Saturday was most boring day for me in last several months. I mean, I wasn’t bored being with my family, my luvs and the children, but I was bored for I couldn’t have fun like everyone else. We spent the whole day on the beach with our children and parents; swimming in the sea, having barbecue, my Prince made ice-cream cocktails and similar and making sure that nobody is thirsty or hungry. He and children had the nap in the shadow of the tree on air matrass while I made love with my Ivy. No, not on the beach. There was my parents. We had excellent sex in our bedroom. Few minutes later, I was bored again. Nothing could fulfill me. I couldn’t wait to go out, to dance with my luvs and to fuck my Prince. That was the only thing that kept me “alive.”

When the time came to go out, I asked my Ivy to dress very sexy. My Prince knew what it means and he made my Ivy and me laughing hard hearing him saying undertone: “Oh, my …. help me, god!” Although I knew he doesn’t like crowd and loud music, I asked him to do me a favor and drive us to such place outside the city. My Ivy told my Prince where to go since she knows places. And she knows me very well. During the cuddling and smooching on the back seat, she asked me: “What’s going on, Princess? … Please, don’t make something stupid, Okay?”! I sucked her tit and devilishly smiling I told her not to worry. Arriving at very crowded and loud place, I could see my Prince hated the place, but he endured the noise and crowd because of me, because he loves me. (Which it couldn’t be said for me because if I love him so much as I always claim, I would never ask him to come here). Anyway, my hunger for some action was stronger than me and I simply couldn’t resist it. Well, I tried to have fun but fun simply avoided me. My behaving ruined my Ivy’s mood, my Prince tried to help me having fun, dancing with me, but I could see and feel that he would rather be somewhere else then here, with me. His lukewarm participation in having fun, made me angry. I asked him to leave me alone to dance. I don’t know why I did it, but I was very naughty. I started to dance very erotically and in few seconds I attracted men’s attention. Some of them thought I was drunk, the others, I was a whore looking for some action while few of them thought I am just having fun. There were various comments and cheering, mostly dirty and insolent. Seeing me making a fool of myself, my Ivy approached to me and asked me to come with her. I didn’t want to. When she grabbed me for my hand starting to pull me, I shook off and told her to fuck off. Oh my, I never did something like this before. NEVER! She looked at me very sadly. Seeing that situation became very serious, my Prince approached to me and seriously said: “We are going home, right now, Princess.” I said that I don’t want to go home and that he and Ivy are party breakers. He lifted me up in his arms and while I was trying to release myself, he still carried me toward the car. When he heard:

- Leave the fucking bitch alone, blond ape! We just started to have fun! Right? (Several men loudly supported him calling my Prince names and insulting him).

My Ivy wanted to react, but my Prince put me down and told her to take care of me. He returned to the guys. Approaching to the guy who called me bitch recognizing his voice, he told him:

- You shouldn’t talk about my wife like that. You owe her an apology.

The guy and his friends blasted in laughter. He said:

- You must be out of your fucking mind, idiot! Why would I apologize to the whore who came only to be fucked?!

My Prince kicked him in the balls so hard that he fell on the ground moaning in pain loudly. Then he spit on him calling him whore’s son. Although he is always on alert, he didn’t expect five guys to attack him as one. He is a good fighter, but he couldn’t fight against 5 of them. They knocked him on the ground, and started to kick him. He was lucky nobody used any sharp object or blade. My Ivy pulled the gun and fired warning shot in the air. After that she told them to step away from him or she will shot them. When my Prince was able to stand up on his feet, she walked behind him watching his back. Coming to our car she ordered me to drive to emergency for she want to be sure he is all right, that nothing is broken and that he has ho internal bleeding. I was still like in kind of undefined emotional and mental state. My Ivy was checking on him and telling him how much she is proud at him and how much she loves him. My Prince had swollen face and his body was covered in bruises. His right eye was half closed. All that time none of them talked to me. My Prince sighed in pain. My Ivy didn’t call Antonio to tell him what happened for she knew, if she tells him, he will eat me alive. Anyway, the doctors checked my Prince and thank heavens, nothing was broken. They cleaned his wounds and gave him pain killer injection. My Ivy showed them his police badge and told them that she will contact the police. Then we went home. My Ivy helped him to get in the bed and he slept immediately. Dad Boss and Zdenka were babysitting the children and being very worried, they wanted to know what happened. We told them we’ll tell them tomorrow morning and we asked them to go home. When they left, she and I went under the shower in silence. After the shower, we kissed the children and went to the bed. In silence. I couldn’t sleep. Neither my Ivy. She went to the living room. I came after her. She let me sit in her lap. She kissed me and wrapped her arms around me as she used to, but it was cold. We sat in the silence for a while, then she quietly said to me:

- Eva, you are my first true love and I still love you with all my being ….. You hurt me so many times in so many ways that I don’t know anyone except Prince and me who would put up with you and endure it. Nobody will ever love you as we do ……  Eva, …… I pledged I will never hurt you whatever you do to me …. That pledge is still valid and active and I will not break it …… but, if you ever do something like you did tonight, jeopardizing our husbands life just because of being childishly stupid and selfish, I swear, Eva ….. I will crush you no matter how much I love you …. I will agonize in my soul, but somebody has to stop you …. Prince loves you so much that he would never harm you in any way no matter what you say or do to him. I love you so much that I will harm you if I have to, to save him from your immature behaving ….. We will not go out together until you learn to behave. She moved me from her lap and she returned to our bedroom. I heard her kissing my Prince, sobbing and saying: “I love you.” My eyes finally opened and I realized what I have done. I felt enormous guilt and shame. I started to cry very heavily and I had to cover my face with pillow not to awake our children. I cried and cried and cried. I don’t know how long I cried until I came to the bedroom and seeing my Prince’s face hurt, swollen and purple, I showered him with kisses and “I am sorry”. He didn’t hear me for he was drugged by strong pain killers.

He woke up early in the morning and went to the bathroom to take cold shower. I went after him and I apologized numerous times, crying again and saying how much I am sorry. He kissed me, said, I am forgiven and taking Antonio’s adrenaline booster and pain killer pill, he went to the children’s room. Seeing his swollen face covered with bruises, Mikey asked him what happened. My Prince told him how some bad guys insulted maama last night and how he defended her honor. The guys were stronger than him but he showed them that he loves maama very much that he wouldn't let anyone to treat her badly. He didn’t know I was eavesdropping. Hearing his words in which he didn’t say anything bad about me, made me cry heavily. I covered my mouth and run as fast as I could to our beach and cried loudly and long. My Ivy came after some time and she embraced me. Kissing me, she told me she loves me. Coming into the house, she helped me to cover crying traces and then we welcomed our family for morning family coffee.

They asked us what happened and my Prince, wanting to protect me, told them:

- Ah, you know, some guys misbehaved and mistreated some girl and I …. you know …react …. And this is it.

He didn’t say he was fighting because of me. Knowing that my Prince is a person who would always do such things, nobody had any more questions, although Antonio was very suspicious. He asked my Ivy about the details of the incident and my Ivy told him:

- It was as Prince said. I have nothing to add.

Antonio knew they were protecting me for she would call him and tell him what happened as she always does. He gave me “I’m watching you, skinny!” look. Anyway, my Fran heard the whole version of the incident when we were alone later. He deeply sighed few times after what he said:

- You are playing with priceless diamond above the abyss, Princess. One day you might not be able to catch it. Be careful, honey, I beg you.

I have no excuse for my behaving in Saturday. Nothing can justify me. Why I did it, I still have no fucking idea. Actually, I do. I was stupid, spoiled, immature and selfish. And that is the true about me.