When my Prince recovered from electric shock, he kissed my Ivy and me. Than he took a cold shower and went to Mikey's room to see his son. Mikey was awaken but he made no sound. He was playing with the toys that were in his bed. Seeing his father he cooed loudly shaking all his body. My Prince melted. He leaned over his bed wanting to take him into his arms. Mikey grabbed him for his hair, pulled toward his face and "biting" his nose, he pressed his legs against his neck just like cats are doing when you play with them. My Prince laughed hard and he showered him with kisses. He sat on the chair with him holding him in his arms and hummed to him. Mikey loves music and singing. He stopped playing with his daddy's face and enjoyed in his humming. He slept very fast. My Prince whispered to him how much he loves him and that his life without us and him has no meaning. Then we returned in our room and made love. My Ivy and I didn't lecture him or criticize him for the incident in the bar. We knew it won't help him or change him. We did opposite. We showered him with our love and care which was more efficient. He needed it more than "What the fuck were you thinking?!" He is not a man who doesn't think and analyze his deeds; bad and good ones. He is very aware that without us, Antonio, Silvano and brethren, he would easily end behind the bars regardless of justified reaction: self defense. He wasn't offended for being called a fagot, but because those bullies offended Silvano and his mother. He couldn't ignore it. You can't expect from honorable man who defend his mother's honor regardless of her evil character to let it go. My Ivy and I are more and more aware of it. We told him that we love him as he is. Especially my Ivy who told him:
- You may not be a man that most people expect you and want you to be, but unlike great majority, your heart is in right place and you have "guts" to stand up and defend your beliefs. For me .... that is more important than to be one of many spineless and unprincipled people who would let to be fucked in the ass just to keep so called peace. You are not Jesus, my love and I don't expect you to be.
Yesterday morning after our family coffee time, Antonio called my Prince and said he wants to talk to the three of us. Our parents and Fran did all jobs in the house and grocery shopping, Zdenka watched on Mikey while we went to our beach to talk to him in private. When he arrived he brought our favorite chocolates, kissed us and Ivy's tummy (his godchild) and firmly hugged my Prince. We sat in the circle and before he opened his mouth he watched at my Prince smiling at him. When he started to feel uncomfortable he said to him:
- What, Tony? I know you want to lecture me, so, please, do it and let's get over with.
Antonio: On contrary, prince, on contrary ..... I didn't came to lecture you .... I came to tell you how much I admire you ...... Do you know why did we accepted you in our brotherhood before all others?
Prince: No, I don't know.
Antonio: You see, Prince, we are the group of people who offers protection and security beside our professional call. Most of us aren't married, have no parents and children, but we highly value love relationships. marriages and parenthood. I won't tell you about the world and society we are living in because you are very well aware of it ...... The reason we accepted you so quickly in our circle of trust is because you highly values those things and you proved your unconditional dedication to your loved ones willing to lay your very life for them not questioning the price .... Beside that, you are not a person who cause troubles, fights because you like to fight and who is rotten in mind and heart. You highly value respect, honor and you keep your word. The brethren and I decided to support you and protect you for those reasons and we'll keep doing it as long as you stay on right path ..... After "the bar incident" I took a lot of thinking about your reactions and actions. Couldn't find anything wrong. All I saw was a young man with good heart whom life pressed heavily but who loves his family, even those who did wrong to you as your mother. Young people today don't give a fuck about honor and dignity. They live like animals imprisoned in selfishness and egoism. You are very different and you changed Gorgeous and Skinny returning them to the right path ..... I'm only worried about your problem: loosing control ..... I know you tried to practice breathing techniques, meditation and visiting the therapist and none of it help you because you aren't such person. Than I remembered what your wives told me: all you need is love ..... Now, I want you to promise me something ..... If you find yourself in similar situation like in the bar, I want you to think how much Gorgeous and Skinny loves you, how much your son loves you, how much we, your family loves you and what you might lose ...... I'm not saying that you shouldn't punish motherfuckers. I'm saying that having in mind our love for you night help you to control your rage ...... That's all i wanted to say to you.
We returned to our house and we socialized with our parents. Antonio left and my Prince took Mikey and went to our beach. My Ivy and I watched him through the window. He was talking to him, kissing him and he cried at one moment. Later on, when we were on our beach again, he said to my Ivy and me:
- You know, witches, Antonio was right ... When I was alone with Mikey today holding him in my arms, looking him in his eyes I felt indescribable love for him and you .... When I imagined him and you being hurt I felt incredible rage and desire to kill those who will hurt you ..... but then .... thinking how I might not have a chance to hold my son in my arms, to kiss him and tell him how much I love him; thinking that I might not kiss and hold you two and my daughter, my rage vanished in split of the second. That's the formula that works for me.
We were very happy to hear it. We showered him with kisses, entered into the water and made love. Yeap, not all proved and approved mental techniques and therapies are applicable to everyone. I told you before my Prince is unique and different than majority of the people. He got his mental cure and I'm very assured he will practice it because he loves us. If you love someone or something, you'll do everything in your power to keep it.