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Two steps forward, one step back


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We had excellent time with our parents and when they left, we watched the latest “American horror story” episode and we went to sleep. Some time around 2:00 a.m. a very loud noise woke us up. We heard some shouts and shrieks.

 

 


Few guys were having fun making noise on the bus station near our house across the street. My Prince opened the window and he loudly asked them to stop for we are sleeping. He was laughed at, cursed, insulted and called names. He closed the window and returned to bed. But the noise was still unbearable. They purposely became louder. He tried to ignore it. He fought against his urge to react applying the breathing technique and mental exercise he received from his therapist, but in one moment he just had it enough. He ran out of the bed swearing and cursing just wearing his underpants and he grabbed the car keys and went to the car and took his baseball bat (we didn’t park our car in garage). Thank heavens that my Ivy was very fast. We both ran after him being almost naked and just when he was about to ran toward them she stood on the front of him and she blocked his way. I did too, few second later. He was outrageous. He shouted:
- MOVE AWAY!!!!
Ivy embraced him and looking at him compassionately she calmly said:
- Please, honey, don’t.
Prince (shouting): GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY WAY!!!
I wrapped my arms around him too and I begged him:
- Honeeeeeey, pleeeeeease, don’t. Don’t do it because of me any Ivy!
He groaned and seeing the tree very close to us he broke away from our embrace and he started to hit the tree with full power swearing and shouting until all the rage fade out. Then he threw the baseball bat and rashly returned into the house. We collected baseball bat and put it back to the car. He went under the shower and he took very cold shower. He suddenly started to moan and sob. We entered into the bath tub and we tuned the water temperature on warm. He laid his head on my shoulder and he sobbingly said:
- I…I’m …..so-rry …… I fa-il—ed …. y-ouuuu.

 

I wrapped my arms around his head and Ivy embraced him from the back and we comforted him saying that he didn’t fail us at all and that we love him even more. Our love and compassion helped him to calm. He is very hard and too critical on himself when fail, but, once again he showed that no matter how outrageous he might be, he will never harm me and Ivy. We returned to our bed and we both hug him and kissed him numerous times. He was still sad for he failed and he slept deeply sighing. We understand his frustration. For him, the street isn’t anyone’s private property. He has the policy: “I don’t like to be disturbed in my home, therefore I don’t disturb others.” He is strongly attached to his principles and believe me when I say that we saw he follows them and live according to them. Maybe some of you would say: “Why didn’t he simply call the police?” Well, it wouldn’t be of help; first of all, they do not intervene on every call about peace disturbance. They would intervene only in two cases: if they are destroying public property or physically molest other people. From personal experience before I met my Prince: when police intervened on the citizens’ call, they came and they just warned us to be quieter. When they’re gone, we continued to make noise.
Anyhow, those idiots (I was idiot once too) were gone in the meantime. They have no idea how lucky they were because there would have some serious body parts fractures and bones broken. Nonetheless, Ivy and I love him being warrior, rather than the coward for you can’t reason with some people. They understand only the language of violence as we witnessed this morning. You see, although my Prince thinks he failed us and himself, Ivy and I don’t see it that way. He is trying to change and he’s is working hard. As far he’s is trying there is a “hope” for him. Working on ourselves is the hardest thing to do. Therefore “two steps forward, one step back” isn’t a bad thing. I must emphasize: even if he'll never change, we'll still love him the same.

 

We slept very shortly. Finishing our morning routine and enjoying in the coffee, my Prince felt very well. None of us spoke about the incident from few ours ago. My Ivy made me laugh. She sat in Prince’s lap and wrapping her hands around his neck she cuddly said:
- Umm ……. Honeeeeey ….., you’re are going to the grocery shop today ….. right?
Prince looked at her confused why she asked him that since he always doing it. He replied:
- Of course, honey. Why do you ask?
Ivy: Amm …… did you plan ….ammm to take Princess and me with you … or only one of us?
Prince (laughing): Ivy, I have a feeling that you are up to something.
Knowing what she wants I gave her “Be careful” look and said:
- Why don’t you two go to the shopping. I will stay home and do the laundry and clean the house.
Ivy: Are you sure, Princess?
I kissed her and said that I’m fine.
When my Prince whispered something to her ear, she loudly YAY’d and kissed him.
So they went shopping while Marko and Zdenka and my mom and dad came in visit for morning coffee. They helped me to clean the house in detail as we do every Saturday or Sunday. My luvs returned from the shopping and our parents left after short time. They bought everything we needed and 5 Kg of various candies and sweets for the Halloween.
During the time of placing the groceries in the kitchen cabinets and refrigerator I asked them:
- So, where did you fuck? In grocery store?
Ivy (giggling): No, Princess, in the nearby café and we didn’t go to the toilet. We fucked at the table in the corner. Some people noticed and I almost blasted in laughter seeing them peeking and commenting. They couldn’t see almost anything because I was sitting in his lap and did my “hips dance”.
Me (to Prince): Were you embarrassed, honey?
Prince: No, my love. I didn’t even look at them. I probably would be if I will see them peeking at us, but I closed my eyes and I kissed her neck and back.
Me: Did you cum too?
Prince: Oh, yeees, but in the car. Ivy gave me blowjob while I was driving.
I kissed them both and said I’m glad they had great time. Then we prepared to go to boss’s house.

