Weird glitch

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I'm trying to start a new Fallout 4 run, but every time i die or reload a save when i exit or ctd, i get this glitch.
When the loading end, i get greeted with all of the pop-ups from mods that you should get at the very beginning of a run or when you install said mods, my character has no face and is naked.

I have no idea where the glitch come from, and it probably does not come from loverslab's mods, but i don't know.

(I use Mod Organizer)

Spoiler

Plugins load order

Fallout4.esm
DLCRobot.esm
DLCworkshop01.esm
DLCCoast.esm
DLCworkshop02.esm
DLCworkshop03.esm
DLCNukaWorld.esm
Unofficial Fallout 4 Patch.esp
AAF.esm
TBOS-RaiderNormalFixMale.esl
TBOSBodyTalk2LooksMenu.esl
ArmorKeywords.esm
TortureDevices.esm
Devious Devices.esm
Bememoth Separated Cart.esl
XDI.esm
AmmoTweaks.esm
Loads.esm
BurnTheBody.esl
NewCalibers.esp
BerettaM9FS.esl
RSE_II_Resources.esm
CWSS Redux.esp
HUDFramework.esm
Knockout Framework.esm
SummerOverhaul.esp
CBBE.esp
def_inv_scrap_en.esp
LooksMenu.esp
AWKCR - Mod Power Armor Engine Glitch Fix.esp
Consistent Power Armor Overhaul.esp
FunctionalDisplays.esp
FunctionalDisplays-Patch-DLC-ALL-VIS.esp
AzarPonytailHairstyles.esp
LootableCars.esp
3dscopes-replacer.esp
Fire Behavior Crippling v1 DLC.esp
THBrows.esp
Hunger and thirst mod.esp
FunctionalDisplays-AID-VIS.esp
RealHandcuffs.esp
FunctionalDisplays-Collectibles.esp
FunctionalDisplays-MISC-VIS.esp
VaultGirl.esp
dD-Enhanced Blood.esp
dD - Screen Blood Duration Long.esp
Vadermania[AAF_anims].esp
Crazy_Animation_Rugs.esp
VIO_Strap-On.esp
Prisoner Shackles.esp
Rogg DD Items Manager.esp
FPAttributes.esp
SlaveTattoos.esp
Deathclaw_nude.esp
Lots More Facial Hair.esp
Lots More Male Hairstyles.esp
Lots More Female Hairstyles.esp
Vioxsis_Strap-Ons.esp
Mutated Lust.esp
Crazy_Animations_Gun.esp
FO4_AnimationsByLeito.esp
Farelle_Animations.esp
Armorsmith Extended.esp
AmmoTweaks_VIS.esp
MoreSpawns_Medium.esp
Raider Children.esp
Raider Gang Extended NPC.esp
MikeMooresMCAM.esp
Realisticbullets-NC.esp
_WastelandBallistics_ProjectZero.esp
M2_Flamethrower_2.0.esp
Mk41GyrojetHMG.esp
GrenadeExpansionPack.esp
Flashy_CrimeAndPunishment.esp
Live Dismemberment - Brutal.esp
Live Dismemberment - Insane-o.esp
Live Dismemberment - Liebermode.esp
Live Dismemberment - Mental.esp
Live Dismemberment - Mind-Blowing.esp
Live Dismemberment - POSTAL.esp
Live Dismemberment - Regular.esp
CommonwealthSurplus.esp
AAF_GrayAnimations.esp
SavageCabbage_Animations.esp
Atomic Lust.esp
Rufgt's Animations.esp
