Some time after Ivona' departure, Eva called:
- Hi honey.
Me: hi!
Eva: I heard you two had a great time...... I'm so happy for you........
Me: Yes we did....... (short silence) - honey... tell me... honestly.........Why did you do that?
Eva (determinately and little bit angrily): Because the man whom I love enormously will not fap when being in need..... Beside...... Ivona likes to have a sex with you..... What's the problem?!?! Can't I make you happy and content?!?!? I'm I doing something wrong because I love you and care for you?!?!?!
(short silence) - I didn't know what to say
Eva: Honey.... are you there????
Me. Yes.
(short silence)
Eva: Honey..... why this bothers you so much?
Me: ..... I really don't know..... it's strange........ I mean...... I never experienced that my girlfriend ask her best friend to have a sex with me..... and...... beside that...... I wasn't in the need......... I... I don't know how to explain it.... it's just ...... strange.
Eva: Honey ... listen to me........ Do you love me?
Me (angrily): I can't believe you're asking me this?!
Eva (sharply): Answer my question: DO YOU LOVE ME????!!!!
Me (very angrily): OF COURSE I LOVE YOU!!!! I NEVER LOVED ANYONE ELSE AS I LOVE YOU!!!! DON'T EVER ASK ME THAT AGAIN!!!! NEVER!!!!!!!
Eva (calmly): ........... What will you do for me to make me happy?
Me: Anything, my love.. anything!!!...... Do you think that I will suck Fran's cock if I don't love you?!?!?! I did it because you wanted me to do it...... because you asked me to do it......... (angrily)- Yes, I'm bisexual but it doesn't mean I will go around and suck cocks!!!! I would never do it if you didn't ask me..... You understand that?!?!
Eva (Angrily) : Then what do you think I did when asking Ivona to fuck with you?!?! Ha?!?!? I did it because I know that you must have your daily doze of sex or you don't function properly.... you can't do your job well.......you can't think right.. you are lost in time and space!!!........ I felt sorry for you thinking that you will masturbate when having a need for sex!!! I did it because I love you. Wasn't that my act of love toward you?!?! I'd say it is!!! It is the same as you sucked Fran's cock because I asked you?! You did it BECAUSE you love me!!! Why can't you accept it?!?! ........ We are both sex addicts and knowing how much you love sex and need sex, this is the best I could do for you...... I didn't want you to fap because it will not give you full satisfaction!!! It's only temporal relief!!! ...... I'm so pissed off now!!!!
Tell me this: Let's assume that I'm in need for fuck, but for some reason you can't fuck me. And I come to you and say: Honey, I need a real cock, would you ask Nick to fuck me... Now, would you rather tell me: Use your toys or you'd ask Nick to fuck me??!! Hmmmm???........ What would you do?!?!....... I'm listening!!!
Me: ...........I would ask him to fuck you.
Eva: Why?????
ME: Because, you needed real cock, not toys....... and because I love you.
Eva: Do you get my point?!!!!.......Now, shut up and don't ever complain for the things I do for you out of love!!! You hear me?!?!?!
Me (calmly): Yes..... you've right.
(short silence)
Eva: Mathias....... know this......... I would be your whore, your slut, you slave, your love, your girlfriend, your trash, the lowest being if need to, I'll be your anything you fucking want me to be and I'll do anything you want me to do for one simple reason....... because I LOVE YOU!!!

(Eva "destroyed" me...... She was right........ I didn't realize that by asking Ivona to fuck with me is her way of caring for me......)

(Long silence)

Eva (very calmly); Honeeeeeey.... are you there?
Me: Yes, I'm my love.......
Eva: Are you mad at me now?
Me: Not at all. Forgive me, please, for yelling at you and being rude.
Eva: No, honey, I need to ask you for forgiveness, I was rude to you.
Me: It's Ok.. all you said was right... I needed that.. I deserved it.
Eva; Honey..... I would never hurt you.. you know that.... all I said was out of love.
(short silence)
Me: Eva?
Eva: Yes, my love?
Me: I worship you!
Eva (gladly): And I worship you too.
(short silence)
Eva: See you at home, my love
Me: See you.

My god, this girl is fantastic, amazing, brilliant, gorgeous, divine.... and I have the honor and privilege to be her boyfriend.

I was waiting for Eva at the bus station. When we saw each other all we knew that we don't give a fuck for the rest of the world. There is only she and I. We were standing at the bus station, hugging, kissing, sobbing, whipping each other's tears from face and only god knows how and when we came home.