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… I have a feeling that I will die …


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After posting the last diary I was waiting for my angels to come home. I called my mom and dad, talked to them and to uncle and after that I did final preparations for the business meeting in Florence. I wanted to do as much as I can so I would have more time to be with them when they come home.

 

 


They worked until 14.00. My boss let them go home two hours earlier. After putting in charge the most trusted person in his team, my angels came home. It was kind of the test for that person. My Prince wanted to see how he will manage leading and coordinating his team over the weekend. If he shows good, he will be in charge for leading Prince’s team during weekends. That means he’d have higher grade in his apprentice’s book. He also told him that he should call him if he will have any problems and that he expects his report in Monday morning.

 

Seeing my angels coming home hugged, laughing and happy I started to cry. They didn’t know what is happening with me and they were very concerned about me. They both sat next to me, hugged me gently and asked me why am I crying. I told them that I’m crying because I already miss them and that this will be the longest period that I will be separated from them. Two days. Two fucking days without my luvs looked like eternity to me!!! They were melted and they both hugged me and kissed me again saying that they will be missing me too. Maybe this sound too cheesy to some of you, but we love to be together and we are looking for every single opportunity to be together because we enormously love each other and we are addicted to each other.

 

When I calmed down, Ivy helped me to pack my suitcase while my Prince browsed LL. When I put my toys in the suitcase my Ivy started to laugh saying:
- Princess, what the fuck are you doing?!
Me: What?! I’m taking my toys with me. I’ll use them when I will have a need for my “dose”.
Ivy to Prince: Honey, can you come over for sec, please?!
My Prince came to the bedroom and she, holding my toys in her hands, said:
- Please, tell her that she doesn’t need these.
My Prince smiled and said:
- Of course she doesn’t.
He approached to me and hugged me saying:
- Honey, you are too gorgeous. You can have any man you want to. You don’t need the toys. When you need a “dose”, grab someone and just fuck him…. or her…. or them.
I thanked them for being considerable but I still wanted my toys saying:
- I don’t know how much busy I would be. So, what if I don’t have a time for sex during the day and if I’d need the sex in the middle of the night?! I don’t want to run around the hotel looking for someone to fuck me.
They agreed with me and they let me pack my toys.
As you can see, we have very unique relationship. We are crazy for each other and we fuck several times a day, every day, but we have no problem if any of us fuck other person. My Ivy loves to call them “the preys” and I call them “the treats”. Having sex with others serves only to feed our sexual hunger and lust. They are our “meals”. Nothing else and nothing more. On the other hand, when we fuck to each other, our sex has completely different meaning and purpose. It’s love and belonging. It is very special and “sacred”.

 

After packing my suitcase, we took a shower and spent some time on the balcony enjoying in coffee, cuddling and smooching. Before we went to the bed, my Prince checked his substitute calling him on the phone. When he heard that all is going fine he was relived. Yes, my Prince is young but he has highly developed sense for responsibility and duty. Everything he does he does fully committed and dedicated. Before we left to sleep we made love very passionately, gently and long. I desperately needed them.

 

My Prince woke up first again and unlike usually; going under the shower and so on and so on, he stayed in the bed and he gently cuddled me saying to me how much he loves me and that he will miss me. I started to cry again holding him tight absorbing his body smell, touches and kisses knowing that I will not have that pleasure for next two days. I had a feeling that I’m leaving forever. I need him and my Ivy more than I need the air I’m breathing.

 

My boss came at our house at 7.00. We were ready to go, but my Prince suggested him to stay a while and have a coffee with us. He gladly accepted the invitation and we had good time talking about various things. Then we had to go on the road and I couldn’t stop my tears again when hugging and kissing my angels. Ivy cried too. My boss was touched with the scene. When we entered into his car he told me that we reminded him on his wife and him when they were our age and when he was going somewhere more than one day. He confessed to me that he witnessed again how much we love each other and that our love is truthful and deep. He encouraged me to continue to grow in love for them and that no matter what the rest of the world says against our marriage, we should ignore it and live our lives in fullness.