Raider Pet.esp
MoreVariedBodyShapesAndSkins.esp
MoreVariedCreatureShapes.esp
AAF_CreaturePack01.esp
AAF_SEU.esp
AA LMSE_FarHarbor.esp
AA Lots More Settlers and Enemies.esp
infinite_settlement_budget.esp
RealHandcuffs_AWKCR_Compatibility.esp
RealHandcuffs_DD_Compatibility.esp
CumNWealth.esp
CumNWealth_mutant.esp
indarello_animations.esp
Zaz Particles.esp
Just Business.esp
RealHandcuffs_JB_Compatibility.esp
2RTR_Old_World_Camouflage.esp
Explosives Expanded.esp
win1897.esp
KSHairdos_oel.esp
MiscHairstyle.esp
GlovesOfTheCommonwealth.esp
AmmoTweaks_Base.esp
NewCalibersValdacilsItemSortingPatch.esp
AmmoTweaks_DLC3FarHarbor.esp
AmmoTweaks_VIS_MinesGrenades.esp
AmmoTweaks_DestrMinesGrenades.esp
AmmoTweaks_DLC1Automatron.esp
AmmoTweaks_DLC4NukaWorld.esp
AmmoTweaks_FollowerWeapons.esp
AmmoTweaks_FollowerWeaponsFH.esp
AmmoTweaks_FollowerWeaponsNW.esp
AmmoTweaks_MechNPCWeapons_Base.esp
AmmoTweaks_Melee_Base.esp
AmmoTweaks_Melee_DLC1.esp
AmmoTweaks_Melee_DLC3.esp
AmmoTweaks_Melee_DLC4.esp
AmmoTweaks_Settings.esp
AmmoTweaks_SlowVATSProjectiles.esp
Weapons of Fate.esp
WOF_NCPatch.esp
AmmoTweaks_VIS_DLCFH.esp
AmmoTweaks_VIS_DLCNW.esp
Loads of Ammo - Leveled Lists.esp
LongerDeathReloadTime.esp
True-Frags_v1-2_HiDmg_Knockdown_MidRange_NukaDLC.esp
GetDirty.esp
PilesofCorpses.esp
NoDeathWeaponDrop.esp
ReconPack.esp
essentialtoprotected.esp
Realistic Death Physics - ALL DLC.esp
dD-Action Ragdoll Force.esp
IncreasedSettlerPopulation100.esp
Killable Children.esp
Orphans.esp
Sneaky Kills.esp
HiPolyFaces.esp
AnimChemRedux.esp
MG42.esp
CROSS_RugerMkV.esp
CROSS_RugerMkV_NonLethalAddon.esp
CROSS_RugerMkV_NonLethal_DLCHelmets.esp.esp
Quad_Fusillade.esp
Quad_RAWLauncher.esp
M72GaussRifle.esp
remington 700.esp
Ak5C.esp
M60.esp
mjp_PTRS41ATR.esp
WinchesterP94Balanced2.esp
1918bar.esp
ChinaLakeandHolorifle.esp
ChinaLake_1.5xDamage.esp
Holorifle_1.5xDamage.esp
F4NV-AMR.esp
9mmPistol.esp
Tomacuzi9.esp
F4NVServiceRifleRedux.esp
G11.esp
WattzLaserGun.esp
MP40.esp
AlexMakarovPistol.esp
AlexMakPistol_CaliberPatch.esp
Chad509's Deliverer Reload Replacer.esp
50CalRevolver.esp
Mosin.esp
Yona_Weapon_DefenseGun.esp
RSE_II_CSA.esp
ThompsonSMGReplacer.esp
Military_Combat_Fatigues.esp
10mmSMG.esp
45autoPistol.esp
Wana_SA58.esp
CAWS.esp
MAS38.esp
RSE_II_AbductionsAddonPack.esp
ClassicSniper.esp
M1Garand.esp
rxl_bp70_animations.esp
P90.esp
P90NPC.esp
SkibsWeapons-REDUX.esp
R91AssaultRifle.esp
GrenadeExpansionPackChinaLakePatch.esp
EM2.esp
TatsAfterRape.esp
M1Garand - AWKCR-VIS.esp
M1Garand-2xDMG.esp
LeeEnfieldNo4MkI.esp
StG44.esp
M1928A1.esp
RU556.esp
