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Drama queen


Evaloves4

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Sunday was great day for all of us. The lunch that my Prince, my mom and B.W. (in further text and in all my diaries: “mama Boss” thanks to @Tirloque and @Jayomms) made excellent lunch. We all enjoyed. Elena called me few times to check on me and she “ordered” me to not to stay long for I need to rest. It is interesting that dad Boss wasn’t sad anymore. He accepted reality that he is retired and he was rejoicing that he will become a grandfather. Although our parents were very thrilled that they will become grandparents, nobody was so thrilled as mama Boss. She joined to “extreme baby cuddlers” club. You should see her. Her eyes sparkled every time she prattled to my baby boy. She enjoyed calling herself: grandma. She and dad Boss said that they will spend more time with us since she recovered and he is in retirement. (Mama Boss recovered but she feels occasional weaknesses, dizziness and similar side effects of her brain tumor operation).

 

 

My baby boy takes most of my energy. Sometimes it made me very tensed, having sober body that I wished I will give a birth right away. Being in constant unpleasant feelings caused by my baby, I was drama queen and I attacked my luvs yesterday. The first victim was my Prince. Receiving weekly schedule from Lidija by the mail Sunday night, my luvs saw they‘ll be very busy: several jobs as body guard, one big meeting with hotel manager association and two meetings with Lidija and our workers who demanded his presence plus ordinary activities and obligations. Seeing that they will hardly have a time for me and the baby, he came to an idea. He shared it with us yesterday during morning coffee with our parents. He said that they will stop working as bodyguards for our business partners because he sees how much I need them and they want to have more time for me and our baby. As the summer season is closing in, he and Ivy are more and more busy. He said that he’ll invite our business partners on short meeting in our Hotel in Tuesday morning and he will submit his resignation but he’ll offer quality substitute since he is bound by the contract. Everyone loved his idea but me. Something “broke” in me and I yelled at him that his decision is stupid especially now when we need a money for keeping my pregnancy in order. Everyone tried to calm me down saying that money isn’t the issue (because they all participate) and that they did it because they love me and wants to be by my side when I need them. It was true. I needed them more than ever, but my condition “made” my saying opposite. Elena gave me light tranquilizer and I calmed. My luvs kissed me and went to work. Later on I felt terribly sorry and I cried. I called them and asked them to forgive me and that I love them. They sent me numerous kisses and “love yous” saying that all is fine. I tried to work from home but my concentration was very low and I often needed a break because I just forgot what I was doing or my brain blocked in the middle of the work and I made mistake after mistake that made me more tensed. I felt useless and I logged on Ll few times shortly to distract my tension.

 

 

Anyway, he did what he said he would. He invited them on the meeting in our Hotel today and told them about his withdrawal submitting justified arguments. This is what they said to me when they returned home: he proposed his replacement from security agency that his good friend and best men own. They agreed saying that since he started to oversee their meetings, they are more constructive, shorter and disciplined. They brought much more results. So our lawyer will just replace his and Ivy’s names with two new names. My Prince and Ivy visited Antonio afterwards and told him the good news. He was happy and he rewarded them with 25 % of every job his new workers will do. You know my Prince, he didn’t want to accept the money until Antonio said to him:

- Listen bro, that money isn’t for you and Gorgeous. It is “for the baby” fond. You already have high expenses on keeping Skinny’s pregnancy. So you will take that money or I’m gonna kick your ass.

My Prince and Ivy laughed and Antonio hugged them firmly saying he loves them. So my Prince will have only two meetings per month with hotel managers and his only job will be our Hotel. He and Ivy will not stop with martial arts trainings and exercise because they both need it for various reasons. My Prince needed it mostly as a anti stress therapy and because he wants to be in top shape to protect us, our children, family and friends.

 

 

My second victim was my Ivy yesterday afternoon. I haven’t learned anything from morning experience with my Prince. You already know how much she loves using Prince’s avatar. When she found a picture of Geralt and Ciri on net, she was very thrilled and she asked him if she can put it as his new avatar. He told her that she can do whatever she likes. He helped her with English and when she did it, she called me to show it to me. She expected me to be happy for her. Being tensed and nervous, I, instead of sharing her joy, felt “offended”. I told her seriously:

- Honey, why did you do that?!