 

There are almost 500 km from our city to Florence and we arrived to the destination less than four hours. My boss is a good and experienced driver and he has very good car, so his fast driving on the highway (150-170 km/h) was pleasant. During the driving we talked about the business meeting and he asked me to look again into the documents he prepared wanting me to see if we need to add some things or change them. He told me again that he wants me to see him as his inheritor in the Hotel one day. I was flattered but I think that he gives me too much credits and that I’m not so competent and capable of that position. He denied my words saying that if I continue to work as I do now, I have a secured place as his inheritor.

 

Anyhow, Florence is beautiful and the hotel we stayed in is marvelous. Much nicer than ours. The first thing I did after coming to my room was I called my angels and when I heard Prince’s and Ivy’s voices excitingly shouting “ Princeeeessss” I started to cry and I couldn’t say a word for some time. They sent me numerous kisses wishing me success and the good time. They asked me how was the trip and what am I doing now. When I told them, Ivy said:
- Honey, make sure you fuck somebody tonight. Don’t go to the bed empty handed.
She made me smile. I asked them what they are doing and she told me that they rehearsing. After sending them many kisses I called my mom and dad saying that I arrived safely. Then I took a shower and went to the shop to buy some gifts for them. I bought Lavazza coffee, famous Italian brand, the big mug with the picture of Florence for my Prince and very nice brown belt for my Ivy. I also bough “I love you” sticker and I stick it on the mug. Then I returned to my room and took the nap. After the nap I studied the documents again wanting to be sure I know all about the subjects we gonna discuss on the meeting.

 

My boss reserved the table for two in the hotel’s restaurant and we enjoyed in good traditional Italian dish. We talked about the business meeting tomorrow and I told him that I’m completely ready. After the dinner we went to our rooms. I couldn’t sleep. I had a need for “dose” because I didn’t fuck the whole day. I was tensed and I needed relief. I wanted to use my toys at first but I gave up thinking that having real meat inside of me is better than silicone imitation. I decided to fuck someone. It wasn’t very late and I took the shower again and dressed up nicely and went down to the bar. If I don’t catch anything, I will use my toys. I was lucky. I spotted one gorgeous 30 years old Italian. I seduced him and took him into my room. Although he smelled very nicely I asked him to take the shower first. When he did it, I wanted to give him blow job first because I love oral sex. But fuck. His cock smelled badly like he didn’t wash it at all or washed it but very poorly. Bad smell quenched all my desire for sex with him. I asked him to leave my room and he left making no drama or problems.

 

Jesus! Such a good looking and handsome man, wearing expensive suite, smells on expensive cologne and with no hygienic habits?! Fucking unbelievable! I immediately thought on my Prince. He never smelled badly. He always took care for his body especially for his genitals. Ivy and I never feared that he will have bad smell when wanted to suck him. He even washes his ass regularly although he doesn’t let anyone near it. We are taking showers daily. Sometimes 4-5 times a day, depends how often we have sex and it was always before and after the sex. My Ivy and I know how much my Prince loves oral and anal sex and we also take special care for our genitals. We use enema and special aromatic oils every time after pooping because we love to eat each other asses and playing our “Whipped cream” games. We changing our underwear every day. Anyhow, I still was horny and I needed sex. I took my toys and I pleasured myself until I had orgasm.

 

When wanting to sleep after the shower, I couldn’t. I missed my Prince near me. I missed his body, arms, breath on my neck and kisses. I started to cry again. Damn you, my witcher! What have you done to me?! I’m lost without you. I remembered the time when I lived with him and his uncle and when my dad came to take me home one morning because my mom was crying for me for days saying that she’s missing me very much. When I returned home that day, I couldn’t stop thinking of him and all I did was crying and crying. Nobody couldn’t comfort me. Neither my Ivy nor Fran and my mom. My mom saw how much unhappy I’m without him and although it was painful to her to let me go again she told me to return to my Prince. My dad went mad and he didn’t want to drive me back to him because it was late night and there wasn’t bus after 22.00. I was without my Prince only for 12 hours and I suffered a lot. I didn’t know when will I see him next time because we lived very far from each other and in that time I had no car. I told my dad that I will walk to him if I have to and as I reached the door, he tried to stop me yelling that he had enough of me and mom making the fool of him. But, I was determined to go saying that he can stop me only if he tighten me for the tree. Thanks to my determination and my mom’s intervention, he drove me back to my Prince. When we arrived he was sitting on the balcony not knowing that I returned (I had the copy of the key) and he was half drunk being unhappy and talking aloud looking at the stars on the sky how much he hates to be in love when I’m not near him and that if love is so painful, he doesn’t want to be in love. I was melted to hear him saying that. Standing behind him I told him:
- Do you want ME?
He turned and he was happy to see me again. We both cried heavily hugging and kissing each other. We were so loud that we woke up his uncle who was glad to see me back. (Now you see how much we were addicted to each other from the beginning).