AK74M.esp
SteyrAUGnv.esp
DP_CaravanShotgun.esp
BullpupBozar.esp
Sjogren.esp
SVT40.esp
SigSauer127.esp
DesertEagleNV.esp
DOOMPumpShotgun.esp
SG550.esp
MP7.esp
ModdedGunLL.esp
AmmoTweaks_LeveledLists.esp
Crossbow.esp
SA80.esp
AKM_AKMS.esp
AKM_AKMS_NWPatch.esp
AAF_BadEnd_Animations.esp
SSEX.esp
GreaseGunSMG.esp
SV-98.esp
Family Mauser.esp
Colt Python.esp
SVT40-AWKCR-VIS.esp
SVT40-2xDMG.esp
Elysium.esp
G36Complex.esp
AUG-A1.esp
G3Family.esp
HK_UMP.esp
9x39Project.esp
9x39ProjectAWKCR.esp
M1A.esp
HK_MP5.esp
P220.esp
AVBGuns.esp
ASH127.esp
RussianAssaultPack.esp
Webley.esp
WM Heavy Machine Gun - Standalone.esp
02_M520.esp
AnS Wearable Backpacks and Pouches.esp
AnS Wearable Backpacks and Pouches - Ballistic Weave.esp
AnS Wearable Backpacks and Pouches - No Crafting Perks.esp
AnS Wearable Backpacks and Pouches - Power Armor Carry Capacity.esp
M4k4rov - PPSh.esp
9x39ProjectSR3MAddon.esp
HuntingRifleSounds.esp
BlackPowderPistol.esp
ReisingM50SMG.esp
Mac10.esp
SingleShotgun.esp
HRP_Mk23.esp
AAF_Violate.esp
AAF_Violate_DLC_Patch.esp
AAF_Violate_Feral_Animations.esp
RSE_II_RandomShenanigans.esp
RSE_II_CSA_RacePatch.esp
ArmorClothingOverhaul.esp
HeadWounds.esp
M38 Gas Mask Replacer.esp
UnbogusPerks.esp
M1928A1_AnotherOneAddon.esp
sayaC21.esp
CazadorML.esp
Mossberg500.esp
seburoCX.esp
StartMeUp.esp
StartMeUpNukaWorldPatch.esp
AnotherLife.esp

Mod list (inverted)
+Another Life
-Accuracy International AX50
+Ingram MAC
-WWolverine Llist
+Mk 23 SOCOM - 1.0 - MAIN
+Single Shotgun
+Luger - Main File
-Ithaca Overhaul
+Thompson SMG Replacer
+AnotherOne M1928A1 Addon
+AnotherOne Reising M50 - Vintage SMG Redone
+seburoCX
+tavorc21
-Cazador Missile Launcher
-Version 0.8
+Mossberg
+Hunting Rifle Animation Replacer
+CAWS v1.0
+9x39 Project Addon - SR3M
+M2 Flamethrower 2.1
+Red Army PPSh
+SA80 4.3
+Wearable Backpacks and Pouches
+Wearable Backpacks and Pouches - HD Textures Patch (BA2)
+M1928A1 Thompson
+Mk 41 Gyrojet HMG 1.03
+Lee Enfield No. 4 Mk. 1 1.5
+Stevens M520
+Desert Eagle - 1.0 - 4K
+New
-AAF Vanilla Fudge V1
+Start Me Up - Full Dialogue Prompts - version 6.1
+WM Heavy Machine Gun 1.0
+F4NV-AMR v1.5.1
+Russian Assault Pack - 1.0
+ASh
-Mannlicher
-Accuracy International L96A1 - 1.2
-wa2000
-spas12
+Steyr AUG - 1.0 - 4K
+AVBGunsENG version002
-Better LOD
+Ithaca Model 37 Pump Shotgun - Main File
+Webley v1.1
+Alternative Black Textures
-Cova 870 Re-upload (Emergency Fix 2)
+45 Auto Pistol hitman47101 anims
+10mm SMG
+12.7mm
+Beretta M9-FS v1.0.2 (ESL)
+Fallout 1 Ambient
+Military Combat Fatigues Combined
