!!!...

Master Volkar had planned this all along when My Master Andrew was absent.....Volkar voided the contract between me and Andrew and now I was not Andrews slave anymore....I am now Master Volkars SEX SLAVE...FOREVER!!!! No!!..
 

---Evening Star, 14th, 4E 201---
As Master Volkar laughed he now told me that he could use me however he wanted and I have to come back to him every week just to give myself up to him so he can use me and fuck me as he wants.

Master Volkar have cursed my vagina to go wild if I dont come back each week to him......(Oh Master Andrew....where are you?....help me.....)

I have been given new clothes which I must wear all the time....an armor that expose my body and I have been given toe rings wich is a ownership ring for my new Master Volkar....and his fetishes for feet is forbidding me to wear any shoes that cover up my feet and the ownership rings on my toes.......(Andrew.....help me please...please....Andrew Where are you?)
 

---Morning Star, 7th, 4E 202---
Many days and nights have passed....and I am finally back to Riverwood. So nice to be home and to able to sleep on a warm bed. Being captured and used in a cold dark dungeon for several days have made my mind and body tired and exhausted....I really dont know where everything went wrong? Meeting Andrew as a companion made my world turn upside down.....With a blink of an eye I was turned to a sex slave for Andrews amusement and my body was turned into a doll of pleasuring men.....with full of addiction I cannot control....Andrew totally converted and transformed me into a lustful doll...........I wonder if I can ever be normal again? 
 

---Morning Star, 23rd, 4E 202---
Andrew is now gone....I belong to Master Volkar...sadistic demora prince with a craving love of my body and addiction to conquer it forever.

The labial restraint from master Volkar is always reminding me of my Master Volkar and my place as his submissive property.....Havng sex with other men is not possible due to the restraint...it fills my vagina with pain during penetration......only master Volkar can remove the restraint.

I have noticed during pass few days that I am changing......I get tired during sunlight and I cannot sleep when the sun goes down.

I hear whispers in my ears making me lust for Master Volkars touch even if I want to escape from it..... but at the same time I am lusting for blood...yes blood......I feel scared....what is happening now to me......
 

---Morning Star, 23rd, 4E 202---
In my dream yesterday I was standing in front of my Master Volkar naked....and as he gave me a wet kiss with his huge tongue inside my mouth touching my tongue....he grabbed my body with his huge hands and dragged my body and pressed it against his cold body and without me being prepared he penetrated me hard with his huge hard shaft.....ahh...ahhh....felt so cold and it was hurting a lot but at the same time my body was enjoying the moment with extasy....my mind hated it but my body......was singing......enjoying it...

And suddenly master Volkar whispered in a deep dark voice "you are my wife now....I have marked you now forever with my semen inside you my beautiful Rose.....you will not be free....and no mortals will be able to enjoy your body from now on and forever...because you Rose....belong to me...I am your husband....you will from this day be a vampire outside my domain hunting down other men when you are away from me, but will retain your human from only when you are together with me.....this is to ensure that no other mortal men can have you or touch you my precious.....ROSE....."
 

---Morning Star, 23rd, 4E 202---
Then I woke up...completely wet and swetting....I hoped that it was only a dream but then I saw that my bed and my cloth and mouth was full with blood!!!!

I was a VAMPIRE!!! No!!! This cannot be happening......Please I want to escape..someonoe please help me.......please......

Edited November 6, 2025 by operion

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Most of those don't even work lol . SL Framework SL Framework P+ all those are outdated ... At least running them on vortex the game won't even run and when it does it tells me to find the latest version of those mods. I think what it is , is the Se version of the game sucks and those work on just the vanilla.