She looked at me very shocked.

Me: Do you know how many times I wanted to put Geralt and Yen kissing pic as my avatar but I didn’t because I didn’t want to offend you and make you thinking that I’m excluding you and publicly privatizing my Prince for myself.

Ivy: Princeeeesssss, I would never think such thing…

Me: … You don’t know that, Ivy! Just like I didn’t know your avatar will bother me.

She looked at me sadly and said:

- OK, my love. If it will make you happy, I will remove it.

Seeing her logging on LL using Prince’s account and removing her new avatar, I regretted my saying and I tried to stop her. She kissed me and said that it is all right. I blasted in heavy cry and I asked her to forgive me. She took me in her arms and kissing me she said that she is not angry at me. Hearing me crying my Prince came to the children room and asked what happened. I told him what I have done and asked him to tell her to return her new avatar. He did it, but she didn’t want to. She said that she doesn’t enjoy in that avatar any more and that she don’t want to be the cause of our fights and disagreements. My Prince hugged and kissed both of us while I was saying I’m sorry. He wanted to carry me in the bedroom but I said I will come later and I asked them to let me be alone. When they left the room, I removed my Yen avatar and put the one I found recently. Then I joined them in the living room and told them that from now on I will not use my Yen character at all. My Ivy took me in her lap and kissing me she said:

- Princess ….. I know that you didn’t mean what you said and I do not resent you. I know how hard you endure you pregnancy. I want you to know that we love you and we’ll always be by you whatever you say or do …. Now, my love, what do you say about nice relaxing massage in the tub?

She melted me and I cried again. My Prince went to the bathroom and filled the tub with various aromatic oils while she held me in her arms kissing me and cuddling my baby. Then my Prince took me into his arms and carried me to the bathroom. They both massaged me and we had very good sex. Of course, he didn’t penetrate me but their tongues, lips and fingers did marvelous job. I slept almost immediately after the sex for I was very exhausted. Why did I tell you this? I wanted to show you how much my luvs loves me that they will do anything for me. My Prince gave up from very good income so he and Ivy can be more with me and our baby. My Ivy gave up from thing that make her happy just to keep the peace between us. And they constantly doing such things every day because they love me. Although my Ivy forgave me, I still feel bad. I’m not worthy of my Prince and Ivy.

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You should make your own avatar through Skyrim character creation or I can make my character your skin tone and any hairstyle you chose and send you the pics or do both. Ivy and Prince can help you make one as well you'll have lots to choose from,...options many options.;)

Your son seems strong with the force I see. Learn to balance his power well and he'll grow up big and strong especially with the father he'll have for a teacher.???;) :classic_laugh: May 4th is on the way so just had to mention the force there but in are world it's called energy or as in chinese culture it's call ki. Oh......And May the Fourth be with you is what they say on that day.;)

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I just forgot what I was doing or my brain blocked in the middle of the work and I made mistake after mistake that made me more tensed. 

I my country, we call that "placenta brain" It is caused by several things: fatigue, toxins(caused by baby)and the general rigours of life.

Sometimes it persists after pregnancy then it is called "post-partum blues"

 

I’m not worthy of my Prince and Ivy.

Sister, I am at a loss for words.  Not only that you would think such a thing....but that you actually believe it!!!

Nobody needs to prove to anybody what they're worthy of, just the person that they look at in the mirror. That's the only person you need to answer to

It's our own small voice within that is our oppressor; it says we are not worthy and not powerful enough. Our limited beliefs are the real foes we need to fight and conquer.
 

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12 hours ago, Jayomms said:

You should make your own avatar through Skyrim character creation or I can make my character your skin tone and any hairstyle you chose and send you the pics or do both. Ivy and Prince can help you make one as well you'll have lots to choose from,...options many options.;)

Your son seems strong with the force I see. Learn to balance his power well and he'll grow up big and strong especially with the father he'll have for a teacher.???;) :classic_laugh: May 4th is on the way so just had to mention the force there but in are world it's called energy or as in chinese culture it's call ki. Oh......And May the Fourth be with you is what they say on that day.;)

> Thank you my very dear friend. Ivy's new avatar wasn't the real cause I made the drama. I was already tensed because of my hormones and I just needed excuse to quarrel. She handled my mischief very maturely.  But thanks for the offer to create avatar for us. :)

 

> There is no doubt that my baby boy carries Prince's genes. When he comes to the world I don't think I would be able to control him, but his father and second mother, Ivy will. :)

I wish I can handle my pregnancy much better, but I can't. I'm not strong enough as my Prince and Ivy. I was always a princess. :)

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9 hours ago, dharvinia said:

I just forgot what I was doing or my brain blocked in the middle of the work and I made mistake after mistake that made me more tensed. 

