“I’m fucking tired …”
I did my contraception implant in Monday. It was painless and very fast procedure. The doctor explained to me few minor side effects before he put it under the skin of my left arm and he confirmed that there is no any negative impact on my health at all. I was very glad to hear it. My Ivy and I checked Mikey over the web camera and he was sleeping. I wanted us to go to the Hotel and visit my Prince shortly, but my Ivy told me that we should take Mikey with us because my Prince will be very happy to see him. So, we came home, prepared everything for him and she drove us to the Hotel. My Prince was in his office with Lidija, her and his bodyguards discussing e.b. meeting. You should see his reaction when he saw us. He “YAYed”, jumped on his feet and he showered us and Mikey with kisses. Mikey was happy to see his daddy and he cooed loudly pooling his hair. My Prince laughed kissing him. His beard and mustaches tickled Mikey and he laughed hard. We had a good time together when Fran and Vinko joined us. Here comes interesting part about the lesson my Prince is trying to teach Mikey. When Lidija took him into her arms wanting to kiss him, he grabbed her for the hair and started to pull it. Lidija moaned in pain and my Prince told her to tell him: “No!” She did and Mikey blasted in cry but he immediately stopped when Prince said sharply: “Mikey, stop!” He took him into his arms and Mikey sobbed quietly having eyes full of tears. It pained my Prince but he knew that babies and small children has most powerful “weapon”: crying that they use to get what the want. Many parents capitulate, and children learned to use their “power” to be in control. He kissed him several time saying: “No" means “No”, Mikey.” And that was all. Mikey stopped. It’s amazing how fast he is learning and listening to his father. We didn’t stay long for Mikey needed a bath and his bed.
My Ivy is more then one month pregnant. It is amazing how good she handles her pregnancy. She is rarely tensed, but when she is, she doesn’t quarrel with me, but she kicks the kicking back. When she feels nauseous, she just goes to bathroom, throw up, brush her teeth and she behaves like nothing happened. My Prince and I doing to her the same as they did to me: kissing her tummy and telling her baby we love her and her mother very much. She is incredibly gentle, cuddly and she is all over my Prince when he gets home. She can’t stop telling us how much she loves us and she always cries happily. Her hormones affects her differently from me during the pregnancy. Although we have three way sex every day, few times a day, sometimes she fucked my Prince more, sometimes she did me more.
My bodyguard who replaced her on the work passed his trial period to become the member of brethren. My Prince wrote recommendation letter to Antonio and his initiation and celebration of his entering into brethren will be in Saturday. We are invited. As for my Prince, he is in the period of being more silent than talkative. He often goes on our beach only with Mikey. I followed him secretly one night when he couldn’t sleep. He sat on the rock and I heard him saying to Mikey while kissing his face and sobbing in tears: “Daddy loves you very much, my son ….. I will never abandon you no matter what you do …. I’ll be always there for you …. I swear with my life ….” I’m quite sure that Ena and Luka and his mother is the reason for such behaving. Their decision to keep him out of their lives hit him very hard.
Although my Prince reduced many activities so can he be more with us and Mikey, he didn’t stop swimming in the sea instead of jogging, he continued to exercise and practice martial arts. He sees it as necessary for our protection. The heat still killing him and he comes home very tired after the work. After the shower he takes a nap while we cooling his body. My Ivy also lost her interest for playing Skyrim. Seeing him rarely on LL, she also stopped using his avatar. I think she doesn’t copy him willingly and intentionally. It’s more like feeling him and acting accordingly. None of us have such influence on her.
Having fun in evening walking with Mikey before his bed time last night, we had one small incident. Guess what? Fucking irresponsible dog owner. Namely, going through the park we saw a dog walker who just released his big dog unleashed. My Prince and Ivy reacted immediately. They stood in the front of baby stroller, pulled out their guns and pointing to the dog he said: “You have 5 seconds to leash your dog.” Seeing the guns, the dog growled preparing to attack. The dog owner commanded his dog to stay still and he leashed him. My luvs put their guns away and standing on safe distance, my Prince said to him:
- This place is not your fucking backyard! You broke the law and endangered our lives. Ivy, call the police!
The man knew he broke the law and he tried to walk away saying: “Fuck this shit!” but my Prince pulled his gun again and said he will shot him if he makes one more step. The man didn't know my luvs didn't have real bullets, but wooden that can hurt a lot and can only kill dog from close distance. He got scared and the dog started to bark angrily. Dog’s barking scared Mikey very much and he cried very loudly. I took him into my arms trying to calm him. My Ivy said to the man:
- Silent your dog, or I will kill it right now!
The man knelled and calmed his dog. When the police arrived my Prince reported him. The dog owner said my luvs threatened him with guns. They showed gun carrying licenses to them and they explained they only wanted to protect themselves and the baby. My luvs showed them bit marks from the dogs that bit them. Police charged the dog owner with 100 Euros for walking dangerous dog unleashed. When we continued to walk, my Prince was outrages. He said to my Ivy:
- I’m fucking tired of living in fear that Eva or Mikey can get hurt. From now on kill every fucking unleashed dog without warning. If this is the only way to teach those dog fuckers responsibility, so be it!
Believe me when I say he is not overreacting and has justified reason for the fear for us and Mikey. Among 4000 (registered) bitten people last year by the dogs, women and children were bitten the most. Some of them were killed by the dogs. Every day, few people in our country is bitten by dog. Some of then lightly, some of them heavily, and some of them were killed. He couldn’t sleep all night. He was in Mikey’s room holding him in his arms or having him sleep on his chest.
I’m on maternity leave 4 more months. But I will return to the work in one month when I will stop breast feeding Mikey. In agreement with my Prince he will take maternity leave and stay home with Mikey and Ivy although he will come to the Hotel and attend important meetings when it’s needed. Marina and Darko are coming for the supper tomorrow. My Ivy and I will cook. Have a nice weekend LL.
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