 

We brought her a big bouquet of flowers and Swizz chocolate box. She already had prepared lunch for us. During the lunch she said that her girlfriend my Ivy and Prince met in the café few days ago will come later for coffee and cookies and she is very interested to hear about our triangle marriage for she never met anyone like us. My Prince and boss’s wife didn’t let us do anything. They cleaned the table and washed the dishes. She really loves him having around her. When her girlfriend arrived we watched our wedding first (my boss and his wife got the copy of our wedding as everyone else who was present). I will call boss’s girlfriend “the Lady”. She was very touched and emotional about our wedding saying that it was very beautiful and solemn. Then she had hundreds of questions about everything; from how do we function in normal life to our communication and relationship on the work. When my Prince apologized and excused himself for leaving us retreating into our room saying that he’s tired, “the Lady” said:
- Girls, tell me, can he satisfy you both in the bed?
Boss’s wife reacted politely saying to her that it isn’t decent thing to ask. We laughed and we said that we have a sex several times a day, every day and that he never failed. She was shocked and she couldn’t believe. But, when we told her that we are sex addicts and that we love sex, she could understand why we fuck so many times during the day. When she started to be more open with her questions about his penis’ size and similar, boss’s wife politely excused herself and she withdrew into the kitchen. She respects my Prince a lot and loves him as own son and this type of conversation wasn’t appropriate for her. Anyhow, “the Lady” was “shocked” about Prince’s cock size and she said she envy us. She enjoyed in conversation with us about our intimacy and she shared her intimate life with us. She wasn’t disturbed with our bisexuality. She even told us to kiss, although she is straight, but she wanted to see females’ kissing “alive”. Very shortly afterwards we laughed very loud and hard. When she left, boss’s wife apologized about her behaving saying that they are friends for decades and that she is a very good woman who is too open sometimes. We said that all is fine.

 

Anyhow, we had excellent afternoon, and when my Prince awoke we went jogging and after that, my luvs practiced martial arts while I was helping boss’s wife in preparing the light supper. Again, my prince and she did all the work about the cleaning and washing dishes. In 21:00 our time, we had a video chat with boss and Mister “XXX”. They both have many wonderful news and my boss signed few more contracts with some tourist agencies in the States. He said that although he enjoys his time there he misses us all very much and he hardly can wait to return home.

 

Sunday morning started rainy, but we jogged and we enjoyed. We spent all the time in the kitchen helping boss’s wife and my prince who were main cook. She didn’t mind us kissing him and squeezing his cute ass. She laughed. Beside good conversation we sung with her and had a good laugh listening her anecdotes from the kitchen. Before our parents arrived we had quick sex in our room. Our parents brought various domestic groceries to boss’s wife and we had a great time during the lunch. When boss’s wife saw how much Ivy and I missed sitting in Prince’s lap because he served the dishes she asked him to sit and she took his place. Oh, my, we so loved feeding each other, eating from each other’s mouth and kissing in between he snacks. Everyone complimented the taste of the food. Marko’s jokes were moderate. He teased my mom and boss’s wife. After the lunch we had a chocolate cake and coffee. Ivy and me washed all the dishes and after that we went home. We had a good time with boss’s wife and our parents, but we missed our home.

 

Coming home we didn’t went jogging since it was very rainy with thunders, but we exercised. After that, I took a shower while my luvs trained martial arts. I watched them shortly and I was thinking about my Prince and the incident from yesterday morning. I have never met such a gentle guy, full of love and compassion who has the only one problem: “The Hulk syndrome”. As I said; I dated a lot off bullies and after the last one, before my Prince I promised myself I would never ever date a bully again, especially will never marry one. My Prince isn’t the bully. He never started fight first and he’ll try to avoid fighting if he can. But when he is pushed over his limit, then “wow to his foes”. I melted remembering how he gave up from fighting the vandals when I asked him to not to because of me and my Ivy. That showed me that he, beside not harming me and Ivy, he’ll do anything for us for he loves us. He did his best. It is true, his fighting with his “Hulk syndrome” is like dancing “two steps forward, one step back” dance, but he keeps trying and he is progressing. My Ivy and I appreciate his efforts, but we love him the way he is even if he'll never change.
I took Ivy’s laptop and finished this diary.

