(Groundless) fear for the future

My Prince called Boss in Switzerland late night in Friday to tell him what he did with Paul and why. Boss couldn’t sleep and he was glad my Prince called him. My Prince didn’t even say the half things that happened when boss interrupted him chuckling and saying that Mister “XXX” called him and told him all about it and he apologized for incident with Paul. Boss told my Prince that he did the right thing and that he would do the same in his position. He started to “praise” him and my Prince stopped him saying:

- Oi, Oi, daaaaad …… Stooop! I did what I thought was the best. No need for praises and glorification.

My Ivy and I talked to him too and asked about his wife and he said she is going through systematic body checking and preparations for the operations. We sent our love and hugs to him and to her. After that my luvs kissed me and cuddled my tummy kissing it and wishing good night to our baby. But, let’s go back few hours earlier. When they left the office after the “Paul case”, Lidija, Nenad and Guy 3 spread the word around how my Prince saved Hotel business and their jobs. His official phone didn’t stop ringing. People called him to thank him. After the second phone call, he said he heard enough of praises and Ivy and I may answer the calls if we want to. So we did it. Many workers and the stuff wanted to organize a special party in his honor but we told them to not to because he won’t come to the party. Hearing the news from Guy 3, Antonio came to our house and he “broke” my Prince’s back how hard he was hugging him and slapping his back thanking him for saving his Agency’s job. I’m telling you; Antonio’s agency makes a lot of money for the security service they provide for the Hotel, but they earned it because they are doing excellent job. Unlike the previous security agency who called my Prince on interventions most of the time, Antonio’s guys call him only in the cases in which they have no authority or competency to intervene or to ask him what they should do. And it is very rare.

Nothing special happened in Saturday. We did all as we always do on that day; morning and evening routine, grocery shopping, cleaning the house, laundry, lot of sex and so on and so on. Our free time we spent in watching the “Preacher”, talking about various thing (mostly about our baby) and my luvs devoted all their time to me for the pregnancy’s side effects are taking me over more and more. I’m talking about weird food combination consummation, few extreme moods oscillations (very happy or very anxious). So far my luvs handle my pregnancy very well. We have “only” 8 and a half months to go more. LOL. Our parents also invited us over to villa for Sunday lunch, but I wasn’t feeling going anywhere so they will come to our place in Sunday.

I couldn’t sleep almost all Saturday night and while my luvs slept “as dead” (as we used to say in our country) I mostly talked to my Fran over the phone. I can’t even name the subjects we talked about because we talked a lot about various things. I slept before the dawn. My luvs were very active during my sleep. They exercised, practiced martial arts, fucked wildly and they made the lunch for us, our parents and Fran. I didn’t sleep long. Some 4-5 hours and when I woke up our parents and Fran were already in the living room talking and having fun. I took a quick shower and joined them. Everyone cuddled my tummy and talking about my baby. My Prince and Ivy made excellent lunch. Have no time and space to write about all they have prepared. It was delicious and everyone laughed seeing me eating like a “starving year”. Anyway, when they went home after cleaning the table and washing the dishes we took a nap. When I woke up the bed was empty. I walked to the living room and I saw my Ivy sitting straddled in Prince’s lap who cuddled her head and whispered to her ear while she quietly sobbed. I hugged and kissed them both and asked them what happened. My Ivy hugged me firmly and she said that is scared about our future seeing my Prince occupied by fulfilling our needs for his love and attention especially now when the baby is on the way. She sees how much he is crazy about us and the baby, but she is concerned that he is “stretched” on too many sides and that it might break him eventually and ruin our marriage. She is not sure if he will be able to love all four of us and find the time for us for she wants to have a baby with him too. My Prince tried to comfort her saying that we would never be a burden to him and if it is needed he will give up from everything else and anyone else, but never from us.

I also comforted her saying that there are families with more than two children; 5 and more and their marriage is functioning. My Prince also told her that he will not have children with us if he thinks we won’t be able to be a good parents. He will find the time for all of us and each of us. After few more comforting words, my Ivy calmed and she showered us with kisses and “love yous” apologizing for being “stupid unbeliever” as she said for herself. We ended in the bedroom and my Prince and I fucked her sooo good that we completely exhausted her. She slept in his arms peacefully and content.

My Prince is the man whose “spring of love” flows in abundance and we all have place in his heart. I don’t have a tiniest doubt or uncertainty that he will be excellent husband and the father to our children. I understand Ivy’s fear. We both learned new dimension of love as never before and we come from the families who only had one child unlike my Prince who has a sister. She was afraid that my Prince wouldn’t love us the same when our children comes to the world and that he won’t be capable of loving our children fully and equally. She thought he will neglect one of us or one of our children. The source of her fears comes from her childhood when she was neglected by her parents and she was their only chid. My precious Ivy. Her fear was ungrounded for my Prince is more than capable to love all four of us equally and fully. He proved it and I saw whim in “action”. Me and Ivy and our babies won’t be neglected. They might be “shortened” for some things that other kids will have (dogs, cats and similar stuff), but they will never lack of his love and attention. We would “swim” in the ocean of Prince’s undrained love for he is more crazy in love with us with each single day as we are with him. That’s why we want to bare his children.