Learning to accept reallity
My only male luvs, my husband, Prince and my son, Mikey didn’t take well last few heat waves we had in row. They collapsed and passed out (My prince passed out in the morning getting first degree sun burns, while Mikey passed out in the afternoon). Our house doctor strictly forbid my Prince to go to the work. Knowing that he will break his order and will go to the work since he is workaholic, he requested him to give an oath that he will stay home for next 3 days resting and drinking a lot of liquids. The doctor didn’t leave him alone until he does it. My Prince is the man of the word and he gave his word he’ll stay home, although there were numerous sights, “uhs” and “amms” before he did it. My Ivy and I died laughing watching him making faces and walking up and down trying to soften the doctor with making sad face and begging him with words “Doctooor, pleeeeeaseee …. It’s too muuuch.” Thank heavens that our family doctor knows all tricks and he was stone hearted in this case. But, hearing that their tata would be home all day long for next three days, there was no end of the joy of our children. They were all over him pulling his hands leading him everywhere and wanting him to participate in their “projects”. My Fran and I died laughing watching them on our smartphones over web cams.
Where was my Ivy those three days? I’ll tell you. She came to the work the first day when my Prince stayed home, but only for few hours. Watching him and the children over smartphone wasn’t good and enough for her. Just few minutes before the break she came to my office with eyes full of tears and sobbing heavily, wrapping her hands around my shoulders, she leaned her head on mine and said:
- I am sooooorry, Princeeeeess, but I caaaaan’t. I miss hiiiiim soooooo much, that I will diiiieeee ……… I’m going hoooomeee ….. I must beeee with hiiiim……
My Fran stood up on his feet and nervously said to her:
- But you can’t leave, you blond savage …. We don't have anyone who can take his place, and if you go now, who will cover you?
Ivy (not looking at him, but me in the eyes): I don’t care! ….. I am going home, now.
Fran (frustrated): That is very unprofessional, Ivy!!! You might be fired which I would surely do if I was your boss!
Ivy: Like I give a fuck! He is only one that matters to me now ….
I gently placed my palms on her face whipping the tears from her cheeks. Kissing her lips I gently said:
- Do what you must do, my love, although Fran is right … Prince will be very angry with you if you come home leaving the jobs undone. He might fire you …. But I want you to know, whatever happens, I still love you very much and I will be by your side … (smilingly) We’ll cover you somehow, don’t worry … (We engaged a new girl responsible for season workers. She was glad and happy we trusted her important jobs. Beside her, we shared my luvs' responsibility to some other people we trust).
She deep kissed me and thanked me saying she loves me very much too …
Fran: Before you go, crazy savage blond, let me ask you this: will you do this for Princess too? Will you leave your working place if she stayed home for three days?
My Ivy wanted to answer to him, but I slapped her butt saying: Go home, I will tell him ...
She joyfully ran from my office kissing Lidija loudly. Then I said to my Fran:
- No, my dear Fran, she wouldn’t do this for me … She loves me, she always will, but she is not addicted to me as she is addicted to him. If she must choose, she will always choose him first ….
Fran: As I suspected ….. I am sorry, Princess …
I deeply sighed and said that I wish she will do same for me, but it is as it is – he is her number one and her first choice in everything. Am I sad? Yes, sometimes I am sad, but I am learning to accept things that aren’t as I want them to be.
So, what happened when she returned home? This is what she told me when we were alone and my Prince was with the children:
- When I arrived home, he was very surprised thinking that something happened. You were right, my love, when I told him why I returned home, he went mad. Before he started to yell at me, he asked your mom and dad to take the children out. When they left he tried to convince me to return to the work. I told him that I can’t and that he can fire me if he wants, but I am staying with him. Oh, my, you should see him, Princess. He went sooo mad that he started to yell at me and to swear while I was standing there and watched him kicking the bag, swearing and yelling …
Me: How did you feel, honey?
Ivy: I had some unexplainable peace …. I wasn’t sad, I wasn’t angry and I was silent all the time … Besides other things he said to me, he called me irresponsible, immature, childish, unprofessional and similar …
Me: How it ended?
Ivy (smilingly): As it always ends, my love – having wild and loud sex … When he was exhausted by yelling and kicking the bag, he went to the balcony trying to catch the breath. I came right after him and sitting in his lap, I wrapped my hands around his neck and I looked him in the eyes. Then I said to him:
- You are right in all things you said about me! You may hit me, you may swear at me, you may hate me for being what I am and you may even kill me, but I will still love you and I will go to very hell for you and with you …. That’s how much you mean to me and how much I love you ….
He was silent for couple of moments. Then he grabbed me for my neck and before sticking his tongue into my mouth he said:
- You are very, very crazy witch, but I love you, damn you ….
Yes, my Prince loves us no matter what we do to him. But he punished my Ivy. She will not receive her salary for next two months and she worked overtime + when my Prince returned to the work. Do you see now why he is so respected among the workers? He makes no difference among the people when we are at the work. Equal justice and reward for everyone. Anyway, everything is in order now. He and Mikey recovered, my luvs returned to the work and my Ivy is smiling all the time regardless the punishment for being with him 24 hours a day is only that matters to her.
Since I had no more time, I will post his work in Photoshop he sent to Heidi in my next diary. Many hugs and kisses.
Edited by Evaloves4
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