 

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I agree, as long as he's fighting his « Hulk syndrom », he will get it under control eventually. He has already improved I think, even if it's not perfect. As long as you're here to play the firefighters while he's working on it, it's a matter of time and patience. ;)

 

Malicia : « Hi-i ! If anything, I'd recommend having a solid bed and nice locks, yes.  »

 

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Can't be too careful. :angel:

 

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I agree, as long as he's fighting his « Hulk syndrom », he will get it under control eventually. He has already improved I think, even if it's not perfect. As long as you're here to play the firefighters while he's working on it, it's a matter of time and patience. ;)

Malicia : « Hi-i ! If anything, I'd recommend having a solid bed and nice locks, yes.  »

Can't be too careful. :angel:

 

Haha - I have one recommendation for Malicia as well.

 

 

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I agree, as long as he's fighting his « Hulk syndrom », he will get it under control eventually. He has already improved I think, even if it's not perfect. As long as you're here to play the firefighters while he's working on it, it's a matter of time and patience. ;)

 

Malicia : « Hi-i ! If anything, I'd recommend having a solid bed and nice locks, yes.  »

 

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Can't be too careful. :angel:

 

Glad you agree with me. Finally. ;)  ivy and I will always stand by his side and we'll not give up from him no matter how many times he fails in his fight with his "Hulk syndrome". Love endures everything. :)

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Haha - I have one recommendation for Malicia as well.

 

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This is mad classy, rofl. Let's hope she finds one with solid springs. ^^
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Haha - I have one recommendation for Malicia as well.

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This is mad classy, rofl. Let's hope she finds one with solid springs. ^^

 

 

:D :D  I think that the bed is big enough for three of us and Malicia. :P  Maybe we can invite our "fantastic 4" too. :D

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Life continues to test us remember that, I certainly try to see it. it's not easy but it's like you said ''Two steps forward, one step back''. My brother is not a bully either and I tried my best not to let him hulk out on anybody either and he knows now to think again when he feels the urge to. I myself don't like to see anyone get hurt even if they are bullies, I'm not saying that Prince would want to hurt anyone. I'm just describing myself because the fights I got into I didn't hit back on purpose and when I saw I did hit back I stopped myself from going even further in the fight.

 

I never saw three way marriage either. ;) So boss's wife's friend never seen females’ kissing “alive” So were they dead when she saw them? Oh that's terrible  :(........... :P  :lol: ;) So where's my copy of the wedding I was there in spirit lol  :lol: JK. So if you guys ever come to the States be sure to stop bye and say hello  :lol: JK I'm sure you guys won't be able to just like I won't be able to... ;) Anyways... Thank You for sharing and have an awesome Day :D 

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Life continues to test us remember that, I certainly try to see it. it's not easy but it's like you said ''Two steps forward, one step back''. My brother is not a bully either and I tried my best not to let him hulk out on anybody either and he knows now to think again when he feels the urge to. I myself don't like to see anyone get hurt even if they are bullies, I'm not saying that Prince would want to hurt anyone. I'm just describing myself because the fights I got into I didn't hit back on purpose and when I saw I did hit back I stopped myself from going even further in the fight.

 

I never saw three way marriage either. ;) So boss's wife's friend never seen females’ kissing “alive” So were they dead when she saw them? Oh that's terrible  :(........... :P  :lol:  ;) So where's my copy of the wedding I was there in spirit lol  :lol: JK. So if you guys ever come to the States be sure to stop bye and say hello  :lol: JK I'm sure you guys won't be able to just like I won't be able to... ;) Anyways... Thank You for sharing and have an awesome Day :D

 

Here is one interesting thing. If i would be slapped or hit and it's not my fault, I would most probably (90%) react like you; not return. The 10% depends about my mood. If I'm pissed off i will return. My Prince and Ivy will certainly return the slap and punch with "interests". Ivy was a bully, before she started to date Nick and she definitely stopped when she fell in love with Prince for she wanted to be like him. So my luvs aren't bullies but they aren't pacifists either.

 

Boss's wife girlfriend never saw a females' kissing alive. she saw it only in the movies. She really enjoyed seeing us smooching. :D

My friend, if you lived in Croatia and we knew you, I'm sure we'd become friends and we'll invite you to the wedding. Thank you for kind invitation to visit you. I doubt that we'll ever come to the States, but know knows, life is unpredictable. :)

 

 

So were they dead when she saw them? Oh that's terrible

 

I'm sorry, I didn't understand this sentence. Would you mind to explain? Thanks.