 

Thinking about that event and looking at my wedding rings made me wanting to take the first bus and return home to him and my Ivy. Something hold me back. I cried very heavily and I don’t remember how and when I fall asleep but I remember that I was very exhausted. I didn’t sleep well and long. When I looked at my face in the mirror in the morning, my eyes were red and swollen and my face “twisted”. I had to put a lot of makeup to look normal. My boss noticed the “strange” look of my face when we met in the restaurant for the breakfast. He asked me if I’m all right. When I told him that I cried most of the night because I miss my Prince and Ivy I blasted in cry again. He knew I missed them but he couldn’t believe that I missed them so much after only 24 hours. Hearing me saying that I was tempted to return home last night and that no job, carrier and money is worthy of them, that I’m ready and willing to throw all of it away because of them and if I have to be separated from them so long ever again, I will give up from being his inheritor, he wasn’t angry at me but reacted as real gentlemen and father. He comforted me saying many nice words, compliments and he showed lot of understanding.

 

I couldn’t eat the breakfast. I just had a chamomile tea and he gave me small anti stress pill. I took it and I was calmed very shortly after that. I had to go to the bathroom to refresh and to fix my makeup. The meeting started at 9.00. I was little bit absent minded at the beginning but I managed to put myself together and I participated in the meeting more actively. The meeting was about “Ferragosto”, the time of the year when 90% of Italians are taking vacation in August and they are coming to the Croatian side of the Adriatic Sea. We have lower prices than them and many Italians are coming to our country. We made the deal that they will make all advertising sending their citizens to our Hotel and we will do the same for their Hotel during the fall and the winter. We talked about other small but significant details related to our projects too. The meeting was very successful although this kind of projects are usually planned almost a year in advance, but my boss was very satisfied that they decided to do it “better ever than never”. We signed the agreement about mutual cooperation and support for this year and all was done in less than 2 and half hours. When our (new) partners reminded us that we have a business lunch at 12.30 and business party with other important guests at 16.30, my heart “stopped ticking”. “NOOOOO!!! …, I can’t stay a minute longer!!! I must go home to my Prince and Ivy, NOW!!!” – I heard myself screaming in my soul. I took my boss at the side and I begged him to drive us home. When he looked at my wet eyes full of tears ready to erupt, he compassionately hugged me and said that he’ll drive us home. He apologized to our partners for not staying for lunch explaining that something unexpected happened and that we have to return to our country.

 

When we entered into the car I asked him for forgiveness and I apologized for ruining his good time and plans. I started to cry again saying that I can’t help myself. I told him that I have a feeling that I will die if I don’t see my Prince and Ivy soon. My soul and heart is hurt and I can’t wait no more. He showed his compassion again saying that he understands me very well and that he is not angry at me. He said that our mission is accomplished and we made a good deal. I thanked him for being so good to me. Sympathizing with me he said that we’ll try to figure out how can we bring my Prince and Ivy on the business trip with us next time, but he also told me that I have to learn to be less emotional and to control myself when being away from my husband and wife. I was so thrilled with his saying that I kissed him in the cheek thanking him for being wonderful boss and the best boss in the world. Very shortly after that I fall asleep because I was very tired and I was exhausted with strong emotions and bad night sleep. He woke me up when we arrived at my home.

 

I thanked him again for everything and apologized for giving him hard time. He just smiled and said that all is fine. I didn’t wait to see him departing from our parking place. I ran toward the door and quickly unlocked it being extremely excited that I will see my angels again. When I opened the door, my Prince was on the phone talking to his substitute and Ivy was practicing playing her guitar. When they saw me they both quit doing what they’ve been doing and we ran toward each other hugging firmly and showering each other with numerous kisses. I cried again being happy to see them. My Prince and Ivy took me to the bedroom and we made love very passionately. After the sex we took the shower and we returned to the living room.

