Sunday was great day for all of us. The lunch that my Prince, my mom and B.W. (in further text and in all my diaries: “mama Boss” thanks to @Tirloque and @Jayomms) made excellent lunch. We all enjoyed. Elena called me few times to check on me and she “ordered” me to not to stay long for I need to rest. It is interesting that dad Boss wasn’t sad anymore. He accepted reality that he is retired and he was rejoicing that he will become a grandfather. Although our parents were very thrilled that they will become grandparents, nobody was so thrilled as mama Boss. She joined to “extreme baby cuddlers” club. You should see her. Her eyes sparkled every time she prattled to my baby boy. She enjoyed calling herself: grandma. She and dad Boss said that they will spend more time with us since she recovered and he is in retirement. (Mama Boss recovered but she feels occasional weaknesses, dizziness and similar side effects of her brain tumor operation).

My baby boy takes most of my energy. Sometimes it made me very tensed, having sober body that I wished I will give a birth right away. Being in constant unpleasant feelings caused by my baby, I was drama queen and I attacked my luvs yesterday. The first victim was my Prince. Receiving weekly schedule from Lidija by the mail Sunday night, my luvs saw they‘ll be very busy: several jobs as body guard, one big meeting with hotel manager association and two meetings with Lidija and our workers who demanded his presence plus ordinary activities and obligations. Seeing that they will hardly have a time for me and the baby, he came to an idea. He shared it with us yesterday during morning coffee with our parents. He said that they will stop working as bodyguards for our business partners because he sees how much I need them and they want to have more time for me and our baby. As the summer season is closing in, he and Ivy are more and more busy. He said that he’ll invite our business partners on short meeting in our Hotel in Tuesday morning and he will submit his resignation but he’ll offer quality substitute since he is bound by the contract. Everyone loved his idea but me. Something “broke” in me and I yelled at him that his decision is stupid especially now when we need a money for keeping my pregnancy in order. Everyone tried to calm me down saying that money isn’t the issue (because they all participate) and that they did it because they love me and wants to be by my side when I need them. It was true. I needed them more than ever, but my condition “made” my saying opposite. Elena gave me light tranquilizer and I calmed. My luvs kissed me and went to work. Later on I felt terribly sorry and I cried. I called them and asked them to forgive me and that I love them. They sent me numerous kisses and “love yous” saying that all is fine. I tried to work from home but my concentration was very low and I often needed a break because I just forgot what I was doing or my brain blocked in the middle of the work and I made mistake after mistake that made me more tensed. I felt useless and I logged on Ll few times shortly to distract my tension.

Anyway, he did what he said he would. He invited them on the meeting in our Hotel today and told them about his withdrawal submitting justified arguments. This is what they said to me when they returned home: he proposed his replacement from security agency that his good friend and best men own. They agreed saying that since he started to oversee their meetings, they are more constructive, shorter and disciplined. They brought much more results. So our lawyer will just replace his and Ivy’s names with two new names. My Prince and Ivy visited Antonio afterwards and told him the good news. He was happy and he rewarded them with 25 % of every job his new workers will do. You know my Prince, he didn’t want to accept the money until Antonio said to him:

- Listen bro, that money isn’t for you and Gorgeous. It is “for the baby” fond. You already have high expenses on keeping Skinny’s pregnancy. So you will take that money or I’m gonna kick your ass.

My Prince and Ivy laughed and Antonio hugged them firmly saying he loves them. So my Prince will have only two meetings per month with hotel managers and his only job will be our Hotel. He and Ivy will not stop with martial arts trainings and exercise because they both need it for various reasons. My Prince needed it mostly as a anti stress therapy and because he wants to be in top shape to protect us, our children, family and friends.

My second victim was my Ivy yesterday afternoon. I haven’t learned anything from morning experience with my Prince. You already know how much she loves using Prince’s avatar. When she found a picture of Geralt and Ciri on net, she was very thrilled and she asked him if she can put it as his new avatar. He told her that she can do whatever she likes. He helped her with English and when she did it, she called me to show it to me. She expected me to be happy for her. Being tensed and nervous, I, instead of sharing her joy, felt “offended”. I told her seriously:

- Honey, why did you do that?!

She looked at me very shocked.

Me: Do you know how many times I wanted to put Geralt and Yen kissing pic as my avatar but I didn’t because I didn’t want to offend you and make you thinking that I’m excluding you and publicly privatizing my Prince for myself.

Ivy: Princeeeesssss, I would never think such thing…

Me: … You don’t know that, Ivy! Just like I didn’t know your avatar will bother me.

She looked at me sadly and said:

- OK, my love. If it will make you happy, I will remove it.

Seeing her logging on LL using Prince’s account and removing her new avatar, I regretted my saying and I tried to stop her. She kissed me and said that it is all right. I blasted in heavy cry and I asked her to forgive me. She took me in her arms and kissing me she said that she is not angry at me. Hearing me crying my Prince came to the children room and asked what happened. I told him what I have done and asked him to tell her to return her new avatar. He did it, but she didn’t want to. She said that she doesn’t enjoy in that avatar any more and that she don’t want to be the cause of our fights and disagreements. My Prince hugged and kissed both of us while I was saying I’m sorry. He wanted to carry me in the bedroom but I said I will come later and I asked them to let me be alone. When they left the room, I removed my Yen avatar and put the one I found recently. Then I joined them in the living room and told them that from now on I will not use my Yen character at all. My Ivy took me in her lap and kissing me she said:

- Princess ….. I know that you didn’t mean what you said and I do not resent you. I know how hard you endure you pregnancy. I want you to know that we love you and we’ll always be by you whatever you say or do …. Now, my love, what do you say about nice relaxing massage in the tub?

She melted me and I cried again. My Prince went to the bathroom and filled the tub with various aromatic oils while she held me in her arms kissing me and cuddling my baby. Then my Prince took me into his arms and carried me to the bathroom. They both massaged me and we had very good sex. Of course, he didn’t penetrate me but their tongues, lips and fingers did marvelous job. I slept almost immediately after the sex for I was very exhausted. Why did I tell you this? I wanted to show you how much my luvs loves me that they will do anything for me. My Prince gave up from very good income so he and Ivy can be more with me and our baby. My Ivy gave up from thing that make her happy just to keep the peace between us. And they constantly doing such things every day because they love me. Although my Ivy forgave me, I still feel bad. I’m not worthy of my Prince and Ivy.