It was Friday morning and after practicing her presentation a little more, Kailani was ready to present it. She packed up her board and ran to the classroom. She was in a great mood and ready to make the most of it. She hoped that she would be able to stand close enough to the professor to allow some of her pheromones to affect him. As she presented she could feel the information flow through her. She knew she was nailing it! The professor, while trying to maintain a stone face, seemed to be pleased with her. While she did not receive a grade for her presentation on the spot she felt really good about it when she left. She also felt really great about being done with all of the work for this week. There was literally nothing left for her to cram over or practice with. She was finished for now!

 

Kailani decided to celebrate being finished with her presentation, even though her grades weren’t in just yet, by going to the campus pub. She drank and danced and enjoyed herself. It was pretty early so the place was fairly empty.

 

As people started to trickle in, Kailani realized she may be too drunk. She usually tried to keep herself pretty level headed but something about having a place to safely sleep and accomplishing something so huge in her mind made her decide to throw caution to the wind. As she sat at the bar trying to decide if she should head home or just try to sober up she instead said “Fuck it!” and ordered another drink.

 

The blonde next to her had been eyeing her for a while and when she approached Kailani and asked her if she wanted to fuck. Kailani replied, “always”.

 

The blonde, whose name Kailani could not remember, stripped her naked and fingered her roughly in front of the increasingly busy crowd. Kailani, in her half drunk stupor, wondered if she was trying to embarrass her by making a public display but Kailani just laughed to herself knowing that she didn’t give a fuck who watched.

 

Kailani helped the blonde out of her pants and they both pleasured each other with their fingers, kissing wildly. When the blonde orgasmed she did so so loudly that she stopped and had a look of horrified embarrassment as she looked around the room. Kailani smirked at her. The blonde grabbed her pants and ran out of the pub. Kailani picked her clothes up and got dressed slowly as she was still pretty drunk. She started dancing, but this time a bit slower because her head would spin if she tried to do anything else.

 

Kailani was approached by a guy who started dancing with her. She could tell he had been drinking too and was getting very handsy. He would grind on her ass and grab her tits. For the most part, Kailani just went along with it. Dancing was fun and sometimes it was fun to get someone hot and heavy on the dance floor. She could feel his hard cock through his pants. He would rub it against her ass holding her hips. At one point she needed to stop to go to the bathroom so she walked away.

 

When she came out of the bathroom he grabbed her, stripped her clothes off, pulled his pants down and started fucking her. In the background, one of Kailani’s previous client’s, Mana, saw them and was heartbroken, not realizing that Kailani was actually being forced.

 

Mana left the pub hurt and feeling like she meant nothing to Kailani. Meanwhile, Kailani was being forced into a sex act that she was feeling too drunk and too uncomfortable to consent to. Kailani just kept thinking if she could get her head to stop spinning she would be good to go. 

 

He was not kind or gentle about what he wanted or how to get it. He grabbed her roughly and told her she was a cock tease. He told her that she would put out because a cock tease shouldn’t be allowed to just give someone blue balls and then just walk away. He slurred his words and Kailani smelled the alcohol on his breath so strongly she thought she could get drunk off the smell alone. Kailani’s body, as always, betrayed her. Despite feeling light headed and unable to focus on anything, her body was in a state of arousal. It did not go unnoticed by him.

 

“I knew you wanted it. Your pussy is so fucking wet. Why do you have to play games? God, you feel so good!” He said, pumping his cock deep inside of her.

 

Kailani was pinned and trapped and the worst part was that there was a room full of people there and no one came to help her. Every single person just assumed she was fucking someone new because that’s what she did. Was that her legacy? Kailani was sobering up and in a way she really wished she wasn’t. This experience was triggering some old memories of being in foster homes and things that happened in school growing up. This was not her first time being raped, unfortunately, but it was her first time being raped as an adult when she thought she had control of her life and in a way, that felt worse. 

 

When he finished he seemed extremely happy. He gave Kailani his name and number on a piece of paper as if that whole thing didn’t just happen and walked away. Kailani stared at it. His name was Cameron and he was a student here just like she was. Kailani wasn’t sure why she felt so strangely about everything. Maybe it was because he seemed so clueless about it. Did her pheromones and body really give off the vibe that she was always ready and willing? It was true, more often than not, she was ready and willing and she even would have been tonight if he could have waited for her head to stop spinning. But what does that say about all of those times she was raped when she was younger? Does that mean she has never been raped? Kailani felt confused and disheartened. 