 

I told them all that happened and how much I missed them. I knew I was crazy in love for them but I didn’t know that I was extremely and uncontrollably addicted to them. I love Ivy before but I never loved anyone as I love my prince and her now. I told them that I was willing to drop all; my carrier, my job and good salary in the moment when I felt terrible pain in my soul for missing them and that I hardly sustained to not to return home with the first bus. They both hugged me and kissed me saying that they missed me very much too. They said that unlike me, who was alone, they had each other and they comforted each other. Whatever they did or say when being alone, they always used “Princess would like… , Princess would say, Princess this, Princess that…”
It felt so fucking good and I was very happy when I heard that I was in their thoughts and speech all the time. My business trip was successful, but more than that it showed us that our love for each other and addiction to one another is stronger and deeper than we thought it is.
We confirmed our love to each other saying again that only death will separate us. I gave them the presents I bought for them and they were both happy. Ivy made us laugh saying that the belt will be very useful for bounding her hands next time when we play our Mistress/slave game next time instead of our thongs that she couldn’t wear any more.

 

Then my angels told me what they have been doing. They said that they didn’t go anywhere but stayed at home, practiced a lot and enjoyed being together and missing me very much. They didn’t even go to Ivy’s parents for the today’s lunch because they didn’t have joy to go anywhere without me. I melted hearing it. I also laughed very hard when Ivy told me what she did in the mall yesterday morning when they were buying groceries. She said that before they left she put her collar on her neck and she said to my Prince that she is his sex toy and he can fuck her whenever he wants and wherever he wants in the mall. Prince told her that he won’t do it and that any kind of sex activities in the mall is out of question. She was disappointed but she had her fun when they arrived to the mall. She said that he was wearing the sport pants with elastic rubber. When they entered into the mall they walked hugged and she put her hand under his pants and grabbed him for the butt chick. He told her to behave but she told him:
- Honeeeey …. Why are you so hard on me? What alternative do I have?! You don’t want to fuck me here; you don’t want to have any sexual interaction with me… let me at least enjoy in holding your ass .... pleeeease.
Prince sighed and he let her do it. So, they walked around buying groceries while she was squeezing and cuddling his ass all the time. She didn’t even pull her hand out of his pants when she was paying the bill. She used the free hand and she didn’t let my Prince to pay the bill in cash. She used her credit card. She held him for his ass even after they left the mall and when he was driving the car. My Prince started to laugh hard when she gave him the sad look when he wanted to tell her to stop. Well, when they returned home my Prince make up to her for not fucking her in the mall. He fucked her ass very roughly and hard until she was very exhausted after 3 orgasms. But, my Ivy loved it. She prefers rough sex and she was thrilled. My precious kinky pervs. I adore them.

 

Then Ivy wanted to play Skyrim and to learn how to use Maria Eden mod. She wanted my Prince to join her but seeing me being very excited and happy for sitting in my Prince’s lap while I started to write this diary. she gave up and she left us to enjoy in each other. She took her laptop and she played Sims 3. I couldn’t stop kissing his lips and saying how much I love him. He also kissed my head and neck all the time and cuddled my breasts, body and legs saying many compliments to me. I felt like I’m in heaven. I wouldn’t change his kisses, touches and his love for me for anything in the world. Yes, nothing is worthy of my angels: my Prince and my Ivy.

 

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Heey, the title sounds tragic but actually the story is "Happy end". Don't worry, if I die it will be only for two reasons: I'd die because of love for my angles and because one day I'd be old. ;)

 

Thanks for sympathizing. :)

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That was a happy ending indeed. It really does hurt to be away from loved ones for any amount of time, even a short amount like 2 days! I haven't seen my girlfriend in 3 weeks, only through skype every night. It sucks for now, but just like with you, the break just makes the reunion that much better!

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Dunno if your symptoms came more from  your sex withdrawal or from worrying about Prince & Ivy, probably both. If you think about it, it made you consider sex with a perfect stranger, and lessened your professional efficiency (though the deal was sealed anyway). And it was only 24H (48?) (and you started suffering before that).  Even if control would only give you more time before those crisis happen... I still think you should try to work on controlling your addiction.

