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Passionate Italian woman


Evaloves4

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I have to make up to my Prince. I behaved like a bitch toward him without the reason yesterday. I mean, I don’t have to do it, because he didn't asked me to, but I want to. Fuck me, but I don’t know what got into me that one thing bothered me to the point of hysteria. He and my Ivy went for a quick and short swim in the sea before we had our morning routine: jogging, exercising and they have their martial arts training. When they returned from swimming, they took a quick shower. My luvs are neat and clean, especially him, but yesterday morning they didn’t wipe the bathroom floor well after taking a shower, so I slipped when I wanted to take a shower after jogging and exercising while they continued with their martial arts training. I didn’t fall because I managed to grab the shower curtain very quickly, but my body twitched very hard and I felt pain in my joints and hips. I felt so angry that I went to them and interrupted their martial arts training calling him names, swearing and yelling at him. Why him and not my Ivy too? Well, I held him responsible because he is the one that cleans things usually and I thought he did it this time too. I didn’t know that this time, my Ivy cleaned the floor and she didn’t do it right. I attacked him believing he messed up. My Ivy tried to calm me and she apologized saying that it was her fault, but I didn’t listen to her. I continued to verbally attack him until she grabbed me for my shoulders and shook me well telling me to stop. And I stopped but after my yelling woke up our children and when Precious started to cry. My Prince went to their room to calm them since he does the best job. While he was doing it, Ivy and I sat in the living room. She placed me on her lap and holding me in her arms she asked me what burdens me. I told her that I do not know and that I simply snapped after I slipped. She apologized to me again saying that she wanted to wipe the bathroom floor this time and she said she has no excuse for making a lousy job. Then she told me I was very unfair to my Prince attacking him without letting her say her side of the story. I realized I was wrong and that I let my temper take control over me. I knew I had to apologize to him just as I did to my Ivy. So, when he calmed the children and they continued to sleep, he returned to the balcony where we waited for him and I apologized to him: He accepted my apology, but he was sad. He told me with sadness in his voice:

- No problem, Princess. All is forgiven. You know I love you and I always will no matter what …

Then he kissed me and they continued to practice martial arts.

 

His sadness made me sad. I didn’t like that I saddened him. When he is sad because of me, it means only one thing: my misbehaving drove him to his edge and he can’t bear it anymore. You see, my ex bfs yelled back at me, swore at me, broke things, and mostly beat me when I pushed them over the edge, but not my Prince. He reacts to such things with sadness. I never met anyone like him before. My Ivy also never hit me although I drove her crazy to the point where somebody else might even want to kill me. She rather ignored me for some time to show me that I hurt her. Anyway, his sadness fade away later and he behaved normally toward me because he is quick to forgive and forget, but I still felt remorse. I came to work burdened and my Fran tried to comfort me. And he did telling me things I already knew, how much my Prince loves me no matter what I do to him. Still, do I have an excuse for my misbehaving? No, I don’t and I am working on it. Believe me, I do although it is not easy. I am a very passionate Italian woman and it is hard to quench this fire in me sometimes. But it is possible. Love always does the best job.

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56 minutes ago, steelpanther24 said:

At least it is nice for the rest of us to hear that you are human and make mistakes. :)  

 

 

> You see, people see me very beautiful and attractive and they want me. They would buy things for me to get under my panties, but most of them ran away from me or are scared of me because of my temper (you can imagine how awful I was before).  Some of those who were in relationship with me endured my mischief just because they wanted to fuck me and because I was excellent in sex, but they didn't stay with me for long.

> Hearing me apologizing? Never! Not until I met my Prince. He made me complete different person and he is with me not because of  my money, my body, excellent sex and similar, but because he loves me, unconditionally, truly and fully. Many would leave me if they were in his place, but not him. If you have read my dairies, you'd know why I am crazily in love with him. :)

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Eva, you're being much, much too hard on yourself. Unless there's some underlying problem that you three really need to work out, then this is just part of living together. You make mistakes, they make mistakes, we all make them. Just no way around that.