 

She went back to her dorm more sober and showered off the last traces of Cameron. She felt so torn about it. He really thought she was into it but at the same time she never gave any indication that she was. She also didn’t want to ruin his life. She doesn’t know what he’s gone through but maybe it’s been a rough road to get to where he is now too. It’s not like she can’t handle this. She just needs to process it and move on. Making him pay for it won’t do her any good anyway.

 

Kailani went to bed and for the first time in a long time, she wore clothes.

 

Kailani couldn’t sleep well and decided to get up after a few hours of tossing and turning. Her mind was racing. She couldn’t stop replaying the hazy memories from the night before. Darrel called and she didn’t answer. She couldn’t even imagine working right now.

 

Yuuma, one of the guys in her dorm, showed up in her room half naked, hoping that Kailani would be willing to suck him off. Probably knowing that she normally would. Kailani was not herself though and she wasn’t sure how long it was going to take for her to snap out of it.

 

She decided to get a head start on next week's work and study up. She really didn’t know what else to do. But with so little sleep she was finding that to be too difficult too.

 

She forced herself to eat some food and went and joined some others in conversation.

 

Misaki surprised her when she said, “Kailani, you told me I am beautiful but when I look in the mirror I don’t feel beautiful. Will you help me look as beautiful as you say I am? I don’t know how to do my hair like you do or how to do makeup at all and my clothing has been things my parents pick out for me. I cannot wear things too sexy like you do, because my parents would kill me, but I want to be more stylish.”

 

Kailani was honored that Misaki had asked her for a makeover and, happy for the distraction, took her time to give Misaki a look that she thought would honor her parents and turn heads. Kailani was proud of her accomplishment when she was finished and made sure to teach Misaki how to apply her makeup and do her own hair while she helped her so that it would be relatively easy to do on her own later.

 

The outcome left Misaki in tears.

 

“Kailani!” she squealed, “who is this in the mirror? I do not recognize myself, I only see a model!”

 

Kailani laughed and it felt good to laugh. “It’s you, I told you that you were beautiful. You don’t need any of this to be beautiful but I am glad that you can see it now.”

 

Misaki grabbed Kailani and hugged her. She kissed her hard on the lips and then more gently. When she released her Kailani felt the stirring within herself she was trying to avoid. Misaki was so pleased her eyes beamed at Kailani in deep gratitude.

 

“Thank you so much!” She hugged her again and Kailani leaned into her feeling a softness and security with Misaki that made her want to stay within her embrace. “I want to walk around and see if people recognize me,” she said.

 

Kailani snapped out of it, “of course, go!” Kailani gestured for Misaki to leave the room with a big smile on her face and as she walked out of the room Kailani could see that she was feeling more confident than she had ever seen her before.

 

Still unsure about what was going on with her, she longed for Misaki or someone as gentle to hold her. But for now she would just need to find more distractions.

 

Saturday was a rainy morning. Not the best weather for a Debate Showdown in the UBrite Quad but since it had been planned all semester they went ahead with it. Kailani, still trying to preoccupy her mind with things other than what happened the night before and her now growing desire for a nurturing embrace, decided to attend.

 

Geoffrey called while she waited for the debate to begin and she decided to go see him. When she got there he said some pretty cruel things about her that he had been hearing.

 

“Are they true?” He asked.

 

“Would it matter?” She replied. “You aren’t inviting me over for my contribution to society, are you? Is my reputation something that makes any difference to you and your life?” She asked with such venom.

 

His response was just as quick witted, “You are alluding to me inviting you here when I specifically had said I did not want to see you outside of the college campus. You know how my wife feels about it and yet here you are. You are lucky that Nancy and I had a terrible falling out today and I am more than happy to entertain you, but I did not invite you. You invited yourself."

 

Kailani retraced their conversation and realized he was right. She was so hell-bent on getting out of there she just said she would be right over. She felt a little foolish and it seemed to show on her face.

 

“Don’t lose confidence in yourself now, it’s not sexy.” Geoffrey said.

 

Geoffrey watched Kailani’s hard shell nearly break and it was not something he could not bear.

 

“Oh, stop. Come here,” he said and put his arms out for an embrace. Kailani melted into him and felt a little better. She hated feeling weak.

 

“Pull yourself together, you’re a sexy siren not a whimpering little girl. I can’t fuck you in this state.” Kailani straightened herself up, brushed herself off and they walked into the house together.

 

They went directly up to the study on the top floor where they enjoyed each other before. Except this time Nancy was there on the computer. Kailani had a feeling that Geoffrey already knew she would be.