 

Just my opinion ofc. :)

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Then i misunderstood. xD

 

No problem. Since English is not my native language too, I also misunderstand other people sometimes. :)

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That was a happy ending indeed. It really does hurt to be away from loved ones for any amount of time, even a short amount like 2 days! I haven't seen my girlfriend in 3 weeks, only through skype every night. It sucks for now, but just like with you, the break just makes the reunion that much better!

 

:)

 

I'm glad you understand how I felt. I'm truly sorry for you have been separated from your gf for such a long time. I don't think I could handle if I was in your place. I'll probably snapped. I hope that your relationship will continue to be fine and healthy. Wish you guys all the best. :9

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Dunno if your symptoms came more from  your sex withdrawal or from worrying about Prince & Ivy, probably both. If you think about it, it made you consider sex with a perfect stranger, and lessened your professional efficiency (though the deal was sealed anyway). And it was only 24H (48?) (and you started suffering before that).  Even if control would only give you more time before those crisis happen... I still think you should try to work on controlling your addiction.

 

Just my opinion ofc. :)

 

 

My dear friend, I'm happy and glad to say: you're wrong. I missed my Prince and Ivy because I loved them and not because I needed the sex with them. My addiction to my Prince and Ivy wasn't sexual addiction, but emotional and mental. I was "out of order" not because I needed the sex, but because I needed them. I could use my sex toys (as I did after the failure with that Italian) but it wasn't the point. The point is that we haven't been separated from each other so long. As I said many times in my diaries: we love to be together all the time and everything we do and anywhere we go, we do it and we are going together.

 

It was 24 hours. From 7.00 in Saturday to 7.00 today. I already missed them before I left, but I was extremely sad and hurt this morning. I suppose to be absent for two days and return home much later, probably after the midnight, but I changed the plan and we arrived home earlier than we suppose to because I told my boss to take me home for I'm sick of being missing my luvs. I apologize if my text make that confusion. You know that my English sucks. :)  Maybe it will be more clearer if you could read my text once again. ;)

 

Our addiction to each other ISN'T based on sex addiction, but on LOVE addiction. We are crazy in love for one another. You could read in my diaries that we enjoyed to be together and we did, many times, without having sex. I was crazy in love with my Prince even from the start, after the first date when I felt in love with him. I was addicted to his love for me because nobody ever loved me the way he did and still does. NOBODY EVER!!! :) I loved my Ivy too, but when we started to live together in love triangle, I became addicted to her too, because my Prince showed us completely new dimension and meaning of love. Ivy and I were lovers for many years and we fucked often but I wasn't addicted to her before we started to live with my Prince. We loved each other but not so crazy as we i  love now.

 

You know our opinion about working on our sex addiction; it's not gonna happened. :)  :P  We love the way we are and we are doing much better and better. After few horrible mistakes we all did on our job, we learned how to keep our addiction under control. We have Prince's office and boss's blessing to use it for our needs. He knows we are sex addicts. I confessed him after "Tina case". But, you also know how much we love to hear your opinion regardless of disagreements. :)  We respect you. And that's true.

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My dear friend, I'm happy and glad to say: you're wrong. I missed my Prince and Ivy because I loved them and not because I needed the sex with them. My addiction to my Prince and Ivy wasn't sexual addiction, but emotional and mental. I was "out of order" not because I needed the sex, but because I needed them. I could use my sex toys (as I did after the failure with that Italian) but it wasn't the point. The point is that we haven't been separated from each other so long. As I said many times in my diaries: we love to be together all the time and everything we do and anywhere we go, we do it and we are going together.

 

It was 24 hours. From 7.00 in Saturday to 7.00 today. I already missed them before I left, but I was extremely sad and hurt this morning. I suppose to be absent for two days and return home much later, probably after the midnight, but I changed the plan and we arrived home earlier than we suppose to because I told my boss to take me home for I'm sick of being missing my luvs. I apologize if my text make that confusion. You know that my English sucks. :)  Maybe it will be more clearer if you could read my text once again. ;)

 

Our addiction to each other ISN'T based on sex addiction, but on LOVE addiction. We are crazy in love for one another. You could read in my diaries that we enjoyed to be together and we did, many times, without having sex. I was crazy in love with my Prince even from the start, after the first date when I felt in love with him. I was addicted to his love for me because nobody ever loved me the way he did and still does. NOBODY EVER!!! :) I loved my Ivy too, but when we started to live together in love triangle, I became addicted to her too, because my Prince showed us completely new dimension and meaning of love. Ivy and I were lovers for many years and we fucked often but I wasn't addicted to her before we started to live with my Prince. We loved each other but not so crazy as we i  love now.

