Eva was writing the diary and Ivy and I enjoyed in each other. They are very different in almost everything. For instance: when I do something romantic and gentle, it turns Eva on and she gets horny and when I do something “heroic” and “wild”, it turns Ivy on and she gets horny. They both like those two “sides” of my nature. Eva is very like me, emotional, gentle, romantic, sensitive and Ivy is more into my wild and “aggressive” nature.
When Ivy and I finished with sex having very strong and loud orgasm, Eva had her “treat” from Ivy’s ass and shared with her. After very good sex, Ivy and I went under the shower and we returned to the living room. Before we started with our rehearsal I took a short break to put my thoughts together.

I really didn’t like what happened today to those guys but they deserved the punishment. I never understood theirs type of the people: bullies. They enjoy in causing the pain to others and harassing people, but when they are treated the same way, they are the worst whiners and cowards in the whole world. Common you shit, you like to hurt others and enjoying in their pain?! Have balls and have some pain too. Endure it with the same “enthusiasm” as you have when hurting others. I’m not saying that all bullies are like that, but all I know were.
I also learned something new about myself: I started to “slave” to the avenging. I was always a bit of “avenger” but not to this extent. My extreme love for Eva and Ivy makes me fanatical. It completely changes my nature when seeing them in danger or being hurt. I can’t be satisfied; I can’t have peace in heart until I see bullies suffer for the things they have done. The “justice” must be done. Eye for the eye, blood for the blood….. Part of me doesn’t like it, but part of me, does……..
The only thing that can stop me from avenging, the thing that can feed my hunger for avenging and make me change my mind is simple apology; “I’m sorry!” ……. Why some people have difficulty to do such a simple thing and rather would start the war instead of establish the peace?...... If I don’t hear “I’m sorry”, all I know is that he must pay for what he has done! …… Am I psycho? Maybe I am…… I don’t know. This question rapidly stops bugging me as more I learn about fucking crazy world we are living today.
When I was a kid, my father told me only once but his words engraved in my heart. He said:
- Son, if you started to brawl someone, or you caused the trouble by being the bully and if you suffer the consequences of your deeds, I will not interfere. I will not defend you. You’ve got what you deserve. Be a man and endure the consequences of your deeds. But, if you’ve been bullied, attacked without the reason and you didn’t initiate problems, I will go to the very bottom of hell and get you out of there no matter how much it will cost me.
Thanks to his lessons I NEVER was bully, and NEVER initiated conflict with others. Not willingly and not purposely. In the situations where the conflict started because of misunderstanding, not because I disrespected the person, I ALWAYS apologized.

However, Ivy and I spent almost 3 hours in rehearsing. With short breaks, of course and with one exception; this time I couldn’t sing much because my face muscles hurt me as hell. But Ivy was brilliant. She didn’t only progress very well in playing her guitar without looking at her fingers positions but she learned new chords and rhythms and carol songs very fast and very good. I was more than pleased. Honestly? I thought she’d give up few times earlier when she was angry and had difficulties to learn some chords and rhythms, but beside saying a lot of swears and waving her hands, she never thought of giving up. I was very proud at her.

Eva’s nose was big and little bit light purple because of the punch she received and beside the pain on touch she was fine. Ivy and I teased her that she looks like the clown from “It” movie by Stephen King. Whenever we called her “It” she threw something at us calling us names pretending she’s offended. She called me “The leather face” from Texas’s chainsaw horror movie because my face was bumped and cover in bruises. We all had good fun and a lot of laughter before we went to sleep. Feeling Eva in my lap and Ivy’s body on my back filled me with joy and gladness. My two gorgeous witches are the Queens of my heart and my life. I worship them.

When I woke up in the morning I felt little pain in the body and had many bruises but it wasn’t that bad, I was in much worst condition when being beaten by Eva’s ex and his friends. I washed my face in cold water several times and put some crème I had from before. I made a coffee and just enjoyed in the silence. When Eva woke up, she kissed me for good morning and she took a quick shower. After that she sat in my lap and we enjoyed in the coffee. She looked so cute with her big swollen nose. I always had to smile when I looked at her. She looked at me and said:
- Don’t you dare to call me “It”, you “Leather face” …
We both laughed hard. Then we smooched and cuddled carefully to not hurt her nose. After some time she said:
- What did you had in plan to do now that you stay home?
Me: I will rehearse. We have 8 days before the Hotel Christmas party and I have a feeling that Boss expect us to do perfect job.
Eva: I have the same feeling….. But, I’m not worried….. I have no doubt you and Ivy will shine.
I kissed her and thanked her for the compliment and trust in us.
Me: What would you say to Fran and others when you’d be asked about your nose?
Eva: I’ll tell the truth. Of course, I will skip the part with Antonio and the guys.
Me: Aren’t you worried what they and Boss might think… I mean, this is the second time I was absent from the work because I was beaten? Would they think of me as some kind of trouble maker?
Eva: Honeeeey, we all know you aren’t trouble maker. Those incidents weren’t your fault. This things happens….. I’m sure that the Boss will be “worried” for the projects if you and Ivy doesn’t do your job well, but since you do, he will be considered for your well being. He already learned how much you’re dedicated to your work. He was very thrilled with your act with roses and chocolate hearts for the “Night of romance” That’s why he promoted you.….. Don’t worry my love…… All is fine with your status in the Hotel.
(short silence)