 

“What the fuck Geoff!? Right in front of me? How dare you?”

 

Geoffrey grunted and watched as Kailani reacted to his cock driving into her.

 

“Are you at least wearing a condom? We don’t need any illegitimate children, especially not from this train wreck? Have you not heard about her, Geoffrey? My God, at least pick someone who has a better reputation!”

 

Nancy’s heckling made Kailani start to cry. She did her best to ensure that the tears dropped from her face silently but Geoffrey both saw and felt them land on him.

 

“Are you fucking kidding me???” He raged at her.

 

Geoffrey yanked on her hair and pulled her head back.

 

“Don’t you fucking cry on me, cunt!” He screamed and pushed his cock into her ass with such force that a popping sound was heard and Kailani gasped in pain. Nancy turned away from them having witnessed the abuse and made a whimper of her own.

 

“Nancy,” Geoffrey said.

 

“What?” Nancy replied.

 

“What is your problem? I thought you hated her?”

 

Nancy hesitated in her response. “I..I just don’t want you fucking her, I don’t think you should treat her that way.”

 

“What way?” Geoffrey asked. “You mean like a whore? Didn’t you just call her a train wreck? Besides, I’m fucking her in the ass now so their is no chance of getting her pregnant. Isn’t that what you wanted? Now sit the fuck down and watch. I am done with both of you and your fucking drama.”

 

Nancy sat down but did her best not to watch, she seemed to be having a hard time with everything.

 

Geoffrey came hard into Kailani and then told Nancy she was dismissed. Kailani, wanting to leave but feeling like she was shaken a bit, held on to him to recover her composure.

 

“Listen,” Geoffrey began with a cruel tone, “any pleasant thoughts or feelings I may have had for you are gone. You disgust me. Fucking crying… You’re pitiful. If I call you again, and I probably will, there will be no niceties. I will not be kind but I will pay you. If you fucking cry again, however, there is no telling what I might do. Keep your fucking emotions in check!”

 

Geoffrey pushed Kailani off of him and she fell to the ground. She lay there feeling defenseless for several minutes while he dressed and left the room.

 

Kailani went to find a bathroom to wash up. She was sore and a little despondent. Instead she found Nancy.

 

“What do you want?” Nancy asked with a snide tone.

 

“Just a bathroom,” Kailani said with barely a whisper.

 

“Why are you upset? It wasn’t just your husband you had to watch fucking someone else.” She said snidely.

 

“I’m fine. I just need to clean up.” she responded.

 

Nancy seemed to be lost in thought though. “ You know what? I think maybe I could use your services too. Two can play at this game.”

 

Kailani wasn’t sure she liked where this was heading. “Bathroom first, please?”

 

“Oh, yeah, sure, just over there,” she gestured and Kailani went to wash up.

 

After freshening up in the bathroom Kailani found Nancy nude waiting for her by the door. Nancy stripped Kailani out of the rest of her clothes and took her outside. At first she was very rough, choking Kailani while she fingered and fondled her.

 

Kailani felt so out of her skin that there was not much it was affecting her. Nancy could have been ready to strangle her to death and Kailani might have just let her.

 

Nancy eventually removed her hands from Kailani’s throat and ordered her to pleasure her, something that Kailani wondered how long it had been since Nancy had experienced it. Nancy, very moist and seemingly very sensitive to Kailani’s touch, was quick to orgasm, over and over.

 

Once her sexual tension released something shifted in Nancy and she wanted to be in an embrace with Kailani kissing, holding one another and letting her hands roam. Nancy seemed to be in some sort of post orgasmic trance and she was the happiest Kailani had ever seen her.

 

Before Kailani was about to leave Nancy grabbed her arm and pulled her close, “I’m sorry for all of those terrible things I said about you. You’ve helped me feel better than I have felt in years and I have been nothing but awful to you while you have just done a job you are paid to do.”

 

Kailani thanked her for her kind words and left the house. 

 

Still not sure how she was feeling she decided to stay in Oasis Springs and go to one of her regular spots for a drink. Yet even there her reputation was following her.

 

She drank a few hoping it would help.

 

And drank a few more away from everyone else once they had drank a few and started to harass her.

 

When one of her only friends, Marcus Flex, called her and asked her to the Romance Festival to hang out she said yes. She was drunk but she was just happy someone wanted to spend time with her.

 

On one hand Kailani was so happy to be invited to something as just a friend. That didn't happen ever. She knew Marcus was married to the Celebrity, Judith Flex, but he invited her and she didn’t see Judith anywhere. On the other hand, she didn't know how to really hang out as just friends and it seemed almost a crime not to flirt at the Romance Festival, right?