 

You know our opinion about working on our sex addiction; it's not gonna happened. :)  :P  We love the way we are and we are doing much better and better. After few horrible mistakes we all did on our job, we learned how to keep our addiction under control. We have Prince's office and boss's blessing to use it for our needs. He knows we are sex addicts. I confessed him after "Tina case". But, you also know how much we love to hear your opinion regardless of disagreements. :)  We respect you. And that's true.

If it was indeed purely missing loved people out, then it's not problem, it can be worked on. Anyway, I'm glad I was wrong on this shot, and thank you for your respect. :)

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My dear friend, I'm happy and glad to say: you're wrong. I missed my Prince and Ivy because I loved them and not because I needed the sex with them. My addiction to my Prince and Ivy wasn't sexual addiction, but emotional and mental. I was "out of order" not because I needed the sex, but because I needed them. I could use my sex toys (as I did after the failure with that Italian) but it wasn't the point. The point is that we haven't been separated from each other so long. As I said many times in my diaries: we love to be together all the time and everything we do and anywhere we go, we do it and we are going together.

 

It was 24 hours. From 7.00 in Saturday to 7.00 today. I already missed them before I left, but I was extremely sad and hurt this morning. I suppose to be absent for two days and return home much later, probably after the midnight, but I changed the plan and we arrived home earlier than we suppose to because I told my boss to take me home for I'm sick of being missing my luvs. I apologize if my text make that confusion. You know that my English sucks. :)  Maybe it will be more clearer if you could read my text once again. ;)

 

Our addiction to each other ISN'T based on sex addiction, but on LOVE addiction. We are crazy in love for one another. You could read in my diaries that we enjoyed to be together and we did, many times, without having sex. I was crazy in love with my Prince even from the start, after the first date when I felt in love with him. I was addicted to his love for me because nobody ever loved me the way he did and still does. NOBODY EVER!!! :) I loved my Ivy too, but when we started to live together in love triangle, I became addicted to her too, because my Prince showed us completely new dimension and meaning of love. Ivy and I were lovers for many years and we fucked often but I wasn't addicted to her before we started to live with my Prince. We loved each other but not so crazy as we i  love now.

 

You know our opinion about working on our sex addiction; it's not gonna happened. :)  :P  We love the way we are and we are doing much better and better. After few horrible mistakes we all did on our job, we learned how to keep our addiction under control. We have Prince's office and boss's blessing to use it for our needs. He knows we are sex addicts. I confessed him after "Tina case". But, you also know how much we love to hear your opinion regardless of disagreements. :)  We respect you. And that's true.

If it was indeed purely missing loved people out, then it's not problem, it can be worked on. Anyway, I'm glad I was wrong on this shot, and thank you for your respect. :)

 

 

I believe that Eva wanted to compare  our love addiction with two who seriously fell in love to each other. I 'm sure you have been in love and know the feelings. Our feelings for each other didn't change at all since the first day. We always feels like "we will to die" if we will be ever separated or forced to live without each other. That never changed as the feelings when you can't eat, sleep, work and so on and so on because you miss your loved one. My lack of knowing English prevents me to give all the emotions and behaving. With high certainty I can say that our love relationship and addiction to each other isn't based on sex addiction. It's is true that many time we have sex out of need for sex, but we have sex much more out of love for one another. We are longing for each other's presents, touches, kisses, "being around". I'm sure you understand what I'm saying because you are very intelligent and wise.

 

Let me just take the freedom and say something on her behalf. She didn't want to offend you saying that you were wrong. I wish you would see her face when she was writing her answer to you. Her eyes glowed and she giggled when typing and she "talked" to herself: "Oh, my dear, Triloque, I'm so happy to tell you how wrong you are about us." She was very excited that she has opportunity to tell you how much we are in love to each other not because of sex addiction, but because of love addiction. And believe me, she wasn't mean or mad.