 

Do what you do best.... make them smile again! ;)

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8 hours ago, KoolHndLuke said:

Eva, you're being much, much too hard on yourself. Unless there's some underlying problem that you three really need to work out, then this is just part of living together. You make mistakes, they make mistakes, we all make them. Just no way around that.

 

Do what you do best.... make them smile again! ;)

> I understand what you're saying and I agree, but (there is always but:classic_cool:) it pains me when I hurt my luvs. My Ivy isn't so much sensitive as my Prince and I. She can really endure a lot of shit, but I know I brought my Prince to the edge since I made him sad. The bathroom incident wasn't the only thing I did lately. It is true, we all make mistakes, but it shouldn't be our excuse for hurting our loved ones. :classic_smile: However, thank you for wonderful words of encouragement.

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So you need anger management too? Like I said before about your dad. It's what you've been through that got you here like you said about past relationships. You got to become self aware and train yourself like I did. When you get mad be aware of what you are thinking and what drives those thoughts forward. Hit the bag as well like Prince and Ivy do getting yourself use to venting that anger to overcome those thoughts that are hidden deep. So you get learn to what it feels like to let go of your anger. Don't just hit the bag blindly with anger after a while learn from it to see what thoughts are there and then let them go. Because you are grateful and happy for what you have now. And even to let go of what bothers you either way so it doesn't linger in your mind anymore. Shiite... I need a punching bag for myself so I can do it too. We just don't have a good spot to hang the damn thing. :sweat_smile:

  :mrgreen::heart:;):thumbsup: ?

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4 hours ago, Jay-Omms said:

So you need anger management too? Like I said before about your dad. It's what you've been through that got you here like you said about past relationships. You got to become self aware and train yourself like I did. When you get mad be aware of what you are thinking and what drives those thoughts forward. Hit the bag as well like Prince and Ivy do getting yourself use to venting that anger to overcome those thoughts that are hidden deep. So you get learn to what it feels like to let go of your anger. Don't just hit the bag blindly with anger after a while learn from it to see what thoughts are there and then let them go. Because you are grateful and happy for what you have now. And even to let go of what bothers you either way so it doesn't linger in your mind anymore. Shiite... I need a punching bag for myself so I can do it too. We just don't have a good spot to hang the damn thing. :sweat_smile:

  :mrgreen::heart:;):thumbsup: ?

> It is not a bad idea at all, only that I am not for such things. Rough sex might be the solution, but it is not always possible. :) 

 

> You see, many times i simply do not know why I react the way I do. My luvs knows that and they accept it. Sometimes it is just too much for my prince who is already a lot under the stress becuase of other things. But he controls he stress very good. Much better than I do. :classic_smile:

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18 minutes ago, Evaloves4 said:

You see, many times i simply do not know why I react the way I do. My luvs knows that and they accept it. Sometimes it is just too much for my prince who is already a lot under the stress becuase of other things. But he controls he stress very good. Much better than I do.

My guess is you are a narcissistic perfectionist. :classic_tongue:

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7 minutes ago, Evaloves4 said:

Very possible.

No worries, Eva. I'm what professionals call a "functional" psychotic. What that basically means is that I'm only half crazy. ?

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On 3/20/2023 at 9:27 PM, Evaloves4 said:

> It is not a bad idea at all, only that I am not for such things. Rough sex might be the solution, but it is not always possible. :) 

 

> You see, many times i simply do not know why I react the way I do. My luvs knows that and they accept it. Sometimes it is just too much for my prince who is already a lot under the stress because of other things. But he controls he stress very good. Much better than I do. :classic_smile:

 

All the more reason. You got to untie the knots in your mind otherwise you'll be stuck in that conflict you got up in that head of yours. You won't know till you try and don't give up take it slow you'll get there you just got to beeeeelieve. :sweat_smile::heart:;):thumbsup:

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