 

Kailani learned that Marcus was super faithful to his wife so when he didn’t seem to take the bait Kailani walked around to find others to flirt with. She found an amazingly attractive woman named Bella Goth who seemed to enjoy being flirted with.

 

She also asked the Romance Guru for some advice. They told her that true love was closer than she thought! Could that mean that it’s Marcus? Or maybe it was that hot woman, Bella? Kailani didn’t even know if she believed in true love but being as drunk as she was allowed her to entertain the idea.

 

When she finally got back to the dorm she crashed so hard. But not on her bed, no. Close to her bed, but not on it. Eventually she woke up and discovered she fell asleep on the floor and put herself to bed.

 

When she got up to eat she had a bit of a hangover and needed to eat something. She froze in the middle of her meal when she realized that at the computer across the table sat the guy who had raped her. She quickly ran to her room to get dressed and contemplate her next move.

 

After dressing she prepared herself to confront him for what he did.

 

“Hey Cameron,” she said with a bitter tone.

 

“Oh hey,” he said with a bit of surprise, “have we met?”

 

Kailani was shocked. He doesn’t remember her? “You don’t remember me?”

 

He shook his head.

 

Kailani described what she could remember of that night, every last detail. Cameron listened and she could see the horror on his face.

 

She went on to talk about how it’s made her feel since then and how hard it’s been on her. Cameron sincerely seemed to be in distress.

 

“I am so sorry. I knew I had drank a lot that night. I, I was told by some of my friends that I just took off and they didn’t know where I went but I wasn’t able to trace my steps. I wish I could take it back. I know that’s not good enough. I know it isn’t. I just need to stop drinking, I think. It’s gotten out of control. I think I need to sit down.” he said.

 

Cameron sat down and Kailani told him more about the incident. How what she does for a living made it to where no one thought anything of it.

 

“This is all so shitty,” Cameron said. “I don’t know how to make it up to you. How could I make it any better?”

 

“I’m just glad that you want to make it better. So many people lately aren’t feeling like I have any value. I don’t have the best reputation because of my work.” she said.

 

“Listen, I am normally a very shy guy. I have never even had a girlfriend. I think you are absolutely stunning so I am sure while I was drunk I felt the same way but I don’t think that should ever mean I can just do whatever I want without your consent and I am so very sorry.”

 

“Thank you.” she said.

 

“I’ve been such an emotional wreck lately that it’s affecting my job. I’m losing clients or just not taking their calls because of it. It’s been hard.”

 

“I can imagine. That would be a tough job if you were emotional. I want to make it up to you. Do you feel comfortable enough to give me a hug? I know it doesn't fix anything but I am hoping it can at least be a start. I will completely understand if you don’t want to though.”

 

Kailani agreed to the hug and, because she has been so touch starved most of her life, she leaned into it and the rage she had against him and what he did began to fall away.

 

The hug turned more intimate and she could feel his breath on her neck. His warmth was stirring something in her that she didn’t think would be possible with someone she was so upset with just moments ago. 

 

“I know what you can do to help,” she said.

 

“What? Anything!” He said seriously.

 

“I need to replace those memories with new ones,” she whispered in his ear. He looked at her a little confused and a little in awe. She was obviously flirting with him now. Kailani took his hand and took him into the other room.

 

Realizing how shy he really was helped Kailani with how she saw him and with doing what she had planned. She undressed herself and took his pants down. After laying him on the couch she started giving him a sensual blow job. He seemed to not know what to do as he was so embarrassed and turned on at the same time.

 

Kailani continued to work on his shaft and balls. He watched her with such a dreamy look on his face. Kailani could tell he could not believe this was happening and, quite honestly, neither could she.

 

Cameron got brave and put his hand on her head to guide her but then quickly moved it seemingly from not really knowing what to do.

 

In another part of the dorm, the activity with Kailani and Cameron had sparked some play.

 

Listening to them in the other room was like an aphrodisiac and these two were feeling the effects something fierce.

 

Kailani teased his cock a little and played with it while looking at him sensually. She could tell he would lose his load any moment. When he came all over her face he shot streams so far Kailani nearly saw them hit the wall behind her. He grunted and moaned and looked at her with such devotion that she couldn’t believe she was looking at the same guy she saw in the bar the other night. This may not be the most orthodox way to handle something but it made her feel better about the situation, and that’s all that really mattered.