It looks like that Prince’s principle: “It’s not important what I like and want, but what you like and want” didn’t work only in the case of my diaries (until now). My last entry made him very unpleased because I praised him too much. He posted a gif that made me very sad and hurt my feelings. We had a short quarrel in which he made me cry. We talked about my diaries many times before and we thought we found the compromise, but, it showed we didn’t. He knows I love him with all my being and that praising him is only one of many ways of my expression how much I worship him and admire him, and yet, he still has a problem with it. Seeing me sad and crying he erased problematic gif and he apologized to me numerous times asking me to forgive him. I wasn’t mad at him. I was just sad for he couldn’t accept this way of my expression of love for him. He felt miserable for hurting my feelings. My Ivy didn’t take the side this time, but she tried to comfort me. Maybe you think I’m too sensitive and I shouldn’t take it too personally and let it hurt me. Maybe you’ve right. But, I will say only one thing: if you ever been in love so much with someone that you have a feeling you will die and that your life has no meaning if that person ever stop loving you or he pass away, then you know what I’m talking about. Everything that my Prince (or Ivy) do have impact on my feelings, because I love them. Otherwise, I wouldn’t’ care at all.
Anyway, we reconciled and we made a new compromise. Since he confessed that he knows how much my diaries means to me, but he can’t read them because of exaggerated praises of him that bothers him, he will not read them. I didn’t like that idea for I want to know his opinion about them, but I accept it. The big drama was over and our life returned to normal.
Last three days didn’t bring anything new in our lives except two (funny) events related to my Prince. (He always find himself in dangerous or funny situations). My luvs didn’t have any intervention or body guard jobs, just one security job in our partner’s hotel. They spent some hours in the Hotel, but they were at home being on “stand by”. The first funny event happened yesterday. During small break when we had a good time talking with Guy 3, Lidija and Nenad, Fran came into Prince’s office and he stood at the door holding the door handle and he was trying hard to not to blast in the laughter. When my Prince told him: “What’s the matter, Fran? Why don’t you join us?”, he said: “I’m pretty fine here, boss, thank you” and he giggled. We didn’t know what is happening. Then he said:
- Ahem, I have very important news to announce. I’m very pleased to announce that Miss “chocolate”, her husbands and their friends just booked in our Hotel for Easter Holidays. I’m sure that, my boss and my friend, Prince will be delighted to see them again.
We didn’t know whom was he talking about and we looked at him expecting to hear the explanation. When he said: “Oh, mi amor, gigolo. Te eche de menos mucho me” in very bad Spanish (English: Gigolo, my love. I’ve missed you very much), Ivy and I blasted in laughter. My Prince got red in the face and moving me from his lap he rushed toward him shouting: “I’ll kill you, big dirty mouth!” Fran screamed like a girl and laughing hard he ran out from the office. My Ivy and I couldn’t stop our tears laughing hard while our bodies shook. Guy 3, Nenad and Lidija looked at us strange having no clue why my Prince reacted the way he did and why are we laughing so hard. So, when he returned to his seat and my Ivy and I showered him with kisses, Lidija asked my Prince:
- Pardon me boss for asking, why Fran called you gigolo and talked in Spanish?
Prince: I don’t want to talk about it Lidija. No offense. If Ivy or Eva wants to tell you, it’s fine with me but I don’t want to hear it.
All of them: Guy 3, Nenad and Lidija wanted to know about it. My Prince left his office and Ivy said: OK, guys. All of you are in Prince’s circle of trust. I don’t want this story to “circle” in the Hotel. What you hear here, stays here. Agree?
They promised they will keep the secret. Ivy told them about his weakness toward the colored girls and when the Spanish couple was here last time and they took them out on their insistence, they both had sex with them. I looked and Lidija. She was stunned and in disbelief. Nenad was amazed and Guy 3 giggled. He knew about our lifestyle, but those two didn’t. She covered her mouth with hand and she sighed deeply for she was shocked hearing it. Since they are paid for their job to entertain V.I.P, guests, Ivy said that my Prince got the gigolo title thanks to me for I teased them both when they returned home. But, Ivy explained to them that we have decided to change our life style by quitting to have sex with other people. Lidija asked us if Prince will hurt Fran for teasing him and I said that Fran is our best and family friend and he will never harm him. He’s just pretending.
My Prince returned to the office very shortly afterwards and Lidija jumped on her feet. She hugged him firmly and laid her head on his chest. Then she said:
- Boss ….. I want you to know that whatever happens and whatever you do, I will still respect you and love you. You are the best boss in the whole world.
We were melted by her act. He thanked her and then my Ivy and Lidija made us all laugh hard. Ivy walked toward her with opened arms wide saying to her:
- What about me, Lidija? Will you hug me and love me too?
Lidija quickly jumped behind my Prince. She grabbed him for his sleeves and peeking over his shoulder she said:
- You know I love you Ivy, but amm …. I don’t have to hug you to approve it.
We all laugh hard. She is very cute little pussy cat who is still uncomfortable with Ivy around her for she never knows what she’ll do to her. Anyway, the three of us talked about Spanish couple when we came home and my Prince said that he’s sure they will require Ivy’s and his service again. They will not refuse to take them wherever they want because it’s their job, but he is determined to not to have sex with her. Ivy also said she will not have sex with her husband. Honestly? This is what (I think) is going to happen: He will fight, but he’ll fail and my Ivy will stay firm. Brown girls are still his greatest weakness. But, we will love him no matter what happens. When I said: “So, we won’t have a pleasure to see “Return of the gigolo and the whore?””, they tickled me and they showered me with kisses and called me names. We teased each other and laughed hard. Oh, my gorgeous angels. I soooooo love them.
The second funny thing that happened was on the business meeting today in our partner’s hotel. Giving the introductory word about behaving and blah, blah, as he always does, my Prince made a mistake in speech. Instead of saying: “If you misbehave I will drive you out (Croatian: udaljiti) from the meeting”, he said: “ I will (Croatian: udaviti) strangle you. (one “wrong” letter, changed the whole meaning of his saying). He didn’t realize what he said until he saw stunned and shocked faces of the members of the board who knew about his unorthodox disciplinary methods. They couldn’t believe he threatened them so openly and directly. Someone from the board said:
- Mister Prince. Will all respect I think you went too far with this threat. It’s not cultural and civilized.
He looked at Ivy who whispered on his ear what he said and he got red in the face. Then, he apologized for wrong saying and corrected his statement. Anyway, the meeting didn’t last long and was without incidents. They all laughed afterwards making jokes about his speech mistake. It made them more open and friendlier toward him. When they returned to the Hotel, my Prince was “merciful” to my Ivy and me. Since we were in the need for "dose" and because he can’t have sex with us during the period, he fucked us both in the ass and he provided us very good and long orgasm and we rewarded him with niiiiiiice deep throating.
So, I’m sitting in my office now, finishing this diary while my boss doing some phone calls and answering on business mails. Right after posting this diary, I will continue to study for my oral exam in Friday. I’m already ready, but I want to be “extra” ready and get “A+”.