People usually build opinion about someone basing their impression on outward appearance and behaving which is mostly acting or pretending because all of us want to look good and nice in the eyes of the others. Of course, there are exceptions, but they are rare. We also misinterpret someone's inner emotional and mental state; if person is in good mood, making jokes and smile, we think how that person is happy, not knowing that he is actually pressing down his pain, sorrow or anger until certain situation(s) pulls it on the surface and than the "real face" shows up. I will tell you more about it very soon.

The summer season is at the end. Ten more days and we are officially done. Our guests leaving Hotel in "light" waves. New groups of high school, college students and post graduates came to our Hotel to learn their jobs and get some experience. Lidija, my Fran and Vinko  informed them about our rules and regulations and answered on their questions. Me, Executive board members and my Prince was present on the meeting too. I was introduced as hotel manager and he was introduced as ultimate Hotel manager and the one who monitors e.b. work and the Hotel business in general. The best part was when Lidija said that he is in charge for maintaining discipline and order in the Hotel and that he takes his job very seriously. He won't allow and tolerate any kind of indiscipline, breaking Hotel rules and similar. When he stood up at the pulpit to welcome them, I saw their frightened and worried faces after his speech. He held very short speech. After welcoming them and reminding them that we are internationally recognized 5 stars Hotel that is respected and famous thanks to our high quality services and professional personnel, he concluded:

- If you have any questions, needs or problems with your supervisors, colleagues or our workers, please, talk to Mrs Lidija, the chief of human resources. She'll do her best to help you, but if she tells me that she had problems with you, that you fight with each other or that you tried to attack her, that you insulted her and disrespected her, you will be sent to me and I'm telling you seriously: you don't want that. After I'm done with you, your practice in this hotel is over and you better have good health insurance.

I know that to some of you my Prince's speech sound more like threat, but you really have to know the mentality of our people so you would understand why he did it. Anyway, the summer season was very successful and we slightly earned more than last summer season. Now about the thing i said in first paragraph. Silvano came last night to have martial arts training and sparring with my Prince. When he was at the work he treated us and his brethren with the drinks in Hotel bar because it was his birthday. My Prince went home right after the meeting with students to be with Ivy and Mikey so he wasn't with us. When they finished with martial arts training and shower, Silvano asked him if he would go with him to a bar for he wanted to treat him with drink because he wasn't present in the hotel bar. My Prince congratulated him, dressed up, kissed us all and he first went to 24 hours open store and bought very expensive whiskey as a gift to him. Then the went to a bar where Silvano comes occasionally. Two hours later they came home and my Prince barely stood on his feet. We dressed him off and help him to lay in the bed. He wasn't drunk but he was powerless. Sitting in the living room, we asked Silvano what happened.

Silvano: I don't know what's wrong with boss. He simply broke.

Ivy (very worried and with tears in her eyes): Cut the crap, Silvano and tell us what happened!

Silvano: Well, everything was fine at the beginning. He made a toast wishing me best for my birthday having very small sharp drink that he "washed" with plenty of mineral water. We talked about many things, your marriage, children and similar. We laughed, telling jokes and birthday anecdotes. Three young males sat at the table near us. They were in very good mood and had fun until they had too much drinks. Than they started to provoke us calling boss my blonde fagot fuck toy. I saw his face. He was boiling inside. I asked him to calm down and to ignore them. They didn't talk directly to us, but among themselves. He kept his rage under control until one of them said that his mother made mistake for having sex without condom for if she did, she will not give a birth to a fagot. That was it. Boss jumped on his feet, knocking down offender's friends and he start to heavily beat the insulter. (*I don't know how is in other cultures, but in ours, if someone talks about your mother in inappropriate way or if he says: "Fuck your mother", it is the greatest and unforgivable insult).

Silvano: I mean .... (sighing) the guy's face was bloody in few seconds. I had to pull out my gun to keep two others away from the fight and I asked boss to stop. He ignored me. Keeping the guys on aim, I pulled electric-shocker and I used it on boss or he could kill the guy. I was surprised that although he shook, he continued to punch guy's face. I had to use it again until he fell on the floor twitching and squirming in pain. I had to call Antonio who came very quickly telling me to drive him home and that he will solve this with the police and emergency. So here I am. I'm sorry, but I had to stop him. Using electric-shocker was only way. I saw him outrageous before, but this time ..... he was out of control.

My Ivy cried and she went to the bedroom and showered his face with kisses and "love yous". Silvano asked me if I know what might be the reason for his very aggressive behaving. I told him that he recently received very unpleasant letter from him mother who denounced him as her son. I added that he behaved normal and that he accept it after swimming in the sea and kicking the kick bag. We were silent for some time and then he told me that he thinks that his mother's letter hurt him much deeper than he think it did. The wound is too deep and the scar in his heart didn't heal. It just "covered" the top. He promised me that he'll take much better care for him from now on. I thanked him and when he left, I joined my luvs in the bedroom. I could see inner pain on my Prince's face. Yes, my dear readers: "Surface" is one thing, "bellow" is another. Although my Prince roughened by the time; he isn't too emotional and too sensitive anymore, the FAMILY was always his weakest side. If the family is dysfunctional like in the case of his mother, he suffers deep inside although on the surface he seems to be fine. I think I understand better now why he is so overprotective to us and why our happiness is most important thing in his life.