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Life continues to test us remember that, I certainly try to see it. it's not easy but it's like you said ''Two steps forward, one step back''. My brother is not a bully either and I tried my best not to let him hulk out on anybody either and he knows now to think again when he feels the urge to. I myself don't like to see anyone get hurt even if they are bullies, I'm not saying that Prince would want to hurt anyone. I'm just describing myself because the fights I got into I didn't hit back on purpose and when I saw I did hit back I stopped myself from going even further in the fight.

 

I never saw three way marriage either. ;) So boss's wife's friend never seen females’ kissing “alive” So were they dead when she saw them? Oh that's terrible  :(........... :P  :lol:  ;) So where's my copy of the wedding I was there in spirit lol  :lol: JK. So if you guys ever come to the States be sure to stop bye and say hello  :lol: JK I'm sure you guys won't be able to just like I won't be able to... ;) Anyways... Thank You for sharing and have an awesome Day :D

 

Here is one interesting thing. If i would be slapped or hit and it's not my fault, I would most probably (90%) react like you; not return. The 10% depends about my mood. If I'm pissed off i will return. My Prince and Ivy will certainly return the slap and punch with "interests". Ivy was a bully, before she started to date Nick and she definitely stopped when she fell in love with Prince for she wanted to be like him. So my luvs aren't bullies but they aren't pacifists either.

 

Boss's wife girlfriend never saw a females' kissing alive. she saw it only in the movies. She really enjoyed seeing us smooching. :D

My friend, if you lived in Croatia and we knew you, I'm sure we'd become friends and we'll invite you to the wedding. Thank you for kind invitation to visit you. I doubt that we'll ever come to the States, but know knows, life is unpredictable. :)

 

 

So were they dead when she saw them? Oh that's terrible

 

I'm sorry, I didn't understand this sentence. Would you mind to explain? Thanks.

 

Oh um sorry it was a joke because if she didn't see them alive so they must of been the opposite which is dead. when it comes to certain words in english it could be said in two or maybe three different ways like 'live' for example it could be pronounced with the i sounding different in two ways like live being what's happening now or live as referring to life. Well at least to me it gets confusing when I type down live. Because it could mean to different things. ;)

I doubt you guys will ever come to the States too unless the hotel business you're working for makes it possible like with boss but it will most likely be to the west coast on the opposite side of where I'm from ;)  

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Life continues to test us remember that, I certainly try to see it. it's not easy but it's like you said ''Two steps forward, one step back''. My brother is not a bully either and I tried my best not to let him hulk out on anybody either and he knows now to think again when he feels the urge to. I myself don't like to see anyone get hurt even if they are bullies, I'm not saying that Prince would want to hurt anyone. I'm just describing myself because the fights I got into I didn't hit back on purpose and when I saw I did hit back I stopped myself from going even further in the fight.

 

I never saw three way marriage either. ;) So boss's wife's friend never seen females’ kissing “alive” So were they dead when she saw them? Oh that's terrible  :(........... :P  :lol:  ;) So where's my copy of the wedding I was there in spirit lol  :lol: JK. So if you guys ever come to the States be sure to stop bye and say hello  :lol: JK I'm sure you guys won't be able to just like I won't be able to... ;) Anyways... Thank You for sharing and have an awesome Day :D

 

Here is one interesting thing. If i would be slapped or hit and it's not my fault, I would most probably (90%) react like you; not return. The 10% depends about my mood. If I'm pissed off i will return. My Prince and Ivy will certainly return the slap and punch with "interests". Ivy was a bully, before she started to date Nick and she definitely stopped when she fell in love with Prince for she wanted to be like him. So my luvs aren't bullies but they aren't pacifists either.

 

Boss's wife girlfriend never saw a females' kissing alive. she saw it only in the movies. She really enjoyed seeing us smooching. :D

My friend, if you lived in Croatia and we knew you, I'm sure we'd become friends and we'll invite you to the wedding. Thank you for kind invitation to visit you. I doubt that we'll ever come to the States, but know knows, life is unpredictable. :)

 

 

So were they dead when she saw them? Oh that's terrible

 

I'm sorry, I didn't understand this sentence. Would you mind to explain? Thanks.

 

Oh um sorry it was a joke because if she didn't see them alive so they must of been the opposite which is dead. when it comes to certain words in english it could be said in two or maybe three different ways like 'live' for example it could be pronounced with the i sounding different in two ways like live being what's happening now or live as referring to life. Well at least to me it gets confusing when I type down live. Because it could mean to different things. ;)

I doubt you guys will ever come to the States too unless the hotel business you're working for makes it possible like with boss but it will most likely be to the west coast on the opposite side of where I'm from ;)  

 

 

Sooo, it was a joke. Sorry for not see it. :)

Thanks for explaining it to me.

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