Donatella79 Posted January 24, 2019 Posted January 24, 2019 Okie dokie! This might sound a bit...odd...but, I am posting on LL, so...weirder things have been said and done on here... So, to start, let me just let you know that I really do not know much about computers, nor do I really play too many games; therefore, I am pretty stupid when it comes to this. If anyone is actually kind enough to explain this to me in detail, and in a way that a blonde idiot 4 year old could understand....I would greatly appreciate it. By the way, I have read some guides and stuff, and watched some youtube videos. They helped a lot, but...I dunno what I am doing wrong, and I just cannot figure it out. Some of them suggest to use programs and stuff that I simply have no clue how to use, and when I try...I get super confused and frustrated. I really want to play Skyrim modded ever since I saw my ex BF playing it modded. The fashion mods and stuff are just awesome...and I am a pervert (product of my environment...having been a model and involvement in the ASI...)...I sort of would like to play it kind of how I lived my life...but...in a more fun and safe way... In any case, I have absolutely no interest in a "vanilla" Skyrim...Vanilla is cool and stuff, but this gurl loves a lot of flavor in her life. I love fantasy stuff, fashion, things that are gothic, and...well...adult oriented...cause...I am a pervert (but who isn't?). I am also very immature...cause...who the hell WANTS to "grow up" in THIS world?!! Toys R Us might have gone out of business, but I will ALWAYS be a Toys R Us kid! Although, now that I am physically an adult, Sunset Novelties is an awesome toy store...but that really has nothing to do with the game...except for explaining my mindset...I guess...lol Oh, and I am bat-shit-crazy...if that helps...probably doesn't...but it is still relevant I guess... I am looking for stuff that matches my style and interests. If you want to know my style, if it helps more...this IS me. I sort of want to make my character to look similar to me...or at least have a similar style and stuff....cause...I sort of want to play like I am in skyrim...and stuff (I say "and stuff" a lot...and stuff). If anyone can REALLY help me achieve this, I would greatly appreciate it. I got my game to work pretty decent with a good bit of mods, following a lot of the guides I had seen, and having very few issues; unfortunately, the game still lacked what I was looking for, and I somehow screwed everything up trying to make it how I would prefer. I am now contemplating my head in a blender on high...cause I am totally lost, confused, and frustrated...and I would prefer not to go to the people I know for help...cause... ANYWAY! As I said before: I am playing TES5: Skyrim LE from Steam, and I am also using the latest Vortex from Nexus to install everything. I have a fairly new Alienware Laptop that my father bought me on Christmas 2017, before he passed away, so it has a nVidia 1080 and i7-7820HK CPU @ 2.90GHz. I used to use NMM (but it didn't always work so well), and I tried to use MO...but I found it too confusing... Here is stuff I have been trying to get to run properly (just naming some, since I just uninstalled everything, and I cannot see the exact list until I have skyrim reinstalled): Real Vision ENB (and pretty much everything on the mod page that was recommended to use...but I am using CoT 5 not 3.1, and not using that supreme storm mod stuff) ENB Series SKSE USLEEP USTP (the texture patch thingy) Skyui UIextensions CBBE Bodyslide XPMSE HDT PE HDT BBP (lore/collision/natural) Racemenu showracemenu precache killer race compatibility succubus race (the older one with the installer, cause i always select the "perfect body"...cause that is the only way I can seem to get HDT to work...and the presets...) Demoniac (I perfer the stuff in the All-In-One HDT AP with all those leyneda thingies..body, skin...etc...but I dunno how to get all to work right...and Demoniac seems more FPS friendly) Mofu Combat Animations HDT High Heels Heel Sounds Sexy Idles Sex Lab Radiant Prostitution SL Arousal SL animation loader PND (i have no clue why I got this...I think I was thinking "immersion"...but...I ended up not using it....it was funny for like...5 min...but I guess it would be funnier if I used it to poop on dead guards...) Zaz animations TES5Edit Better Vampires (although, I sort of think I want to try Vampiric Thirst) Better Vampire NPC's Seranaholic Sofia Recorder Ciceria Miss Blue Maxine (zombie girl follower) Aumriel Octavia Hill House Lakeview Extended Raven Castle Bijin Wives, Warmaidens, and NPC mods Enhanced Towns/Villages/Cities mods The Shire Summermyst Enchantments NAEE CACO CCO Immersive Jewelry Exchange thingy that IJ requires... IA TAWOBA with CBBE patch Immersive Wenches Deadly Wenches Judgement Wenches Forgotten Wenches Hateful Wenches OBIS OBIS Loot Deadly Dragons Genesis Colorful Magic Feminine Running and Dashing AFT MHYH MF sandboxing multiple adoption RS children Stoja's warpaint (i love the makeup overlays....) Rutah's Tattoo's HG overlays (for like pubic hair stuff. The ones in Leyenda's mods are awesome, but I think I am having difficulties getting his mods to work properly) Shake It! Dancing mod and music...cause I love dancing... Amiela HDT outfit for CBBE/Bodyslide...cause it is cute, and I like how it is HDT Sweet Pea Outfit KS Hair, with the multi color mods (reg MC and halloween HC ones) Apachii Divine Elegance store with CBBE bodyslide thingies Crux Vampire outfit (just for the earrings, really...I hate how everything is like 50 in weight, and the gloves discolor the hands...which sucks...cause I like them too) Flying Broom Reaper's Dark Tower Merta Assassin (and the other ones similar...like...necromancer, red ridinghood, the nightingale one, thief...blah blah) animated katana True Wolves Real Animals Raccoons and skunks (cause they are cute, and the video with the skunks poofing their stink cloud was funny...I have a child's mind...) Demonika quest thingy I tried to use the Cicero female replacer and voice replace...cause I find him ugly as hell, and his voice makes me want to stab him...a lot...but I like the idea of him, and I feel bad for him...but I could only ever get the voice to work...but a dude like him with the female voice always...was disturbing...I have no problem with TG peeps, because I am TG myself, but...that was disturbing...even for me...and I have seen and done a lot of messed up stuff in my life...I always got that replacer to work right with NMM and MO, but not with Vortex... ...a shit load of armor/clothing/weapon mods... that is some of the stuff...not all, not in any particular order...I will type everything out eventually...but...it is like 250ish mods...so... ANYWAY!! I am putting here the last papyrus log thingy when my game crashed, before I uninstalled everything...I dunno how to read it...I tried to...and stuff...but got confused and lost...and the things I looked up online to try to fix did not help the CTD issue... Also, if you can suggest better mods and stuff to give me more of the experience I am looking for, whilst being able to actually play the game...like...not for doing screen shots and stuff...but have the best looking character and followers and game...and still be able to do a playthrough...that would be cool. I am not really interested in "lorefriendly"...lore friendly stuff is not as pretty or sexy...so...yeah...immersion? well, that is relative...i read people saying that SL stuff is not immersive, but....I guess they never been laid IRL...and if anyone wants to do any real historical work...well, the sex stuff on LL doesn't even come close to as messed up as a lot of the common practices in a lot of ancient cultures...and I am in no way wanting that stuff in my game...just...basic stuff...no rape/beast/kiddy crap...just adult stuff...prostitution/porn (valid source of income...no need to be a dick about it...I am sure the men and women of skyrim have needs too)...being pretty (being pretty is not a crime, I have never been arrested for being pretty...and I am pretty...so) Okay...so...maybe I need more help than just modding my skyrim game, but...I do not think there is much helping in those things.... Papyrus.0.log.rtf
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