I can’t be proud at myself last several days. I was extremely sensitive, overactive and totally insignificant things bothered me and got on my nerves. Almost every small thing made me cry and sad. I have to commend my Prince and Ivy. I admire them for they showed extraordinary patience, understanding and love to me. They were always there for me and I mean it literary. My Prince was my “victim”. He “suffered” the most for I was after him for anything and everything and in extreme need for him in same time. I almost ruined our big family lunch in Sunday making him unavailable to anyone constantly demanding something from him. My pregnancy is “killing” me and honestly, I do not know if anyone else will endure hard time that I was giving him. You know what he did? After every complain, nagging, crying and criticism I addressed to him without cause and reason, he ALWAYS smiled at me, hugged me, cuddled our baby and after kissing me he said he loves me. My wild hormones made me wanting to quarrel with him; I wanted him to say he has enough of me and how I make him tired…. But, NOOO, he reacted completely opposite. He knew it was my hormones and pregnancy that made me say and do things I didn’t mean. Where from he drew his strength to endure all of this I wouldn’t know, but he loved me in the way that many women will envy me. Without his support I will emotionally break.

I’m working from home because I want to avoid unnecessary bitching and hurting people. My Prince is with me. I wouldn’t be able to do anything without him being near me. Even with him by my side, my concentration was low, so you can only imagine how low the quality of my work will be without him near me. I was only present on e.b. meeting yesterday because Boss had very important announcement to say. He announced his full retirement at the end of March, the day when I will go on maternity leave. He wanted us to know it in advance so we can be ready to take over. That day I will be official hotel manager and when I will take maternity leave, my Fran will be acting hotel manager until I return. Boss held very serious speech about seriousness of hotel management. He promised to Fran that he will be there for him when he would need him, but he won’t be coming to office if not necessary. He made e.b. members to pledge to loyalty to the Hotel, me and Fran saying that only as a team we can run Hotel business. Of course, my Prince is “Capo” and above all of us. He will control our work, that everything is running according to the business ethics, rules and regulations. After the meeting, Boss treated us with cakes, cookies and beverages from the Hotel. We were all sad that he is leaving and nothing could cheer us up. We will organize farewell party for him on March, 30.

We had Nick and Adriana in visit Sunday night. They brought various gifts for me, my Ivy and my baby boy. Nick, of course had to tease my Prince. He pretended that he bought baby’s cloths for the girls saying that his son would look much better in it. My Prince placed the bag in Nick’s lap and said: “Over my dead body!” We died laughing. Then they explained that those baby cloths are for Adriana’s friend from the work who had a baby due few days ago. The real reason why Nick and Adriana came was to ask my Prince for help. Namely, Nick caught his colleague in stealing tools and accessories from company’s workshop. Since both of them are in charge for all equipment, tools and accessories in the workshop, the policy of their firm is to charge them both if something is broken and to fire both workers for stealing even if one of them is innocent. According to administration office, they must watch on each other. Well, Nick likes his job, he is well paid and he would love to keep it. His colleague doesn’t care. So, Nick asked him to return the stolen things, but he refused. Therefore, Nick asked my Prince to convince his colleague to return stolen items before inventory check since Nick’s colleague is stronger than him. My Prince promised he’d help. I wasn’t worried at all. I had full confidence in my Prince that he will solve the problem. So, since my Prince always carrying his gun loaded with wooden bullets he went to Nick’s company after e.b. meeting. Ivy stayed in the Hotel. He returned home after two and half hours smiling at me. I sat in his lap and after he kissed me and starting cuddling our baby he said what happened:

- Nick’s colleague is fucking fat dickhead. I tried to reason with him. I was very polite and I told him that Nick wish to keep his job and I kindly asked him to return stolen items. He went mad at Nick, called him rat and pushed him hard that Nick fell on the floor. I smacked fat jerk in the stomach and when he bent I kicked him in the face with my knee. I made his nose bleed hard. When he stopped bleeding and washed his face I ordered him to return stolen items. He said he must go home to take them back. I told him he has one hour and that I will wait for him. He returned after half an hour, but not alone and he didn’t bring stolen items. He brought two others with him to beat me. When they walked toward me, I pulled out my gun and I fired on the ceiling saying that if they make one more step, I will shot them. Then I said to Nick to call the security and take them away. But, before they left I warned them that if they will try to hurt Nick in any way I will hunt them down and hurt them much worse. After that I told to fatty to sit with me in his car and drive us to his home. He collected all stolen things and returned to the workshop. Nick checked them and said that everything is back. Then I tried to be nice again to fatty. I had short conversation with him saying that if he doesn’t like his job, he should quit, but I will not let him jeopardize my friend’s job. I had to warn him that if Nick calls me again, next time I won’t be so nice. Then I treated them both with beverages from the cantina. The fatty behaved and we split in friendly tone.

I listened to him with great admiration having my head leaned on his shoulder. My Prince is always there for family and friends and he will risk his life for us. His story made me horny and I fucked him on the sofa. Then we took a shower and I felt little bit tired. He carried me to the bedroom, placed me on the bed and laid beside me cuddling my tummy, kissing my neck and whispering how much he loves me. I slept feeling safe, loved and content. When my Ivy arrived home they made lunch for us and they started with their routine: jogging, exercise and practicing martial arts. Of course, they didn't skip wild sex.

I feel emotionally better thanks to my luvs who were with me during my crises.