“I don’t know … it’s not you”
After our morning routine in Monday morning while we were waiting for our parents to arrive on the morning coffee I was on LL when my Ivy came to the bedroom and said we have to talk. She leaned on the wall and placed my head on her chest kissing the top of my head. Then she sighed and said:
- Princess …… I gave a lot of thoughts and I have to tell you this ….. Dad Boss and I were shocked when you slapped Prince and told him: “you don’t love me and the baby as you pretend you do” ….. Honey, that’s horrible thing to say to the man who loves you more then himself, sincerely and unconditionally. He knows you didn’t mean it, but words still hurts. If you think otherwise, you’re wrong because it hurt me hearing you telling him that ….. I know you can’t control your reactions when your hormones goes wild making you do and say things you don’t mean …. but my heart bled seeing you slapping him and yelling at him like he is some teen who badly fucked up …. He is a man and he has a dignity and pride. You humiliated him before us and it wasn’t pretty sight at all ….. Do you think he couldn’t block you and restrain you? He could, but he didn’t. He let you slap him for he loves you too much. We both know that he will never harm us and that he is crazy about us no matter what we do to him ….. I wish you will stop slapping him and telling him things that you know aren’t true when you are outrageous …. Honey…… if you’ll try to slap him ever again, I will stop you even if it means I have to use a force.
My Ivy gave me the lecture of life that I will never forget. And she was right. I thought I was showing him how much I’m hurt, but I was only humiliating him. My luvs never slapped me although I deserved it countless times but I did slap them. My Ivy can crash me like a toothpick if she wants but, when we dated before we met my Prince she let me slap her in the past never trying to do the same to me. She was my protector, a warrior by nature but, unlike me, she could control her reactions because protector never hurts the person he or she protect and love. My Prince is our protector and I admit I mistreated him. I “took” too much freedom knowing that he loves me, won’t slap me back and will always forgive me. I deep kissed her saying that I’ll do my best and that I will work on controlling my reactions when being extremely angry. Then we came to the living room and I sat in his lap straddling him. I showered his face with kisses, apologies and “love yous”. I asked him again to forgive me my harsh ungrounded words and for slapping him. He kissed me back and said:
- I don’t know, Princess … This is not you.
I was shocked and felt offended:
- WHAT DO YOU MEAN: IT’S NOT ME?!?!?! I TRULY APOLOGIZED AND YOU KNOW IT!!!
Prince (smilingly): My Princess has cute perfect tiny ass that perfectly fits into my hands … What I’m holding now is two extra large watermelons.
My Ivy and Elena blasted in loud laughter. I realized he was teasing me and by diverting the subject he was saying that all is fine. I laughed too promising him that he will love my ass again when I get my weight back after baby due.
After Orthodox Easter, we checked Hotel’s income and we were very satisfied. Things are going well and we preparing for the summer season …. I don’t know if you remember “our kid”, the kid whom my Prince helped a lot and his whole family: mother, two younger sisters and brother. Well, the kid called my Prince and asked to meet with him. We hosted him in our home. When he arrived, he brought flowers for Ivy and me. My Prince and Ivy offered him beverages and snacks. After informal part about kid’s family, he asked my Prince for help. Namely, his girlfriend he was dating more than a year broke up with him and since he worked in her parents’ grocery shop they fired him wanting to avoid eventual excesses. He trust my Prince and he asked him to find the summer season job for him. Since Zdenka didn’t start to look for a boat driver in her villa, my Prince asked her if she would come and talk to the kid. Zdenka came very quickly and she talked to the kid saying that she will need someone for “boat tours” and since he worked for her before, he can have the job. She said that she will cover his health insurance, monthly bus ticket, one meal per day and will give him bonuses for great boat tours. But, she requested him to make the contract with her that he will not resign during summer season and look for another job for it is hard to find a new person for that job once the season starts. He will start to work on June, 1th. The kid agreed and he thanked Zdenka and my Prince. My Prince walked him out and asked him if he needs some money since he hasn’t been working for a while. The kid said he doesn’t, but my Prince is good in reading people. He told him to wait, returned to the house and took 50 Euros from his wallet. He also took almost all fruits from the table and some sweets and packed it in the plastic back. When he gave it to him he said it is for his sisters and brother. But, he had to put the money into his pocket by the force for the kid didn’t want to take it. Ivy and I giggled watching them. It was the same “picture” as dad Boss and my Prince. The scene melted our hearts and we “jumped” on him when he returned to the house showering his face with kisses. Then he went to quick shopping to buy new fruits for us.
Coming home from the work today my Ivy called me to come out and see our *Audi ( just a reminder: Audi is not our property. It belongs to the Hotel just like Prince’s Opel. We are only authorized to use them in private purposes as long as we work for the Hotel). I was gladly surprised seeing car windows darkened on all three sides. When they exit the car, they kissed me and the baby. Entering into the house I said that they did a good thing with car windows since we have very strong sun light during the summer. She said to me:
- Of course, Princess. We don’t want the baby be exposed to the sun in the car but I killed two flies with one punch. Beside protecting the baby from sun light I gave it darkened because I don’t want Prince to be embarrassed if someone see us fucking him in the car. With these windows we can always park anywhere in the city and fuck him good when the baby is not with us and without him being afraid to be seen.
I deep kissed her saying she is smart hot ass.
Prince (walking toward the bathroom): God damn crazy witches …. (out of affection, not anger)
We blasted in laughter.
I saved the best thing for the end. My Prince was veeeery happy (my Ivy and me too) when Lidija asked him to talk to him in Tuesday. My Ivy told me that she was quite nervous and afraid constantly rubbing her palms. She stuttered:
- *Boss … (* for those who doesn’t know: Lidija calls my Prince boss on the work and in private although he told her that he can call him by his name when they are talking privately) …. Ammmm …… my boyfriend .. and …. I …… will engage on June 25th …. I would like you to be … my best …… man…..
Prince (happily): Why, Lidijaaaaaaaa ……. That’s wonderful news! I would be very honored to be your best man. Thank you for choosing me.
My Ivy told me that Lidija was very surprised he accept it. I don’t know why because they love each other as brother and sister and he will do anything for her. She said that we are invited too on the ceremonial supper. He hugged her firmly and he congratulated her kissing her on the forehead. My Ivy made me laugh hard when she said to me:
- I said to her I’m happy for them and I want to congratulate her too. She looked at me suspiciously, but she said: “All right, but no tongue, Ivy.” I kissed her on the both cheeks but I grabbed and slapped her ass. Right after that I teased her asking her if she engaged with him because he is good in bed. She started to call me names, you know, as she always does. You should see her face, hear the words and the way she was “insulting” me. Prince and I died laughing. Oh, my, I so love that girl.
Nothing special happened beside these. My luvs visited Ena and Luka, we watched “GOT”, latest season and enjoyed being together. I will be 34 weeks pregnant tomorrow. My doctor said I might have a birth in 7-9 days and he and my two midwifes are on stand by. The baby is ready to see the world, but my body isn’t. It’s too early. The odds for my baby to survive premature birth is 100% now. As for the weekend, we gonna have a grill in Sunday on our beach if it wouldn’t rain. If it does, we’ll have it on our balcony. Dads and my Prince will do their grill specialties. That’s all folks. Have a nice weekend.
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