I didn't tell my Prince about the conversation I had with Irena and Damir in the Hotel restaurant during our lunch. And I asked my Fran and Lidija not to tell him either. The explanation is simple: since Irena is involved, he isn't interested unless she needs his help. He might say that we bother him with nonsense. Anyway, my luvs worked for Antonio on Saturday, almost all day, and the children and I missed them very much. Namely, they were bodyguarding some foreign musicians who had their security, but they had to have ours too since it is prescribed by the law. Well, since Antonio's agency is the biggest and best security agency in the area and wider, he got a concession. He was very kind to us offering the job to us first. When he asked my Prince and Ivy if they will take the job, my Prince refused after hearing that it will make them absent from home for some 12-14 hours explaining that he can't be separated from our children that long. (When he is at the work in the Hotel, he is allowed to use his cell phone, which he always does to see our children over webcams, but he isn't allowed to use his cell phone in this case. That's why he rejected the job although it was a highly paid job). But when Antonio told him, and my Ivy convinced him to accept the job arguing that it will incredibly help our house budget and lighten his pocket which is already stressed over measure for he financially helps so many people, he accepted the job. I believe, my dear readers, that so far you already learn how my Prince isn't a money lover and doesn't care how much he can make. No, he is not irresponsible. He will do whatever he can and even go through humiliation and suffering to provide for my Ivy and me and our children. Anyway, my luvs did the job, had no incidents, although they were provoked by some drunken band members and they hardly wait to return home. When they did, the first thing they do was a shower with kisses me and our children who cried happily to see them, and then, after taking the shower we fucked like crazy in our bedroom. Did I pleasure myself in their absence? Of course. I am a sex addict and I needed my dose, which was only temporary relief. Fucking with my luvs made me incredibly cum three times after which my body still trembled for some time.

As for yesterday, it was great and well-spent family time. The three of us cooked. Nothing special, Italian pasta with tomatoes, olives, cheese, and wine. My mom and Zdenka made low-sugar cherry cake, something similar to what my Prince likes. We were surprised when Irena rang the bell. We invited her in and she joined us for cake and coffee. She was visibly disturbed. She apologized for not calling saying that she simply couldn't do it for an unknown reason. I asked her if she wants to talk about it. She thanked me and said she came to talk to my Prince. My Prince thought somebody caused them trouble and they went into the kitchen to talk. To our surprise, their conversation was very short. I knew my Prince wouldn't tell me why was it so short, so, when he took the children and went on a walk with them and my Ivy, I asked her what happened.

Irena: He is such a strange man … (sighing) … I told him that I realized my faults toward him after you told me how you and Ivy treat him and I apologized for mistreating him when we were together …. Do you know what he fucking told me? …. He said: „You're wasting your time, Irena …. You did what you did and when my heart healed I stopped thinking about you … I do not hate you, but in private life you are nothing more to me than a random stranger…. Professionally, you and Damir work for us and I will do everything in my power to help you and protect you … You are also welcome to our house since Eva and Mikey like you very much, but as for me, I will not bond with you … So, therefore, don't bother me with how things shouldn't or should be. Too late now. Nothing you say or do cannot fix what happened.“ … Then he simply left the kitchen.

Seeing her at the edge of falling into a heavy cry, I sat next to her and placed her head on my chest. Then she start to sob heavily until all the pain vanished. After that, she apologized for being too emotional. I helped her to fix her makeup. I made tea for us and when she calmed down she smiled, thanked me again for being too kind to her and for being a friendly. Then she left. Poor soul. It surely isn't easy to bear the burdens of the past. If anyone knows about it, it is me. I sympathize with her and I will be there for her. I also do not judge my Prince because who knows how will I react if he breaks my heart as she broke his.