+DefenseGunV1.1
+Wattz Laser Gun
+9x39
+9x39 Project - v2.0
+SIG P220 - version
+AK74M - Assault Rifle v3.5
+Springfield Armory M1A
+Heckler und Koch - MP5 Complex
+Heckler und Koch - UMP
+Heckler und Koch - MP7
+HK G3 Family 1.4
+AUG A1 Assault Rifle
+G36 Complex - v2.0
+Elysium AK
+RU556 - Assault Rifle v3.0
+Mosin Nagant - Sniper Rifle - Script Reload v1.2
+Crossbows of the Commonwealth 1.4
+M1 Garand
+ptrs41 v1.142 BA2 archive
-Extended weapon mods 1.7
+SVT-40
+Tomacuzi
+HK G11 K2
+50 Cal Revolver 1.2
+Sjogren Inertia
+EM 2 Rifle No.9 Mk1
+Service Rifle
+Chad509 Deliverer Reload Re-Animation 0.04
+The Sturmgewehr 44
+9mm Pistol (Browning Hi-Power)
+Realistic Bullets 1.3.3
+MP40
+Remington 700 v1.1
+Grease Gun SMG
+Ak5C 1.2
+AKM - Assault Rifle v2.2
+Bozar
+Family Mauser V1.4
+Skibadaa Weapon Pack REDUX v1.2d
+FN FAL SA 58 Main 1.03.2
+SIG SG 550 - 1.0 - 4K
+SV
+MAS38 v1.3
+Colt Python
+m60 v2.0
+MakarovPM
+M1918 BAR REDUX
+M72 Gauss Rifle
+Winchester P94 Balanced (Senki01)
+win1897 v2.0 Scripted
+Projectile
+Fusillade
+China Lake and Holorifle -4K
+Caravan Shotgun
+CROSS RugerMkV 092a
+CROSS RugerMkV NonLethalAddon
+R91 - Fallout 3 Assault Rifle
+MCAM - 2.0.0
+DKS
+MG42 V1.4
+Mauser Family Redux
+Animated Chems Redone
+Vault Girl Bobbleheads - Too Sexy For You
+HiPoly Faces
+Patch for Nuka World - Full Dialogue Prompts
+More Spawns - Medium
+Realistic Death Physics - ALL DLC version
+Killable Children 1.2.7.1 - All Dlc
+IncreasedSettlerPopulation100
+Action-5149-1-0
+Hunger and thirst mod
+Essential to Protected
+Russian Recon Pack v1.2
+Weapons of Fate New Calibers Fix
+Weapons of Fate (Ballistics Overhaul)
+Valdacil's Item Sorting
+v1.0-262-v1-0
+No Death Weapon Dropasfsf
+Piles of Corpses
+Get Dirty (take a bath)
+True Frags v1.2
+Crime And Punishment (v1.0.5)
+Sneaky Kills
+FN P90
+Bullet Counted Reload - v.1.04c
+AAF SEU V1
+LMSE - Far Harbor v.0.99b
+Lots More Settlers and Enemies v.0.99b - (LMSE Main File)
+Immersive Corpses
+Raider Children
+Orphans of the Commonwealth
+infinite settlement budget location bug fix
+Patch for animations (SquirtCum Effects, cumtattoo overlays, stages, fixes) 6.1
+Real Handcuffs
+JustBusiness 0
+Extended Dialogue Interface 1.3.6
+Remastered Leveled Lists
+Main file
+Release CreaturePack v03 00
+Immersive Mouth and Teeth - 6.0
+Commonwealth Surplus
+M38 Gas Mask - Military Drab
+More Varied Creature Shapes
+More Varied Body Shapes and Skins generic 0.4
+More Varied Body Shapes and Skins CBBE 0.4
+Full Dialogue Interface
+bp70FO4sexanimations 2
+Raider Pet v1_4 Localized
