My Prince fell over the mental and emotional edge. It was just the matter of time. Yesterday late afternoon Antonio came to visit him and us since he heard from Ivy that he is in very bad condition because of the heat. The problem wasn’t in my Prince’s too stretched and too thin emotional string but Antonio’s careless behaving. He was in very good mood because his security agency earned tripled income then last month and he was tickled. He forgot that my Prince doesn’t like when people make jokes when he talks serious or/and when they mocking him or others about serious issues.

So, what happened? Ivy was sitting in Antonio’s lap while he had beer and he listen to him and us about Prince’s enormous sweating and tension because of the heat. Antonio usually shows compassion but this time he teased my Prince who deeply sighed few times controlling his anger. Ivy and I noticed it and we asked him to stop teasing him. He did, but only shortly. As I said, he was in extremely good mood and he didn’t pay attention. So when he continued my Prince snapped and told him to fuck off. Antonio was very surprised and he, after the first shock, said to my Prince:

- You are one big pussy, bro. I never seen a women wetting so much as you do …

He couldn’t continue the sentence for my Prince quickly jumped on his feet and smacked him in the face. We were all in great shock. Honestly, my Prince has no chance against Antonio in fight. He will eat him for breakfast. He wanted to react but my Ivy, holding his hands, begged him to not to hurt my Prince. She convinced him that he provoked him and that it was his fault and that my Prince is under big stress lately not eating, not sleeping and making mistakes on the job because of the summer heat. When Antonio calmed and thought about Ivy’s words it was already late. My Prince left the house not letting me to follow him. Antonio confessed that he crossed the line and he will apologize to him the first time he sees him. He laughed saying that my Prince punched him pretty good and that by the time he’s gonna be a “Killing machine”. We couldn’t contact my Prince for he didn’t brought his phone and he wasn’t on our beach, but somehow we felt we shouldn’t worry for him for he went out to calm, not to start a new fight. Before Antonio left home he hugged us and said to pass the message to my Prince that he doesn’t resent him and that he is still his bro. While we waited for my Prince, I did my studying and Ivy was kicking the boxing bag for she was tensed and she needed relief. When my Prince came home, he went straight to the beach and jumped into the sea. We joined him and we showered him with kissed, hugs and “love yous”. We can see only deep sadness in his eyes. He didn’t say a word. When we came to the shore he bent his head and he sobbingly said that he failed his father. Last Tuesday was three years of his father’s death anniversary and he simply forgot to pay him respect visiting the places they have been together and having the drinks his father loved to have. My Ivy and I cried with him. We knew my Prince never forget such things and that he is seriously under a big stress if he forgot it. This summer started very bad for my Prince. I’m going to talk to my boss today what can we do to help him because if this heat continues and the injections doesn’t help, he will break. We can’t allow that.