I my country, we call that "placenta brain" It is caused by several things: fatigue, toxins(caused by baby)and the general rigours of life.

Sometimes it persists after pregnancy then it is called "post-partum blues"

 

I’m not worthy of my Prince and Ivy.

Sister, I am at a loss for words.  Not only that you would think such a thing....but that you actually believe it!!!

Nobody needs to prove to anybody what they're worthy of, just the person that they look at in the mirror. That's the only person you need to answer to

It's our own small voice within that is our oppressor; it says we are not worthy and not powerful enough. Our limited beliefs are the real foes we need to fight and conquer.
 

> Indeed, my baby boy is big enough to "got to toilet" in his environment if you know what I mean. :) I believe my oversensitive emotional state and lack of concentration is caused by absorbing his faeces.  At least I read about it.

 

> My luvs are better person than me. It's not a secret and anything to be ashamed of. I doubt I will be so patient with my Ivy in similar situation. She is my crazy and wild angel, but she is not cave woman. Barbarian? 100% but she is intelligent. :)

 

> I'll try to speak less stupid things especially because it not true. If I'm not worthy of them, they wouldn't worship me and love me as their princess. :)

Thank you for nice lessons :)

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29 minutes ago, EvalovesEP said:

> Thank you my very dear friend. Ivy's new avatar wasn't the real cause I made the drama. I was already tensed because of my hormones and I just needed excuse to quarrel. She handled my mischief very maturely.  But thanks for the offer to create avatar for us. :)

 

> There is no doubt that my baby boy carries Prince's genes. When he comes to the world I don't think I would be able to control him, but his father and second mother, Ivy will. :)

I wish I can handle my pregnancy much better, but I can't. I'm not strong enough as my Prince and Ivy. I was always a princess. :)

Oh I already understand it wasn't cause of drama. It was just a small attempt to cheer you up is all. And also letting you know that it ok it's just the baby trying to adjust to the world and you have more control than you give yourself credit for. Just follow your heart your doing a great job at it. Most people just fall apart and ruin what they have. You guys have always seem to turn out well. That's a boost of confidence for you there knowing that I'd say.;):thumbsup: 

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It seems the "placenta brain" isn't a purely Canadian thing. Yet don't worry Eva, your hormones should get back to normal a few weeks after the birth. Plus as long as you're understanding when you're overdoing it, and apologizing for it, everything ends up being fine. :classic_wink:

 

Now let's hope Ivy hasn't a charged gun at her disposal when it'll be her turn to experience the placenta brain effect. ^^

10 hours ago, EvalovesEP said:

> My luvs are better person than me.

The world is full of persons who're better than us in some aspects. And we are better in other aspects. It's no big deal either way. :classic_smile:

 

PS : congratulations to your Boss & Mama Boss to making it to retirement, and to Prince, Ivy and you for keeping the hotel running.

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28 minutes ago, Tirloque said:

It seems the "placenta brain" isn't a purely Canadian thing. Yet don't worry Eva, your hormones should get back to normal a few weeks after the birth. Plus as long as you're understanding when you're overdoing it, and apologizing for it, everything ends up being fine. :classic_wink:

 

 

> thanks for comforting words, Trilog. I have read that many pregnant women falls into the depression after baby delivery. I hope I won't be one of them :)

 

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The world is full of persons who're better than us in some aspects. And we are better in other aspects. It's no big deal either way. :classic_smile:

> Well, you may be right. I'm only higher educated than my luvs but I can't compete with them in expressing love. They are the best.

Taking over the Hotel is least we can do for dad Boss. He was always kind to all of us and we "owe" him.

 

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Malicia : « 'cause it's juicy details. So it's very interesting, yes. :kiss: »

Now let's hope Ivy hasn't a charged gun at her disposal when it'll be her turn to experience the placenta brain effect. ^^

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