 

She's right about me. I never loved anyone like I love her and Ivy. And the best part is that I never "plan" how will I "love" them and what will I do for them. It's just flows out of me. I can say that Eva and Ivy loves me because what I'm and not because they love to have sex with me. :)

 

I just needed to tell you this since I was moved by hers and your posts. :)

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I believe that Eva wanted to compare  our love addiction with two who seriously fell in love to each other. I 'm sure you have been in love and know the feelings. Our feelings for each other didn't change at all since the first day. We always feels like "we will to die" if we will be ever separated or forced to live without each other. That never changed as the feelings when you can't eat, sleep, work and so on and so on because you miss your loved one. My lack of knowing English prevents me to give all the emotions and behaving. With high certainty I can say that our love relationship and addiction to each other isn't based on sex addiction. It's is true that many time we have sex out of need for sex, but we have sex much more out of love for one another. We are longing for each other's presents, touches, kisses, "being around". I'm sure you understand what I'm saying because you are very intelligent and wise.

 

Let me just take the freedom and say something on her behalf. She didn't want to offend you saying that you were wrong. I wish you would see her face when she was writing her answer to you. Her eyes glowed and she giggled when typing and she "talked" to herself: "Oh, my dear, Triloque, I'm so happy to tell you how wrong you are about us." She was very excited that she has opportunity to tell you how much we are in love to each other not because of sex addiction, but because of love addiction. And believe me, she wasn't mean or mad.

 

She's right about me. I never loved anyone like I love her and Ivy. And the best part is that I never "plan" how will I "love" them and what will I do for them. It's just flows out of me. I can say that Eva and Ivy loves me because what I'm and not because they love to have sex with me. :)

 

I just needed to tell you this since I was moved by hers and your posts. :)

I understand that. If you're so in love that you can't imagine spending days without a special someone, I undestand that being deprived of that love has it's consequences, and everyone handle them differently. That can be worked on. :)

 

But still... I was wrong, damned !Throwing myself into the lake with bound feet is the only suitable punishment I can think of. :D

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I believe that Eva wanted to compare  our love addiction with two who seriously fell in love to each other. I 'm sure you have been in love and know the feelings. Our feelings for each other didn't change at all since the first day. We always feels like "we will to die" if we will be ever separated or forced to live without each other. That never changed as the feelings when you can't eat, sleep, work and so on and so on because you miss your loved one. My lack of knowing English prevents me to give all the emotions and behaving. With high certainty I can say that our love relationship and addiction to each other isn't based on sex addiction. It's is true that many time we have sex out of need for sex, but we have sex much more out of love for one another. We are longing for each other's presents, touches, kisses, "being around". I'm sure you understand what I'm saying because you are very intelligent and wise.

 

Let me just take the freedom and say something on her behalf. She didn't want to offend you saying that you were wrong. I wish you would see her face when she was writing her answer to you. Her eyes glowed and she giggled when typing and she "talked" to herself: "Oh, my dear, Triloque, I'm so happy to tell you how wrong you are about us." She was very excited that she has opportunity to tell you how much we are in love to each other not because of sex addiction, but because of love addiction. And believe me, she wasn't mean or mad.

 

She's right about me. I never loved anyone like I love her and Ivy. And the best part is that I never "plan" how will I "love" them and what will I do for them. It's just flows out of me. I can say that Eva and Ivy loves me because what I'm and not because they love to have sex with me. :)

 

I just needed to tell you this since I was moved by hers and your posts. :)

I understand that. If you're so in love that you can't imagine spending days without a special someone, I undestand that being deprived of that love has it's consequences, and everyone handle them differently. That can be worked on. :)

 

But still... I was wrong, damned !Throwing myself into the lake with bound feet is the only suitable punishment I can think of. :D

 

 

:D :D :D  - you made me smile so hard. No, my friend, I didn't enjoy in proving you're wrong but, I enjoyed in defending my addiction toward my Prince in Ivy which is purely and only out of love. :)

It wasn't my intention to prove you're wrong but to say that my feelings are right.

 

But, since you confessed so nicely and being such a gentlemen, you will be punished ...... lightly. ;)

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