Family is totally dysfunctional family

[Patricia1973]

My brother is manipulation and bossy, arrogant and bossy, forgetful, control freak, demanding. He forgot to feed me when my mom isn't here for few days. My mom told him to take care of me when she isn't home. I don't believe him or trust him and don't believe he would remember to feed me and he promise to get me some food for dinner and he was going to the beach with his son age 10 years old. I don't have much foods at home because was kicked out because the home owner sold the house we rented for 7 years and we had to rush out took only about 3 months in quickly we didn't get enough time to sell anything so we threw it in the trash quickly and my brother and his girlfriend help us find a small apartment for only 2 bedroom and my mom didn't had no bedroom of her own but she doesn't mind. They couldn't find more bedroom and bathrooms either. Everything isn't working out at all. My brother was so pissed off at my mom not threw away her stuff and broke few big vase threw it in the trash. Very bad temper and aggressive too. We have no choice to live with him. Only reason why we can't move on our own we don't have no jobs or money either. Just my brother has a job but not good enough money but only can afford 2 bedroom and 2 bathroom and kitchen and small living room. We lived downstair with people are too noises upstairs that can't be quiet at all. We don't have much foods to feed us and still have our stuff in the storage unit and eventually can't afford it and have to get it back. When we moved our stuff in the storage unit my brother was very angry he wanted to hit us instead he hit the moving van instead. I am scared of him, I'm not the only one to be scared of him. They home owner didn't tell us sooner or visit us to tell us to move out. That's doesn't seem fair. We lived here at the apartment for 2 months now. My mom use to work as house care nurse and she is 83 years old now. She also had injuried few years ago her shoulder dislocated few times it was painful for her and wore something to hold it still. She retired already. My mom had a truck accident and broke her truck and no transportation anymore. My brother is angry at her. Even if he sometimes offer to help don't believe him and doesn't bring enough foods for us and we ran out toilet paper and paper towels, water bottle, foods not nearly enough for 3 people. That is why she help a friend to take care of her because her friend helped us. My mom doesn't have many friends some passed away and other in wheelchairs or bedridden and too old and their families moved out when they grew up. I don't have no friends since I was 17 years old before I graduated in 1992.  Friends aren't easy to stay with you never forever. I lost my trust in friends I had only12 years since I was 7-15 or 17. They never came to my birthday at all. I don't know why they didn't came at all. Only 2 people came but without presents. After I graduated my friends fell apart. I got a job for 5 years at Tower Record store. That didn't last either and they went bankrupted and the Laguna Hills mall is long gone and the business is long gone. Nothing there anymore. I don't trust asking anyone help at all because people are nice or respectful. I've been hurt from school and friends, classmates aren't nice either. People always mistreated me my entire life. I've been taken advantage my entire life. People are very selfish and cruel and they never help see anyone to help them moved their stuff. Don't bother asking anyone helps at all or give you food at your door. Nothing happened. My body was terrible sore and my feet was brusied, stiff moving my stuff by myself. I am still missing my stuff in the storage unit. My brother supposed to get my stuff but not very much. Why bother at all, waste of time asking him. He would get mad at us.  We can hardly can speak to him when his in a good mood or bad moods. So we wait patiently thats all we can do for now. I am trapped her with him now. I couldn't find much food to eat much. I lost alot of weight living in this apartment with him. I hated here, I don't like this family either. If any family asked you to move with them don't. You will be trapped with them. You have no idea if you do lived with them. Totally destruction and frustration ever. Go out for few hours and take a breath and go back home and hope their left and eat your dinner in your room and stay there until they fall asleep. Or never let them in at all. Or move out quickly, stay away from them. We are like cats and dogs or storm of destruction. Get out as far as you can.