+rufGT's Old Animations
+Atomic Lust
+SavageCabbages Animation Pack
+Release 50Shades FluidPatch
+Release 50Shades v01 05
+Release BadEnd v01 05
+Release CreaturePack v03 01
+BP70 Fallout 4 Sex Animations 2.3
+FARELLE ANIM MOD DEV 0
+FO4 AnimationsByLeito v2
+Crazy Animations (NMM Gun Version) - 3-11-17
+Mutated
+Mirelurk
+Deathclaw
+Vadermania
+ZEX
+AAF - The One Patch to Rule Them All
-MCG_(MagnoCumGaudio_FO4)
+Live Dismemberment
+Lots More Female Hairstyles v. 1.33
+Lots More Male Hairstyles v. 1.21 - Fix
+Lots More Facial Hair v. 1.21
+AAF Creature Patch
+TattooAfterRape1
+Captive Tattoos
-SexHarassment1
-Hardship_1.5.3
+SexAttributes2
+Devious Devices 2.0
+Rogg DD Items Manager
+Prisoner Shackles 4.0
+TortureDevices
+VIO Strap
+Crazy Animations (NMM Rug Version) - v2.7
+Four
-AAF
+RSE II CSA RacePatch
+RSEII CSA
-RSEII Brothels
+RSE II AbductionsAddonPack
+RSEII RandomShenanigans
+RSE II Resources ESM
+AAF Violate
-Wet Effects
+Weaponsmith Extended
+Head wounds decals
+Enhanced Blood Textures Standard
+Gore Overhaul 3.0 -Reload-
+Lootable Cars And Trucks
+NewCalibers3.06bValdacilsItemSorting9.0.2 Patch
+New Calibers - v3.07.1
+Loads of Ammo
+AmmoTweaks
+Grenade Expansion Pack - All-In-One Plugin 2.4.1
+Gloves of the Commonwealth
+MiscHairstyle1
-CWSS Redux
-Commonwealth Cuts 2.5.1
+Main File-29944-SUNMOON9
-Rebel Camo Pack V0.21
+BCR-LeeEnfield
+BCR-Mosin
+BCR-StevensM520
+BCR-Winchester1897
+BCR-Ithaca
+Explosives Expanded
+WD CR Anims
+Wasteland Ballistics ProjectZero
+Unbogus Perks 1.7
+Raider Gang Extended NPC DLC Compatibility
-Armor and Clothing Overhaul
-Burn The Body
+Classic Holstered Weapons - v1.04b
+Realistic Bullet Cracks Fix
+8K Realistic Skin Textures - CBBE - Fusion Girl - ABeauty - Unique Player Compatible-
+Realistic Weapons Sounds
+Fire Behavior With Crippling v1 DLC
-Afterparty - Dark Roots
+See-Through-Scopes
+Armorsmith Extended v4.6
+FFB with Perfect Full Mutilation
+Ponytail Hairstyles by Azar v2 5a - BA2 version
+Functional Displays v0.2.9.2 BETA
+Armor and Weapon Keywords Community Resource (AWKCR)
+Knockout Framework - Latest Version
+THBrows
+LooksMenu
+Mod Configuration Menu 1.39
+BodyTalk V2
+DEF_UI
-vocd CBBE RealSkin Head and body v1.3
+Caliente's Beautiful Bodies Enhancer -CBBE-
+BodySlide and Outfit Studio - v5.0.3
+Summer Overhaul
+Unofficial Fallout 4 Patch
+HUDFramework 1.0f
+Advanced Animation Framework
*DLC: Automatron
*DLC: Contraptions Workshop
*DLC: Far Harbor
*DLC: Nuka-World
*DLC: Vault-Tec Workshop
*DLC: Wasteland Workshop
 

thanks for any help