Eva: You know honey…. I was thinking…….. Since you and I started to date, you have being in the trouble all the time because of me; being beaten because of me and similar……. I know you love me, but have you ever regretted we became couple? .. Be honest, please, I would completely understand if you say you did. I would still love you.
Me: I NEVER regret it. NEVER!!!..... Before I met you, I rarely fought with others. Those were rare incidents. Mostly when I worked in season.
Eva: What about when you have been with your ex? Did you ever had to fight for her?
Me: Interesting, but I didn’t. We were together for year and a half and I never had a single fight with anyone because of her.
Eva: She didn’t cause you the troubles as I do?
Me: Honey, you two are very different. You are more “adventure” type of the girl and she wasn’t. She liked to party and have fun, but it was all in the boundaries of “normal” partying and fun. Well, she only extremely loved group sex. Everything else was… “normal”.
Eva smiled and kissed me and she said:
- So, she wasn’t “crazy” like me?
Me: Hahahaha – not even half!!! You are the craziest most beautiful witch in the whole world and I love you being “crazy”.
Eva: Hahaha. Thanks, love……. It looks like I’m the magnet for troubles…… Honey, I want you to know how much I am sorry for every trouble you had because of me…… I truly am.
Me: I appreciate it, my love. I know you didn’t cause those troubles because you want it. They were results of your misjudgment or mistakes, but we all do mistakes…… In essence, you are very good person in your heart. I know that and I see it….. And when I was beaten by your ex and his friends and by those two man yesterday, it wasn’t your fault. You didn’t cause the trouble with those two men. You wanted to give them the money….. As for other cases, shit happened….. You are as you are and if you wouldn’t “suite” me, I wouldn’t be with you…. But it’s opposite….. I worship you, you crazy skinny divine brown eyes witch.
Eva smiled and said:
- Did you love her a lot; I mean did you love her as you love me?
Me: When she left me because of her ex, she broke my heart….. Yes, I loved her, but no, not the way I love you. I loved her a lot, but I wasn’t crazy in love with her as I’m with you. I wasn’t addicted to her as I’m to you.
Eva: And I’m addicted to you too and more crazy in love for you then you are with me.
Me (teasing her): You are gifted damn liar you crazy witch!
Eva (laughing): If I am, you will still be leaving with your uncle and we’ll be talking over the phone now.
We continued to cuddle and smooch until Ivy woke up.

When Ivy woke up, she kissed us and took a shower. Then she joined us in the coffee. We talked about the guitar classes and about the shows we have this week. She red her scripts again and before the girls left to the Hotel we kissed.

I practiced a lot, the whole morning with breaks. I was bit nervous for not be able to sing properly but had to hum. Eva called me to see how I’m doing and she passed the greetings from Fran and her team. When Ivy came home we had a quick one under the shower. Then she told me that she is very happy that her teaching went well. We practiced together for next two hours. Then she checked her bank account and was glad to see that 2.000 Kuna was paid on her account. She called Antonio and said that those two men paid and she thanked him. She said she’ll bring me my 1.000 Kuna after she picks Eva but I said to not to explaining to keep it for buying the Christmas gifts.
I suggested her to invite Antonio and the guys over for supper but she said that Antonio and the guys wouldn’t do it. When I asked her why, she said:
- They are aware of their reputation. They don’t mind meeting with us in the public places but since they have enemies too, they don’t want to jeopardize their friend’s privacy. They want to reduce the risk of the danger to the minimum.
Me: OK... I appreciate it. Why don’t you give them a call and say to meet with us….. amm… in Wednesday wherever they want? I want to treat them for all they have done for us.
Ivy: All right, I will ask them.

We kissed and she went to the Hotel and picked Eva. Eva called me and said they will go straight to the mall and start to buy presents. I spent some time on LL and took a nap. Girls returned home few minutes before 20.00. They bought most of the gifts thanks to their gifts list and they were satisfied.
They took a quick shower and Eva told me that she was missing me a lot and she needed a “dose”. We went to the bedroom and had a quick sex while Ivy was arranging our going out with Antonio and the guys. When she finished she said:
- We will meet with Antonio and the guys in “XXX” café we were yesterday with those two morons at 19.00. They will not stay long since they have 2 more business to obtain afterwards. Something similar as they did for us with the difference: they did the job for us free of charge.
Then three of us watched latest “The vampire diaries” episode and the girls slept but I couldn’t sleep since I had a good nap late afternoon. I sneaked out of the bed and came to the living room. I was checking my program for the Hotel’s Christmas Party. Few minutes later Eva came to the living room saying she’s missing me in the bed and although she is sleepy she can’t sleep if I’m not beside her.
I offered her a chamomile tea and she accept it. While we were awoken, we decided to use it and we wrote this diary entry.