Friday, August 17, 2002

 

So the thing is, I have always loved pussy. I don't know how else to start this entry. From the minute I got my first hard on, and jacked myself off thinking about the big ol' titty neighbor, I have been constantly dreaming about pussy. Elisa was my first.

 

 

And that's why she's special. She's my girl. She was the first girl to show me her tits. The first girl to show me her snatch. The first girl to give me a handy. The first girl to suck me off. And at senior prom, the first girl to lift up her dress and let me fuck her in the bathroom.

 

 

And I've been hooked ever since. I think every business decision I made was to get more pussy. I started pimping so I'd have ready pussy.

 

 

I started selling drugs to attract pussy.

 

 

I opened my strip club to have a place to keep all my pussy.

 

 

But let me back up for a minute. I'm not saying it's right that I stick it between every pair of legs that open up for me. I'm just saying I can't help it. I love splittin' thighs.

 

 

So now I have two kids by two different women. I'm married to one of them. But I'm still getting my dick wet every opportunity I get. I just can't help it, like I said.

 

Elisa made her peace with it. We're cool.

 

 

And we had a talk about Miguel. She finally wanted to be upfront about that. So she's willing to acknowledge my son.

 

 

Although she made it very clear she views this as a youthful discretion and if I fuck Alexa again, she'll be very pissed.

 

But, again, I just can't help myself. There's this guy in Windenburg I've been thinking of doing business with. Saed. Solid guy. Business man.

 

 

Has a nice wife, Miriam.

 

 

And she's trying to give him a son. That's big in their culture.

 

 

But he's also got Jaliyah. I guess his second wife? I think concubine is probably the more accurate term.

 

 

I actually accidentally walked in on them having sex when I flew over to discuss business with him.

 

 

He wasn't embarrassed at all. I guess he's a little more modern than others from his country. Didn't make her cover up at all. But I did get the vibe there was no chance he'd let me touch her. Which was fine. I let that slide.

 

Doing business with Saed was going to be tricky. With the war going on, anyone with a name like "Saed" was bound to attract attention. But the potential profits were too big to ignore. It wasn't just drugs. We'd be dealing in arms, too. That's serious money. So I can't dismiss this out of hand.

 

But, oh, remember how I was talking about how much I love pussy? Well, the pussy over in Windenburg is plentiful. As I found out when I bumped into this hot French chick.

 

 

Shit, I'm not even sure I got her name.

 

Like I said, I just can't help myself.

 

Elisa has resigned herself to the fact I can't be 100% faithful. I mean, she was out of commission for months with the pregnancy, and then after that baby ruined her, the doctor said nothing could go on down there for at least six weeks. Of course, Elisa is a good wife, and she tried to take care of me.

 

 

But I still have to get myself taken care of, you know. A blowjob from a sore-necked wife once in a while isn't going to cut it. Luckily we had a new Russian come of age this week, and she started at the club.

 

 

Joao is telling me I gotta watch out, because Elisa is so pissed she's going to step out on me. But I don't believe it. She's spending her free time trying to make herself more attractive for me. Losing that baby fat.

 

 

There's no chance at all she'd be looking at someone else.

 

 

Nothing to worry about.

 

Pedro