I don't even know
I really miss feeling like I'm allowed to be happy about shit like this. Unfortunately my home life isn't exactly friendly to the whole 'happiness' thing.
I do what I do and I put it out here because I'm between jobs, kept too busy and tired to actually find one, and because this stuff - modeling, texturing, converting, tweaking, developing new skills, whatever - this is the one thing that actually uses my brain and relaxes me a little.
But the second I try and talk about it to anyone in my 'real life', I have to deal with people being pissed off that I don't even know, that I dared to enjoy something that wasn't entirely mundane.
Sigh.
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